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Part 4:

Geet like always sensed what he wanted to say without even him saying anything to her nd she hugged him more tight comforting him, taking away all his fears nd insecurities. Taking away the pain that he was feeling in his heart without even him expressing it. But who'll take away her fears nd insecurities. Who'll take away her pain? The person who is always there with her to take away all her worries nd pain was unaware of the lyf that she's being living in these 6 years nd the irony is that she cant even tell him also as she still holds herself responsible for him losing the love of his life nd she cant bother him anymore with her problems. So it's better if she just lives in this moment in the arms of her Love who is still unaware of her feelings.

Up above in the sky moon was also shining brightly on these two souls along with the soothing sound of the sea waves as if they wanted to share their contribution of gratitude on these two peoples who loves each other unconditionally nd selflessly but the only difference is that one is confirmed about her feelings nd the other one is yet to realize the difference between Love nd friendship. But above all this the biggest question is that will he ever be able to know wats their in Geet's heart? Will he ever be able to see through the mist that circumstances nd destiny had created between them? Or just like before this tym also all his questions will be unanswered.

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It was almost 12 of night wen Maan dropped Geet back to her apartment. Both didn't realize how fast the tym passed being with each other. Even after being with each other for almost 4 hours also they didn't want each other to let go. Afterall 4 hours of togetherness are nothing compared to the loneliness of 6 years but they both knows that apart from both of them there's an another world too where they are not just Laddoo nd Maan, where they had many things in their hand to sort out. Therefore very reluctantly they decided to go back in their respective lives but this tym Maan had vowed that he won't let her vanish once again but for Geet she knows that probably these 4 hours were the only tym that she'll cherish for whole of her lyftym because there's another reality too which no one knows but right now she cant tell anything to Maan.

Drive towards home was all silent as both of them were busy in contemplating that the tym they had spend together was not a dream nd was in real. Unknown to both of them they both were smiling reminding the tym they spend with each other after such a long tym. Though the question why Geet had left all of a sudden was still lingering in Maan's mind but he choose to ignore it right now. He don't want to force his Laddoo for anything therefore he decided to give her enough tym to open her heart to him. On the other hand Geet was trying her best to control the emotions that were coursing in her. She had never hide anything from her Maan till now nd today she's hiding from him wat happened 6 years back nd wat happened after that but she knows it was for his own good because he wont be able to bear the truth.

The break in the car gave a halt to both of their thoughts nd dey realized that they had reached Geet's apartment. If it was in Maan's hands then he would have never stopped in front of Geet's apartment infact he could have taken her away from everything to a place where there were just two of them along with their blissful world. He had so many questions of which he wanted to know the answers but to his luck he didn't got any from her.

"Chalti hoon Maan." Geet's voice broke his thoughts nd he felt like he's losing her yet again. He immediately holds her wrist stopping her as he saw her getting down the car. Geet looked at his grip nd den back at him nd she felt a pang in her heart seeing his feared face.

[I'll take your leave Maan]

"Don't say that again you are leaving Me." Maan said nd sternly yet painfully nd Geet immediately realized the impact of her words on him.

"Maan relax! I just meant to say that I am taking your leave for now. I have to go to my home nd I am sure you too have to go nd we'll meet again Na." Geet said while smiling trying to lighten the situation

"Whatever Geet but this tym I'll not let you go away from me so don't even think of leaving me again." Maan said threatingly while Geet felt like she has gone back to the tym where Maan always showed his right on her like this only.

"Acha Baba I take my words back ok. Will see you again, abhi theek hai." Geet said nd giggled making Maan smile too.

"Bye Maan. Good night nd Take care" Geet said nd turned to get down wen she felt Maan stopping her again.

She turned to loom at him nd her breath got hitched in her throat wen she saw him leaning towards her. Unconsciously she moved back until she realized that her back had hit the door nd she can't move more backward. She looked at Maan nd found his face just mere inches away so that his breath was fanning her face. She gasped as she anticipated his next move wen she felt him cradling her face from one side so that she can look into his eyes. She couldn't read what's going in his mind but she knows one thing that he'll never do something which will embarrass her or can create awkwardness in their relationship. And all her doubts were confirmed wen Maan Pressed his lips on her forehead for a moment giving her a soft peck. Geet closed her eyes in contentment nd a smile crept on her lips as it is the first tym Maan had kissed her nd she felt so special nd blessed with his just small gesture of affection. Wat could be more perfect then this where the person you loves the most is making you feel contented with his small gesture.

Maan pulled back gently nd saw her smiling angelic face. He didn't know y he did that wat he did just now all he knows that he never felt this much good in his lyf before especially in these 6 years. It was as if he was trying to believe that all this was not a dream but a beautiful reality. He saw Geet's closed eyes d flushed face nd smiled seeing his sherni yet at times shy Laddoo. He just wished that she won't take this gesture in wrong ay as he don't want to lose his best friend yet again. Knowing the reality that she's engaged to someone else now he knows that he needs to be create some limits in his relationship but something in his heart was stopping him from doing so nd he did wat he did just now. Geet slowly opens her eyes wen he felt him drawing away from her nd looked at him who was looking back at her smiling.

"Good night Laddoo. Take care." Maan said nd Geet just smiled nd get down of the car.

She turned back to look at Maan before getting inside her apartment nd Maan waved her bye to which she just reciprocated nd gets inside. She knows Maan won't go until she gets inside nd disappears from his eyes nd as expected Maan didn't. He saw her retreating figure until she gets disappeared from his vision nd den drove back towards his Mansion in Mumbai.

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Geet was still lost in the moment she had spent with Maan. She didn't realize wen she took an elevator nd had came to her floor nd den head towards her flat. She was just physically over here; her mind, her heart nd her soul was still with Maan. She still had that sweet smile playing on her lips when she was opening the door of her flat. She was about to enter in her flat wen she felt a jerk nd next moment she found herself pinning on the wall nearby inside her flat nd saw Dev looking at her with his eyes spitting fire.

Geet smiled bitterly at her luck. How can she forget the fact that her dreams and happiness were always short lived. How can she forget that Maan was just a part of her dream nd Dev was her bitter reality that she had to face everyday. While spending those beautiful moments with Maan she had completely forgotten that she don't have the right to see those dreams which can never be turn into reality.

"Where were you till now? Y did you got this much late?" Dev's threatening voice broke the trail of her thoughts nd she looked other way

"Don't you dare to avoid my questions Geet. Tell me where were you till now." dev roared while jerking her face towards him

"You were asking as if you don't know. In case you forgot then let me remind you that I was with Maan." Geet retorted back knowing that she had taken a wrong step as it would just enrage him further

"Oh how can I forget you were with that so called Love of yours. So tell me did you guys have fun afterall you all met after 6 years." Dev said sarcastically nd Geet felt disgusted seeing how cheap he can think

"Shut up Dev!! You know that Maan had always considered me as his friend only how can you think of our relationship like that." Geet said disgustingly.

"Oh! So tell me wat do you expect me to think wen u don't receive my call. I was calling you continuously from past 4 hours but you didn't bother to receive it. How dare you avoid my calls Geet?" Dev said as he increased his grip on Geet's arms making her wincing in pain.

"Leave me Dev. You are hurting me." Geet almost pleaded in pain but it didn't affect Dev a bit.

"It's hurting you? Did u felt the pain?" Dev said while increasing his grip further almost digging his nails in her arms nd Geet's eyes began to get watery due to pain.

"You know I too felt the same pain wen you left with Maan even after me giving signal to you to not go, even after I warned you to not to come in front of him. But you dare to deny me for him. Now you also have to feel the same pain that I felt." Dev said nd Geet closed her eyes in pain.

"Make one thing clear in your mind Geet that you are just mine. If you think that Maan is back now nd you can go away back with him den just forget it. Make one thing clear in your mind Geet that I Love you nd I never loses the thing I Love" Dev said as he squeezed her cheeks giving her more pain.

"If you really claim to Love me den y cant you trust me just once." Geet managed to say between the pain he was giving her, only to give rise to his anger.

"Don't you dare to answer me back Geet. Today Maan is back so you think you got this much courage that you can answer me back but let me remind you that he'll go back in 2-3 days nd I'll remain in your lyf forever nd don't forget that I still have the key of your weakness. Your one wrong move nd u'll lose the remaining thing also that you had. So don't even try to betray me for that Maan Singh Khurana. Got it." he said nd jerked her away nd goes from there but not before giving her that threatening look.

Geet slumped down on floor crying; crying on her fate, crying on her miserable condition. Where had she got stuck up? She had never dreamt that there will come a tym wen she has to say this day also. She never wanted this yet she was facing all this. She had never dreamt of it yet all this was happening with her. She had always dreamt her lyf with Maan since the tym she had realized her love for him but it didn't turned into reality nd she had to leave him as per his wish nd for his own good. She had never dreamt of getting engaged to Dev yet today he was in his lyf because it was her father's last wish to marry Dev nd she can't deny that. Probably he also don't know this side of Dev before he had thought of this alliance. Afterall he had acted so nice nd all wen she had met him for first tym den her father can't be at fault.

But y all this is happing with her? Y her fate is so cruel to her? Oh! Y is she even asking this question? How can she forget that she had no right to dream? How can she forget that her dreams had always broke wenever she saw dem. like it broke wen she realized her Love for Maan, like it broke wen she saw Maan in Love with someone else, like it broke wen Maan asked her to go away from his life. No matter how hard she tries but she can't run away from the reality of her life. She cant run away from the fact that she had to protect wat little she had left her nd in that course if she was getting pain also den she have to bear that also if it costs to save that remaining thing she was left with. She cried for a while nd den slowly got up from her place nd headed towards her room closing the door behind.

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On the other hand Maan was too much happy wen he reached his mansion. He was so happy that he didn't realized that he was actually whistling some tune while entering the Mansion giving shock to the servants in the KM. they had always seen him angry nd arrogant nd this side of his was new to them nd to make things more worse he actually smiled at them nd left for his room saying everyone not to disturb him for anything.

He took a quick shower before changing into his vest nd tracks nd laid on his bed reminding the moment he had spent with his Laddoo. Oh he was so much happy today that he can't express. He never thought that this day will give him such a big nd nice surprise. He got his best friend back this day nd he promised himself that this tym he'll make this thing sure that she remains in his touch nd wont get vanish like before. His Laddoo had changed so much in these 6 years yet she's same as before. Her body appearance may change but her heart is still the same. She still understands his unsaid word like she did before. He felt the feeling of nostalgia as he reminds of his lyf with her nd without her but now everything has got back in track nd he would make sure that it remained like that only. But least he knows that Geet's life was not the same like before. He had no idea from wat all she is going through but if destiny had brought dem together again den there is definitely some motive behind it. Probably it's the tym to end of Geet's miseries.

The shrilling sound of his cellphone broke his thoughts nd he looked at the caller only to find "Nayantara" flashing on it. He groaned nd mentally cursed her for her timing nd took the call.

"Maan! Where the hell were you till now? I have been trying your cell from past 3 hours nd you were not taking your call. You haven't even talked to Dadimaa properly nd den you are not taking your call. U know how much worried I was." NT shouted on the top of her lungs before Maan could say anything nd Maan put the cell phone away from his ears saving his ear drums.

"Relax NT Sweetheart. I didn't notice your call. Nd don't worry I am all fit nd fine. Just take a chill pill nd relax." Maan said while grinning making NT surprised. She looked at her cellphone once again to check that she had called Maan only as he had never talked to her in this way from past 6 years.

"Maan you are fine Na. I mean do you have temperature." She asked nd Maan chuckled imagining the perplexed face of his sister.

"Ya NT I am absolutely fine. It was just I am very much happy today." Maan said in order to calm her over hyper sister

"Why did you got a new Deal?"

"No something more then precious then that."

"Wat? Don't tell me that you got Kohinoor Diamond." Nayantara said sarcastically but what Maan said next had surprised her

"NT I got my Laddoo back." Maan revealed the reason to her nd NT couldn't register his words for few minutes.

"Maan wat are you saying? You met Geet, where is she, how is she, did you talked to her?" NT bombarded Maan with her trail of questions before he could answer anyone of them

"Hey take a breath NT nd let me answer one by one. Ok yes I met Geet; she's here in Mumbai only nd she's fine. You wont believe it that she's no more that fatso Laddoo infact she has became much more beautiful den before nd I was with her only from past 4 hours thatsy couldn't notice your call." Maan answered all her questions patiently nd NT felt like all her prayers being heard by God.

"Maan, y don't you stay in Mumbai for some more tym. I mean you met her after so long; it won't be fair if you come back in 2-3 days. I think you should stay over dere for some more tym nd spend some tym with her as much as you can." NT said after thinking for a while nd Maan couldn't believe that NT is asking him to spend sometym with Geet. It was she only who use to complaint to him that he spend more tym with Geet den her.

"NT you are saying dis. I mean you always had this complaint that I never spend tym with you due to Geet." Maan asked surprised nd Nayantara closed her eyes in guilt

"That's the different thing Maan. I am no more that complaining teenager NT. U stay over dere for some more days. Don't worry about Dadimaa nd KC over here. I'll take care of everything over here. You just be happy over dere nd try to bridge the gap that has been created in these 6 years. Bye. Take care." NT said nd cuts the call before Maan could say anything further. she was too much choked with the emotions to say anything. Maan was surprised at her behaviour first but then shrugged off the thought. What could be more good then this that he will spend more tym with his Laddoo, he thought nd smiled nd den drifted to sleep

Here NT couldn't be more happy then this that god has given her one chance to rectify her mistake that she done 6 years back. She thanked god umpteenth tym for bringing Geet back in Maan's lyf because she knows that her brother could only be happy with her only. Probably he didn't realize it till now but she realized it long back that Maan had nd can only Love Geet nd may be by spending some tym with her he too realizes this fact.

"Please Babaji! I know I had committed many mistakes but please don't punish my brother for that. His happiness lies only in Geet. Please do some miracle nd Bring Maan nd Geet together nd this tym for forever. I promise I won't ask anything else from you. But please just fulfill this wish of mine." NT prayed to god nd went to Dadimaa to give her this happy news.

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Geet had changed into her night dress nd had composed herself from what happened with her sometym back. And anyways its not new that's she sit nd cry for long. Dev's behaviour was usual to her nd now she's use to it. She opens her cupboard nd took out few files nd a packet from the locker which she always keeps locked hiding her most priceless possession from the world. She sits in the bed with the things she had taken out nd admires them for a while before opening the packet.

The packet contains an album with all her nd Maan's pic since the school days till the day they were together, Maan's pen that he had given her during her exams, his all the friendship bands that he had given her in every friendship, His every small and big gift, that he had given her in every occasion. She smiled nd tears welled up in her eyes reminiscing the old days. She caressed each nd every thing nd den opens the file in which she had collected each nd every detail of Maan in these 6 years wen she was not with him.

There were cutting from various newspapers where he had given his interview about his success, his pictures that she had managed to take print out from internet, the printout of his writings on his blogs, the CDs in which she had recorded his interview on the new channels telling about his achievements nd success. In these 6 years she was far away from him yet she was with him.

She had kept track of each nd every thing of his. She knows when nd what's going in his lyf but one thing that she didn't understand till now y he didn't marry Sameera yet. She thought that because of her there were problems between him nd Sameera due to which she had decided to go away from his lyf but still Maan is single nd this thing makes her confused Everytym. She thought of asking Maan this today but seeing him so happy she cant ask nd moreover she don't want to spoil their blissful moment with these questions. She closed the files nd rests her head at the back post nd drifted back to the tym wen she met Maan for the first tym.

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Geet's Monologue:

It was as if yesterday only wen I saw Maan for the very first tym. He was sitting on the stairs all perplexed nd confused. I had not seen him before over here so it means that he's new in this school. I have to admit that I haven't seen such a good looking nd handsome guy like him till now. His face, his bulging muscles from the sleeves of his shirt, his personality everything was so alluring. It seems that God had carved his each nd every feature by taking his own sweet tym into perfection. Girls are definitely going to die for his one look; I thought nd chuckled at my own thought. I couldn't concentrate at all what Deeps was saying to him as I was busy admiring him. I didn't realize wen I reach near him nd den immediately pretended to talk to Deeps wen I found him looking at me but I couldn't control my urge to talk to him just once so giving up from my heart I approached him nd asked the reason of his sitting on the stairs. I was a bit harsh so that he wont understand wat summersault my heart does wen I saw him.

He told me that he couldn't find the way of his class nd I just wished Babaji that let him be in my class only wen I asked him about his class. This is strange for the first tym Geet Handa is praying something like that. I had always kept a distance from boys knowing very well the names they had given me behind my back; Fatso, Balloon nd wat not. But I always chose to ignore them as I can't shut everyone's mouth wen I am at fault. But Maan was the first guy with whom I wanted to befriend with nd I myself was unknown to the reason.

My heart danced in joy wen he told me that he's in class XIth A-2. Oh I felt like screaming nd shouting on top of my lungs expressing my happiness. But I can't show that to him right so I just maintained my composure in front of him nd told him that I'll help him. But what the crap he thought that I'll play prank with him, Devil no no a Big Devil. But I can't blame him too as he was being fooled since morning, Poor guy but I can't let him know that I felt pity on him so showing my fake anger I asked him to follow me.

But what the hell he did. He walked beside me nd I was sure that he would heard the loud heartbeats of my heart which was beating so loudly because of him walking beside me. he had no idea how many butterflies were running in my stomach due to this. But I can't make it obvious too so again I used my attitude as a weapon nd asked him to follow me if he wanted me to help him as I was afraid that he could sense my erratic heartbeats. Poor Maan, his face was worth watching wen I asked him that. I wanted to be harsh with him so that I don't feel bad wen he too bully me with all those boys but it seems my destiny wants something else this tym.

Hell broke on me wen Vinay Sir had made him sit with me. I swear I had cursed Babaji nd Vinay Sir umpteenth tym for this. Wasn't my condition since morning was less that now he had to sit beside me? but I don't have to worry right as I had my weapon with me nd moreover I know he wont talk to me much as which guy would like to mingle with such nd unattractive nd Fatso like me. He would definitely catch some hot chick of our class. But he proved me wrong as it was him only who took initiative for our friendship. I was scared to befriend him. First of all due to the unknown attraction I felt for him nd secondly due to my own insecurities nd perception towards myself. But he was also adamant nd I had to agree to his friendship nd that's wen I came to know his name. Maan Singh Khurana must say this guy had attitude just like me only

But Wait! Wat did he called me? He called me Laddoo, he had also given me a name just like others but strangely it didn't pinch me a bit infact I felt so good wen he called me Laddoo. It was as if he had already possessed me nd even after mine denial of countless tym he calls me that only nd later I too gave up because I cant ignore the sense of belonging nd satisfaction in my heart wenever he use to call me that.

Nd since then everything started changing nd pour friendship started blooming. He was not at all like the guy I thought of him. He never bullied me infact he had always pampered me. Nd about those guys who use to make fun of me behind my back well they had to face hard tym of their lives as Maan had literally armed them to keep me away from their teasing nd if some one tease me also den even my Babaji couldn't save that person from his wrath. He had always made sure that no one can hurt me in anyway neither physically nor emotionally. Maan had made countless girlfriends during school but all dose were just time pass nd in the amidst that also he never fails to be with me infact I use to wonder wen he spend tym with his so called girlfriends as almost whole 24 hours he use to be with me only

I felt so special getting a friend like Maan who had accepted me the way I am. I thanked Babaji umpteenth tym for sending him in my lyf I was totally opposite to him, not only in appearance but in everything except intelligence; dis was something which was common in both of us. Yet Maan was always dere for me. He was dere for me wen I took part in debate Competition for the first tym. I had never taken part till den due to my stage fear but it was Maan only who had gave me courage nd I won first prize. he tease me in his own ays n strangely i never felt bad nd was i even less i too dont lose any chance to tease him

On our first Friendship day he gifted me a ring along with friendship Band which I am still wearing nd will wear till the end of my lyf. It was a month after dat incidence only Deeps asked me whether me nd Maan were more then friends nd I thought about our relationship. I had never gave a thought on this that our friendship was much more extra ordinary den the others nd the way I care for him, the way I use to depend on him, the way I love to pamper by him was something that I never did before. My heart always miss its beats wenever I was with Maan but I use to shrug it off thinking that probably he's my first guy friend thatsy I am thinking all this. But wen Deeps asked me this question I was forced to think about it. After lots of thinking nd analyzing I realized that I actually Love Maan. infact I had fell in Love with him at the first sight only. Yes Geet Handa had fallen in Love with Maan Singh Khurana no scratch that 'Laddoo has fallen in Love with his Devil'. Oh the thought itself was so sweet nd nothing could be more sweet then this.

But along with this thought a reality also dawn upon me nd it was that Maan can never love a girl like me. Being a friend is different thing but considering a girl like me as his Love was different. I know that everyone wanted their Love to be the most beautiful person of this world nd I am no where near beautiful. Though Maan had never made me feel like that but didn't I know about myself. Ofcourse I know! I know Maan can make me his friend but I can never be his Love nd moreover a guy like him deserves much more beautiful nd perfect Girl den me who compliment him in every aspect not a fatso like me.

I determined to suppress my feelings for him but couldn't still I masked my feelings behind my friendship. I still remember how I use to drawn in my shell those days nd how worried Maan was. He always tried to be with me 24X7. Our families were aware of our unbreakable bond by now so they never had any problem with our friendship. Infact they were more then happy as because of us they were able to know each other better. I couldn't express my feelings to Maan but I can't ignore him also because of my feelings so I thought to continue my relationship with him like I did till now.

We took part at inter-collegiate play together. the only difference is that Maan was on stage nd i was back stage as a narrator nd also seeing all the arrangements. nd i cant even tell wat a mess our play got due to Maan whose current girlfriend was also in that play but unfortunately not as his lead. our whole tragic play turned into a hilaric one thanx to the great MSK but then i was happy as we won the prize nd my maan got the best Actor award. i couldnt be happy as much as i was that day. i always use to be happy wen Maan achieves anything. it was as if in his success mine victiry is hidden.

Tym passes nd our friendship or should I say my one sided Love also gets strong day by day. We got a name 'Inseparable Souls' nd how badly I wished that it was not due to friendship but due to Love but Alas! It can't as Maan had only seen me as a friend nd if I would have told him also about my feelings den he would have accepted my feelings for sure as he cant see me hurt but I know that relationship will only be on compromise nd last thing I wanted is to Maan compromise for anything. Love is not done by making a compromise it's a feeling that came straight from heart nd if Maan can't feel for me in that way then I can't force him also. I am happy with his friendship but for one thing I was sure that I can't Love any other person the way I Love him.

We got admission in the same college nd everything was going well. By now Maan had made a lot of changes in my personality. I am no more nervous wreck; neither I had that stage fear. Infact I use to participate in such competitions nd even Maan was with me. We had won many trophies together in "Inter-collegiate festival". Like school here also no one dares to say a word to me. Even though I reduced my weight a bit but I am still a fatso yet no one bullied me for it as Maan was always dere as my shadow. Many mistaken us as a couple nd I use to get tense but Maan asked me not to pay attention as they don't understand the depth of our friendship but least he knows how content I felt wen I see my name joined with his by any means.

We were happy in our blissful world nd everything was going smooth nd fine until the day wen Sameera entered in our lives nd Maan had fallen in Love with her at the first sight nd then everything started changing.

Phew! so dis is it guys... hope you all are going to like it... dont worry the flashback will continue in the next part... now only the reason of theor separation is left so it wont take much... till den you guys leep on guessing wat could have happened nd how NT is responsible for all dis... nd ya hate Dev as much as you can because i had made him like that so that he will face the real MSK😉😉😆😆... Hit the like button if you all like it nd do leave ur comment/criticism... its necessary

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awesome update

Beautiful update.