Today's epi was pretty fun and I loved the fact that almost every cast member got some screen space...This is what we call balance...But of course, SwaRon will always catch my eye and heart !!! And though, there was no SwaRon scene today...the individual scenes of Swayam and Sharon still held a lot of meaning !!!
Let's start with Swayam...As usual, this boy leaves me confused yet again...As Tanni questioned him about his girlfriend and the moment she took Sharon's name...He went to a sort of trance and all those bitter sweet memories came back to him !!! It was good to see that Sharon still affects him so !!! I mean we never doubt Swayam's love for Sharon but it's still good to see signs of it some times...But after that, the way he said Dream On when Tanni said Swayam Sharon...Sharon Swayam..Does that mean he's back to having no hope for SwaRon yet again ??? Then, why did he say that Sharon affects him positively now in last week's scene ??? Swayam used to be one of those characters that I could understand real well...But all this contradicting statements this past couple of months just makes me feel lost as to what Swayam is really feeling !!! I hope the CVs clear that soon !!!
Sharon, on the other hand...is finally making more sense to me, in the sense of what she feels for Swayam and what they have between them !!! Her questioning him last week, made it feel like she wanted some reassurance that he still does feel for her and today, the way she referred to their "not-a-relationship" relationship as HUMARE in front of Tanni shows you that she does associate herself with Swayam...she does put the two of them together !!! But as usual, in her "Oh So Famous" Sharon style, she was quick to deny that there's anything between her and Swayam !!! But still, all this makes me feel like Sharon is getting a more clearer picture of her relationship with Swayam !!!
The only thing that scares me when it comes to Sharon is the fact that we have never seen her being verbal about her feelings for Swayam !!! We have never had a Sharon monologue where she's talking about Swayam...Swayam, on the other hand, has publicly declared his love for Sharon !!! I just fear that the CVs might just turn around and say We never said Sharon loves Swayam and that would be the end of SwaRon !!! But anyway, that's just the depressed side of me talking !!!
The optimistic side says that finally, we're seeing Sharon relating herself to Swayam, though it was unintentional...But that shows you, that in her heart and mind, she and Swayam do have something that ties them together and I hope we will see a clearer picture of that, soon !!!
I just wish both Swayam and Sharon can be on the same page...Finally, after what seemed like forever, we have started having a better understanding of Sharon's feelings for Swayam and we're slowly figuring out what he really means to her...and that is really needed to move the SwaRon track forward...Swayam is the one who is confusing me now days, I don't doubt his love for Sharon...I know he still and will always love Sharon...But at the same time, one day, he seems to be hopeful that there's a future for him and Sharon and the next, he seems to think that SwaRon were never meant to be together !!!
A more Confused Swayam and A Clearer Sharon is what I see on D3 right now !!! But this is just how I feel !!! Would love to know what you guys think of the current SwaRon state in D3 !!!
Edited by ABBY92 - 13 years ago
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