It had been a crazy week, filled with so many colours, so many emotions, she didn't know where the memories began and where they ended.
It had been two weeks since the joyride had begun. Vicky had taken her out every day. There had been many new experiences, many new feelings, many new lifestyles, she'd learnt about the city. There was so much she hadn't known about the life around her. So much she had assumed, based on the opinions of the people she called her family. So much she had missed out on...
The trip to the flea market to throw money away, the pub to hear music and relax, the gardens in the evening, the quietness of the city at night, aloo chaat at the best street food stall, a 3 am coffee and a drive ; a film at the last show available...a sunrise from the highest point at a nearby hill station...it had all felt like a page out of the rom-com movies she watched.
She had always known that she was missing out on life – the very life that others grabbed on by the horns and tackled, every day. Heck, hadn't she wanted to do the same? Wasn't that the very reason she had shifted to Delhi, grabbed on to the job in Khurana Constructions? So what had happened? Somewhere along the line she had stopped wanting. She had started settling for things. It had been a few years, but she couldn't recall going out for more than the office parties, or to meet the office friends when they called. She had retreated in her shell more and more, all under the excuse of doing her job well.
How much effort had it taken her to push herself forward? She hadn't pushed at all, she realized. It had been Vicky. But, he had neither pushed, not pulled...just waited. Waited for her to voice out her thoughts. Waited for her to be comfortable...
And he had been there with her throughout. Accompanied her in the silences she had owned, the laughter she had expelled, all the wonder she had exuded. Never had he ridiculed her simple pleasures, her naivet, her ignorance...
She remembered how they had been in the first few days that he had struggled in Khurana Constructions. She felt ashamed when she thought back to how mean she had been to him. She had ridiculed his ignorance, scorned his methods... rejoiced in her superior knowledge.
Did he remember all that? The past few weeks had felt like magic. She owed him, big time. For being understanding, for taking care of her ... for letting her be.
The part of her being that had felt empty for as long as she remembered, felt full. It felt like it was overflowing...she didn't have anything to catch all that overflowed...it danced away with a will of its own, not letting her give her choice.
It scared her.
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She stepped up and behind, leading the group behind her. Her muscles felt like an aching mass of tissue, torn and creased. Her T-shirt was wet with all the sweat she had eked out during the day. She was sure the studio was filled with the smell of her stench, but she was beyond caring. It was taking her all her effort to put in energy in her dance steps...and it was only the start of the class.
It didn't help that the group was the mixed batch, with students of various age groups. It made the teaching process much slower.
It had been a couple of weeks since Isra had been managing her classes along with Geet's. That made a grand total of about 6 batches per day, all in one go. While she was dead by the time she reached home, she realized she was much closer to her goal of having toned abs, that she had had hoped for. But, all that faded in light of the fact that she was way behind on her stamina, today. She had stayed up late the night before, downing mug-fuls of coffee and studied for a test. The lack of sleep was taking its toll.
She pushed herself to practice the twirl and jump with the group. But she stopped mid-step, when the music went off. Turning around, she caught Farhan walking towards her resolutely.
"Vicky's called you to his office, I'll take it up from here".
She looked at him, confusion striking across her face; Vicky had been out all evenings, for the past few days. Exactly what had happened for him to show up suddenly and ask her to meet him?
She ran towards his office, only to see a Post-It on the door to his cabin.
Take a break. You look like you are going to drop any minute. I'll continue taking the rest of the class.
- Farhan
Her eyebrows shot up in surprise. To say that it was a shock, would've been the understatement of the day. She hadn't realized that Farhan had noticed her fatigue. Heck, she hadn't realized that Farhan had noticed her in the studio at all. She dropped her head back in relief and walked to her locker to pull out a bar of chocolate from her trusty stack. She'd have to start keeping extra clothes in there; like Geet and Nida. Who knew till when Geet would be out. She missed the time they used to spend together. For the first time she had had girl friends. True, they had babied her for most of the time, but that was when she'd had that insane crush on Farhan...and he had seemed like some celebrity – the kinds she would stare at, but couldn't touch. And lately, he'd been friendly, nice, warm. Just like a friend...who was currently teaching her Bollywood dance class.
Wow...the mere thought of Farhan deviating from his contemporary dance style and taking on Bollywood seemed laughable. This one she had to see.
She walked slowly back to the studio and listening to his calm voice, directing the students back and forth. She had seen him teach contemporary. He was fabulous at it, but he didn't have too many batches; the work at the Studio taking his attention more.
She peeped into the studio and watched him sway and turn and snap the steps. It took effort not to let her mouth drop down in amazement.
He was frigging fabulous.
His movements were just the right amount of zest, the right amount of snap, the flair, the spring that was required for the song. His lean body moved with as much grace as she had seen any girl move.
He spotted her in the mirror and shot her a wink and a hint of a smile, as he continued dancing. She saw him tilt his head at her, telling her to join him if she wanted, but she ignored it. Why would she go and teach when she could watch him dance.
Have proof-read this yet. Sorry bout it being short...next update is Maneet.
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