hi guys.....
after all of ur requests i thought i would start another ff - but don't worry "Kuch to hua hai" will still be continued for a while....😉 so keep reading and leaving ur comments...
Anyway, i will try and make this one as enjoyable for u......please lemme know wot u think ok.......
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The scene sets with Jai's exit on the 4th July ep...
Bani turned around to see what Jai had to say about her questions....her eyes filled with tears...she was trying to control her emotions...but too much had happened today......
she turned.....there was noone there...Jai had walked out....he had left her...again not trusting her enought to tell her the truth....again hurting her......
Why?...she asked herself...why won't you tell me? I don't think that you could have murdered anyone in cold blood.....there must have been some reason...i need to know....my heart needs to know....i am so deep in love with you....that the pain this is causing you is hurting me so much.....you tell me that you trust me...that i let you down...but then why won't you let me know what is happening.....
she slowly sunk to the ground...her head rested against the bed....she let the tears flow freely.....
she felt so hurt...desolate...lonely?.....why was everyone always treating her this way.....first Pia...she loved her immensely but because of her so many people had to suffer......then Mr Walia..always thinking the worst of her....now her baby sister...the sister she raised almost entirely....she...she...bani couldn't even put words to her thoughts anymore.......
humiliation had escalated too far....the constant insults and accusations were weighing too heavy on bani's shoulders....these shoulders who always held her head high were beginning to wilt.....
All she had wanted was to live for the happiness of others....but.....
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Jai had been so shocked by what Bani had said, he couldn't even fathom how she had found out about the Park Road incident....who could have told her? Roshni?......Anger filled him.....rage so powerful that he fought to control it....
He had had to leave bani...he didn't have the courage to face her...but he needed to find out why Roshni had done this....he will get to the bottom of this....
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Rano walked slowly towards her room....the day's events flashing past her....what had she almost done?...to her it had felt right...her happiness was almost in her grasp...then bani's entry had stopped her....her di's arguments and lectures made sense.....now....it felt wrong....what must everyone had thought....what everyone must have said to di?.....guilt overrode the feeling of self-pity that had engulfed her on her return to walia mansion....
i have to apologise to di....she thought as she silently made her way to bani's room...
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Rano knocked on the door....but there was no answer....she opened it slighly and looked in.....
the sight of bani silently weeping made rano run towards her...
"Di!..." she exclaimed....she put her arms out intending to give her sister a hug....
but bani put her hand out to stop her....she looked at rano....her eyes showing the range of emotions flowing through her....betrayal....anger....sadness....
"Why rano?...why did you...? just go...." she said quietly and turned around....she couldn't bear to look at rano right now....she didn't want rano to see the hurt that was growing in her.....she wanted to....she needed to leave this place...
this place had caused nothing but grief.....she wanted to take rano with her....but for someone who had no goal...nowhere to go....where could she....no she would leave.....rano will go to Pia's.....
she was tired....exhausted.....everyone.....even her sisters....no it would be better if she would just.....when she would find somewhere she would tell mr walia.....let him send her the divorce notice.......that was what he wanted......
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