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Oh , Sharon!
I scream at you..accuse you , abuse you , empathize you , feel for you..get frustrated because of the constant hide and seek of your conscious and sub-conscious flares of some severely appalling Jekyll and Hyde shades...and yet , till today i really never knew why was there this strange emotional connection with the kind of girl whom I would never probably be friends with in reality..i guess it is because ...today , Sharon Rai Prakash , i finally saw you. I finally saw your heart's conflict of its pulse rate and its strange , uncanny anxiety reach your eyes ; your eyes which fear on the edge of the cliff-hanging precipice of tears ... finally , i felt your heart waking from its dormant sleep and actually channelize its pragmatic function besides trying to convince the world and your conscience that it is just a blood pumping engine for you...finally!...all the sediments of undermined restlessness...those bleeding , intrigued flashes of pain of the inner, lost and vulnerable girl suffering and suffocating midst the confined walls of her soul for as long as the faint linen of time was ripped apart open to the world explicitly today...those concealed , frigid walls finally eroded and made a pathway towards your chest , Sharon...and i felt that journey through which the naive , scared and lost girl was following the path of a serene silver mist reaching to "the diva"- veiled mask's artificially stitched skin.You could not escape today , when your scorned heart emphasized on how something inside you dies when you face the cold , dignified and ignorant Swayam ; something inside your eroded walls bled for the reason you were awake midst the black stitched night , knitted by Destiny who was mock-grinning at you till the rise of the golden crest [sun]...to the extent that the pool of tears were having their jolly time swimming midst those helpless , pain stricken , mascaraed irises,when swayam said that Shivam would not like the fact that she even remembers his phases of ignorance towards her...oh well...today , i met her and hugged the girl inside you , Sharon..and thank you for finally making me realize why do i love you and why do i care...thank you 😠🤗
Cricket
