today ,i finally know why i can't hate you sharon.

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Posted: 13 years ago
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Oh , Sharon!

I scream at you..accuse you , abuse you , empathize you , feel for you..get frustrated because of the constant hide and seek of your conscious and sub-conscious flares of some severely appalling Jekyll and Hyde shades...and yet , till today i really never knew why was there this strange emotional connection with the kind of girl whom I would never probably be friends with in reality..i guess it is because ...today , Sharon Rai Prakash , i finally saw you. I finally saw your heart's conflict of its pulse rate and its strange , uncanny anxiety reach your eyes ; your eyes which fear on the edge of the cliff-hanging precipice of tears ... finally , i felt your heart waking from its dormant sleep and actually channelize its pragmatic function besides trying to convince the world and your conscience that it is just a blood pumping engine for you...finally!...all the sediments of undermined restlessness...those bleeding , intrigued flashes of pain of the inner, lost and vulnerable girl suffering and suffocating midst the confined walls of her soul for as long as the faint linen of time was ripped apart open to the world explicitly today...those concealed , frigid walls finally eroded and made a pathway towards your chest , Sharon...and i felt that journey through which the naive , scared and lost girl was following the path of a serene silver mist reaching to "the diva"- veiled mask's artificially stitched skin.You could not escape today , when your scorned heart emphasized on how something inside you dies when you face the cold , dignified and ignorant Swayam ; something inside your eroded walls bled for the reason you were awake midst the black stitched night , knitted by Destiny who was mock-grinning at you till the rise of the golden crest [sun]...to the extent that the pool of tears were having their jolly time swimming midst those helpless , pain stricken , mascaraed irises,when swayam said that Shivam would not like the fact that she even remembers his phases of ignorance towards her...oh well...today , i met her and hugged the girl inside you , Sharon..and thank you for finally making me realize why do i love you and why do i care...thank you 😭 šŸ¤—
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Posted: 13 years ago
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aww!! such a supeb post,.ditto same feelings i ve!!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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awesome post...vry beautifully writtn...i cud imagine swayam sayng all this to her...vsh he says all these feelings to her ...juss say it out directly...wonder ven wud it happen...He deeply loves her and he wouldnt stop loving the beautiful innocent SHARON hidden smwhere beneath...true nd pure luv of SWARON...
Luvvd their phone fight today...lkd swayam's attitude...Sharon was irritated to hear Swayam taking Shivam's name (vch is a good sign) and taunt her indirectly...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: asmi202

aww!! such a supeb post,.ditto same feelings i ve!!

thank you 😳
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Posted: 13 years ago
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I agree...Sharon is a very complex character...even i didnt like her when i started watchin D3...but slowly i fell inluv wit Swayam...n then SwaRon...which aso includes Sharon...She's not ur goody two shoes kinda gal n tats d best part of her...she is Sharon D Diva simply cus tats her defence mechanism...all tat rude comments r jus a way to protect herself...but u do c d real her when it comes to Swayam...d way she kept lookin at him as she said all those harsh words in an effort to stop him showed u hw much she cares for him...n when he walked out...tat one moment where she lifted her hand to stop him...cus she thought maybe her plan didnt work...tat really showed hw desperate she was to make him stay...Sharon is definitely a character wit many layers to her...n u cant help but luv her once u get to noe d real her!!!
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Nice post... I love the way u have written it... Yeah today i saw the real sharon... Who when saw her plan failing... Melted down... Wanted to get into her real slef and stop him wid full love... But some how controlled herself...

And when he taunted her on the phone... She called him rude... Oh man sharon ne swayam ko rude bola... She dint even hung up the phone may be cuz she wanted to talk to him... Maybe...

I hope kuch magic ho... Aur in dono ki sari difference khatam ho jaye... And yeah maybe i know y i love sharon... Its cuz maybe i m some what like her... With thoda less attitude and ego...
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Love your post😊

Well Sharon is a very complicated character...she is unique and thats beauty of Sharon...she is nt some regular girl..

She is infact the most vulnerable and sensitive one..but being a control freak she does not want any one to see her weakness which is y we see her being rude to everyone. I love Sharon but I hate when CV's make her do such stupid things... like for instance they made her call shivam Rockstar...WTH.

They made her cry to this extent and the very next minute she was okay with Shivam's presence and was ok when shivam was holdin her from waist.😲
I hate when they maker her look so dumb...but, then i still have faith in CV's that they won't ruin her any further and since last few days we have see quite subtle but significant positive changes in Sharon..

Nevertheless I love Sharon a lot...😃

Hopefully, they won't drag it more cz we are dying to see Sharon accepting and realizing that she loves swayam.😊



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Posted: 13 years ago
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what a post...ur description is more than just beautiful!
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Originally posted by: luvSwaron4ever

awesome post...vry beautifully writtn...i cud imagine swayam sayng all this to her...vsh he says all these feelings to her ...juss say it out directly...wonder ven wud it happen...He deeply loves her and he wouldnt stop loving the beautiful innocent SHARON hidden smwhere beneath...true nd pure luv of SWARON...

Luvvd their phone fight today...lkd swayam's attitude...Sharon was irritated to hear Swayam taking Shivam's name (vch is a good sign) and taunt her indirectly...

it really struck me hard when she held her hand out do as if say , " don't you dare go away from my life or i'll break right then and there"...today i saw that naive...looking for love , lost girl completely take over the diva mask...and i felt like laughing and crying at the same time..being so delighted that she found herself and yet , so sad and scared that the girl inside her will go back to those entrapped walls within her again... thank you , sweety 😳
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Posted: 13 years ago
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Originally posted by: ABBY92

I agree...Sharon is a very complex character...even i didnt like her when i started watchin D3...but slowly i fell inluv wit Swayam...n then SwaRon...which aso includes Sharon...She's not ur goody two shoes kinda gal n tats d best part of her...she is Sharon D Diva simply cus tats her defence mechanism...all tat rude comments r jus a way to protect herself...but u do c d real her when it comes to Swayam...d way she kept lookin at him as she said all those harsh words in an effort to stop him showed u hw much she cares for him...n when he walked out...tat one moment where she lifted her hand to stop him...cus she thought maybe her plan didnt work...tat really showed hw desperate she was to make him stay...Sharon is definitely a character wit many layers to her...n u cant help but luv her once u get to noe d real her!!!

i know her defense mechanisms...very familiar with them...but we are ultimately responsible for our own conscious actions and our deliberate intentional motives...if we step our shoes knowingly into a puddle of mud..we should have the guts to face the consequences of that brown stain on our shoes which we deliberately caused in doing so...defenses can't ever justify demeaning someone...like kriya..swayam..bharat. she had no right to do so in the past no matter how complicated , insecure and lonely a person feels..i also have defenses... i have also hurt someone...but , ever since i have realized that it is hurting me in my eyes to see me as something i am completely not...i have become normal and my usual self...we have no right to hurt anyone...everyone is worth understanding and value...anyway..today i found sharon and hugged tight enough to pray that she does not go back to those closed walls...

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