Collection of unsent letters-update on page 10

Ok I am preparing myself for mojris that's going to come my way but I still couldn't help myself from posting this, I blame Mini who not only encouraged me to post it but was also the inspiration to write it in the first place, With so many brilliant writers around so much creativity on this forum I feel humbled and apprehensive posting this, please do bear with me as it's my first effort into writing anything at all that's not IT related...feel free to comment good or bad like/dislike, all accepted with distribution of * chocolate brownies*

Gulaal,

It's been 7 years 4 month 12 days and 11 hours since I last saw you, but it's still so vividly clear in my mind, I can remember each and every tiny detail of the day, day my life changed forever...

I have kept my side of the promise Gulaal albeit partly, I have moved on to a new city, new job, new home, new environment but I still can't give your place to anyone else, mere thought of it makes me shudder with an unknown fear, I cannot destroy my only hope that breathes life into me every morning I get up, the beautiful and angelic smile on your face shining through the first ray of sunshine, the innocent laughter and those soulful eyes that stays with me till I drift off to sleep, impossible to even consider possibility of this, so please forgive me for my broken promise..

That fateful day walking away slowly, feeling your eyes behind, accepting your silence, respecting your decision a body departed but soul remained how do I convince this body to give up hope of its deserved reunion with its soul some fateful day

I have to confess I have stealthily stolen something of yours, and as it has been a habit through all these years I am writing about it to get over the guilt or is it? Remember the day after the panchayat decided to dissolve the diyarvattu at our behest I sneakily took away your box of green bangles and placed the earrings there, please forgive me but I wanted to keep something with me that adorned your beautiful hand, the contented smile when you wore them one by one in front of that mirror reminiscing happy memories was all I wanted to take with me as something to reflect on and bring that contentment to my heart to feel the essence of being alive

One more thing which I understood really late but I am glad I did, You were so right about love being unconditional, oblivious to person absence or presence, unmindful of person's life span I know and accept it's eternal and I have found my peace and harmony believing in the same.

I know you will never be able to read this, but I will still hope for you to walk in to these awaiting arms every living moment of my life

Forever yours,

Kesar

Link to 2nd letter https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/52443771

Link to 3rd letter https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/gulaal/2667046/collection-of-unsent-letters-update-on-page-10?pn=5�

Link to 4th letter https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/gulaal/2667046/collection-of-unsent-letters-update-on-page-10?pn=7

Link to 5th letter https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/gulaal/2667046/collection-of-unsent-letters-update-on-page-10�

Res😳

OMGEEE HASEEN QATIL...WOW👏

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Aditi Yaar 😭..Wow My atma heaven mein k upar agar kuch hota hai to wahan pahunch gayi main.Those are some really heartwrenching lines which outpoured through the letter.The longing,the ominous separation and the sadness of staying away from Gulaal was very well penned down⭐️.The letter was so beautifully penned down.I just was feeling each and every emotion of Kesar.Brilliant lines as usual.👏

Aditi chocolate cake,brownies,and cookies for you 🤗

Originally posted by: manzilmukul

Res😳

OMGEEE HASEEN QATIL...WOW👏

EDIT

Aditi Yaar 😭..Wow My atma heaven mein k upar agar kuch hota hai to wahan pahunch gayi main.Those are some really heartwrenching lines which outpoured through the letter.The longing,the ominous separation and the sadness of staying away from Gulaal was very well penned down⭐️.The letter was so beautifully penned down.I just was feeling each and every emotion of Kesar.Brilliant lines as usual.👏

Aditi chocolate cake,brownies,and cookies for you 🤗

Originally posted by: minizz

Aditi 🤗 I am so glad that you posted this.and yeh kya woh encouragement aur inspiration wala part padhkar main "saathven aasman par ud rahi hoon"-let me check shaayad Kesar bhi yahin kahin hoga na...😳

It's such a beautiful,emotional letter.As I said before it's so Kesarish.I loved the parts you added to it.made it all the more poignant.That was a wonderful addition.I loved how you started it with "7years 4months 12 days and 11 hours",yep Kesar would definitely keep an account of the time.Kesar needs her memories to exist na.He can live his whole life remembering the good times he and Gulaal had shared.He doesn't need anyone else,can't even think of anyone else.and awww he stole a piece of her to keep with him(is it the same green bangles he gifted her)so romantic,something Kesar would do.That's what I liked about this letter-it stays true to the character of Kesar,never goes overboard.I loved it so much.Though reading this letter made me emotional,the last sentence made me smile because Kesar's hope gives me hope that maybe one day Gulaal will come to him,maybe one day he will start to live again and not just exist.

Hope you will write one from Gulaal's POV.looking forward to more from you.

Aditi,chalo I am waiting for my chocolate brownies.no nuts please😃

Originally posted by: MR21

Aditi 🤗...wow..kya baath hai...thank to Mini that we r able to read this awesome letter from kesar to gulaal...

You made me very emotional yaar 😭...the starting that said how many days it has been that he saw her was very kesarish...the letter very well explains how he is leading his life with her memories n only with her memories...he stole her bangles so that he can have some thing with him that is hers...n more over he kept those ear rings with her na...Just loved the below sentence soo much...

That fateful day walking away slowly, feeling your eyes behind, accepting your silence, respecting your decision a body departed but soul remained how do I convince this body to give up hope of its deserved reunion with its soul some fateful day

He accepted that she is correct that love is some thing which will never consider the persons existence...but still he is expecting his dream of living with his gulaal to come true some day or the other...

This is amazing Aditi...u much write regularly now...