Here we go...the long awaited secret...
I can understand many of you still may not be convinced about Geet but again this is just a story so...Please be patient with my pov, please refrain from provocative comments...as it upsets me.
Chapter 28 - I know, you will be always with me
"No, Geet today you have to speak it out..." he almost shaked her...
"I can't speak..." she was now crying..."Geet, I am not letting you go...unless you speak it...""I just don't know...they were 4-5 of them who raped me..." She ran inside and closed the door...He rushed behind her...realizing what she said..."Geet, open the door...or I will break it..."He waited for some time... "Geet, I am breaking the door..."and she opened it...he rushed in and grabbed her..."Geet...what you said just now...?""Maan...please leave me...I don't want to remember it...""Geet, you are trying my patience out..." Her looked helplessly at her, her silence ...her cries were killing him...She still kept her lips sealed...He shouted once...again..."Geet..." and she started crying loudly...suddenly he realized...he has to be patient with her...and he hugged her tightly...she kept sobbing...After some time... "Maan...I don't want to talk about it...""Geet...Please you cannot do this to me..."She looked in his eyes, hesitated and then nodded back..."Maan...it was almost 6-7 years back, I was back from London after doing my MBA...I was so eager to start working, my career but all my dreams were shattered when I came to know that my marriage was fixed with Dev Singh...son of a local politician, He was not my type but my parents forced me. Slowly I started liking him, he had weird ways but he used to take care of me and I agreed for engagement. Later I joined a job at Delhi...initially it was smooth, but soon differences started coming between us and one day it went to extreme, I broke our engagement...and next day I realized I was abducted and in jungle, with 4-5 goons...and they..."She paused..."It went on days- nights...I could only make out from their talks they were sent by him...after few days they threw me back on the road...""I came back, tried to lodge a police case, but no one listened to me because he was powerful, my parents disowned me and I left them. I came back to Delhi, to rebuild my life...my job...and it was too late for me to realize I was pregnant...""I was in dilema, I became selfish, I thought, I will have someone in my life and I decided to go ahead...""Yash filled me with happiness...hopes...something to look forward to and I decided, I will not let any negativity of my past come in my life, I will lead my life like a normal human being...I started focussing on my career, that was the best I could do to bring me out of trauma...I wanted to achieve the power, the money as fast as possible, I was scared to make myself vulnerable again...""I wanted to start my life again...I tried going out ...I tried everything but then I could not open my heart to anyone...I was so scared, my past kept haunting me..."He tightened his hug...feeling her pain...he could not say anything...After some time..."Maan..now you know why I am so scared about Yash..." He stared at her...wiped out her tears..."Geet, still it doesn't make any difference to me...""Maan, you don't know. That day, he was hurt while playing with knife...""Geet..that was an accident...and then it depends on parvarish...his upbringing...I will leave no efforts to instill same values in him...and one day you will be proud of him...""Maan..." she was still hesitant..."Do you trust me...?""Yes...""Then just have faith in me, let your insecurities about him go..."She nodded, and hid her face in his chest..."Geet, you are very strong woman...and I am feeling proud that you are going to be my life partner..." He cupped her face in his hands, and then kissed her on her forehead..."We will have lot of happiness ahead...your past will stop haunting you...I promise...""Now, smile, you don't look good crying..."
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"Maan, aapne kya socha hain...?" Dadima asked him while having dinner.
"Dadima, I have told you my decision. "
"Maan..."
"Dadima, if you are so much adamant then...I also promise, I will not let my child come in this world..."
"Maan... .yeh kaisa pagalpan hain.. .."
"Dadima, you are not worried about me...my happiness...lekin you are worried about one who has not come in this world yet..."
"Maan... hamain apne khandaan kee fikr hain. ..."
"Dadima, you decide what you want to be worried about...our reputation, me or my child...?"
"Maan... aap dil se soch rahain hain ..."
"dil se...? Dadima..I am doing what I feel is right...I love her, I cannot be selfish in my love..."
"Maan, now we cannot talk..."
"Dadima... aapne mera faisla bhi sun liya hain ..."
He got up from the table...
Edited by goldenball - 13 years ago
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