~Madhoshi Maaneet thread 4~ - Page 82

superb update. so the diary is sameera's. I guess maan was her lover. continue soon..............

Liked the way Geet was being stubborn wit her decision n Maan also agred to it

Sam's diary's end made my eyes also moist so pure there love I feel bad for her n how they undersatnd eachother poor maan😭😭😭😭😭

~madhoshi~
part 68

maan could not bare the pain in her eyes. he wondered why did it
reflected his pain, why did it feel so close to his heart. did she
touched those untouched parts of his life, he feared.
he can't even imagine how will she react if she did. that would be
probably the end of thier relation, which never begain or which
was endless. why was he so scared suddenly, when this relation
was any way not heading any where thanxs to him.
maan - kya huwa tum itni pareshan kyun ho
geet - aaj mujhse kuch mat pocha main kuch bol nahi paavonghi
he tried to move her to meet her gaze. she held him closer, squeezing her
self on to him. he tucked himself to makes space for her tummy
maan - deehre geet, baby ko lag jayeegi
baby~I am fine..loving it actually
she did'nt move back. tears did'nt seem to stop welling from her eyes
he lifted her & made her lie on the bed. she held his collar & pulled him
closer. he gave in seeing her breaking down like that. she slipped her
arms around him & rested her face into his neck. her breath was now fanning
his skin around the neck.
she was so scared & weakening nothing seemed to
console her. She rested one hand on his shoulder and reached the other
to the back of his neck, pulling him down toward her. She raised herself up
to kiss him. he resisted a bit. then he relaxed enough to let her kiss him,
but he didn't respond. His mouth stayed closed, his lips didn't move and
his arms hugged her losely. She cried out her frustration,
geet - bus aaj ke liya...aap itne ziddi kyun ho?
his body & soul seemed to fight against his wish. he did'nt know how to calm her
He lowered his head until his mouth was almost touching hers. Their breaths mingled.
kyun mujhe humesha itna bebas kardeti ho he cried & kissed her passionately
untill they could barely breath.
she did'nt ask anything more. she was fine, she did'nt demand further
even though she could feel the heat burning her desire deep down
between her legs wet & all ready to be with him. she just killed her urges &
hugged him shutting down, not to hurt him. not to push him into something he was
not willing to. least she knew how hard & evoked he felt with just touch of hers.

there was this strange thing in her since that day, she remained close to him
she feared moving away from. she never forced herself or her desires but
could not see him move away. there was not a single day passed since then
when she did'nt tell him how much she loved him
every passing day was becoming hard for maan not to respond.
probably she read the sadness in his expression that made her come back night
after night, even knowing he had shut her out of his bed and his heart, nothing
stopped her from telling him again that she loved him madly & every little action
of hers expressed her love for him. every time she said it it seemed to touch
him some where were he never expected it would.
woh lafzon mai kuch bhi izhar nahi karta,
iska matlab ye nahi ke woh usse pyar nahi karta!
chahata toh aaj bhi use par,
kho na jaaye kahi mohabbat uski
isi liye apne dard ko namoodaar nahi karta!
jo kuch mila hai usi mei khush tha woh
uske liye khuda se taqraar karta!
par kuch to baat hai uski fitrat mein
warna usse khone ke dar se, chahne ki khata bar bar nahi karta!

geet could not wait to read the last bit she looked for the dairy
~aaj mainne unhe mehsoos kiya aapne ankhee band karke
yah ehsaas howa ki main unse juda to ho hi nahi sakti thi
aaj maine sare bandan dote dena chaha aur bus unka hoke rahna chaha
bus aur nahi!!!is lamha ke baad main unse kabhi dor nahi rahongi
rooh ~ the page was torn...she looked around
~...tere sajde ...~ she wanted to know what happened..
she became restless & looked for her. she went to her house from the address
in the dairy. it all would be so wierd. she did'nt know how was this dairy
in her house, nothing made sense but still something told her she should meet her
she knocked the door reluctantly
aunty may be sameera's mom opened the door
geet - ji main sameera's milna chati hoon
aunty - aap
geet - main geet unki
aunty glanced at her, her tummy which made evident she was expecting - aap sameera ki dost ho?
geet - ji
uncle - please sit down
geet - ji aap
uncle - main sameera ka abbu aur yah unki aami
humari beti laakoon main ek hain, aap unki college se hain
geet - ji
geet was feeling little restless when she saw her the picture
she looked so pure. she wore a white suit with the duppata around her
head long black hair, dark eyes deep intense. she requested for a copy & took it
aunty gave a copy - woh abhi bahar gayee hain, main use kah doonghi ki tum aayee thi
geet - ji
she took the pictrue & kept it inside the dairy with the flower still looking for her answer.

she was in her 7th month now due for her check up. they reached the hospital
they went through the check up & then scan. they togather watched the baby
geet wispered - kitna pyara hain na
he did'nt answer, she glanced at him. He was staring at the screen as if it
was the most precious thing he had ever seen. Geet felt her eyes start to burn.
She blinked to hold back the tears. maan reached for her hand. His fingers
slipped between hers and he squeezed. they now looked at the creen for few moments as the
doctor explained about the babies heart beat & size & groW*H. she did'nt
bother to brush off her tears not even when he put his arm around her and
pulled her close. When his free hand touched her sides of the tummy feeling his
moment she smiled with contentment.
after the check up doctor called maan for a talk.
doc - every thing seems to be fine, except
maan least he expected any complication
doc - I doubt if she can withstand a normal delivery, we probably
should plan for a elective c-section, it is too early to decide any thing
but still mentally prepare ur wife for that. u still have 2 months
maan noded & drove her home. he looked tensed & worried
As much as he wanted a child, he would give his life to keep anything from happening
to geet. He couldn't bear knowing he had hurt her by his distancing
he would never survive if he knew the pregnancy would do her harm.
it all felt so wrong. his night mear of lossing her seemed to getting life
he walked straight into the gym & worked out furiously hurting himself
geet told nakul to call daadi immidiately.