~Madhoshi Maaneet thread 4~ - Page 76

~madhoshi~
part 67

geet slowly moved towards him. she feared he may shut himself if
she made a noice. he turned , their eyes met across the room.
she could see the anguish in his eyes. it was deep mano koi unkahi
dastan seena main dabaye ho. itna dard uski ankho main tha
geet shayad ek hi pal main us dard ko aapne daman main samet leti
lekin woh kareeb aane de tab na...
she slwoly raised her hand to caresses his checks - nahi don't even try that. & looked out side the window at the dark deep shy, like it depicted his darkness with in
geet knotted her duppatta, pulled his hand - challo khana kha lo
maan snapped - mujhe nahi khana
geet - teehk hain main aur baby bhi nahi khayaenge & turned her face
baby~NAHI!!!!😲
maan closed his eyes accepting his defeat & walked with her to the kitchen
geet served the food making a face. he made her sit & fed her, she turned her face away
maan ate the first bite - aacha hain
she looked at him from corner of her eyes
he ate another bite enjoying it
geet turned smilingly- u really liked it
maan - liked it 2, 3, ..10
baby~counting baad main can I get some thing to eat please
maan fed her & wondered how he could ever stay away from her.
then some thing inside reminded him it was definitly not safe for her
he turned wiped his moist eyes & went to his room fighting his feelings.
she cleared the table & went to her room, took her pillows &
went to his room. maan closely watched trying to read her intentions lying on his bed
she pulled his arms & slept in that cuddled up facing her back to him
he pat her shoulder with his other hand, she took that & rested it on her stomach
baby~good night papa
geet~good night sweet heart
maan~good night
geet - u know by now the babies ear are fully developed so he can hear us
maan - I read that
geet she turned to look at him suprised that he actually read about the baby
maan - what are u doing?
geet - kya huwa?
maan - u should not be turning like this baby ke gale main umbilical cord
fas sakta hain
baby~aise bhi hota hain kya, he looks around, woh kanha hain
geet - woh abhi todi next trimester main hota hain na
maan pulled out a book that was under his pillow & showed it to her
she rested her cheeks on his chest while he looked for the page.
she slept off so feeling him close to her. it was after such a long time they ever togather
on the same bed & she in his arms. it seemed like she had not slept for ages
he cursed himself to have deprived her of even this small closeness which really
meant a lot more than making love.

it was a month since they were close, more touching & sleeping togather.
she continued to work in office & learned more cooking, now her hand on italian
Meera helped learn most of the italian dishes.
her pregnancy was cutely evident, she was little over 5 month now.
she had totally forgotten the dairy over last few weeks
today she went to her room & her eyes fell on them again
arrey I did'nt catch up with she turned the pages & came to the first page
I need to know who u are first. she read the name SAMEERA
umm..sameera...jaise subha ki meti khusboo...waise hi aapki dil ka baaten
bahut pyari ho aap, aur aapke ehsaas.
~aaj humare pyaar ki intaha hogaye~
geet became curious
~woh eid ki mubarak mauki pe aabu se humara haat mangne aaye the
aapne parivar ke saat. meri to khushi ka teehkana hi nahi tha
lekin aabu ke jawab se dil dar raha tha, najane aabu kya kahaenge
unke daadi ne baat chadi, main to sahem se gaye, dil tham sa gaya
uss pal keliya mano man kiya main bus gayab ho javoon~

~woh khafa bhi ho jate to shayad main kabool karleti
lekin itna dard, itna soona pan, itna duhk, jo mera dil main
tha wohi unki ankho main tha, naa jane woh mujhe itna kyun
samjhne lage the, kaise samjh gaye meri kashma kash ko
aur mujhese uff tak nahi kaha, koi kaise kisi se itna mohabaat kar sakta hain~
geet - kyun nahi kuch kaha... she cried itna pyar koi kaise kar sakta hain

~mano unki ankhee bas itna kehna chahti hoon
ke woo hamesha intizar karenga mera
is kaeenat se ziada pyar karenga mujhse
jab bhi main chahoon unki paas laut aavoon
lekin main unse juda kab thi~
geet - aise thodi hota hain, tumhe unke pas jana chahiya tha
she was feeling really bad for them. she seemed to feel their pain wrenching her heart.
it all felt so unreal, illogical, she missed him. she wanted to tell maan
how much she loved him. she felt how much ever she had expressed him
untill now was not enough. how can expressions of love be so difficult.

~aab to har pal har lamha dil unki liya tarsta raha
door se to udasi bhi khushi najar aati hai
kya kere hume to her pal bebasi hi najar aati hai
gujarish nahi bas yahi silaa hai
mil jaay kuch pal ka saath tumhara yahi eltija hai
agar bewaafa kah kar tukra dete to shayad itna
dard na hota, jo unki bebas ankho ne wafa karke rola diya~
geet - u never met after that...she turned the pages.there was nothing written
except few torn pages & one last note.
~aaj mainne unhe mehsoos~she was about to read it when maan walked in
she kept the dairy aside & she hugged him and cried.

precap
geet learns whom sameera loved!!!

Nice update

Liked the way Geet was being stubborn wit her decision n Maan also agred to it

Sam's diary's end made my eyes also moist

She culd actually feel their pain in short she was feeling Maan's pain only