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Well I must thank you friends. Whatever happened last night on this forum was certainly a wake up call for me. I dont hesitate in saying I went through severe shock syndrome reading that post and then a bout of indignation when the whole blame game started but chalo. After all that I thought oh dear its 3am here I must get to sleep....which is when I read the news of that promo. Well it was like an iron fist clenched on my heart and ripped it out and I was already feeling so low...I completely lost it and I am not kidding to say that I reached a dramamtic psychotic realisation point! Seriously...I was standing in my bathroom totally having a meltdown and clenching my hair in a deranged manner completely crying badly...a scene very like what our Tapu did in that room when Veer scremed at her b4 the marriage. Well anyway the reason for this is because it hit me...how for the past five months especially this whole Uttaran had become a dangerous obsession which was ruining my mind, my thoughts, my dreams, my concentration, my sleep and my general peace. Also most importantly, my studies. I realised how far I had sunk into this obsession with Tapu and Veeya and become soo emotionally attached without even realising and that now there are only two months until the most important exams of my life, Uttaran was very severely harming me. I told my mother I needed OUT of this obsesion or it would ruin my future. I then went to sleep finally at 5am.
When I woke up feeling groggy an hour ago I made my decision. I will no longer be watching Uttaran, effective from this week, until the end of November, when my exams finish and I will also be cutting down my coming onto this forum until the same time, which considering the events coming up in the next week is probably a good thing. I need some time to get over this obsession and clear my head and then I will be able to study and do well in my exams. I may pop in from time to time onto veeya club but I dont think u guys will be hearing from me much for the next three months. I may come to read the written updates but I will not be watching the show as it will only be leading to mental stress because you know I cannot see anything bad happen to Tapu.
So thank you all for this realisation it was very valuable to me even if it happened in a bad way. I will definitely come back after the tenth of November😊
Goodbye Friends😊
When I woke up feeling groggy an hour ago I made my decision. I will no longer be watching Uttaran, effective from this week, until the end of November, when my exams finish and I will also be cutting down my coming onto this forum until the same time, which considering the events coming up in the next week is probably a good thing. I need some time to get over this obsession and clear my head and then I will be able to study and do well in my exams. I may pop in from time to time onto veeya club but I dont think u guys will be hearing from me much for the next three months. I may come to read the written updates but I will not be watching the show as it will only be leading to mental stress because you know I cannot see anything bad happen to Tapu.
So thank you all for this realisation it was very valuable to me even if it happened in a bad way. I will definitely come back after the tenth of November😊
Goodbye Friends😊
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