Fan Fiction -Marupadiyum Vinnaithaandi Varuvaaya

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Tamilangel

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Posted: 15 years ago

It has been only a month since the movie Jessie released. Some how Karthik found my number and called me to come and see the movie with him on the first day. That day when the phone rang i knew it was Karthik who was calling me i had this gut feeling deep down inside of me. I went to India to visit my parents after two years since i got married but it was almost three years since i saw karthik. I couldn't believe it. Time sure does fly fast. falling in love with karthik was the best thing in my life, i guess when you fall in love for the first time you never the same again. Karthik expressed his love for me in many ways but i wasn't able to do the same. I truly loved karthik from the bottom of my heart but when i was with him for that one year, i just felt that we weren't going to get married to each other since my parents would never agree. Our caste and religious were two different and my parents were more conservative so i knew they would never agree since when my sister fell in love they never accepted her love. I guess i have so many memories of him and i can't erase it , it wont leave me over night.After three years later its more hard for me to move on, to the world i am a married women but am i happy do i truly love the man who i married beacuse of my parents pressure. Well to the world they only see what happens on the outside no one knows whats happening behind the closed doors. I guess everyone is talking about my love story, i can't believe this movie became a huge hit, i guess this movie is Karthik gift for me but what do i give my Karthik. i only gave him pain in leaving him.

But does Karthik know that i was force to leave him behind and get married and settle down my parents they threatened to do suicide if i didn't agree what was i suppose to do. i had to sacrifice my love for my family and i had to hurt karthik. This was what that was running in my mind that day as i sat in the coffee shop in New Jersey. I didn't want to go home and make dinner for my husband. I wanted to know where was my future going and all i can think of was where is karthik now what is he doing,did he finally decide to get married i was confused and lost in my thoughts.

Jessie some one called my name and i looked up.

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Tamilangel

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Posted: 15 years ago

It was Nandhini,she started talking non stop. she was like hi Jessie can i sit down ,what a suprise it is to finally see you in real life. I have seen you in pictures and Karthi has told me a lot about you. i can't believe it i finally meet you in New Jersey in a coffee shop. who would of imagined such a thing , life is sure unpredictable eh she said. She didn't leave me any room to answer since she was firing away with her questions. How is marriage life any baby on the way she asked me with a innocent simile. I sat there i didn't know what to say i had mixed emotions i told her there was no baby and marriage life was fine, in a way i felt like opening up to her sometimes is easy to do so with a total stranger then someone you already know, i guess its easy and you always think that the other person wont judge you but understand and accept you. But before i could open my mouth and say anything . Nandhini said can you believe it the movie Jessie is a huge hit in Tamil and in Telugu, i think it going to be remade made in Hindi and in Kannada soon. I only went to act in front of camera for Karthi, i don't think i want to act in another film ever again.its such hard work, i was just a assistant director and over night i became a popular actress in Kollywood and Tollywood can you believe it i guess its all thanks to Karthi who saw something in me. But i wish he just married me that would of made me more happy then all this fame and money she said.
What did you say are, you in love with Karthi i asked her, i was shocked and surprised since the last time i met him he didn't tell me anything.

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Gayathri

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Posted: 15 years ago

Hey Nish, This new FF of yours caught my attention just now. The first two parts are really good. Can't wait to know how the story would go. Pls continue...

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Tamilangel

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Posted: 15 years ago

Nandhini said yes jessie i love karthi. I don't know if you believe in love at frist sight but i remember the frist day of K.S Ravikumars movie shoot. karthik was introduced to me as Assistant Director and when i saw him for the frist time i don't know i was blown away i think i felt butterflies in my stomach for the frist time, it was like i had wings and i was flying in the sky. I remember instead of saying hi i am nandhini i said you are cute and i can't believe i said it out loud. I felt so embrassed after but i thought he should be the hero of the movie instead an Assistant director. He said thanks to me and he had this amazing simile which i still can't forget. Anyways since we worked together on many movies i guess we became friends and almost a year after our friendship blossomed i don't know what got into me but i think when he was dropping me home, i was in his car and i kissed his cheek.
I didn't know how to confess my love for him anyways he came inside my apartment and we were having coffee then i told him i don't know from when i start to love him and he stopped me from saying anything more and he said there was a girl who he loved and she left him two years ago and he still loves her and she is in his head and in his heart and she was still with him. I guess i was so sad when i herd him say that. i felt so bad deep down inside for my action but that moment he said he got an idea and he left. I guess he came up with the idea to write the story Jessie and a couple days later he came back and he told me to act in it at first i refused but then i had to say yes to him since i loved him so much and if i wanted to be a part of his dream project, his first film. I guess in real life i wasn't karthik lover but on screen i got to be so yeah. i guess when he was shooting for Jessie i not only saw his passion for cinema but the love he had for you, i guess a part of me wanted to find you and bring to him but i knew all this was impossible since he told me that you were married and how he saw you when we shooting for the film in the States, he said you must of moved on. Anyways after the movie was over i guess even i couldn't forget Karthi my love for him deepen and my parents were first against me for wanting to be a film maker so i left home and after my movie came out they got in touch with me and my grandfather was sick and his last wishes is to see me married but i didn't want to get married so i told them i want some time to think about it and i decided to come and see my friends here and its such a surprise to see you here Jessie. I never thought i would see you here, she said all this with tears in her eyes and a tear drop rolled off her cheeks.

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deepti

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Posted: 15 years ago

wow very cute...waiting eagerly for the next set..

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Posted: 15 years ago

Nandini , wiped her tears and she said she was sorry for getting emotional like that. I said its okay, I am glad you shared this with me, I am happy to know you love him much more then I loved him once. You are willing to do anything for your love and not everyone is like that. I noticed the closed sign being put on the door and I said we better get going since this place is going to be closed soon. Nandhini check the time and she said oh my god its nine pm already, I had such a long day today shopping and walking all day and meeting you here was such a pleasant surprise but I better get back to the hotel soon. I said why don't you check out of the hotel and come and stay at my house I would love company and all week I am not working.Nandini was really surprised hearing this and she asked are you sure you don't mind and I replied with a simile of course not.

As soon as we got into the car and started it the radio and the song Mannipaaya played,i guess with the pouring rain out side. The song just set a mood ,I Thought to my self this is such a situational song, after hearing Nandhini story maybe I should go tell Karthik I am sorry for all the pain I caused him , maybe I should tell him to love her and marry her but you know I wish its easy as it sounds in real life we can't force people to love some and there should be no mediators either. As i herd the lines

oru naal sirithen, maru naal veruthen (One day i smiled, the next day i was frustrated)

unai naan kollaamal kondru pudhaithene (I buried you without killing you. )

mannipaaya mannipaaya.. (Will you forgive me. Will you forgive me)

thadumaari thadumaari nadandhen (I struggled to walk )

noolilaana mazhai aagi ponen ( I became a rain made of thread)

unnaal dhaan kalaignanaai aanene( I became an artist because of you)

I thought how this song was so perfect for us when i was with him, there were the days when i similed and i was happy and i really getting mad at him and being frustrated and i guess when i finally left him to get married and settle in UK i tried to bury him inside my heart with out killing him and i guess now i feel bad and want to as forginess as i feel that i have hurt him so much and i realize now how much his love for me was, how true , how pure, how deep. I guess he is right you can't forget first love so easily, it will be forever cherished with hearts till we leave this world. but then i think in a bad there is always a good if i didn't leave would he made his first film so soon. Maybe in life we need pain and failure to succeed. My thoughts came to a stop as my cell phone vibrated, i was getting a call from my husband, he called to let me know that he was going out of town , this was nothing new he always goes on business trips.

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Gayathri

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Posted: 15 years ago

Good going, Nish! That song and the thoughts that were going across Jessie's mind are so nice! Looking forward to the next part.

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Tamilangel

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Posted: 15 years ago

All of the sudden another car span around and hit my car and my car also hit another and i lost control. when i press the brake it wouldn't stop. in the rain and in the dark i couldn't see anything. i was scared and i panicked and Nandhini was screaming and i couldn't see anything i blanked out. That day i thought i died in a car crash but a few hours later i opened my eyes and i realized i was in a hospital room and there was a familiar face looking at me. At first i couldn't believe my eyes but it was him

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Posted: 15 years ago

Karthik had a simile on his face and he said hi jessie, so we meet again.
i didn't know if it was happening for real or i was dreaming this thought ran in my mind . I asked Karthik are you here for real or am i dreaming. He said no Jessie you are not dreaming this is all real. you got in a car accident a few hours ago. i guess i was at the right place and the right time. Your car hit my car and nothing really happened to me only a small dent in the car. I called the police and the ambulance. it looked like your car lost control it hit so many other vehicles on the road and finally it hit a big truck and stopped and when i got out of my car and i came and saw you and Nandhini you guys were passed out and your airbags came out. By the time the police and ambulance came .you guys were rushed to the nearest hospital and here i am. i also informed your husband he will be flying in soon Karthik said. How is Nandhini i asked. well she is in a coma, i guess this must of been her first accident and her head hit the seat a couple of times. Was she not wearing a seat belt Karthik asked me. I looked at karthik and i said i don't remember i guess so much has happened to me in one day. Meeting Nandini and the car accident and now seeing karthik all i wanted was a good night sleep. i didn't want to think of anything i didn't want to talk i guess i wanted to talk to karthik but i knew this was not the right time for anything. I was worried about Nandhini, was i the reason for this accident or was it the red car who hit my car in the first place. i didn't know what to think too much thoughts were running in my mind all at once. Karthik said i am going to leave now since visiting hours are over but i will come back to check on you tomorrow morning and don't worry you didn't cause the accident it was the other car. The police said the driver in the red car was drinking and driving and he died on the spot when he hit the truck in the opposite direction. I guess you need new tires for your car and check your break pad as well but not to worry i took care of it all your car will be like a new car it getting fixed. Don't worry about Nandini i know she is not going to go anywhere she will come out of her Coma soon. karthik looked at me for the one last time that night and he said bye and left.

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That night i could not fall asleep i wanted to ask the nurse for sleeping pills but then i knew i would get addicted to it. So i decided to close my eyes and sleep well. When i closed my eyes what image came in front of my eyes was my wedding day. A wedding is something every girl dreams of and she looks forward to. But for me this arrange marriage was my worst nightmare. I felt like my life is over, my dreams shattered, my heart is empty.When he tied the knot i had tears in my eyes. I was mad at my parents i felt that they were selfish and all they cared about was caste, religious beliefs and i felt they didn't care about me and what i wanted. i guess i didn't talk to my parents for a whole year when i got married, i felt like it was my way of punishing them for what they did to me. But then i punished myself beacuse in my first year of my marriage i went through so much but i felt all alone and i had no one to turn too.

When i moved to Londen England, everything seemed so new to me, it was like i was in a new world of its own. It was nothing like India, well i did meet people who speak Tamil i guess at first i wasn't really interested in making friends. I guess i was never really independent and when i frist got to this end of the world my husband expected me to be an independent women. He wanted me to continue to work since he felt both incomes and good and he felt we would have a better lifestyle if we both work. He wanted to travel twice a year and since my parents were in India and they weren't planning to move here i wanted to fly and see them every year or try too. I guess my husband was really into the high life, he wanted so much luxury from what kind of a house he lived in to what car he drive around to the brand name clothing and shoes he wore. i guess we were two different people. even though people say oppsites due attract i was never attracted to him.

I guess in the first year of my marriage i couldn't forget karthik i felt that i hurt him so much and there was nothing to do and nothing was in my hands. i would go to the temple and pray for him i hoped he would make a movie and be a famous director and he would marry a girl that loved him so much and he would have a family of his own. i always prayed to have a happy married life, i knew i was married now and marriage is life changing and i just had to accept my faith and destiny but everything seem so hard at first. i did do my duties as a wife. i cooked and cleaned and i try to get to know my husband from little by little. I guess we had one thing in common we both didn't watch movies at all. He wanted to go out and meet friends and have a few drinks that was his sort of entertainment and fun.

In the frist month when i was in londen i couldn't forget karthik it was like everyone guy i met at work on the train to work in the supermarket looked like karthik to me. I missed him the most.

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