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We only lived in London for the first two years and then my husband had to move to America beacuse of his job. I felt that it took me two years to get used to a new lifestyle in London and my job and i made a few friends on this end of the world and now i felt that i had to move to a new place and start all over again. But i guess change was always good so i looked forward to the whole move to that side of the world making new friends and new memories. That one day when my husband and i went for lunch and when i was walking i saw Karthik at first i didn't know it was him i thought i saw someone that looked like him but then my heart was telling me it was him. it has been three years since we last saw each other and i imagined that he would of moved on and forgot about all the memories of me.
That summer i wanted to visit home to India i missed my family so much and when i was there i got the phone call from karthik and i when to see his film with him and when i saw that central park scene i exactly felt what he wanted to happened on that day when he saw me walking on the bridge.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwzps6HtQCs
I guess i couldn't change the past, but i wanted to karthik to move on, That night i couldn't sleep and i wanted to open up to my husband and tell him about my first love. i didn't tell him about the movie but i guess when he ended up watching it he figured out it was my story. He watched that movie since his best friend she wanted him to see it he asked me to come with him and i didn't want to go. i guess seeing that movie once was enough for a enitire lifetime i didn't want to put myself in pain.
that third year of my marriage was the hard on me since i found out lot about my husband, i felt he had so many girlfriends in his past and i always felt like he was having an affair and i felt like maybe we shouldn't be married anymore. I guess i wanted to sign the divorce papers and walk out of my marriage. I was going through so much abuse and i found out i was pregnant with my first child. i felt that i shouldn't of been honest with him about my love for Karthik. since he didn't understand any of it. i guess i really had it with him and everything so this morning i stood up for myself and i had a heated argument with my husband and i said goodbye to him i packed my bags and i went to work and i asked my boss to transfer me to a different company and instead of wanting to go home that afternoon i went to the coffee stop and that's when i met Nandhini and i felt that i had to help her first then solve my problem on own. i didn't even tell my husband about carrying his child since i found out that morning so many unexpected things happened to me in one entire day.
That summer i wanted to visit home to India i missed my family so much and when i was there i got the phone call from karthik and i when to see his film with him and when i saw that central park scene i exactly felt what he wanted to happened on that day when he saw me walking on the bridge.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwzps6HtQCs
I guess i couldn't change the past, but i wanted to karthik to move on, That night i couldn't sleep and i wanted to open up to my husband and tell him about my first love. i didn't tell him about the movie but i guess when he ended up watching it he figured out it was my story. He watched that movie since his best friend she wanted him to see it he asked me to come with him and i didn't want to go. i guess seeing that movie once was enough for a enitire lifetime i didn't want to put myself in pain.
that third year of my marriage was the hard on me since i found out lot about my husband, i felt he had so many girlfriends in his past and i always felt like he was having an affair and i felt like maybe we shouldn't be married anymore. I guess i wanted to sign the divorce papers and walk out of my marriage. I was going through so much abuse and i found out i was pregnant with my first child. i felt that i shouldn't of been honest with him about my love for Karthik. since he didn't understand any of it. i guess i really had it with him and everything so this morning i stood up for myself and i had a heated argument with my husband and i said goodbye to him i packed my bags and i went to work and i asked my boss to transfer me to a different company and instead of wanting to go home that afternoon i went to the coffee stop and that's when i met Nandhini and i felt that i had to help her first then solve my problem on own. i didn't even tell my husband about carrying his child since i found out that morning so many unexpected things happened to me in one entire day.
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