Written by Astha.
Hey,
Im Astha. Living a 15-year old teenagers life. AY are some dangerous drug, something you need to be warned about as the two get you addicted. Im new in this forum but I have adored AY from the star when Remix started in UK.
No words are needed; AY mad like me would understand what I feel about this unforgettable Jodi. The FF im writing is a short one. 8-9/10 parts.
It is delicate to someone very special, someone I have just came cross and in this short time but it feels like I have known her forever. More then a friend she seems like a sister to me. Smriti im really glad to have found you. Babes, you are seriously an awesome person. I love you. *Hugs *
I took a deep breath. I turned my hand into a fist in frustration. I felt his arm wrap around my waist. I sighed. I jerked his arm away finding his words slur in my mind. I stare in his coal black eyes.
"No, you don't have to, I'm coming with you" I coldly point out.
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November. December. January. February. 12th March.
4 months, 12 days since he's gone. Time passes. It felt impossible but it still passed. I tighten my grip on the black hoodie I have been holding all night. I place it against my cheeks, his smell immediately struck me. I stared across the glass. I dropped my eyes as the sunlight caught my eye. I slowly drop my weight on my bed and stretched out for my pillow. I punched the pillow into a more comfortable shape and rested my head on it.
"I miss you" I cried locking my arms around the fabric. I took my I-pod out from my jeans pocket and placed the headphones in my ears. I closed my eyes increasing the volume. When you're gone, it's the only song I have been listening to since he left. I buried my face into my arms as the chorus starts playing.
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
"That's it Anvesha! We are going back to London"
I looked behind finding my headphones being taken off. I stared at my mother sadly. I mumbled something like I don't want to like always. I have been avoiding the whole moving to London decision. It's not fair. It was clear my mother didn't appreciate a sober daughter at the age of 17.
"Mumma please, I told you before. I don't want to leave"
"Ashi" She whispered slamming into me. I bite my lip preventing from crying as she creased my hair. I pulled down and rested my head on her lap. She rubbed my back gently waiting for me to bring out my emotions. I didn't want to cry again, not in front of her.
"Mumma I'm sorry,I don't want to leave" I pursed my lips thinking before mentioning him.
"His memories are all I have---
She cut me off firmly. I allowed her to go on even after knowing she would curse him ones or twice.
"Yuvraj is gone Anvesha. When are you going to understand that boy is never coming back. He certainly doesn't have a heart to realize what you must be going through. He left you. Just stop this would you" She cried. She pushed me off. I stared at her in shock.
"Mumma" I stopped finding my father at the door. My father took my mother in his arms and looked over at me.
"Anvesha, we are going. I don't my daughter to waste her life over a guy who doesn't care about her feelings. You better have your stuff packed, we are leaving tomorrow" I watched the door close behind them. I knew I had to no chance to speak. I felt a lump in my throat as my eyes started brimming with tears again. I looked over at his hoodie, I shifted my weight closer to it. I trailed my fingers down on the black fabric.
"Why did you leave?" I choked on my words as our last meeting came flooding back in my mind.
---4 months and 12 days ago.
"Ashi look there is something I need to tell you, please listen" I ignored his words and carried on rubbing my lips against his cheeks bones. I actually didn't think I would be kissing my boyfriend in the middle of a forest. I was surprised when I came to know about the location but I wouldn't care less where I am as along as Yuvi is beside me.
"Ashi please" I stared at him in shock as he forcefully pushed me away from him.
"Yuvi".
"Im sorry sweetheart--- He paused cupping my face and brought himself closer. I smiled feeling his warm lips press against my forehead.
He continued from where he left of.
"Ashi im leaving" He sighed.
I stared at him blank confusion. I thought we had spoken about him leaving and he promised not to bring it up again.
I interrupted him rudely.
"Then why the hell don't you tell me the reason, I know you are hiding something" I shook my head back and fourth annoyed. I had told him over again and again Im not scared of dying. Im scared of losing him. I know there is something he is hiding and today I am going to find out.
"if I don't leave, your life will be in danger, why can't you understand me" He screamed. I kept my voice calm this time and asked.
"Don't tell me you're still worried over the wolfs attack that happened last week" I gasped feeling his tight grip on my shoulders. He swirled me around. I looked into his deep eyes. He seemed so different at this moment.
"it's much more then that Ashi, look there are few things I cant tell you, why don't you understand" He took a deep breath and stared
"where as the word trust in our relationship gone" I spoke slowly.
There was a long pause. I pushed his hands away and started to walk, I ignored his voice in the background. I felt a sudden fear as it got darker. I felt lost. My hands started shaking. I felt my knees tremble.
"yuvi" I nearly fell. Then I hurled myself to him, I sighed relieved finding him in front of me. He pulled me into his arms. I gripped on him tight and sobbed in his arms.
"What's wrong with you? What if you fell? Oh god wacko, I love you god dammit! If anything happens to I would d------
He narrowed his eyes at me. I moved back. I gasped feeling my back hit on the tree. I screamed as he bursts out of his skin and gets covered in chocolate brown fury. I blink seeing the beast in front of me.
"Yuvi'is that you" I stammer my words not wanting to believing the transformation that just had happened in front of my eyes. I felt my fear vanish when the wolf faced me. His deeps eyes flickered with mine. The pain in those eyes could be seen. I walked towards him and creased his hair. I stepped back as a blue light suddenly spreads around the whole forest. I look ahead and find Yuvi out of the wolf get up to looking like a human.
"This is the real reason, im a monster" He turned his face away.
"Im not afraid" I held his hand back. I was horrified to know my boyfriend was indeed a wolf but this is not what worried me, which surprised me in many ways. My mind was still set on the fact he wants to leave.
"I was trying not to get mad, when I do.. this is what happens.. look baby I cant put your life in danger. Those wolfs are going to harm you to get back on me.. the one who attacked you is my own cousin. Aditya" He locked his arms around me and gasped.
"I don't want you hurt" He repeated twice.
"take me with you" I demanded, he pulled away. I looked into his eyes and repeated my words again. I sounded like I was begging. I want to be with him.
"Ashi stop it. You are not coming anywhere" He pointed out. His anger raised. He growled loudly.
"Please Yuvi" I reached for him but his fingers wrapped around my wrist stopping me. His fingers were ice cold. I felt the shivers. He let go
"Ashi I have to leave" His expressions harden. He tried to convince me by stressing on the word "have" but this was unacceptable.
I took a deep breath. I turned my hand into a fist in frustration. I felt his arm wrap around my waist. I sighed. I jerked his arm away finding his words slur in my mind. I stare in his coal black eyes.
"No, you don't have to, I'm coming with you" I coldly point out.
"Don't be ridiculous" He sounded angry again.
"Im not going to leave you Yuvi"
He walked towards me and pinned me to the tree. He pressed his lips against mine. I shut my eyes. I moved my arms to lock around him but all I felt was the cold breeze. I opened my eyes. He was gone. I looked around.
"Yuvi" He was nowhere. An unusual pain knotted my stomach. I screamed his name again. I ran forward hoping to find him but all I found was darkness.
"I love you" I heard his voice. I looked around.
"Yuvi, where are you" I looked back and fourth when finally my eyes caught a wolf standing on the rock piles few distance away. A lone tear released from my eyes as I saw him disappearing in the darkness.
"I love you to" I spoke in a quiet voice. I dropped my weight down with shaky legs and sobbed. He was gone. Just like that. I got up again instantly. I ran without thinking. I had to find him. Not realizing where I was heading I tripped over something. It was stone resting on a black fabric. I blinked realizing it was his hoodie with a note. I quickly unfolded the note.
"Baby" I stared off.
For me, don't try and find me. I guess I had to say good-bye like this. Take care of yourself. I love you.
I have told your parents you're here.
Yuvi.
I kissed the note.
"Ashi" I looked ahead hearing a familiar voice. It was dad. I wiped my tears finding his figure in front of me
---Present.
"Please come back Yuvi," I cried.
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