Tumse hi! God, why is it so powerful!!!

You know guys, I try to avoid this song as much as possible, because its takes me back to the old golden day of Rankan, and then makes me digusted at what happened to the chemistry between Rankan. But then today, as I was cleaning and listening to my ipod, it played. I wanted to change, it but I couldn't And all of a sudden, this happiness come upon me, the magic that I felt during the early days. How can something be so magical, that it can just light up the soul. The song is like a anmol thing, too special, that it has the power, to just put you where you want to be. Just hearing it, takes me through every memorable Ranbir Kanya scene. I still remember precisely what I felt when it was their fight night together, and Ranbir and Kanya had their little "I hate you so much" fight!😳 I loved the comment Kanya made about being Kanya Godbole, sadly she didn't live up to it. But then when Kanya fell into Ranbir's arms, that was the probably the first time, the song and the couple just blow me away. I forget if they played the song before that, I doubt it. I had always felt they were supposed to be together, but during that scene, I was like whoa. Till this day, it has the same magic, and absolutely everything is comes back.

Every time it used to play or them, my heart would be so happy, and I would just be overjoyed and thank god, that there was a jodi like Rankan.

But then, the unwanted happened, Rankan crumbled. And the song, started to bother me. Everything it played, it would seem fake, as did Rankan. I think this happened because the only thing that I could associated his song to was them. But when my heart felt that they were not meant to be together, then the song shattered.

At that point, when I heard the song, I took Kanya out, and the only thing that would come to mind was Ranbir. You know when the beginning of the song plays. You know what scenes comes to my mind, when Ranbir gets out his car, the first time that mind, and with his chest up walks toward Kanya and the gunda. And then the second time they meet. yep, I love that so much!😭

And for me the high time of that song, during the very early Rankan staying in the Godbole house days. That time, the so much change between, and all the lyrics were only meant for them. Especially during the lungi scene, and the holi( best episode, my love and Shanaya) scene when Ranbir tried to kiss Kanya. 😭

And I am so happy there is no female part in Tumse hi, because it would have killed me, thinking that Kanya would be saying those things to Ranbir, because she never deserved him

So in conclusion, the soul of this song for me is Ranbir. Its like its coming from the soul of his character so beautiful. Its so powerful, when something touches you that much, it so special. And I thank god for it, because its so special. Like every line, I can imagine him. Like 2 months ago, I was skating in the park, I was listening to the song, and I don't it know, but it makes the world all around looks so beautiful. And the one word that is linked to the song is transformation.

It still bothers me, when they play it on another couple, I don't want it to bother me,but it does. Like it makes me angry just thinking about how the KIT broke down. Grrrr...I not really able to explain they way I want it too.

Well, I know this song is special to all kit fans, we just maybe associated it in different ways. But what does it make you feel?

And also the song, Tumse hi, reminds me of the very early KIT forums day, where everyone was full of excitement, so anxious, and all of us would point out every little thing.

I remember we used to have like 20 or more new posts during the hate guru, and during the early middle part of KIT.

Wow, good days. 😭