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My dear Milind,
I was hoping you were feeling better now, but when I saw you in your friend's last rituals ceremony, my heart sank. Your wife could cry out her unfulfilled duties for her sister, your sister expressed her sadness, but you Milsi, you couldn't say a word there. I understand how hurt you are with your friend's death. She had a special place in your heart. I was very angry with her Milsi that she always tried to build walls between you and your wife. She even tried to kill your wife. Though she didn't succeed in killing your wife, she did make you forget her for a while. But Milsi, I shouldn't talk ill of dead people. And if you have forgiven her, I will forgive her too. I know the very thought that she is dead pricks you deep in your heart. I am very sad too that she is no more. Whatever she did, she did for you, only after realizing what she had lost when she lost you.
Milsi, I was a bit relieved when you spoke your heart to your wife later. I hope that made you feel a bit light. But Milsi, you are carrying all the guilt on earth on your heart. Please don't dictate yourself that your friend died because you didn't help her. Sometimes Milsi, the power above all of us has it's own plans. Probably she couldn't have lived on this earth without you, but you were never meant to be with her. Please don't worry my dear, God will take care of her, she will be more happy there.
Meanwhile Milsi, you need to be strong. I know you are not in a situation to think about anything but the situation demands that you need to put yourself back together, to face the adversities coming ahead. You should join hands with your wife to bring your friend's killer to justice.
I hope your wife tells you about your little thing in her womb. I hope that would give you some relief and a reason to smile. Milsi, I really don't know what I can do for you, though I want to do everything I can for you. I am desperately hoping that you will take care of yourself.
Yours always,
I was hoping you were feeling better now, but when I saw you in your friend's last rituals ceremony, my heart sank. Your wife could cry out her unfulfilled duties for her sister, your sister expressed her sadness, but you Milsi, you couldn't say a word there. I understand how hurt you are with your friend's death. She had a special place in your heart. I was very angry with her Milsi that she always tried to build walls between you and your wife. She even tried to kill your wife. Though she didn't succeed in killing your wife, she did make you forget her for a while. But Milsi, I shouldn't talk ill of dead people. And if you have forgiven her, I will forgive her too. I know the very thought that she is dead pricks you deep in your heart. I am very sad too that she is no more. Whatever she did, she did for you, only after realizing what she had lost when she lost you.
Milsi, I was a bit relieved when you spoke your heart to your wife later. I hope that made you feel a bit light. But Milsi, you are carrying all the guilt on earth on your heart. Please don't dictate yourself that your friend died because you didn't help her. Sometimes Milsi, the power above all of us has it's own plans. Probably she couldn't have lived on this earth without you, but you were never meant to be with her. Please don't worry my dear, God will take care of her, she will be more happy there.
Meanwhile Milsi, you need to be strong. I know you are not in a situation to think about anything but the situation demands that you need to put yourself back together, to face the adversities coming ahead. You should join hands with your wife to bring your friend's killer to justice.
I hope your wife tells you about your little thing in her womb. I hope that would give you some relief and a reason to smile. Milsi, I really don't know what I can do for you, though I want to do everything I can for you. I am desperately hoping that you will take care of yourself.
Yours always,
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