hi friends this is nihita some of you might be knowing me....kuku see i heard wat u said😉...this is my 1st ff in kayamath forum .....this is one shot ff and there'll be no continuation...
Setting the rounded plates on the table was a asusual task for prachi like the happening of sun-rise....but today she felt smothered at her home...the aroma which once pleased her was now taunting her...she couldn't decipher at the moment what fate has in store for her....her life was too good until four days before something happened...Prachi shah now Mrs.Prachi mishra was yet an ordinary a next door girl,she wasn't someone who outclassed others but still she was someone who was a crowd in the crowd but still different....her husband Milind mishra,a famous business tycoon gave her everything a beautiful home,caring in-laws,his name and her most prized possession their daughter "aditi"....
she came out of her reverie when she saw her 10 months old daughter sitting on marble floor scattering toys here and there and then again bringing them back to her and hugging it to her chest....she smiled and gently took her in her arms and wiped off her watery mouth.....she filled her bottle with warm milk and took her to the couch....as she saw her daughter sucking on the bottle and gently touching and folding her foot she couldn't help but smile.....she thought within four days how her life turned upside down....
Milind silently placed the mug to his lips and watched the rain,standing beside the window....he felt hollow...a part of him was lost.....the more he wanted his life to be smooth,the more complicated it became....life was good until a misfortune happened!!
Milind mishra,owner of envy house,husband to prachi and father to aditi was a happy man until four days back...his marriage was one of arranged ones,but they both accepted each others in the very beginning and later they fell in love when aditi was conceived!
he silently settled himself besides her,she acknowledged his presence with a small smile and both knew how incomplete her smile was.....as aditi saw her father she was distracted and stopped drinking...milind as if on a cue took aditi in his arms and gently started rocking her,drifting her into dreamland.....prachi was about to go when milind held her hand and made her stay!!!!
"she's asleep...you want to put her in crib or may i?" he asked gently stroking her daughters forehead....prachi held out her arms to hand aditi...as she walked away with aditi in her arms he couldn't recollect what went wrong and where?
she felt heavy as she turned the knob of their bedroom....she stepped inside only to find him looking at their wedding picture....she marched forward towards her and gently placed her small hands over his shoulders...he slighty jerked at her sudden touch and then turned around...there was bags under her eyes but still she managed to give him a small smile....he took her tiny hands in his broad ones and led her to bed!he then went outside and after two minutes he came with a plate in his hands....prachi gave him a quizzical glance when he read her mind and said "for you"...
"i am not hungry,mil-"before she could complete it he placed a finger on her lips to shun her and said "eat it,you have not been eating lately"...he held the spoon infront of her but she turned her head to other side and said "i just dont feel like,whenever i'll feel i will eat"....
milind sighed and then ultimately said what he was trying to say from past four days "it wasn't your fault,so stop punishing yourself like a piece of shit,your miscarriage was just an accident"....and the next moment prachi found her eyes welled up....she looked towards him and said "it is my fault milind,if only i would have listened to everyone and not a made a run,our baby would have been there....you always said that i am too childish and see it taxed me our baby milind....i lost your love milind,i lost it,i dont deserve your love,you deserve better,leave me milind!"....she held onto his collar and sobbed.....he kept the plate away and settled himself beside her and held her.....
"it wasn't just meant to be,we both loved our baby...and it will remain in our memory,you never lost me or my love....it only increased for you...you are a mother take care of yourself for aditi,for me!we both love you and will always....i vowed to share your pain you cant devoid me of it,its my right" he said pressing his lips to her forehead and controlling his tears.....
"i am sorry milind,i promise you a full-term pregnancy this time,please dont detest me...."she sobbed hysterically....."i need you prachi,most than you,i am being selfish but i cant hate you i need you for me....i cant even think of detesting you....i really love you prachi and i meant it when i said it"....he replied keeping her closer to his heart!
"then show me how much you love me"....she pleaded....he was about to refuse her request she was still weak when she touched her lips with his to share the agony!!
that moment they loved worshipped each-other.....she beacuse he forgave her and he because he knew no one could love him the way she could.....love isn't a mere desire but its a irresistible desire that is irresistably desired and it only happens when the two have awkwardness and the heart to understand even each others small gestures!!!!!!!
life is too short.....live it upto the maximum like no one could ever because at one point you feel if only you could have done that,then your condition would have been different...."if only"...but keep no regrets take every mistake as a lesson to be wise!!!!
i hope u r not disappointed....plz do comment n motivate me to write more!!!criticism n suggestions r warmly welcomed!
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