FF:Aankhein(MP/NA) Complete, Pages 1, 2 and 3

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Part 1-5, Page 1 Post 1

Part 6-8, Page 1 Post 2

Part 9-10, Page 2

Note and Final Part I, Page 2

Final Part II and III, Page 2

Final Part IV and Ending, Page 2

Alternative Ending Page 3


PART 1

The car crashed front on to the auto and Neev stepped out slightly disorientated. You could never trust Mumbai traffic and these autos seemed to pull out of nowhere. Ayesha stamped furiously out of the auto and headed straight towards Neev.

"Abhe oye...andha hain kya? Ya Chashme ke liye paise nahin hain kya? (Oye...are you blind or what? Or don't you have money for glasses?) Itni mehengi motor ka bas driver hain tu? (I guess you are just the driver for such an expensive car)" she shouted at the man in front of her, kicking his car. "Iss ka paisa tera baap bahera ga? (Will your father pay for this repair?)" Ayesha asked, indicating to the broken front of the cab. She bombarded him with questions, scarcely giving him opportunity to speak.

Neev smirked. A crowd had formed but neither noticed. He watched her in silent appreciation. She was beautiful, even more so in her anger. She pushed her light brown hair away from her face in irritation and her eyes bulged threateningly.

She was outstanding to look at, unconventional to be sure. Her dressing sense seemed rather unique and somewhat ridiculous. He was captivated though. She looked like exactly the sort of girl that didn't belong where she was. Her clothes did not lessen the elegance of her face but that alone could not elevate her position in the eyes of people like him.

Neev continued to stare and she continued to accuse. "Ullu ki tarah ghoor kyun raha hain? Ladki nahin dekhi pehle? (Why are you staring at me like an imbecile? Haven't you seen a girl before?)"

Thrusting some money into the hands of the auto driver, he turned he back to leave but she continued to hurl her insults and he was forced to look back. What was it about this girl? Though her words were barely heard by him, he watched the movement of her lips closely. They were full and red and he felt the overwhelming desire to feel them on his. In a moment of insanity, he reached behind her head and crushed her lips to his. The crowd jeered but he didn't care.

Braking away, he told her, "Tumhare jaise ladki nahin dekhi... (I haven't seen a girl like you)" and Ayesha was left speechless and stunned by the few words that he had graced her with. Taking off his shades, he grinned down at her as she became furious. Her cheeks burned red and soon he felt her soft palm collide harshly against his cheek. He knew it was coming but he did not expect such force. He extended his other cheek but she refused to look at him. Laughing, which caused to infuriate her further, he turned around and smoothly sat back in his car.

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Prachi waited for her mother in the car but she had excused the driver and the man had taken the keys with him and now the AC was turned off. Prachi was getting agitated, it was stifling and the heat was unbearable. She unwound the windows but she did not find the relief she was after.

Stepping out of the car, she carelessly leaned against it. Instantly she felt the wind swirl around her and she felt her body relax under the coolness. Her salwaar clung to her like second skin but Prachi was oblivious to the admiring glances she was receiving.

Milind stood with Sukriti and Ali across the street. Sukriti selected vegetables from a vendor carefully but Milind was getting impatient. The afternoon sun would soon be scorching and he wiped his forehead with the band on his wrist. He place an elbow on his friend's shoulder and saw Ali look across the street in concentration.

"Itni der se ankhein paad paad ke kya dekh raha hain? (What have you been staring at for so long?) Milind asked, though he had little interest in the answer, turning to Sukriti he told her to hurry up. Ali tapped Milind and not taking his eyes off the object he said, "Milind bhai, woh ladki kitni kubsoorat hain...by god...mast hain... (Milind...isn't that girl beautiful...by god...she's fantastic)"

Milind stood up straight and slapped the back of Ali's head, "Abey saale...lafanga hain tu? (Oye idiot...are you a pervert?) Agar koi Sukriti ko aisa bolta tou? (What if someone had said that to Sukriti?)" Milind asked angrily.

"Kaun dekha Sukriti ko, uski tou main ankein poudh du... (Who looked at Sukriti, I will poke his eyes out...)" Ali said arrogantly, rubbing the spot on his head where Milind had hit him and Milind could not help but laugh at the stupidity of his friend.

Milind was not averse to beautiful women; he just knew how to conceal it better. He looked casually across at her. He had only intended for a moment to see what his friend was raving about but Milind could not take his eyes off her. She brushed back her hair and let it flow over shoulders in one smooth, swift motion. Milind let his eyes follows the movement of her hands and the hair that he knew would be silky to touch. He felt his mouth open slightly and caught himself.

He saw her move forward away from the car and assumed it must be too hot to lean on. Suddenly Milind was distracted by an oncoming car, it was headed straight towards her and she hardly seemed aware of it. Milind looked quickly at the car and then at her again. It was as if his legs were acting on their own accord as he sped towards her and with a resounding thud, they both fell to the ground.

Milind lay on top of Prachi unable to move. He stared down at her, she was stunning. He watched as her eyelids flickered open and closed ever so slowly and the way her mouth curved into a small smile. Soon, she was pushing against him though and Milind stood up promptly and roughly pulled her up too.

"Thank you..." she said softly and Milind did not know whether it was from a desire to hear her voice again or genuine anger on his part that he gruffly acknowledged her gratitude but then pushing a hand through his curly hair while she dusted herself off, he said, "Gaadi tereko laga dehti tou? Andhi hain kya? (What if the car had hit you? Are you Blind or what?)" He laughed nervously but Prachi merely smiled at him, she replied very shyly, "Haan (Yes)"

PART 2

Milind closed his eyes and recalled the day's events. A smile crept up on him when he thought of that girl. He covered his eyes in embarrassment as he remembered his question, but how she had replied. Her laugh still tinkled in his ears. She was blind. He still found that hard to believe, the dignity with which she carried her disability was astounding.

He shook his head but the thoughts would not leave him. He felt an irresistible pull towards her but he knew that he'd never see her again. He replayed the scene in his mind again, committing her to memory as he absentmindedly took a drag of his cigarette.

His musings were interrupted by the loud, brash voice of Ayesha, "Milind, Sukriti ko dekha kya? (Milind, have you seen Sukriti?)" She asked from the doorway, leaning against it, "Aur yeh cigrat ko kab thak peeta rahega? Tere Baba tereko kuch bolte nahin kya? (And how long will you keep smoking? Doesn't your father say anything to you?)"

"Tereko peene ke liye thode keh raha hoon (I'm not asking you to smoke)" He said absentmindedly and Ayesha laughed, "Theek hain, theek hain, meri baat tou tu sunega nahin, teri gharwaali ko na pasand ho tou? (Fine, fine, you won't listen to me, but what if your wife doesn't like it?)" She asked.

"Arre, muje kisi ki padi hain kya? (Am I bothered?)" He said, raising an eyebrow but she laughed it off again. "Waise kidar thi tu? (By the way, where were you?)" Milind asked her, reclining in his chair leisurely. She shifted nervously by the door, as he had seen her do every time he had asked her about it. He saw her face falter for a moment and as usual he knew that she wouldn't tell him anything.

She laughed momentarily and then remembered the earlier incident, "Kisi pagal se paala pad gaya tha...pata nahin Milind' aaj tou hadh hi hogayi'ek chikne ne' (I got caught up with some madman...I don't know Milind...today was the limit... this fellow...)" She stopped, "Chodo na'usse tou maine kas ke ek laafa mara'zindagi bar yaad rakhega' (Anyway, leave it... I gave him a tight slap...he'll remember it for the rest of his life...)"

Milind watched her but he did not sense any pleasure in her voice. She was accustomed to showing boys in the chawl their place, she now found it merely amusing, Milind had never felt the need to save her, but she knew if she needed him, he was there.

"Waise, Sukriti se kya kaam tha? (What business do you have with Sukriti?)" Milind questioned, tapping his cigarette and taking another drag.

She stepped forward and took a seat, "Uski ek acchi si Salwaar chahiye muje... Kal naukri ke liye kahin jaana hain... (I need to borrow a salwaar of hers...I have to see about a job tomorrow...)"

Milind sat up in his seat, "Naukri... (Job...)" he scoffed but Ayesha was not offended, she knew Milind and she understood why he was the way he was.

"Khabhie khabie Milind, paet ki boonkh, savbhimaan se bhi baad kar hoti hain... (Something Milind, the hunger in your stomach forces you to do things you wouldn't have otherwise...)" She said calmly and got up to find Sukriti. Milind did not ask her how they had survived this long, because he knew she would never tell him.

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"Prachi!" Neev squealed in her ear and she tried to hit him but he ducked out of the way, "Kya hua Neev...itne khush kyun ho? (What happened? Why are you so happy?)" She asked and though she could not, she could sense that her friend was grinning, "Ab bataoge bhi, ke muskurahate rahoge? (Now will you tell me why you're so happy?)"

Sitting her down on the bed, he said laughing, "Obviously yaar...Ladki ke waaje se... (Obviously mate...because of a girl...)" Prachi smacked his cheek fondly and pulled at his ear, "Neev! Apni badmaashi se kab thang aaoge? (Neev! When will you tire of your wicked ways?) Lagta hain Niharika aunty se kehna padega, woh ek acchi si bahu dhoond le... (I think I might have to tell Niharika aunty to find a suitable girl for you...)"

Kneeling in front of her, he dramatically placed his hand to his forehead and said, "Aisi gustakhi mat karna Prachi... (Don't make such a mistake Prachi...) Aisa zulm mat karna...apne dost ki zindagi barbaad karna chahati ho kya? (Dont inflict such pain upon me...do you want to ruin your friend's life?) Abhi tou is dil mein bauhat pyaar baki hain, pehle usse tou baant lu... (I still have a lot of love left, let me share that first...)"

"Itni subha subha kaise jagna hua Neev? (Awake so early in the morning neev?)" Prachi asked, remembering her friend's fondness for sleep, and she could hear him sighing, "Kya karu Prachi...maa bhi na, bula liya... (What can I do Prachi? Your mother called me over...) aur tum tou jaanti ho, mein meri sweetheart ko kuch mana nahin kar sakta, waise tumhe neeche bulaya hain... (And you know I can never refuse my sweetheart, by the way, you are summoned downstairs...) aane hi wali hogi teri aaya... (Your babysitter should be on her way)" He replied, helping her get up and leading her down the stairs.

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"Aao na beta... (Come child)" Premlata said invitingly to the girl standing in front of her. Ayesha smiled slightly and nodded, following the woman into the living room.

She sat down and informed her that her daughter would be down in a moment. "I'm sorry ke Prachi ke papa yahaan nahin ho sake... (I'm sorry Prachi's father is not here...) darasal hamari beti dekh nahin sakti...lagh bhagh tumhare hi umar ke hogi. (Actually our daughter cannot see...she must be around your age) Hum chahate hain ke tum uske paas raho, waise tou woh apne aap hi sab kuch kar lehti hain, lekin uske papa ko phir bhi fikar rehati hain. (We want you to stay with her, she can usually manage by herself, but her father worries alot) Ab uski umar aisi hain ke hum tou uske saat sab jaga nahin jaa sakte, aur hum usse zindagi ke saare mauke dena chahate hain... (Now she is at an age where we cannot accompany her to places that she would like to go, and we want to make sure, she makes the most out of life)" Premlata trailed off but Ayesha smiled in encouragement. The elder woman spoke so fondly of her daughter and for a few moments Ayesha felt herself become jealous.

She saw that Premlata had a kind face and instantly Ayesha felt drawn to her. "Tum samajti ho na beta? (Do you understand child?)" Premlata spoke so softly and with such elegance, Ayesha hung to each word hungrily and let herself savour the word beta as it rolled of the other lady's tongue. She had never heard her own mother say that.

Ayesha tried not to speak; she didn't want Premlata to think that she was not presentable in the type of society they lived in. It took effort but she managed it, the job was important. Her mother's medical expenses were escalading and she needed the money. Premlata did not look like a woman who would care but Ayesha was only too aware of what money did to people.

Ayesha saw two figures descend the stairs and a loud squeak came from her. Premlata looked at her in surprise but Ayesha waved it off. Neev had heard it too and he found the origin of the sound to be the very girl who had plagued his thoughts since yesterday. Neev could not believe the transformation. She looked just as beautiful but the salwaar seemed to promote her features and she looked almost like Prachi now. Neev could do nothing to prevent the huge grin forming across his face and he winked at her.

It delighted him even more when he saw the same anger return in her eyes, but today she could not express it. He saw that she was sitting on her hands and he rubbed his cheek mockingly.

Premlata introduced them to Ayesha and she wanted Prachi to spend time alone with the girl to see how she felt. She instructed them to go to Prachi's room and felt immediately satisfied when Ayesha took Prachi's hand from Neev's and began to walk her back up.

Neev looked on despairingly behind them and with as much subtlety as he could manage, he began to follow them.

"Neev..." came Premalata's voice booming behind him and he stopped in his tracks, biting his lip gently in disappointment. "Tum kahan chale...? (Where are you headed?)"

He turned around and draped his arms around her shoulders, "Woh kya haina sweetheart, Ayesha nayi nayi aayi hain, tou maine socha... (Actually sweetheart, Ayesha's new...)" He said slowly, as he watched her walk with Prachi across the landing, "...ke...thodhi si madat kar du... (...So...I thought I'd help her out...)"

"Masti chodo aur chalo mere saat... (Stop your mischief and come with me...)" commanded Premlata, twisting his ear and he saw Ayesha turned precisely at that moment. She could barely contain her glee. When he beamed back, she frowned and twitched her nose in disgust.

Turning his attention back to Premlata, he feigned hurt, rubbing his ear, "Sweetheart, tum maa beti hamesha mere khaan ke peeche kyun pad jaati ho? (Sweetheart, why do you mother and daughter always go after my ears?)" he said as she led him towards the kitchen, "Waise main tumhe maaf kar sakta hoon...agar mere liye jaldi se halwa banao tou... (But I can forgive you...If you quickly make me some halwa...)"

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Ayesha assisted Prachi to her room and sat her down on the bed. She looked at the girl in front of her in wonderment. Who would be able to tell? Prachi smiled at Ayesha and asked her to sit also.

"Ayesha...tumhe koi taqleef tou nahin hogi na? (Ayesha, you wont be bothered will you?) Mera matlaab, main apna kab khud karti hoon, shayad tumhe sara din bore hoona pade... (I can usually do things myself, you might have to sit and be bored the whole day) mere papa bhi... (My father...) agar unka bas chalta, muje ek muthi mein bandh kar ke rakte... (If he had his way, would keep me hidden in his hands...) lekin Ayesha, main sheeshe se nahin bani...aur... (But Ayesha, I'm not made of glass ...and..."

"Tu mereko...mera matlab muje kya samja rahi hain? (You...I mean what are you trying to explain to me?)" Ayesha asked and despite her harsh tone, Prachi laughed, "Ayesha..." said Prachi in between bouts of laughter, "Yeh mereko kya hota hain? (What does mereko (Colloquial word for Me) mean?)"

Despite herself, Ayesha laughed too, "Tereko maloum nahin kya? (Do you not know?) Bolne mein tou itni badi shani hain, main sheeshe se nahin bani aur kya kya... (You sound very intelligent when you speak, I'm not made of glass etc etc...)" This caused Prachi to laugh harder at her new acquaintance and Ayesha wondered if this would actually be as bad as she thought. Prachi seemed a friendly girl and Ayesha hoped that she was not the kind of person to judge her from where she came from.

"Accha baba...pata hain... (Okay I'm sorry...I know...)" confessed Prachi, "Jab kuch dikta nahin, tou sab kuch sunai dehta hain, kuch aisi baatein jou log bolte bhi nahin... (When you can't see, you can hear everything, sometimes things people haven't said at all...)" Ayesha sobered up at Prachi's statement and began to walk around the room. There were many books on her desk and she seemed to be in some sort of patterns of dots. Prachi knew instinctively what Ayesha was looking at and she explained that they were in brail. Ayesha still looked confused and from her silence, Prachi gathered as much.

"Waise... (By the way...)" Ayesha said at length, "Woh ladka kaun tha? Tera bhai hai kya? (Who was that guy? Is he your brother?)" Prachi succumbed to fresh giggles and explain that he wasn't, she had no siblings, "Mere papa ke dost ka beta hain, aur mera best friend... (My father's best friend's son and my own best friend...)" Prachi paused, debating over whether to say it, "Aur besharam apne aap ko meri mamma ka boyfriend bhi kehta hain...kyun? (The shameless guy calls himself my mother's boyfriend too...why?)"

Ayesha didn't laugh, so it seemed as though he was a flirt. She was not surprised, if he had kissed her like that broadly in public, she assumed he wasn't as respectable as people would have liked to make out. Prachi was waiting for an answer however and Ayesha replied, "Nahin, kahin dekha usko aisa laga... (No, just think I've seen him somewhere, that's all...)"

They chatted idly for some while, until Prachi mentioned that she would one day like to visit Ayesha's chawl. Ayesha's heart swelled and she felt instantly bonded to Prachi. "Khabhie kyun? Aaj chalegi mere saat? (Why some other time? Will you come today?)" Ayesha asked, not entirely sure why but she would feel more comfortable there, she wasn't used to such houses and it was making her uneasy.

Gaining permission from Premlata was not easy, but Inder had assured her that Ayesha was trustworthy and Prachi looked so eager. They had seemed to have formed an attachment in a matter of hours.

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"Ayesha..." Prachi said, excitement clear in her voice, "Main pehli barr bike pe behethi hoon, thank you... (That was the first time I sat on a motorbike, thank you...)"

"Mazaa aayana? Bas... (Did you have fun? That's it...)" Ayesha replied, guiding her towards Milind's house, "Chal...main tuje aapne dost se milati hoon... (Come...I'll introduce you to my friend...)"

Ayesha pushed open the door and found the place to be empty. They stepped inside and Ayesha called for Sukriti. Seating Prachi, she had just begun to leave, when they were both plunged into darkness. Electricity was a curse in this place. "Prachi tu ruk, yeh saali light bhi, abhi jaana tha, main dono ko dhund laati hoon... (Prachi, wait here, this stupid light had to go now, I'll go find both of them...)" said Ayesha, leaving Prachi quietly chuckling to herself in the room.

Prachi sat for a few minutes in utter silence and she was beginning to get a creeping feeling at the back of her neck. She was used to darkness, but silence terrified her. She leapt up at a noise by the door and stood rigid with fear. She didn't make a sound but soon she heard someone grumble and trip forwards. She knew from the echo that the person was not Ayesha, someone larger and possibly a man.

She estimated incorrectly where he would land and moved right in his path. She was pushed against the wall as the man attempted to balance himself. It was Milind and thankfully, he had gathered his senses about him before her. He felt her chest rise against his and knew she was about to scream. He quickly covered his hand over her mouth and whispered that is was him.

"Kaun? (Who?)" came a strangled whisper from Prachi. They both stood, same as they were a few moment's ago, pressed against the wall, whispering. Neither knew why they were but it seemed appropriate at the time.

Milind had at first imagined it to be Ayesha, she had the same small body but that voice did not belong to her. For a moment, he thought his ears were deceiving him. But she was quivering under him, the same way as she had done yesterday. Milind did not believe in luck or fate but something had bought her here tonight and he thanked god for it. How he had thought about her face and now she was in front of him.

He coughed but didn't make an attempt to move, "Woh...main... (I...)" he stuttered in a whisper and Prachi froze. Milind looked down at her in the darkness and wondered what had induced such a response. Suddenly she burst forth with, "Aap...yahan? (You...here?)"

Milind did not speak. She remembered him? He was too stunned. When finally she asked again, he told her that it was his house and then was silent again. Suddenly Prachi laughed, somewhat nervously, and began to look about her, indicating that he should let her go. Milind blushed deeply in the darkness but she would never know. "Kahin tum andhere main ghir na jao... (You might fall in the darkness...)" he stammered a reply and cursed himself under his breath for such callousness. She smiled, "Aab tou aadat hain... (I'm used to it now...) she said.

He was reluctant to but now that she had mentioned it, he moved his body away from her's slowly and pulled her up from against the wall. It was as if the moment was meant to be broken that the lights came on and he turned to find Ayesha standing by the door.

PART 3

Milind stood with Prachi in his arms gaping at Ayesha. "Arre, usse chodega bhi, ya sari zindagi mera muk taake ga? (Hey, will you release her or stare at me all your life?)" Ayesha asked, bringing him somewhat back to his senses and immediately he released Prachi.

Milind turned away and scratched his beard nonchalantly, giving an air of indifference about his person. He wanted more than anything to look back at her but he resisted, he knew Ayesha had a keen eye and she would gather immediately. Milind was not known to be flirtatious and at times, it seemed as though he had very little interest in anything, especially not women.

Prachi laughed as Ayesha approached her and Milind could not help himself. He turned back around, watching the two. "Aap dono ek dusre ko jaante hain? (Do you two know each other?)" He heard her ask Ayesha, "Kitni itefaak ki baat haina? (What a strange coincidence)"

Milind grunted but Ayesha was confused, "Tu isse kaise jaanti hain? (how do you know him?)" she asked suspiciously and Prachi put her arms out, trying to navigate towards Ayesha. Milind was the first to react and held her by the shoulder and elbow, guiding her towards a seat. Prachi placed a soft hand onto of his; indicating that she was fine and he withdrew slowly.

"Ayesha, kal inhone muje bachaya tha ek gaadi se, warna shayad aaj main tumhare saat nahin... (Ayesha, this is the man that saved me from that car yesterday, if it weren't for him, I perhaps wouldn't be sitting here at least...)" Prachi said to Ayesha smiling but Milind interrupted, "Aisi baat... (Don't say such things...) mera matlab, kuch nahin Ayesha...bas apni dost ko bol ayenda se dyaan rakhe... (I mean, Ayesha tell you friend to be more careful next time...) bar, bar bachne thode aaunga main... (I won't always be there to save her...)" he said, leaning against a wall. Ayesha looked at him and then at Prachi who looked down guiltily.

"Accha bataa, teri behen kahan hai? Usse milaane layi hoon... (Okay tell me, where is your sister? I have bought Prachi to meet her...)" Ayesha asked Milind and he shrugged his shoulder, folding his arms across his chest. Ayesha took another moment to look at him, "Aise ghoor kya raha hai, jaa dekh ke aah kahan gai woh, muje nahin mili... (Why are you staring like that, go and see where she is, I couldn't find her...)"She commanded but Milind wasn't listening. He was looking behind her at Prachi and it was when Ayesha pushed a hand across his face that he looked at her. She raised her eyebrows but he didn't answer, he gazed at her frowning before walking off.

Ayesha smiled to herself but shook the thoughts from her head when Prachi called her, "Ayesha, bauhat derr hui hogi na? Kya hum ghar chal sakte hain, tum muje kal milwaane layana... (Ayesha, don't you think it's late now? Can we go home? We'll come again tomorrow...)"

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"Waise Ayesha, tumne apne dost ka naam nahin bataya... (By the way Ayesha, you haven't told me your friend's name...)"Prachi asked, clinging to Ayesha's waist as they sat on the bike, "Tu na, bataya tou tha...Sukriti... (I told you na...Sukriti...)"

"Nahin...itni bhi bholakad nahin...unka naam jou aaj phir mile, jinone muje baachaya... (No...I am not that forgetful...the name of the one that saved me...)" Prachi stated and Ayesha smirked slightly to herself. She had never seen anyone have such an effect on Milind and here was sheltered Prachi Shah asking his name. "Kaun...Milind...kyun? (Who...Milind...why?)" asked Ayesha, swearing the bike to avoid Mumbai traffic.

"Kyun ka kya matlaab...bachane waale ka naam tou jaan sakti hoona main? (What do you mean by why...I have to know the name of the person that saved me, don't I?)" Prachi stated but she felt Ayesha chuckle beside her, "Tou khud kyun nahin kuch boli tu, mu pe talah laga tha? (Why didn't you ask yourself then...did you have a lock on your mouth?)" She asked. Prachi was silent, she didn't know herself but she could still feel the sensations of his arms around her. She had never been that close to any man before, not even Neev and she felt nervous.

"Waise (By the way...)" said Ayesha, shaking Prachi out of her thoughts, "Pata nahin aaj usse kya ho gaya tha, saala terekoich goorta ja raha tha... (I don't know what happened to him today, the fool just get staring at you...)"

"Ayesha..." scolded Prachi gently, "Tum bhi na... (Don't be silly...)" She could tell that Ayesha was making fun but she knew that he was. She had felt his eyes on her and wondered that despite the hundreds of eyes see had felt on her before, why his were so piercing. They seemed to bore into her and she could feel them everywhere.

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Ayesha guided Prachi towards the entrance of their house and they found Neev's car pull up into the drive. "Kuch aur kaam dhandha nahin hain isko... (Doesn't he have anything better to do...)" Ayesha muttered under her breath and hoped Prachi did not hear.

He rushed out and ran towards them. Prachi had insisted they wait while Ayesha tried to pull her inside. Neev took his place to the other side of Prachi and put his hand on her back. Unwittingly, he had placed it on top of Ayesha's. She looked up at him sharply but he didn't move it.

Ayesha gestured wildly towards Prachi but Neev merely suppressed his laughter. Ayesha tried to pull it away but Neev took both their hands off Prachi's back and Ayesha struggled. She stopped soon after however when Prachi asked why she was whipping about like that. Neev placed his hand to his mouth to prevent his laughter from seeping out but it did and he tried to mask it as a cough.

Prachi was becoming increasingly concerned, they had not moved more than a foot since Neev had arrived. "Neev, Ayesha...muje ghar ke raastein maloom hain...main khud chali jao? (Neev, Ayesha...I know how to get around at home...shall I go by myself?)" she asked and immediately both began pushing Prachi indoors.

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"Mamma..."Prachi called, but there was no reply.

"Prachi, let me try, sweetheart kahan ho tum...Neev aa gaya... (Prachi, let me try, sweetheart where you are...Neev is here...)"Neev said, opening his arms out in the air for nothing in particular. Prachi could not help but laugh when she heard her mother bustle out of the kitchen and towards them shouting, "Neev! Ther ja tu...Taari tou aaj waat nathi...Prachi ke pappa! Aap aayiye tou zaraa, yeh ladka pagal ho gaya hain... (Neev! You just wait...today you will be slaughtered...Prachi's pappa! Where are you? Come here...this boy has gone mental...)"

Ayesha observed the scene with mild amusement as Premlata playfully smacked Neev on his back. Neev pulled Premlata in his arms and squeezed tightly until she screamed and hit him harder. Their attention broke away from the two when Inder descended the stairs. "Prachi..." he exclaimed delightedly at once and everyone turned their attention to him. Neev's grip on Premlata loosened considerable and she pulled his ear gently.

Ayesha watched in silent fury as Inder came down the stairs and Inder did not know what to say anymore. Neither Premlata nor Neev noticed that not a word had come from Inder after that. Prachi could immediately tell that something was amiss and when Ayesha excused herself quickly, Prachi felt a strange feeling in her chest.

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"Yeh Ayesha ko kya hua Neev? (I wonder what happened to Ayesha, Neev...)" asked Prachi quietly to him while her parents spoke amongst themselves.

Neev looked absentmindedly towards the door and replied, "Pata nahin... (I don't know...)"

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"Is waqt kaun hai? (Who is it at this time?)" Ayesha's grandmother asked from her makeshift bed on the floor. "Pata nahin, tu sou jaa, dekh ti hoon main... (I don't know, you go to sleep, I will check...)" Ayesha replied.

She opened the door to find Neev standing there. He did not have the same impish grin across his face that she expected to see from him. He looked serious and she quickly closed the door behind her. Pushing him forward, she asked "Yahaan kya kar raha hain tu? (What are you doing here?) Kyun be...ek thapad se kaam nahin chala...dekh mera peecha chod... (Hey mate...wasn't one slap enough...just leave me alone...)"

Neev was silent but Ayesha continued to push her hand against his shoulder and when finally unable to bear it, he grabbed her hands forcefully. She looked startled and for a moment was rendered speechless. "Ayesha...meri baat suno... (Ayesha...just listen to me...)" he said harshly at first but then more gently he continued, "Tum theek tou ho? (Are you okay?) Tum aise ghar se chali aayi... (You left the house so quickly...)Main yahaan tumse maafi maangne ke liye aaya tha... (I'm here to apologise to you...)khabhie khabhie mera mazaak hadh se zyaad baad jaata hain... (Sometimes I take my jokes too far...)"

Ayesha didn't move. She could not believe that this was the same guy apologising to her that had behaved so indecently before. He thought he had caused her to flee, but he didn't know anything. With his head downcast, Neev walked away and Ayesha was left wondering whether he was so bad after all.

PART 4

"Prachi..." Her mother spoke softly whilst smoothing down her hair. Prachi slept on her lap and her eyes fluttered open. "Haan maa... (Yes maa (Mother)...)" she replied sleepily. "Ayesha acchi ladki haina? (Ayesha's a nice girl, isn't she?)" Premlata asked, pushing Prachi's hair behind her ears.

"Haan maa... (Yes maa...)" Prachi said, but she was no longer sleepy. Her mind was wide awake and she wondered why her father had caused such a reaction in Ayesha. She wondered if Ayesha would tell her if she asked.

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Prachi sat with her parents for breakfast the next day. Ayesha had not yet come and Prachi was getting worried. Perhaps she wouldn't return. She was the first helper that Prachi had, who was her own age and who she got along with.

"Prachi...breakfast karo beta...kya hua pasand nahin...? (Prachi eat your breakfast child...what happened? Do you not like it?)" Inder asked and then immediately called for Ramu Kaka.

"Nahin Pappa... (No Pappa...)" Prachi quickly replied, bring a piece of toast to her lips. She bit into it and chewed slowly, thinking. Inder watched her but didn't say anything further.

"Inder..." Premalata called, "Yeh Portraits aapne nahin frame karne di thi, kab aayegi...in ke bina ghar kita ajeeb lagta hain... (Where are the portraits that you sent off to be reframed...the house looks bare without them...)" she asked. Taking his gaze off Prachi, he turned to her slowly and replied, "Aaj hi... (Today...)"

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"Neev...itni derr ho gayi...aur Ayesha abhi bhi nahin aayi...kya hua hoga.... (Neev...it's so late and Ayesha has not yet come...what must have happened...)"she asked anxiously.

"Prachi I don't know...maine kahan tou tha pehle... (I told you before...)" He said somewhat agitatedly. Prachi stood up from the foot of her bed and made her way to him.

"Kya hua Neev? Pereshaan ho...? (What happened Neev...why are you so tense?)"Placing a gentle hand on his shoulder, she squeezed it.

He stood up and looked at her helplessly, it had been bothering him since yesterday and now she hadn't shown up for work. Perhaps he had stepped too far. And taking that into consideration he had made the move to apologise.

He debated over whether to tell Prachi, but even if he didn't she would find out anyway, "Prachi..." he started, "Main Ayesha se pehle bhi mil kuchka tha... shayad maine uske saat kuch zyaad hi batameezi ki thi... (Prachi, I have met Ayesha before...perhaps I behaved a little too indecently with her...)"

Prachi twisted his ear again, hard and painfully, "Muje paata hain... (I know...) Wahi ladki na? (That same girl right?)" she said and he stared at her in disbelief. She relented her hold on his ear and became serious again, "Lekin Neev...muje nahin lagda ke tumhare waaja se koi baat hain... (Neev I don't think it's anything to do with you...)"

Neev didn't know whether he was disappointed or relieved but he knew he wanted Ayesha to return, or at least to see her again. As if sensing his thoughts, Prachi asked, "Neev...tum muje wahan le jao ge? (Neev, will you take me to her?)"

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"Tune muje bola ke woh teri dost ki beti hain! (You told me she was your friend's daughter)"Ayesha yelled, yanking her arm free from Inder as he looked helplessly down at his daughter.

"Agar mein tumse kehta ke Prachi meri beti hain, kya tum woh job lehti? (If I had told you, you would have never taken the job...)" Inder reasoned, attempting to calm her. "Beta...tumhe paise ki zaroorat thi...lekin muje paata hain tum mujhe koi madat karne nahin dou gi... (Child...you needed the money...and I knew you will not let me help you any other way...)" he added sadly.

Ayesha watched him, her chest heaved with her anger and even the look on his face could not quell what she was feeling. "Chahoon ya nahin...teri aisaan neeche tou dabh gayi na main? (What does it matter what I would have wanted...I'm still burdened by your charity)" she pressed.

"Prachi tumahara intazaar kar rahi hain beta... subhe se tumahri rah mein hai...agar tum nahin aayi tou who kya sochegi? (Prachi is waiting for you child...since this morning...if you don't come then what will she think?)" Inder pleaded.

Hearing Inder use Prachi as a bargaining tool only served to further anger Ayesha, through gritted teeth she said, "Beta mat bulaa mereko.... baap nahin hai tu mera... (Don't call me your child...you are not my father...)" Inder winced at her words, but she had meant for them to pain him.

"Aur Prachi ko beech mein mat la... agar usse pata chal gaya ke main... (Dont bring Prachi into this... if she found out that I am...)" she stopped and suddenly laughed, "Arre mujse bada badnaseeb tou tera parivaar hain...kam se kam, tera asli chehra tou mereko maloom hain... (Perhaps your family are more unfortunate than I am... at least I know what you are really like...)"

Inder did not know how his daughter had turned out like this or how he had let her become so. She was bitter and rightly so. Her language made him uncomfortable at times, but he bore it. Anything he would say would just push her further away. He wished he could explain that if he could undo the past, he would.

"Ab tu jaata hain ke nahin? (Now will you leave or not?)"She shouted, turning her back on him. He hesitated for a moment "Kya mujhe Amrita se bhi nahin milne dougi?" he asked, but on seeing her determined back. He left.

Ayesha turned a moment later and with regret too late realised, she whispered, "Bolaane aaya, tou bhi kisi aur ke liye... (You came to call me, but that too for someone else...)"

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"Neev... Ayesha ka ghar kahan hain...nahin maloom... (Neev...I don't know where Ayesha's house is...)" She said despairingly

"Prachi...tum yahaan thero...main kisi ko poonch ke aata hoon...Ayesha kahan rehti hain..." Neev didn't know why he lied, but he didn't want Prachi to know that he had already come to see her.

Prachi sat for a minute, shifting in her seat and then a thought struck her. If she stepped out, maybe Ayesha might see her or even Milind.

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Prachi could hear a group of people jeer to the left of her and she pressed herself against the car. Her cheeks coloured at the profanity they were uttering and she turned her head away.

She could feel them come closer and she panicked. She walked blindly into the chawl, navigating was difficult and fear formed in her chest. She stumbled on every step trying to escape them but suddenly she came against a solid resistance, preventing her from falling. She crashed against Milind's chest with a thud and relief flood her when she heard him mutter something. She clung desperately Milind's shirt, pulling herself closer to him.

He held her for a moment then released her. Pushing her roughly to the side, he stalked after the boys. Prachi shouted after him but all she could hear was a loud crash of bodies at her feet a while later.

She felt something touch her feet and she recoiled. "Maafi maang'" Milind commanded fiercely, crushing the guy's heads into the ground. Prachi shivered at the primal tone in his voice.

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Milind pulled Prachi into his house and she stood there terrified. She could tell he was fuming. It was radiating off him and drowning her senses.

"Gaadi se chipak ke khade rehne ka bauhat sauk haina? (You've a great love for standing stuck to the car don't you?)" He shouted at her and Prachi shrunk away. "Tereko kuch ukaal bhi hain ya nahin? Koi Lokaandwaala mein nahin khadi thi tu'yeh chawl hain chawl'samji' kuch ho jaata tou? (Do you have any brains at all? You weren't standing in some posh locality; this is the chawl'understand'what if something had happened?)"

He would have been happy to continue in the same vein but Prachi was shaking and he could clearly see that she was on the verge of tears.

"Milind'" she whispered, though her voice was thick with her unshed tears and Milind thought his heart had stopped in that moment. How did she even know his name? He wanted to hear her say it again but she didn't. "Muje Ayesha ke paas jaana hain' (I want to go with Ayesha')"

Her lips trembled and Milind resisted the urge to hold her. He didn't say anything and Prachi repeated the sentence but this time letting her tears flow. Milind cursed himself for making her cry and found himself in front of her. He grabbed her chin roughly in his hands and wiped her tears. She held his elbows to steady herself. His proximity was making her conscious and light headed.

"Chal' (Come on)" he said simply. Drawing an arm around her and guiding her out of the house.

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"Neev...kyun laaya Prachi ko idhar? (Neev'why did you bring Prachi here?)" demanded Ayesha, standing against the wall in her house.

Neev placed his hands on her shoulders and for the first time, she did not mind his touch. She let them relax and he ran his hands down the length of her arms, "Woh mere bigaar yahaan paunch jaati' ek hi din mein, tumse bauaht lagaav ho gaya hai usko' (She would have tried to come without me' in just one day, she feels really attached to you')" he explained calmly.

"Ayesha?!" barked Milind from the door and Neev moved away from her. Prachi was with some guy and Neev went immediately to them and took her from him.

Milind looked as though he wanted to pummel Neev to the ground but instead, he made a fist and closed his eyes.

"Prachi'" Ayesha exclaimed but did not know how to continue.

"Ayesha' tum aaj kyun nahin aayi? (Ayesha, why didn't you come today?)" Prachi said right away, grasping for her hands and Ayesha gave them to her with a smile.

"Prachi' bas' meri maa ko meri zaroorat thi' iss lye main nahin aai' (Prachi'my mother needed me'that's why I couldn't come today')" Ayesha lied; her grandmother was perfectly capable of taking care of her on her own. Her mother didn't move or say much.

"Tou tumne mujse kahan hota, hum saath mein aate' (You should have told me, we could have come together')" Prachi said earnestly and Milind looked at her. A wry smile came across his face, he wondered how she would be able to assist Ayesha but his heart swelled to hear her offer nonetheless.

"Ab agar kal se tum nahin aayi'tou main roz khud yahaan aaungi' (Now if you don't come from tomorrow, I will come here myself')" Prachi said adamantly and Neev laughed, making Prachi and Ayesha both smile too. "Prachi, don't worry'main tumhe leh ke aaunga' (Prachi, don't worry'I will bring you')"Neev winked at Ayesha but she bit her cheek, attempting to look surly.

"Roz aayi, tou roz bachana padega'" Milind mumbled under his breath, lighting up.

"Haan, aur agar mein roz aayi, tou tumhare dost ko muje bar bar bachana padega'agar woh cigarette ka duha unhe na mar deh, tou muje bachana zaroor mar dalega'" Prachi replied and Milind ran a hand over his hair in embarrassment. Immediately he turned and left to smoke in peace.

"Lekin Prachi (But, Prachi)" Ayesha objected but Prachi pressed her hands hard, emphasising her point and finally they had gotten Ayesha to yield.

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"Prachi, ek second'main apni chaabi bhool gaya andar' (Prachi, one second'I forgot my keys inside)" and saying that he ran back inside. Ayesha was surprised to find him back and even more so when he walked determinedly up to her.

"Ayesha'" Neev said, bending close to her ear, "Jab fursat ho, tab batana'Inder uncle yahaan kyun aaye the' (When you get time, tell me why Inder uncle was here')"Ayesha's head snapped up and she stared at him but her eyes betrayed nothing, just as she intended them not to.

Neev had seen Inder's car driver out of the chawl. He didn't mention it to Prachi though; she had already been worried as it was.

PART 5

Ayesha was shaken. What would she tell Neev now? She had kept quite this long, not because she was concerned about Inder's reputation but because she wanted nothing to do with him.

Her mother was nothing. She was breathing but she wasn't living. Ayesha now knew the man that was responsible and she cursed the day she found out.

She wished that she hadn't followed her grandmother that day and she wished she hadn't forced it out of her who was giving her so much money.

Now Neev was asking questions too. What would she say? Nothing. She didn't owe him any explanation.

And why was Prachi so nice? Ayesha wanted to hate her but she couldn't, instead she felt an odd attachment to her. It wasn't pity because she was blind, it was something genuine and despite everything, she found herself outside Shah Mansion.

Ayesha made sure to watch Inder leave the house before entering, if she could help it, she would avoid ever seeing him again. She entered the house and to her surprise, she found pictures of the family everywhere. She wondered how she'd missed them before and felt a slight pang in her heart.

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Prachi waited anxiously for Ayesha to come to their house the next day. She would ask her what happened. And this time, she expected an honest answer.

"Ayesha..." Prachi said, "Muje ab sach sach batao, ke tum mere papa ko dekh ke itna heraan kyun hui thi, issi liye tum ghar chali gait hi na? Aur wapis nahin aayi... (Now tell me the truth, why did you run away like that when you saw my father? And then didn't return...)"

Ayesha looked up momentarily from the books Prachi had asked her to bring from the desk and replied, "Prachi, main tere baap se kyun darungi...bas maa ki pareshaani thi... (Prachi, why would I be scared of your father...I was just worried about my mother that's all)"

Prachi felt frustrated, she knew that Ayesha was hiding something, "Ayesha, meri aankhein nahin hain... lekin maine kaha tha na...khabhie khabhie, jou baat log kehte nahin, woh muje sunai deti hai...usse muje paata chalta hain, ke tum joot bol rahi ho... Ayesha, just because I can't see, doesn't mean I can't tell...I told you before, sometimes I can understand things that haven't even been said...that's how I know you're lying...)"

"Prachi...dekh maine tereko kahan re, kuch nahin hain, tere dimaak mein paata nahin kya chal raha hain...chal ab iss sadu topic ko mar goli... (Prachi...look, I told you, it's nothing, and I don't know what goes on in your head...now let's leave this rubbish topic...)" Ayesha replied, standing completely still. She was astounded by how in tune Prachi was with her surroundings and she didn't want to betray anything.

Prachi protested but Ayesha cut her off. Prachi told her that she would wait till she felt ready to tell her.

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Premlata had called Ayesha downstairs and as she made her way across the hall. She found Neev climbing the stairs and she resisted a smile when he winked at her. Instead her jaw set in determination to avoid looking at him.

He stood in her way and wouldn't let her through, "Tu hat ta hain ke nahin... (Will you move or not?)" She said irritably but he carried on regardless. She pushed him and he struggled to balance on the step. Grabbing his shirt, Ayesha pulled him back up. His face was now level with hers, "Doosri bar, mu ke bal ghirega... (Next time, you'll fall flat on your face...)" she stated. Neev looked down at her lips and again, he was overcome with the desire to kiss them, he leaned forwards but she had let him go.

He watched her back as she descended a couple of steps and as she turned to look at him, she tripped. She didn't fall far but she landed awkwardly. Neev laughed heartily at her but when she didn't move, he went to inspect.

He watched her for a moment; sitting there, seething in anger and then despite her protests, he picked her up. Her cheeks reddened in embarrassment as she pushed his chest and kicked her feet. "Chodh muje Neev... (Let go of me Neev...)" but Neev continued to chuckle, holding her tighter and bringing her down the stairs.

She let him place her feet gently on the floor and he bowed before her, smiling. "Jou hukhum sarkar... (Whatever you say, your highness...)" he whispered in her ear, pushing back her hair. When she turned to look at him, he was already half way up the stairs.

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"Merek...muje bulaya tu...aapne... (Did you call me?)"Ayesha spoke to Premlata's back, tapping her own head gently and biting her tongue.

Premlata turned and smiled warmly. "Beta...bas tumse poonchna tha, tumhe hamara gujrati khaana pasand aayega na... (Child...I just wanted to ask whether you mind eating Gujarati food...) "

Ayesha looked at the woman in front of her and instead of the resentment she expected to feel, she felt the overwhelming desire to be embraced by her. Nobody had cared to ask her what she would like before.

When Ayesha didn't speak, Premlata looked worried, "Kya baat hain, Ayesha, tum theek tou ho? (What's the matter, Ayesha...are you okay?)" she asked softly, raising a hand to her cheek, noticing Ayesha's pale countenance.

Ayesha raised her hand to cover Premlata's and nodded.

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"Prachi... Chalna, kahin bahar chalte hain... (Prachi...come on, let's go out...)" Ayesha said, pulling Prachi up from her seat. The house was stifling her and she just wanted to be out of there. They didn't even have Neev to distract them. He had come and gone in seconds, only to check on Prachi.

Prachi debated for a moment and then replied, "Ayesha, tumne abhi thak Sukriti se tou nahin milaya... (Ayesha, I've yet to meet Sukriti...)"

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Prachi's heart thud nervously in her chest but as they stepped into Milind's house, she relaxed. He wasn't there, she knew it but she noted it with a touch of disappointment.

It seemed as though Sukriti was perennially absent whenever Prachi came around to meet her. Ayesha was disappointed and so was Prachi but for other reasons.

Ayesha stalked off, vowing to find her this time. Prachi sat contentedly and waited. She looked up and called, "Milind..."

He shuffled awkwardly and then walked towards her. How did she know he was standing there? And more importantly, why was she here?

Prachi stood up from her seat and Milind bent forward to help her. "Tereko kaise paata main hoon? (How did you know it was me?)" He asked curiously and Prachi laughed but did not say anything.

After some thought, she slowly lifted her hands and brought them up to his face. She touched his cheeks tentatively and continued up towards his eyes to cover them. She felt Milind's eyelids flutter under her hands and he lifted his to remove them. She shook her head and he stopped.

"Kuch sunai de raha hain aapko? (Can you hear that?)" He heard her ask and replied "Teri awaaz... (Your voice...)" She laughed softly again and said, "Nahin Milind...dyaan se suniye... (No Milind...listen carefully)" But he couldn't understand what she was talking about and shook his head, saying "Makhi... (Flies...)"

Prachi frowned slightly and began to move her hands back down but Milind stopped her, holding her hands in his, he placed them back over his eyes. "Ek barr aur koshish kar... (Let's try one more time...)" he told her and Prachi smiled to herself.

Milind took a deep breath and concentrated. He blocked out the thoughts he was getting from being so close to her and tried his hardest. And then slowly, he heard it. He knew it wasn't his, for his beat fast but her heartbeat was a rhythmic, calming. It was soft and gentle like she was and he could see her form into the girl before him behind his eyes.

"Teri dhadkan mereko sunai de rahi hai... (I can hear your heartbeat...)" he confessed bluntly and Prachi blushed. She asked him to keep his eyes closed and moved her hands over his ears.

He couldn't hear much now, certainly not her heart, but his nostrils were filled with a unique smell. Of course it was of her, he knew it instantly. She smelt familiar, like the fragrance of rain soaked mud but he had never noticed that before.

He wondered what he looked like to her; whether she could see him as he was. And she could. He removed her hands, "Bas" he said and sat her back down.

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Prachi met Sukriti with much warmth but they did not get long to spend together. Ayesha was to take Prachi back home soon.

As they made their way towards the door, Milind grabbed Ayesha's arm and nodded towards Prachi.

"Haan haan...leh aaungi kal isko...ayegi na Prachi? Hamare chawl mein janmaastmi mannaenge... (Yes, Yes...I will bring her tomorrow...will you come Prachi? We're celebrating the birth of Krishna at our chawl tomorrow...)"Ayesha said loudly and Milind stared back at her angrily. Ayesha smirked, leading Prachi out of the door. Prachi bit her lip gently, he wanted her to come back, she thought to herself, and she definitely wanted to be back.

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PART 6

Milind leaned back in his chair watching the festivities. He was irritated by the odd spray of water that came his way, but there was nothing he could do about it. He would glance occasionally towards the entrance of the chawl and hoped to find her standing there.

He closed his eyes and drew on the butt of his cigarette in frustration. He heard a loud coughing sound and opened his eyes lazily.

There she stood, her nose wrinkled and her mouth pursed in disapproval. He would have been annoyed if it was anyone else but he didn't even realise when he had dropped his cigarette and crushed it quickly under his foot.

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"Ab khush?" Ayesha asked Milind quietly but he didn't betray anything. He looked down at her and then turned to watch the celebrations again. He wondered why that guy was with them again but didn't voice his thoughts.

Ayesha laughed and when Prachi turned her head in question, Ayesha asked her whether she'd like to dance downstairs.

Milind looked sharply towards them but when Prachi replied that she was fine where she was, he suppressed a small smile.

"Tum Neev ko leh jao na..." Prachi said and Ayesha looked at her in disgust. Neev grinned broadly, however, the delight clear in his eyes.

"Haan Ayesha...iss dost se nahin poonchogi?"Neev interjected quickly, grabbing her hand before she could protest and proceeding down the stairs.

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"Apni nautanki se baaz nahin aayega tu kya?" Ayesha asked, yanking her wrist free from Neev's grasp.

"Ayesha...muskuraane se tumhe takleef hoti hain kya? Jab deekho rooni si surat le kar aajti ho..."Neev replied. He watched her for a moment as she gaped at him, unsure of how to answer.

He saw her push back her hair away from her face, like she did when she was angry and he smiled. He liked watching her do that and he liked exciting this response in her.

After a moment, she stammered but managed to speak, "Tou, tereko kisne kahan mera toupda dekhne ko?"And then after another pause, she continued more seriously, "Waisebhi muskraane ki waaja hooni chahiye...tumhare jaise hamesha daanth dikhati rahoon kya?"

"Main khush hoon, tou zahir karne mein mujhe koi sharam nahin aati...aur rahi baat aap ki..." He trailed off, taking a step closer to her and cupping her cheek gently, "Tumhari waaja tou main ban jaounga..." He finished and turned exactly then to climb the human pyramid forming behind them.

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Prachi shifted closer to Milind, leaning on the balcony, "Aap ko neeche nahin jaana...main theek hoon...lagta hain sab bauhat khush haina...kitna shor hain..."

Milind made a noise close to something that resembled a grunt and looked at her to find her smiling. Her head was cocked to the side, as though she was taking in the sounds and forming a picture in her mind.

"Tereko sab dikhai de raha haina...." Milind stated, sensing from her expression that she could. She nodded and Milind let himself smile. He wanted her to move closer, he had to stop himself from reaching out and touching her.

"Woh chikna kaun tha tumhare saath?" Milind asked unexpectedly and Prachi asked who he meant. Of course he was referring to Neev and Prachi explained the connection. "Kyun?" Prachi queried and Milind replied, "Eeda ho gaya hain...gir gaya...matki phodne chala tha..." Milind said somewhat harshly and Prachi's face fell. Worry crossed her features immediately and Milind cursed under his breath.

"Neev!" Prachi shouted, though she wouldn't be heard, "Woh theek tou hain?" Prachi asked, grabbing Milind arm tightly.

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Ayesha pulled Neev up roughly by the collar; he wasn't hurt but instead he thought it was the funniest thing in the world. Several of the local girls had gathered around to fawn over him but Ayesha stood in between them.

"Tera koi dimaag hain bhi ya nahin...tereko kuch ho jaata tou?!" She shouted at him over the noise, pushing him away from her angrily. She now faced the girls and screamed, "Koi tamaasha ho raha hain yahan? Jao...dekh kya rahi ho..."

Neev stopped laughing and sobered up quickly, he had done it as a joke and he knew he really wouldn't be able to but he wanted to make her laugh nonetheless. She was serious, her heart had leapt into her throat when she saw him fall but she had seen it many times before and never felt this way affected. He placed a tentative hand on her shoulder and despite the water being splashed on them, when she looked up at him, he was certain he saw a thin film of tears coat her eyes before she pushed his hand off.

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Ali came bounding up the stairs, shouting for Milind, "Bhai...apkoich phodna hoga...chalna..." He requested but Milind didn't react. He was in no mood to, especially when he could stand there with Prachi by his side.

She looked sceptical too, after what she had heard about Neev, she didn't want Milind doing the same. She covered his hand with hers and pressed softly. Milind looked towards her in surprise and barked to Ali that he wasn't coming.

Ali moved closer and saw that it was the same girl he had seen a few days back. His eyes widened in horror as he saw her hand on Milind's and he ran back down the stairs.

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Ayesha danced under the shower of water and to the beat of the beating drums. Janmashtmi at the chawl was always exciting and everyone would congregate to celebrate it.

She felt someone knock their shoulder against hers from behind but she ignored it. She knew it was Neev, but she didn't want to look towards him.

He seemed to have made friends with the groups of girls from earlier and as he swayed, the girls giggled girlishly and Ayesha felt anger bubble within her. She despised those girls for falling for his charms so quickly and she was annoyed at him for doing it in front of her.

"Yahaan bhi shuru ho gaya..." she muttered to herself and planned to stalk off. Neev held her back however, holding her hand firmly. His back was turned to her and though she tried to free herself, his grip was relentless.

"Chod Neev! Ja na...mera haath kyun pakda hain...tera intzaar ho raha hain..." She said pointing towards the girls and managing to get away.

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"Milind...Prachi...chalo...bauhat ho gaya...neeche chalo..." Ayesha began dragging them both towards the stairs but Milind stood rigid.

Prachi stopped also, noticing Milind was no longer by her side, "Ayesha...Milind..." she said quietly and Ayesha fondly pushed Prachi's head to the side. Milind pretended as though he had not heard what passed between them and followed unquestioningly behind Prachi.

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Prachi shivered as the first drops of water hit her skin. She laughed, spreading her arms and Ayesha twirled her around.

Milind watched as the water soaked Prachi and her hair curled in the moisture. She looked beautiful, dancing uninhibitedly but she stopped suddenly, as though she knew he was staring. Ayesha pushed his chin up and she turned away, leaving them alone.

Milind saw Ayesha's head bob through the crowd and join Ali and the rest of his friends. Turning his attention to Prachi, he pulled her to him. He did know why he did it but she didn't look displeased.

They moved to the music as it struck up again and Milind held Prachi against him. He felt her chest rise and fall rapidly against his and saw the slow blush creeping up her neck.

She didn't resist however and matched his every move until he moved her so that her back faced him. He pulled her in hard and his face was buried in her hair. Prachi closed her eyes, pressing into Milind and trembling, "Milind..." she whispered.

It was only when he heard her voice that he was bought out of the trance he was in. He let go of her. What was he doing? Why didn't she stop him? He wondered, running his hand through his hair, pushing it out of his face.

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Neev was no longer smiling. Ayesha danced with a group of boys, he assumed them to be friends at first but when he had called out to her, she had made a point to ignore him, getting closer and closer to one of them.

He pushed past the guys and pulled Ayesha away. Eventually when he did stop and let go, she pushed so hard against him; he was almost lost his balance.

"Pagal ho..." Ayesha began but she couldn't finish because that was the moment he kissed her. He grabbed her by the shoulders and captured her lips with his. It was fierce and rough and full of anger and all the things neither one of them knew how to say.

It was over as soon as it started, Neev pulled away first and looked at Ayesha with an expression of satisfaction. She began to say something, but managed only to say his name and tilted her head pondering what had just happened. Surprisingly he laughed and Ayesha pushed his chest weakly away from her.

When Neev looked down at her, she kept her head down low. He hadn't realised how small she actually was and he surprised at the vulnerability he saw in her eyes a few moments before.

She tried to evoke some anger in herself but he pressed his lips to her forehead, resting his own against hers and she let him. He reached down and slowly laced their fingers together so that their hands were clasped together between their bodies. Neither knew how long they stood like that.

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"Milind...aab tou hi kar sakta hai...dekh sab ludhak gaye..." Ali shouted excitedly, seizing Milind's shoulder. Milind shrugged in annoyance but his friends began to pull him and he could no longer resist.

Ali pointed towards Prachi, indicating that he would look after her. Milind looked at Prachi as she stood there thoroughly confused, one last time and began to reluctantly climb the tower of men.

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Milind climbed steadily and within moments he was there at the top. Despite his reluctance, he felt oddly exhilarated to be there and with a satisfying thud, he smashed the matki with his forehead.

There was uproar from below him and Milind smiled arrogantly to himself. Collecting the money and flowers from around the pot, he ventured back down. He felt the odd trickle of maakhan down the side of his face and shook his head to get the excess off.

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Prachi slowly wiped the maakhan off her hair, it had landed right in between her parting and she shook from the suddeness of it all.

She lifted her hand up again to remove the traces of the milky substance but Milind stopped her. He peered into her face and Prachi instinctively leaned in. Her lips parted in anticipation but he didn't kiss her and she felt foolish for thinking he would.

Instead he bought out her hand and placed the flowers and money on her palm. Prachi protested, shaking her head, "Milind...yeh" she said, feeling the flowers "...ispe..." but Milind interrupted, "Sirf tera haq hain..."

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Prachi placed her head on Ayesha's lap and closed her eyes. It was a lazy afternoon and neither was in the mood to do anything in particular. Ayesha leaned back against the headboard and stroked Prachi's hair away from her face. Both were reeling from the aftermath of Janmashtmi and wanted more than anything to confide in the each other but neither knew how to start.

'Ayesha?' Prachi started after an unsuccessful attempt at falling to sleep and when she heard a murmur of Hmm from Ayesha, she continued, 'Kya tumhe khabhie pyaar hua hain? (Have you ever been in love?)'

Ayesha stiffened somewhat before answering, 'Aisi bakwaas cheesoon ke liye mere paas waqt nahin hain... (I don't have time for such rubbish...)' but why was Prachi asking her this question? Ayesha knew that Prachi would never have seen Neev and her together, but then what was this about? She certainly hoped it wasn't as she thought, 'Tu kyun poonch rahi hain... (Why are you asking?)' Ayesha questioned back but Prachi evaded the question, feigning drowsiness.

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When eventually Prachi did fall asleep, Ayesha made her way into the kitchen to see if Premlata needed any help.

'Beta Neev aane waala hain...thoda sa halwa bana dou... (Beta (child) Neev is coming later on...can you please make some Halwa)' Premlata requested though reluctantly and only after Ayesha had insisted that she wanted to be of some use. She also liked spending time with Premlata, her calming influence soothed Ayesha and when she was around her, she felt the tension ease from her shoulders. She could see why Neev was so attached to her.

Ayesha froze momentarily, recalling the events of Janmashtmi and how easily she had given into him. She had vowed to maintain her distance from now on and she'd have to make her excuses when he did arrive.

She hadn't seen him for a while though; maybe he was avoiding her too. All sorts of illogical thoughts came to her head as she absentmindedly stirred the semolina. Only when Premlata reminded her, she turned on the gas.

Ayesha didn't want to believe Neev regretted anything though. She was certain she had seen sincerity in his eyes, she had felt it too when he kissed her. She didn't want to fall prey to just another rich boy looking for the next laugh. But why should she worry herself, he meant little to her or at least that was what she consoled herself with. She didn't believe in love or things like that; she had seen what it had done to her mother and she was never going to allow herself to be in that situation.

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'Premlata...in se milo...yeh hain Avi...Avinash Malhotra...(Premlata...me him...this is Avi...)' Inder introduced a new business associate to his wife and Premlata smiled warmly at the fellow. She was glad that Ayesha had made something sweet, for another guest at dinner was unexpected, 'Prachi ko bhi bulao...(Call Prachi too...)' Inder instructed as he sat at the table with Avinash and Neev.

Premlata returned with Prachi and Inder noted with disappointment that Ayesha was absent. He had not seen her since that unfortunate day at her house and he knew immediately she was making every effort to avoid ever seeing him again.

Neev could easily conceal his own disappointment at not finding Ayesha present however but he regretted it nonetheless. He had recently joined Inder in the company and he rarely had time to come see Prachi. The decision was long standing but it had only just happened it seemed only natural to him to join Inder rather than Pranay; he felt closer to Inder and Premlata than his own parents.

Neev was tired but definitely hungry; he saw that Premlata had made his favourite and bestowed upon her his brightest smile. He was soon distracted as Premlata piled Avinash's plate with halwa and Neev looked on despairingly.

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'Sweetheart...kya yaar...us Avi ke bache ko mera sara halwa khilaa diya! (Sweetheart...what have you done? Gave all my Halwa to that Avi!)' Neev complained to Premlata as he leaned against the kitchen counter and folded his arms petulantly.

'Chup kar besharam...yeh dekh...tere liye alag se rakha tha... (Ssshhh Shameless boy...look here...I kept some aside for you...)' Premlata said laughingly, producing a small bowl of halwa as if magically from behind her.

Neev stood up immediately and grabbed Premlata in a bear hug. He pounced upon the halwa and ate with much gusto as Premlata urged him to slow down, fondly patting his hair.

Once he had finished, he beamed down happily at her and sighed in contentment as he rubbed his stomach. 'Sweetheart'kya jadoo hain tumhari haatoon mein (Sweetheart...what magic do you have in your hands?)'' Neev demanded, setting down his bowl, 'Yeh haath mujhe deh dou PL'Yeh haath mujhe deh dou (Give me these hands PL...give me these hands...'' Neev cackled menacingly taking slow strides towards hers and wiggling his eyebrows in what could only be perceived as an attempt to look scary.

Premlata back away but when he approached her, she quickly grabbed his ears and twisted, 'Bas kar badmaash'kuch tou sudhaar ja, apne uncle se kuch nahin seekha (Stop it...haven't you learnt anything from your uncle...behave!)'' Neev winced in pain but smiled through it, gently disentangling her hand from his ear, he said, 'Unhi se tou seekha hain (I've learnt all this from him...)'' he said winking at her but she shook her head at him, 'Lekin paata nahin'tumhe chood ke woh saara din office mein kya karte hain'issi liye tou main kehta hoon (But I dont know how he manages to stay in the office the whole day without you...Thats why I say...)'' he leaned closer to her ear and said, 'Bhaag chalte hain(Lets run away...)''

'Neev!' Premlata squealed, smacking his back firmly 'Bauhat ho chuka mazaak'kuch tou sharam kar' aur waise bhi, main Inder ko chood ke kahin nahin jaane waali (Okay...enough messing around...have some shame...and as it is...I'm not going to ever leave Inder...)''

'Kya karu'tumhe dekhe yeh dil hi nahin sambhalta (What can I do...My heart becomes unstable when I see you...)'' Neev replied but Premlata merely laughed this time, there was nothing she could do about the boy. 'Uncle se bauhat pyaar karti ho na tum (You love him alot dont you?)'' Neev asked seriously and Premlata placed a hand on his face and answered with equal seriousness, 'Shayad khud se bhi zyaada'lekin tu fikar mat kar'tere liye tou mujhse bhi acchi koi hogi (Yes...more than anything...but you dont worry...there is soemone even more special than me for you...)''

Neev shook his head ardently, professing he would never find anyone as close but Premlata was certain that for her Neev, there was someone very special indeed, he just had to find her. 'Ab chalo bahar (Now let's go outside...)'' Premlata said, pushing Neev out of the door and then as an afterthought she added, suddenly remembering, 'Neev'aur halwa maine nahin'Ayesha ne banaya tha (Neev...I didn't make the Halwa...Ayesha did...)''

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Prachi sat with Avinash for some time and they spoke concerning his work with institutions for the blind. Prachi was surprised to learn that he knew how to read Brail and she was perhaps more impressed with the ease in which he spoke about the disability. His tone did not imply any pity but instead he spoke very casually and Prachi was glad to be able to speak so normally about it.

Inder watched in silence as the two interacted, he had known Avinash for a short while but he liked the guy immensely. He was ambitious and hard working and Inder was very impressed in general. Avinash excused himself after a while and Neev left with him but before leaving he extended an invitation towards Prachi, 'Prachi'agar tum chaho, tou khabhie chalogi mere saath (If you want...we can go together...) I think you'll like it'' Prachi smiled politely and answered that perhaps she would like to sometime.

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Ayesha opened the door to Neev and for a moment, she was didn't respond but soon enough, after gathering her wits about her, she immediately turned to go back inside.

His reactions were quicker however and he deftly caught her wrist in his hand. She twisted painfully but he did not relent and she was forced to look at him. Neither said anything and he held her hand tenderly in his, she looked down at the round unable to meet his gaze but didn't realise when his grip had slackened.

Since when had she become so? If anyone else had dared, she would have spent no time setting them in their place. But Neev was different, it seemed almost futile to resist him because she liked the feelings he evoked in her. She could fight against it but she couldn't deny that she felt something nonetheless.

'Neev mera haath chodo'ab yeh mazaak nahin rahan'tu samajta kyun nahin! (Neev...leave my hand! It's not funny anymore...why dont you understand?!)' Ayesha pressed despairingly, though it was perhaps more a reaffirmation for herself than him.

Neev raised her hand gently in his and looked straight towards her, 'Ayesha'maine haath chodne ke liye nahin thaama hain'shayad (Ayesha...I haven't held on to it to let go...and maybe...)'' he leaned in closer and Ayesha tried to avert her eyes but he held her gaze such that try as she might, she was unable to, 'Shayad tumko ko bhi manzoor hain (You dont want me to either...)'warna tum kab ko chudaa chuki hoti Ayesha (Or else you would have made me ages ago...)'' he stated simply and watched her pull her hand quickly away. He laughed but she was looking at him with such a mixture of seriousness and intensity that he was forced to stop.

'Bas Neev'bas kar yeh bakwaas, bauhat ho chuka (That's enough Neev...stop this nonsense...)'' Ayesha said angrily, and Neev watched silently as she struggled with her words, there was anger in her voice but her eyes betrayed other sentiments. He saw sadness there, distrust and a sort of despondency and he wanted more than anything to be able to take that away from her. 'Rishton ki kuch seemaiye hoti hain Neev'aur yeh tu bhoolna mat (There are some boundaries in relationships...dont forget that...) Aur waise bhi...dou din ka kya rishta? (And still...what relationship can two days form?)''

'Bhool tou hum dono bauhat pehle gaye the Ayesha (We've both forgotten that a long time ago Ayesha...)'' Neev said earnestly and she lowered her eyes again, colour rising to her cheeks, 'Kuch rishtey aise hote hain, jin ki koi seemaiye nahin hoti...dou din meinban jaate hain ya khabhie dou saal bhi lagta hain lekin...bas mesoos kiye jaate hain, aise hi haaton ko thaam ke'woh rishtey dil ke rishtey hote hain Ayesha (Some relationships don't have boundaries...they can be formed in two days or it may even take two years but...they are just meant to be felt...by holding each other's hands just like this...those relationships are of the heart Ayesha...)''

Ayesha was stunned, though she tried not to show it...she couldn't fall for him, not now, not ever. She looked down at her hands and then back up at Neev, she smiled wryly, 'In haatoon ke peechein kaise dhoondli lakeerein hain Neev'in ka raasta mereko kahan le jaayega, paata nahin'lekin in ki manzil tu nahin hain'aur na hi khabhie hoga (Neev...on these hands there are some broken lines...whose path I dont know where it leads...but I know it's not towards you...it never will be!)''

She began to turn when Neev said nothing at all, what did she expect him to say? She didn't know herself but his silence only strengthened her resolve to turn away and never think of him again. But he spoke and Ayesha closed her eyes, desperately urging her feet to go inside and close the door on him forever.

She stopped however and holding her hand again, he turned her to face him, 'Jaise tumhare dil mein jaga banata gaya hoon'waise hi, in haathon mein apne naam ki lakeer gaadh ke rahoonga (Just like I've made a place for myself in your heart...I'll etch my name in these hands...)''

Ayesha shook her head vehemently, 'Neev'tu samaj tha kyun nahin?! (Neev...why dont you understand...)' she shouted at him, snatching her hands away, 'Ab samajna tumhe hain Ayesha'ke tum kya chahti ho (Now you have to understand...what you want...)'' Neev said as he took step backwards away from her.

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There was another knock on the door some time later and Ayesha begrudgingly stood up to open it. Once again she found Neev standing there, 'Jis kaam ke liye aaya tha, woh tou main bhool gaya(I forgot what I came here for...)'' He stated and bringing her hands to his lips, he kissed them, 'Halwa bauhat accha bana tha'dobara zaroor banana (The Halwa was very nice...do make it again...)'' And he left her standing there, staring in disbelief after him.

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The next day found Ayesha and Prachi out for a morning walk, it was an unfortunate day for Ayesha as Inder had decided to work from home and Neev had joined him. She just wanted to be in the house as less as possible.

The girls walked arm in arm making idle chit-chat but then suddenly conversation faded into silence. It was then that Ayesha struck up the topic that Prachi had mentioned the day before, it had been pressing on her mind even more since Neev's visit.

'Dekh Prachi'kal jou tu yeh pyaar vyaar ki baat kar rahi thi'kahin Milind ki baare mein tou nahin tha na (Look Prachi...all this talk of love you did yestreday...were you referring to Milind?)'' Ayesha asked straight out, it was undeniable to anyone that had seen both of them together that there was a palpable attraction between them. Ayesha didn't wait for an answer, instead carried on talking, 'Prachi'bas main iss liye keh rahi hoon ke haasi mazaak tak theek hain sab'lekin aisi galti mat karna'tum dono ki duniyaan hi alag hain (Prachi...I'm only saying this because it's all fine as long as it doesn't cross a line...please don't make that mistake...your worlds are so different...)'' Ayesha trailed off, watching Prachi carefully.

Prachi's walk slowed down considerably when Ayesha had mentioned it but she tried not to show how it had affected her, 'Tum aisa kyun keh rahi ho'Ayesha'aisa kuch (Why are you saying this Ayesha...it's not like...)'' Prachi attempted to clarify but Ayesha knew that she was clutching at straws, 'Prachi'maine tum dono ko dekha hain saath mein'aur galti tou meri bhi hain, lekin teri muskaan aur uss ghaade ki khushi mein thodhi derr aandhi ho gayi thi (Prachi...I've seen you two together...and the blame lies with me too...I became blind for a moment seeing your smile and his happiness...)''

'Ayesha tumhe galat femi (Ayesha...you are mistaken...)'' Prachi started once again but Ayesha interrupted, 'Nahin hain (No I'm not...)'' Ayesha placed a hand on Prachi's cheek and said, 'Prachi'abhi se apne dil ko tayaar kar le'kyun jou takleef baad mein hoti haina'usse yeh kahin bhaitaar hain'aur main nahin chahati ke teri aankhoon mein khabhie aansoon aaye (Prachi, I just want you to be prepared...because the pain you will feel now will be nothing compared to after...and I don't want you to ever have tears in your eyes...)''

Prachi listened carefully to Ayesha's advice and was touched by the motherly affection in her voice. Prachi understood fully well what Ayesha was trying to say, but she felt as though she was too far gone to come back.

They spoke of the subject no more and both returned home in silence. As they stepped into the drive, Ayesha saw a figure walk determinedly out of Shah Mansion and from his hunched shoulders, she knew he was angry.

He saw Ayesha's eyes fall on him but motioned for her to remain quiet and tried to stride past them quickly. He stopped in his tracks when Prachi spoke softly, 'Milind...'

Part 8

Milind turned in disbelief towards the two girls. He would have continued to walk out of there, not once looking back had it not been for her. Prachi stood in front of him, blinking up slowly at him and smiling.

She had recognised him why did that never cease to amaze him? But he had to go. He couldn't stay a minute longer, despite what his heart was telling him. He couldn't continue to gaze upon her as he did.

Checking himself, Milind walked away without a word.

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'Chal Prachi ander...kya dekh rahi hain? (C'mon Prachi...what are you looking at?)' Ayesha pulled her along but she was immobile for a few moments. He had just left, she knew it was him and it made her angry to think that Ayesha thought otherwise.

But she complied eventually. As they made their way in doors, they met with the retreating figure of Mishraji. He blessed Prachi and told Ayesha he would see her at home and left abruptly too.

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'Paata nahin kaisa ladka hain Mishraji ka Premlata...hamare office ke sabse mehenti employee hain woh...aur yeh...kitna batameez hain... (I dont know what kind of son Mishraji has...Mishraji is one of our most hardworking employee...and this boy...such insolence...)' Prachi's ears prickled at the mention of Milind in such a way. What had occurred? She had never considered what her parents would think of him, but clearly the opinion wasn't favourable.

Prachi's heart sank a little when she thought of Ayesha's words. Perhaps it was best to even stop thinking about him now. What had she thought would happen? Surely it wouldn't have been so easy, that they would just be together despite it all. He had never said anything to her, but the way he looked at her, she couldn't be mistaken. It was different, soul piercing, loving. He must feel the same way, but what did she feel? Did she love him? She barely knew him but there was something about Milind Mishra that made her want to surrender herself to him completely.

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Ayesha quickly dragged Prachi up the stairs to her room. Both Inder and Neev were working in the central living room and she couldn't bear to stand there any longer. She stole a quick glance towards Neev however but he wasn't looking at her, instead his head was bent in concentration towards some papers.

She had never seen him like this, so serious and determined and though she didn't realise what it was, she felt an odd sort of pride watching him work. Why did he do that to her? Just when she had him figured out he found a new way to surprise her and have her think about him.

Shaking herself from his thoughts, she took Prachi away.

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Both girls lay across the bed, unmoving. Ayesha watched the ceiling fan whirl above her and then looked towards Prachi. She wondered what Prachi thought about what she had told her today. She didn't want her to get hurt but as she looked towards Prachi she saw a tear roll down from the corner of her eye. Ayesha turned away, unable to watch her any longer but instead she reached down and grasped Prachi's hand.

When had she become so weak? Ayesha berated herself; no guy was ever worth it. Perhaps she should just distance herself from everything; the Shah's and especially Neev. But she knew that she couldn't, even if she didn't need the money, she was surviving on the love she got from them.

She could no longer do without Premlata's motherly hand over her head nor could she leave behind Prachi's friendship. And Neev? What about him? Ayesha curled her other hand into a fist and dug her nails painfully into her hand, as if she could break the lines etched on it. She was reminding herself that it could never happen, she could never let it.

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Prachi felt Ayesha's hand in hers and she wished she didn't betray her emotions so. Her mind was in turmoil. Why had she let herself be so free with him? Why had she let him into her heart? She didn't know what to do next, the way her father had spoken made her heart sink in despair.

She was confused and scared and worried about Milind. He had stormed out of her house today, but why? She wanted more than anything to see him but she knew Ayesha would not take her anymore. Perhaps Neev would, she could confide in him but she wondered if he would disapprove too.

With her head splitting in confusion, she closed her eyes, trying to find some relief. Eventually she fell into a dreamless sleep and Ayesha disentangled her hand from hers.

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As usual when she was not needed by Prachi, Ayesha made her way to find Premlata. She wasn't in the kitchen and she forced herself to listen when Inder told her awkwardly that she may be in their room. Ayesha saw Neev look at both of them but he didn't speak and went back to work.

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Ayesha knocked on the door but when no one answered, she opened it slowly and peered it. She called to Premlata, walking inside the room but nobody answered. She wasn't here either. As she turned to go back, she found Neev standing by the door.

He advanced upon her and Ayesha felt like a deer caught in headlights. She was startled and at first unable to react. She watched as he came closer and her own feet retreated backwards, trying to draw some distance between them. She could already feel her determination waning but she maintained a steely exterior, plastering an impassive look across her face.

Neev didn't flinch once, he continued to stare at her and she couldn't help but meet his eye. Her eyes softened as they met his but within seconds Neev saw Ayesha replace it with something else. Feigned anger; he knew how hard she was trying, but he could read the expressions on her face clearly and her chest rose and fell erratically as she struggled to maintain her composure.

Ayesha suddenly felt her back being pressed against a desk and she could no longer move further away from him.

She lifted her chin and held her hand out against his shoulder, trying to stop him from coming any closer. Neev ignored her as she pressed her palm into him, attempting to push him away. He moved towards her face, standing inches away, not once averting his eyes. 'Neev!' she hissed, she didn't want anyone to hear. Neev was silent, he wanted to reach out and touch her, hold her face in his hands, to kiss her but he didn't.

He wouldn't, not until she wanted him to and he would wait until she came to him. He knew she would, he was certain. Despite the anger on her face, he did not miss the quiver of her lips as he looked upon them nor did he miss her glance earlier. Her eyes had been searching for him and he hoped that when he didn't look back, she was disappointed.

Neev's hand reached up and grazed the side of Ayesha's waist as he across to the desk to pick up a file. Bringing his hand out, he took a step back and held it up for her to see. Her eyes widened in surprise and for a moment Neev thought she looked somewhat dazed. He knew what she was expecting from him, but he wanted to show her that he wanted her, all of her. He didn't understand why she had closed herself off to the possibility that he could feel something more than lust for her, that he could possibly love her.

He wanted to know everything about her; he wanted to help her, to make her the sadness in her eyes disappear, to make her smile and most of all to hold her against his heart forever. He was surprised by his own feelings but Neev never denied himself what he wanted. He knew himself too well, there was something about her, something different that kept drawing him closer. He knew that the fire within her may burn him, consume him one day but he was willing to risk it, he had never felt this way about anyone.

As Neev exited, Ayesha felt her heart break once more. Hadn't she wanted him to walk away? Now that he was, she wanted to stop him; she wanted him to fight for her, for him to love her.

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That evening after Ayesha had left and the family sat to dinner, Inder told Prachi that Avinash wanted to take her to see the Institute the next day, did she want to go? Prachi was distracted throughout the meal and absentmindedly gave her consent.

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'Neev...kya tum mujhe kahin le jao ge? (Neev will you take me somewhere...)'Prachi suddenly asked Neev after dinner, 'Iss waqt? (At this time?)' he asked but she made him promise not to ask questions. Her heart was beating fast and adrenaline coursed through her veins. Prachi Shah was always prudent, she never disobeyed or risked and today something was driving her actions, though even she couldn't explain what.

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'Iss waqt kahan jaa raha hain tu Milind?! (Where are you going Milind?!)' his baba demanded but Milind shrugged, trying to step out of the house, 'Aaj sarah din tu gayab tha...aur aaj subah...kya muh leke jaounga Sir ke samne...(You were absent all day today...and this morning...with what face will I go in front of Inder sir now...)'

'Baba...in ameer logoko koi farg nahin padega...kal unhe yaad bhi nahin rahega ke koi Milind naam ka gareeb aadmi unke ghar pe bhi tha...(Baba...it won't make any difference to these rich people...they won't even remember that a poor man like Milind had even entered their house...)'Milind said through gritted teeth, banging a fist against the wall, 'Kitni barr kahan hain aapse...mujhe sifarish ki naukri nahin chahiye...phir bhi aap mujhe wahan le gaye...kya chahate hain aap...main unke talve chaatu?(How many times have I told you...I don't want to gain work like that...why did you take me there?...)'

Mishraji strode swiftly towards his son and grabbing the collar of his shirt asked, 'Tou kya karega tou?!(Then what will you do?)' Milind shook slightly by the force his father was applying but remained silent, 'Sifarish ki naukri nahin karega? Tou bhooka marega? Sukriti ka tou soch...abhi tou us bachi ke haath peele karne hain...paata nahin kab tak meri budhi hadiyoon ko tumhara bauj uthana padega...(If I don't carve the way for you, how will you get a job? What will we eat? Think about Sukriti...we still have to get her married...how long will my old bones keep on supporting you?)' Mishraji cried, letting go of Milind and turning away in disgust as Milind left.

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'Tera body guard hain woh? Saath chipka rahta hain... (Is that your body guard? He's always stuck to you like glue...)' Milind asked, indicating to Neev standing at some distance behind them, leaning against his car.

Milind sat on the wall with Prachi as they looked out to the sea in the darkness, when she had asked him to meet her hear, he had not understand why but he knew he wanted to see her but he also knew he shouldn't. Seeing her this morning had been the tiny ray of sunshine in his otherwise dark, thunderous day.

But seeing her this morning also reminded him of where she came from, it was also a wakeup call. He didn't deserve her, he never would...Inder Shah's daughter could never be his. How had he let it even enter his thoughts? He would just have to stay away from her, but his resolve broke when he heard her voice, timidly asking whether she could see him. He knew that he had encouraged her, enticed affection from her; he craved it more than anything but he knew he had to put a stop to it before he could no longer keep himself away from her. When had a mere girl taken over Milind Mishra's thoughts? He barely knew, but he could not let it continue so.

Prachi didn't answer him, she had explained once before and she knew that Milind was aware who Neev was. She felt him shuffle beside her and light up a cigarette. She coughed non-discreetly a few times but he continued to puff away and eventually she pulled it out of mouth and threw it into the water.

He looked at her in astonishment at her audacity but merely smirked. 'Kyun bhulaya mereko?(Why did you call me?)' He asked as he lit up again.

Prachi deliberated for a moment and then ignoring the smoke coming in her direction, spoke, 'Aaj aap pareshaan lag rahe the...jab maine bhulaya, ruke bina hi chale gaye...kuch hua tha? (You seemed worried...when I called to you...you didn't even stop...what had happened?)'

'Iss mafic bhulaya? (You called me for this?)' Milind questioned, making sure to keep the emotion out of his voice. 'Tereko kya farg padh tha hain? (What difference does it make to you?)' He asked coldly, though he suspected he knew the answer, a part of him wanted to hear it. Even though he had promised himself he would refrain from allowing her to get closer, he couldn't help himself.

She shrugged and then quietly turned to him, face upturned and smiling slightly. Milind looked up; he watched her momentarily and then turned back to his cigarette, taking a long draw on it. He waited for a response. None came, instead he heard Prachi take a deep breath, 'Main jaan na chahati ti ke aap theek haina...(I wanted to make sure you're okay...)' She said sincerely and Milind cut her short, 'Mereko kya hoga...tu faltu main apna waqt barbaad mat kar...(What's going to happen to me...don't waste your time...)'

'Main apna waqt barbaad nahin kar rahi... (I'm not wasting my time...)' She said finally, unable to comprehend why he was behaving so. He was rude and hurtful today. She wondered what had happened to make his act thus; she would not leave without knowing. Smoke blew into her face and Prachi coughed again, Milind watched her struggle for breath and was about to put out his cigarette but didn't. He knew he should have but he didn't want her to think he was doing it for her. He had to push her away, far, far away.

Prachi continued to cough confessed 'Milind...mujhe takleef ho rahi hain... (Milind...the smoke is making me feel uncomfortable...)' when she could no longer bear it. Milind gripped the wall in an effort to stop himself from putting out the stick and continued to smoke. He could see tears had formed in Prachi's eyes and his heart hurt, knowing that he had caused it. 'Maine tereko yahan pakad ke rakah hain? (Am I holding you down?)'

Prachi gulped back the tears that threatened to escape her eyes and reached forwards towards Milind. Pulling out the cigarette from his mouth, she crushed it in her palm. She winced as her skin stung from the burn she had given herself. Milind sat stunned as she opened her palm and tipped the cigarette into the water. He saw a dark burn print on her hand. Stumbling she tried to up off the wall, away from him and Milind put his arms out, frightful that she may lose her balance.

She recoiled from his touch and called towards Neev to come get her. Milind watched on in helplessness as Neev put his arms around her and she walked quickly away from him. He knew he had hurt her, but it was better for both of them this way. He recalled the scar on her hand and pulled out his cigarette packet. He stood up and with as much force as he could muster; he threw it deep into the sea. From that moment on, he knew he would never touch a cigarette again.

Edited by PourQuoi - 16 years ago
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😊

OK fisrt of all THANK YOU RIMS FOR A NEW FF🤗
and now back to the update...I like Ayesha....hehhe...I think she was like this in the beginning the the show...and Neev...can't beleive he actually kissed her...but the slap he deserved it....

And Prachi...she is actually blind...this is very interesting...

Can;t wait to read more...

Thanks again...now will go read the other update...

P.S. sorry Chits and Jess....
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notfair heebs first place is mine 😭
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Originally posted by: chituku

notfair heebs first place is mine 😭

uh hello..first place was suppose to be mine..not fair *hmph*

heeba, tujhe main dekh loon gi!😡😆

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ahhhhhh luved it gr8 start, 😃 ok me being greedy but can't help it next update tommarow. for me pppllzzzzzz 🤗
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I was actually going to skip the NA part, but thought I would give it a dekho...and am so glad I did. I love Neev 😛 I like his attitude, extending his cheek like that, cheeky sod. I love the Michi part too, sach mein, Prachi can't see? 😭 I love Milsi and his tapori lingo.
Thanks Rims.


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Part 9

Prachi sat in the living room, waiting for Avinash to pick her up. She was certainly in no mood to go, especially not without Ayesha but her mother had insisted that she needed Ayesha to help her sort through old boxes they had upstairs, when helping out around the house had become part of Ayesha's job description, Prachi didn't know.

Prachi absentmindedly traced the charred skin on her hand and winced, closing her eyes. It was not the pain that she couldn't bear, it was Milind's behaviour. Was he really indifferent to her? No, her heart didn't want to believe it but he had hurt nonetheless.

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Avinash had come promptly to pick Prachi up and Ayesha noted with much sadness, the reluctance in Prachi's walk. Ayesha made a slight start after Prachi as Avinash offered her his arm; Ayesha didn't know why but seeing the forlorn look on Prachi's face made her feel guilty.

Ayesha could see full well that Inder and Premlata saw Avinash as a potential suitor and as Prachi and Avinash walked out of the doors, she felt a touch of regret about what she had told Prachi. Would she be happy with him? Prachi was special, she wasn't like her and she knew Milind, he would never hurt her, never leave her.

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Premlata and Ayesha sorted through the old boxes contained several hundred photographs, sadly none of which Prachi would ever see. Both sat on the floor of the room with their legs tucked underneath them.

'Beta...yeh dekho...jab Prachi cheh mahine ki thi, tab lih thi yeh photo...uss umar mein bhi, bikul apne papa ke jaisi dikti haina? ( Ayesha...look at this...Prachi was six months old here...even at that age...she looked absolutely like her father, don't you think?)' Premlata said fondly, passing Ayesha the photograph, 'Jab Prachi peada hui thi...thab hamare aise halaat nahin the...lekin unhone thaan li thi...woh hamare bache ke liye...duniya ki saari khushi layenge...lekin bachpan se hi, Prachi dekh nahin paayegi ke uske papa uske liye kitna kuch kar rahe hain... (When Prachi was born...we weren't in the same circumstances...but Inder had vowed to provide everything for our child...but Prachi can never see all that her father is doing for her...)'

A painful lump formed in Ayesha's throat and she stared down at the pictures in an attempt to control her emotions and force it down, she had helped in silence but Premlata's words felt like a blow. Little did she know that looking at the pictures would have the opposite effect, she saw in these pictures a childhood she should have had, a childhood she was robbed of, a childhood spent under the protection of a father's love. Ayesha's jaw clenched but her tears fell nonetheless and the sob that escaped her reached not only Premlata's ears but also Neev's.

'Kya hua beta... (What happened child?)' Premlata asked concernedly, running a hand over Ayesha's head. Ayesha quickly wiped her eyes and shook her head, 'Nahin kuch nahin...bachpan ki kuch baatein yaad aa gayi... (Nothing...just something I remembered from my childhood...)'

Premlata knew that Ayesha was fatherless, from what Inder had informed her and so chose not to press her further, perhaps she shouldn't have spoken so freely about Inder and Prachi. 'Main tumhare liye paani laati hoon... (I'll get you some water...)' Premlata got up, though Ayesha protested.

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Neev waited until Premlata left the room to enter. He was hesitant at first but as he looked down at Ayesha on the floor, her head bent in some sort of immense sorrow, he found himself sitting down next to her.

She looked up in surprise when she sensed a body next to hers expecting Premlata. When he grasped her hand and squeezed it tenderly, she quickly made a move to get up but he stopped her, pulling on her hand.

'Neev...aaj nahin... (Neev...not today...)' Ayesha pleaded quietly to him. Neev refused to be swayed and continued stare at a point on the floor until she sat back down. Taking her hand he slapped his own cheek softly at first with it. Ayesha looked startled by his behaviour and every attempt she made to take her hand away, Neev would use as an excuse to strike his cheek more firmly.

Eventually Ayesha wrenched her hand away and her mouth hung open slightly as she eyed Neev red cheek. She shook her head, 'Neev...eeda ho gaya hain... (Neev...have you gone insane...)' she whispered.

Chuckling to himself, Neev winked at her, 'Nahin...bachpan se aisa hoon... (No...I've been like this since childhood...)' she smiled, somewhat sadly but she smiled at that nonetheless, 'Tumhare hootoon ki muskaan baane ka vaada kiya tha na maine? Tumhari aankhoon mein aansoon aaye...ussi baat ki yeh sazaa hain Ayesha... (I promised to be the reason you smile, didn't I? But it's for these tears in your eyes that I need to punish myself...)' he told her sincerely, rubbing his cheek slightly and smiling wryly up at her.

Ayesha punched his shoulder, 'Agli barr...meri joothi istimaal karna... (Next time...use my shoe...)'she said angrily, but she was putting up a front, a cover. Only she knew what she felt seeing Neev do that to himself, there were times were she would have gladly hit him, but the reason he had today pierced her heart.

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'Arre Neev...tu yahaan kaise... (Neev...what are you doing here...)'Premlata asked suspiciously, 'Yeh lo beta pee lou... (Here...drink some...)' she added, handing Ayesha the glass and forcing her to drink at least a bit and then patted her cheek softly and kissed her forehead.

Sighing Neev walked towards Premlata and hugged her from behind, 'Hey sweetheart...' he said into her ear and she tried to free herself from his arms, 'Aise kyun poonch rahi hoon...mujhe dekh kar...mann mein tou laadoo phoont rahe hoonge na...kyun Ayesha? (Why are you asking me like that...don't pretend you're not happy to see me...isn't it Ayesha?)'He asked but Ayesha simply gaped back, stammering.

'Accha baba...bauhat khush hoon, ab chod mujhe aur kuch sharam kar, hum akele thode hain... (Okay, let me go please? Have some shame...we're not alone...)' Premlata reasoned, trying to wriggle free.

'Ayesha...do you mind? Lagta meri girlfriend ko mere saath private waqt bitaana hain... (I think my girlfriend wants to spend some alone time with me...)' he trailed off, laughing loudly and hugging Premlata closer.

'Haaaaaai...badmash!' squealed Premlata, clearly scandalised and Ayesha couldn't help but laugh, she remembered the first time she had seen them like this, it had irritated her somewhat. She had thought Neev a charmer but she could see his affection for Premlata was very real, she wondered whether just like her, he felt close to this woman because his own mother was absent.

'Ab chod chal, warna Inder se keh doongi! (Now leave me or I'll tell Inder!)' Premlata threatened and reluctantly Neev let her go and made a puppy face at her. Premlata cocked her head to the side and pinched his cheeks, 'Neev...kya karoongi mein tera? Bas ab apne liye koi acchi si ladki doondh le...jou tera mujhse peecha chodwai... (Neev....what shall I do with you? Now find yourself someone...who can take you off my hands...)' Premlata joked but Neev looked down at Ayesha, who coloured slightly and then back at Premlata, 'Aur agar doondh li ho tou? (What if I've already found her?)' He said, deadpan.

Premlata looked crestfallen, playing along, 'Kya...muje baataya bhi nahin? (What?! And you never told me?)' She sniffed

Neev tried to maintain his countenance but it cracked and he gave way to his laughter, 'Tumhara chehra tou dekho...abhi tou sirf zikaar kiya hain...agar sach mein ladki hoti...tum tou mujhe marr hi dehti... (Just look at your face...today I have just mentioned it...if there really was someone...you'd kill me...)' Ayesha knew he was joking but still her face fell, just for a moment and she chided and reminded herself, she shouldn't care.

'Neev...tu aa hi gaya hain, tou madat kar de na hamari...kitne dino se soch rahi thi yeh buxe sare saaf karoon...ab ja ke waqt mila hain... (As you're here now...do help us...I've been thinking for days to sort these boxes out...)'

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All three then continued to sort the pictures into albums. They worked mainly in silence but occasionally Neev would huff and complain about it and he and Premlata would continue their banter. Ayesha wished she could she too could participate also but she didn't know how, not with Neev, not without betraying too much.

'Accha Neev...kal tu aur Prachi akele ice cream kahne ke liye chale gaye? Bada aaya pyaar ki kasme kahne waala...ice cream bhi nahin kilai... (Neev...so you and Prachi went to eat ice cream alone yesterday...you claim to be so in love with me...can't even take me out for ice cream?)' Premlata said, feigning petulance, 'Ice cream?' Neev question and then caught himself, 'Haan...sorry sweetheart agli barr promise! (Next time I promise)' he added quickly.

Ayesha felt a sinking feeling in the pit of her stomach, Milind wasn't home yesterday night either. She wouldn't have known, had Sukriti not called her to practice interview questions. Had Prachi gone to meet him?

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'Sweetheart...Prachi bachpan mein kitni mouti thi na... (Prachi was a so fat in childhood, wasn't she?)' Neev laughed, picking up an old photograph and passing it to her. 'Neev...tu bhi na...yeh Prachi thodi hain... (Neev...this isn't Prachi...)' Premlata said slowly, confused.

'Prachi hi tou hain... (Of course it is...)' Neev assured her but Premlata shook her head, confused, 'Nahin Neev...rang dekh...Prachi tou aise nahin thi...lekin chehra tou khuch aisa aa raha hain...(No Neev...look at the complexion...Prachi wasn't like that...but yes...the face looks so familiar...)'

Neev suddenly turned to Ayesha and she gulped; no it couldn't be...surely. She tried to catch a glimpse of the picture as it passed between Neev and Premlata and when she did, her heart stopped. It was her; a picture of her was here. What was it doing here? She knew then that of course only Inder could have had it, but why would he have even wanted it?

Ayesha tried to concentrate on filing the pictures but her hands trembled and she would find Neev staring at her. The photo was still in his hand and she tried to turn her face from him but his eyes were sharp and quick. They noticed her smallest movements.

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There wasn't much for Ayesha to do after that and she needed to think and speak to her grandmother. Had he once cared about her? Did he ever love her? The thought whizzed around in her head since she had seen that picture; were there more?

'Ayesha...' came Neev's voice booming behind her, 'Thero... (wait...)'

'Kya hain Neev? (what is it Neev?)' She asked impatiently, pressing a hand to her forehead. 'Maine tumhe waqt diya tha Ayesha...lekin tumne mujhe aapna samja hi nahin, tou aisi baat kya baantogi... (I gave you some time Ayesha... but you have perhaps never considered me as your own, then why would you share something like this with me...)' Neev said, staring her down. She shifted uneasily, 'Mereko derr ho rahi hain...haat baju Neev... (I'm getting late...move side Neev...)' she said by way of reply.

She pushed pass him, but he never really put up much resistance. 'Ayesha main jaan ta hoon...woh tum thi na... (Ayesha...I know it was you, wasn't it...)' Neev declared simply as she strode past. She didn't stop; instead her pace quickened as did her heartbeat. He knew.

Part 10

Prachi stood outside the Institute with Avinash. She was not used to such an environment; she felt a bustle of activity as soon as they had entered. Nearly everyone there was like her, but different, she felt an overwhelming sense of respect for them. None had the luxuries that life had afforded her and despite their disability, they were all accomplishing something.

Prachi leaned against Avinash's car and wiped a stray tear from her eyes, 'Hey Prachi...what happened?' Avi asked, placing his hands under her elbows and ducking slightly. Prachi waved it off as nothing but he rubbed her arms in a soothing motion nonetheless, afraid he had caused her some distress.

He had been attentive and interesting and Prachi no longer regretted coming out with him. She smiled and let him seat her in the car.

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Milind turned his head sleepily towards the open road as he stretched on a charpoy, pushing aside the newspaper that lay on his face. His eyes focused on the scene in front of him and he sat up, anger bubbling through his veins and his fists clenching in fury.

Ali approached with two cups of chai and sat beside Milind, 'Yeh le...tere gussa bi uthar jayega saala mast bani hai (Here, have this...it'll calm you down as well...)' Ali informed Milind, holding out the cup for his friend. Milind didn't take it, instead continued to stare ahead, 'Arre Milind, yeh tou wahich chokri haina...Ayesha ki dost...lekin yeh naya launda kaun hai? (Hey Milind...isn't that the girl? Ayesha's friend...but who's that new guy with her?)' Ali asked in ignorance.

The question seemed to infuriate Milind further and he pushed the tea roughly away from him, causing the cup to crash pitifully on the ground and the tea to scald Ali's hand. Ali nursed his hand petulantly and watched in surprise as Milind shot up and began to walk determinedly across the road, apparently approaching a moving car and kicking the ground beneath his feet as he missed it.

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The day for Prachi had been one of revelations, she suddenly felt liberated, like anything was possible for her. She had often wondered what her life would be like if she could see, but she now knew that she could have exactly the same life she wanted. She had Avinash to thank for showing her that was possible.

But so far, she had only ever wanted one thing and that seemed so unattainable to her. He was beyond her reach because he didn't want her back and the realisation pierced her fragile heart.

Wanting some time to think, Prachi stepped out into the garden, pleading with her father to go unaccompanied, she just wanted to be by herself.

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Prachi closed her eyes, wrapping her arms around herself against the coolness of the night and breathing in the scent of dew soaked grass. Her eyes snapped open as she heard a rustle and she held her arms out, 'Kaun hain? (Who is it?)' She called tentatively but when she heard no reply, she quickly turned to go back inside, the hairs on the back of her neck standing on end.

Fingers encircled her wrist and Prachi shrieked, trying to wrench her arm free but it seemed her assailant had no intention of letting go. She opened her mouth to scream again but a firm hand clamped over it, stifling the scream within her. Prachi shook in fear, trying fruitlessly to push the guy away as he held her firmly in his arms.

Pushing her towards a wall, he pinned her against it; Prachi's knees buckled but he held her up. She felt him move his face towards hers and turned it away, though his hand still covered her mouth. Slowly he eased off and moved his hand to rest beside her face against the wall, Prachi stood frozen in terror, unable to move or speak.

She heard a dry laugh come from the man before he spoke, 'Itni jaldi bhool gayi? (You forgot me so soon?)'He growled into her ear but didn't speak further.

How could she forget that voice, that gravelly, hoarse voice of his? It sent shivers down her spine. But today her fear had clouded her senses or she would have been able to recognise him in an instant, she felt as though part of him was seared into her very being. Her shoulders relaxed and she sighed at the recognition but pushed against him, 'Chodo mujhe! (Let me go!)' She said bravely, though she knew it would be harder for her to leave than for him to let her go.

He didn't however do as she asked; he merely ignored her. His hands travelled once again, from the sides of her face to her arms. Prachi's eyes fluttered shut, he was looking at her the way he did. That way that made her feel like she was melting. The gaze was commanding, the passion in his eyes burned into her, intoxicating her. Why did he have the power to make her feel this way? Why was he even here? She knew she should be stronger but she couldn't will herself to, he was here and that was all that mattered. But why had he hurt her so then?

Suddenly she felt his hands push against her arms, 'Milind?' she whispered, 'Kya... (what?)'She broke off as he took her dupatta and continued to wipe her arms. Her arms stung at the pressure he exerted. She wasn't to know what he was doing, nor could she understand this strange behaviour. She didn't know he had seen her earlier; he was merely wiping the traces of Avi's touch from her skin.

Once he had ascertained that every last fingerprint was erased from her body, his hand moved down to hers. She curled it instinctively as his fingers gently brushed across her knuckles but slowly she let him see what he wanted to. She knew he was looking down at her hand from the deep breath he drew in. She half expected him to touch the scar on her palm but he didn't, instead he let her hand drop limply back to her side. Prachi felt tears sting in her eyes at his indifference, he had caused her that pain but it was as though he felt nothing.

She felt angry at herself, for letting herself be so easily sucked in again. Why was he playing these games with her? She had just thought to herself when she heard his fist collide against the wall beside her angrily. She gasped at the suddenness of his movements and the curse he muttered under his breath. She felt too stunned to react and was rendered immobile when he buried his face in the crook of her neck, holding her face in one hand. Her own head dropped forwards as she felt the heat of his lips on her skin, he didn't kiss her however but instead he traced a path across her shoulder and up her neck, breathing in her smell, drinking her in.

He felt Prachi's body quiver against his as his lips glided across her skin. Her skin was soft and supple and Milind resisted the urge to kiss her. He knew even what he had done now, he shouldn't have but he was bound to her by some invisible pull that even he couldn't explain. He had tried to distance himself from her, but that one sight of her weakened any resolve he had. He wanted her and if he wanted her he had to do something to deserve her.

He stopped at her ear, his lips brushed against her lobe and his hot breath tickled her skin. He heard a small moan escape her and groaned in frustration himself. 'Dobara aisa kiya...tou marr dalungha... (Do that again and I'll kill you...)' he said threateningly, he could never hurt her but Prachi trembled under him, relishing the possessiveness in his tone.

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Milind pulled away after what seemed like an age and Prachi's own body was reluctant to let go of the feel of his on her own. He peered into her face and saw her lips part as they had once before, he knew what she had expected in that moment and today he was in no mood to hold back, to deny himself what he had wanted since he had seen her.

He cupped her cheek firmly and pulled her face towards his, letting his thumb slide across her lips, feeling every curve and groove of those lips under it. His fingers moved down her throat and then down to her hand, entwining them with hers as he reached forwards, bending his face to hers. He removed his thumb and pushed his hand into her hair, pulling her closer to him. She was so close to him then, more than she had ever been, his lips inching ever closer to hers.

'Prachi...' She heard her father call out and her heart leapt into her throat. Part of her wanted to ignore it, wanted to give herself to him, but the more rational part of her mind dominated, her father could come any minute. The trance broke and she tried to hurry away but Milind held her there. It was only when she shook her head in disappointment that his grip slackened and he moved aside. She paused for a moment, not really wanting to go but soon another call for her was heard, she managed to croak, 'Aayi Pappa...(Coming father...)' before setting off. Milind watched from the darkness as she moved effortlessly towards her house and waited till see was out of sight to leave himself. Where were they going to go from here?

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'Beta...bahar kitni thand hain...tum kuch shawl bhi leke nahin gayi... (Prachi...it's so cold out...you didn't even take a shawl)' Inder said sternly as Prachi walked towards him. She smiled at him and he brought her in his arms for a hug, 'Nahin Pappa... (No Father...)' she said quietly, her mind wondering towards just moments before, 'Mujhe thand nahin lagi... (I didn't feel cold...)'

'Accha...ab sou jao...raat bauhat ho chuki hai...kal subah baat karenge...Avi bhi nashte pe aa raha hain... (Okay...now go to sleep...we'll talk tomorrow...Avi's going to come for breakfast...)' Inder informed her as he walked her up to her room. She shook her head and giving her forehead a gentle kiss, Inder bid her good night.

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Inder moved the covers to get in beside Premlata, 'Inder...baat ki aapne usse? (Did you speak to her?)' Premlata asked and Inder turned to her in surprise, he was sure she had been sleeping.

'Nahin...abhi nahin, thoda jaane dou dono ko ek dusre ko...phir poochenge Prachi se... (No not yet...let them get to know each other...then we'll ask Prachi...)' he said, sighing as his body relaxed on the bed.

'Jo aap theek samje Inder... (Whatever you think best Inder...)' Premlata replied, moving closer to him but he had already turned around and she lay staring at his back. She knew that Inder would never chose anyone bad for Prachi, especially given her disability and from what she had seen of Avinash, he seemed like a nice boy but Premlata still felt a nagging feeling in her chest. She wanted to speak to Prachi before anything.

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Prachi lay on her bed that night, unable to sleep and hardly able to breathe. Had he really been here today? Had he really been about to kiss her? She touched her lips and blushed, he had.

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'Abhe saale...tujhe kya hua re? Jab gaya tu, laga ke kisi ko tapka ke aayega...ab yeh ghadhe ke mafik muskura kyun raha hain... (Oi Milind, what's gotten into you? When you left, you looked close to killing someone, why are you smiling like an idiot now?)'Ali asked as Milind entered the chawl. Milind didn't reply, instead treated Ali to the usual, a slap at the back of his head.

That night, Milind slept peacefully in a very long time. He dreamt of her and the life he was going to build for them.

Edited by PourQuoi - 16 years ago
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Note: I believe there are long overdue apologies to the readers of this Fanfiction and great friends who have encouraged me at ever step. It is indeed true that I no longer plan to continue this Fic, mostly because I just cannot commit as much time to it as before and other reasons also but I wont bore you with them. I have however, written a few parts in Advance, one of which I'll post today.

Thank you to whoever has read and commented on this Fic! It meant the world...

The Part I am posting will are out of sync with the story as I had left it previously. This is because I wrote the parts that I felt inspired to in advance even though they would have normally occured much later in the progression of the fic. Those are the parts I shall post and if anyone is interested, they are welcome to read them for they are mostly Neesha Parts. I dont plan on writing any Michi parts (Just so time isn't wasted waiting)

The story takes place a few months from where the story left off....Neev found out about Ayesha being Inder's child; he trailed Inder and found that he often met an elderly woman whom he later found to be Ayesha's grandmother and that Inder also visited the chawl, alone when he knew Ayesha would be at his house. As a result of the revelation, Neev and Ayesha become closer, they are able to talk and despite Ayesha's reluctance, Neev manages to coax her into confiding in him after he tells her of his own negligent parents and feeling of alienation.

Milind resolves to make a better man of himself in order to be able to proudly ask for Prachi's hand from Inder. He leaves to make his fortune after extracting a promise from Prachi to wait for him which she readily gives without knowledge of what her parents want for her. She trusts Milind will come back for her. Inder and Premlata have other ideas though; they've chosen Avinash as Prachi's suitor believing he loves her for who she is. Prachi is caught in a dilemma and though she tries to stall and contact Milind, she cannot refuse her father. Neev and Ayesha encourage her also, believing Avinash to have genuine affection for Prachi and supposing he is the right guy for her. He has money; he understands her situation and shows much love towards her.

Due to some unfortunate incident Inder and Amrita and her mother die in an accident (sort of like the show) on Prachi's wedding day. Prachi is now married to Avinash who has moved both her and Premlata to Delhi after her father has died and she finds that Ayesha is her sister.

(Milind Prachi Story-Brief,

Avinash is not as he seems and Prachi lives and puts up with his behaviour towards her for her mother who is oblivious to his actual character and has gone on a pilgrimage. He usurps Inder's company under an alias and forces Neev out too and Neev tied up in his own problems fails to see the hardships befallen on his friend.

When Milind returns he is furious upon knowledge of Prachi's marriage and vows to destroy Prachi, not knowing her real situation. Slowly he takes over Avinash's businesses and meets Prachi who initially pretends not to know him, angering him further.

As Avinash's business spirals out of control, he drinks and abuses Prachi after which Milind cannot ignore the signs and he realises what is up. Now Milind helps Prachi get out of her marriage and eventually Avinash dies of liver failure and Milind marries Prachi.)

Instead of embracing the bond between her and Prachi, Ayesha retreats into a shell and pushes everyone away feeling especially abandoned after Prachi and Premlata move to Delhi with Avinash. Neev remains a support in Ayesha's life despite her reluctance and in a moment of vulnerability and confusion, she agrees to marry him. And so they get married for reasons even unknown to them, it just like the right thing to do. But only after do the concequences hit them. Niharika refuses to accept Ayesha as her daughter in law and they end up living in Ayesha's chawl house. The rest of the Fic is them living there...I can imagine it will be a tiny bit difficult to digest but I still hope you like it....Just try not to think about the past too much and enjoy it as it is....which I understand is hard given that there is little background...


Final Part I
ALL the parts are dedicated to Sonia, Goldy, Fahima and JC! You girls are awesome and I hope you know it! Absolutely love you!

WARNING: Some content may be unsuitable for readers under 16. Please be advised.


Her silence often scared Neev and he wondered whether she would ever speak to him, to tell him what thoughts had lead her to behave the way she did. Neev found solace in ignorance, a part of him was forced to consider that she had regretted marrying him but that thought made his stomach turn; he wouldn't be able to let her go. He wouldn't know where to go from there; he wouldn't be able to survive without the few glimpses she allowed him of herself.



Ayesha was scared too, she had never experienced this before; love. To be in love and to have someone love her back; the attachment she had formed to Neev was what frightened her the most. She had seen what it had done to her mother and her fears were justified. Ayesha couldn't remember under what moment of insanity that she let herself become so weak; she knew she shouldn't have married him, not because she didn't love him but because she did.



She was afraid that he would one day leave but she made every effort to ensure that if it were to happen, it would be sooner rather than later. She told herself, the faster he left, the less it would hurt but day in and day out, he returned despite everything. Despite her indifference and despite silence, he continued to stay and when she would sometimes feel his eyes on her she wondered whether Neev was different, whether he was unlike her father.



In spite of her resolution, Ayesha would find she waited impatiently for him to return, listened to hear the weariness of the day drain from his body as he sat down and untied his laces and watched him stare down at the plate of food she had laid out on the ground for him in disappointment. She thought she had been able to conceal herself but Neev knew; he knew she stood behind the curtain of the adjoining room, watching him but he pretended not to notice, he had so far remained happy in the knowledge that she was there, that somewhere she cared for him and even loved him.



Neev hadn't yet learnt to be resentful but he hoped that one day Ayesha would be able to talk to him, to tell him what she wanted especially from him. After her mother's death, he had given her space but he knew that even that grief she would be able to cope with, this was something different, if only he could know. He had stayed up nights watching her toss fitfully, gathering the bed sheets under her hands and holding tightly, he had then wondered why her forehead creased thus, what was the reason?



Neev had promised to be the reason to make Ayesha smile but his own fears were too great and he felt the optimism and jest for life he had waning. He too was frightened of losing her and he tiptoed around her, remaining as silent as she was so she would allow him to be near, to continue to be with her.



Neev returned home each evening after a tiresome day at work to find a plate laid out for him; he knew from the warmth of the food that she had just prepared it and that from there, she couldn't possibly have fallen asleep yet but he bore it, he ate alone and in silence. At first, Ayesha was sacred that he had seen her that he knew she was there but he showed no indication that he had and she was assured of her anonymity.



In bed she would always lie with her back to him and grit her teeth, forcing herself to stay that way, even when she felt him extend an arm towards her. He did this everyday and each time Ayesha willed him to actually touch her but he would bring it close enough that she could feel the warmth of his hand but he would never touch her.



Eventually the arm would retreat over his eyes and he would fall into a dreamless sleep as the day's weariness and the effort from this charade washed over him and forced him to rest. Ayesha too would soon after drift off into a restless slumber, dreading the coming day where she would again have to pretend, to act.



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It seemed that one particular night, things were set to change. Neev returned home from another dissatisfying day at the office and on seeing the plate on the ground when he entered, he felt an odd sort of anger bubble inside him. Today was one day too many. Anger wasn't an emotion Neev liked to be associated with often; he hated it in fact and tried to quell it as soon as possible within him, forcing himself to smile.


Nonetheless, Neev sat down to his meal and looked down at the food but from the corner of his eye, he would see the curtain twitch and a slender hand withdraw from it quickly. He shook his head against the growing anger in him and began to eat. Quickly the anger dissipated and Neev felt a stab of guilt pierce his chest, he saw that she had made halwa. He lifted a morsel to his lips and immediately he was transported to the first time he had tasted it, it was exactly the same but today he felt more joy as he ate, unsure why.


Ayesha had smiled as she watched him eat; she didn't' know what had prompted her to make halwa today but she had a strong inclination to. Her delight in his reaction what short lived however as she looked up to find Neev push the plate away from him and stand. She stood frozen on the spot as his face turned to face her, he had seen her, he made no attempt to hide that today instead he strode determinedly towards her.


The wind swirled up with Neev and whipped the thin curtain across Ayesha's face; in that moment Neev came to stand just inches before her and she watched with a mixture of panic and delight as he moved the offending curtain from her path. It had been so long since they had both been like this, face to face and this close, almost touching. For the first time in ages, Ayesha could look into his eyes and see herself reflected back, only her. She couldn't allow herself to savour the feeling however for she had almost sensed what he would do next, even before he did and pushing the lump in her throat down, she shook her head with great regret.


She had even turned to go but neither could be sure when Neev's hands pushed into her hair and cupped her face firmly, almost roughly. Ayesha's eyes widened at the force with which he pulled her to him and then with unexpected gentleness, his lips sought hers. She felt her thoughts leave her mind and fought against it, trying to push him away but he held her steadfast in his arms, 'Bas!' he said harshly but then his voice grew softer from the startled expression on her face, 'Bas karte hain yeh khel ab'' and though his voice was kind, there was an unmistakable commanding tone behind it. Neev stepped back for a moment, assessing her face for some sort of re-affirmation of his words, that she agreed but she didn't speak.



Neev didn't wait for an answer now and kissed the side of her face with painful deliberation. Ayesha felt her knees weaken and she clung to him for support, Neev needed little else encouragement and kissed her hard on the mouth, pushing her against the wall behind them. Ayesha was beginning to fall deeper into him, pressing desperately against him, getting as close as she could; they were together and she wasn't sure how long it would last but for the moment she didn't care.



She let Neev guide her closer and lift her, instinctively wrapping her legs around his waist. He walked towards the bed and with much gentleness, attempted to place her across it. She resisted, keeping her arms tightly wound about his neck and burying her head in his chest. A small smile graced Neev's lips and he sat on the bed, bringing her above him and then onto his lap.



Her cheeks flamed as she straddled him and Neev glided the back of his hand across them, gently caressing them. Ayesha closed her eyes and soaked in the gesture, relishing his touch and the feel of those hands that were warm and loving and slightly calloused from the wear they've had to endure lately.



Those hands reached up to play with her hair, curling the strands between the fingers in wonderment; Neev had wanted to do that for a long time now and Ayesha watched his mesmerized face with affection. His hands then moved down to stroke her back and gently pull down the zip of her suit. Ayesha drew in a deep breath as Neev pulled her close, running his fingers across the smooth, silky skin underneath the cotton of her suit; and smiled in satisfaction as goose bumps rose along her back.



Neev pushed the suit off her shoulders and kissed her bare skin but Ayesha's arms rose quickly to cover herself. She had never been so exposed in front of him and sudden shyness overcame her but Neev soon soothed her, tenderly pressing light kissed along her arms and plying them away. She was still unable to meet his eye and raised a hand to cover his eyes; in that moment Neev would have told her how beautiful she was but he knew that words would scare her and he didn't want this to end between them.



He allowed her to keep her hand over his eyes but pushed her gently back against the foot of the bed and placed hot, fervent kisses down her neck. Gradually her hand slipped away from his face and she moaned softly as his lips reached lower and grazed across her stomach. His gaze, his lips and his fingers ignited fire across her body in their wake and enlivened her senses and threatening to push her over the edge.



It was all too overwhelming for her and she pulled herself up against Neev, stopping him. He pulled back, afraid he had done something wrong but she stayed with him, pulling both their bodies in a tight embrace. Neev held her there until she gained some courage and began to pull back, only then did he lift her chin and kiss her with such softness that Ayesha felt she wouldn't be able to stop herself tonight, she wanted nothing more than to disappear completely within him. What she couldn't say with words, she could show with her actions.



She responded more eagerly now and parted her lips, allowing him to press his against hers in a deeper kiss. In that moment, it was as though something had changed and there was now a sense of urgency in the air that drove their actions. It was no longer tentative and slow and discovering, they were both more confident. Ayesha's teeth tugged at Neev's lips and her hands grabbed fistfuls of his shirt, trying to pull it above his head; she succeeded and threw it in some unknown corner of their dark room.



Now they were pressed skin to skin and their hands travelled and explored each contour and curve of the other's body and then without hesitation, Neev pinned her down on the bed, hands over head. Their movements became frantic after that; Neev removed whatever clothing separated them and Ayesha whimpered as he moved away for a moment, trying to bring his body closer.



Neev towered over her and waited, he needed to make sure she was ready for this. Ayesha smiled something he hadn't seen in a long time and he took pains to try and memorize the crinkle of her eyes as she did so. 'Neev'' Ayesha said in the darkness and Neev waited for her to continue but she decided against whatever it was and instead she raised a hand and let it travel down from his eyes to his lips, Neev's lips parted slightly, kissing her fingertips. Ayesha let her hand fall away and placed it beside her head, flat out against the pillow and looked up at him expectantly.



Neev reached up to accept her hand and Ayesha turned her face to look at their intertwined hands. There was an intimacy in that moment which could not be mistaken and Neev pushed into her slowly.



Their lovemaking was violent and passionate and everything that was unsaid between had been written across their bodies. Moments before it ended, Neev's eyes found hers and Ayesha felt as though it was hard to breath, no one had ever looked at her with such love and longing before and then both became lost in their own ecstasy, oblivious to anything but each other.

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Ayesha awoke early the next day, wincing slightly as she rose from the bed. Carefully, she managed to wrap a sheet around her and then pad softly to the bathroom. She looked at herself in the mirror, expecting to look different somehow because she felt different. Her lips were swollen and bruised and her neck bore red teeth marks; but those were just changes that would heal with time. She had expected to feel some sort of guilt, some sort of shame for giving herself so easily to him but she didn't and it confused her. Instead, the heaviness in her heart seemed to have lifted; each moment of the night before made her want to believe that she could really have him, that she could be happy and he wouldn't ever leave. There was still some uncertainty in her mind, but she had already gone so far, surely she could trust him now, her heart wanted to so badly but her mind always overruled.


She sat on the edge of the bathtub for several moments, wondering what to do next, how to behave. She had barely spoken to him for weeks now; she didn't know how to change. Her head throbbed and she was in no position to yet think properly and deemed it best to go back to bed. Clutching the sheet around her, she returned to find Neev still asleep. She resisted the urge watch him for he would soon have to be up for work and she couldn't face him yet, not until she knew what to say, what to do. Climbing slowly back into bed, she turned away from him and forced her eyes to close.


Neev had never dared before, but when he felt her come back to bed, he moved closer to her. The back of his hand moved, hesitantly at first and then with more conviction across her back and up into her hair. He moved even closer and inhaled deeply, smelling her hair. He wasn't sure whether she was awake or sleeping but she didn't move and he let her be. He was about to get up but then it hit him, what she had wanted to say yesterday; he had been so caught up in the moment then but he remembered now.



He leaned back over her and saw her eyelids flutter a little; so she was awake, he smiled at that, he knew it wouldn't be easy for her, one night couldn't change the weeks they had just had. He placed a kiss on her shoulder and rested his forehead against it so his warm breath fanned across her back as he spoke. 'Mujhe tumhari zaroorat hain Ayesha...kya tum samja ke bhi anjaan ho, ya maine khabhie kahan nahin? Tumse pyaar karta hoon; khabhie aise khushi mesoos hi nahin hui, jo kisi ke bas pas hone se bhi aa sakti hain, lekin tumhare saath hoti hain, har din...kya tumhe nahin hoti?' He paused then, unsure for what, a response perhaps but Ayesha just listened and pressed her lips firmly together, afraid of making a sound. Tears fell freely from underneath her closed eyelids and trailed past her nose and mouth but she attempted to maintain her facade, she wasn't ready for this yet, not yet.



After a few more moments, Neev rolled away from her, sighing to himself and walked into the bathroom to get ready for work.



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Neev waited at the door, watching Ayesha potter about the house. She had just emerged from the shower and her hair was still wrapped in a towel to the side as she tidied the place. She stopped when she spied Neev and stood up straight, looking nervously around, wondering why he had come home to early, it was still early afternoon and there were still hours before he was due to return.



He was looking at her in a strange way, his eyes mirrored something close to awe and she felt herself blush and fiddled with her suit, 'Neev...' she ventured, 'Is waqt...kuch hua hain?' Neev shook his head as if to say no and walked towards her. 'Nahin...' he said, 'Kuch bhool gaya tha ghar pe...aur' He reached into his pocket to draw out a red drawstring back from his pocket, 'Kuch dena tha tumko...'



Ayesha looked down as he opened the small bag and emptied the contents onto his palm. Taking her hand, he placed a silver mangalsutra onto hers and closed her fingers around it. 'Main jaanta hoon ke tumhare dil mein darr hain...' Neev explained and Ayesha averted her eyes, suddenly feeling ashamed of ever doubting him, 'Kal jo hua, main nahin chahata ke tumhe koi pachtava ho...' he moved forwards to gently cup her face and Ayesha let him, though she could not yet meet his eyes, 'Ab sab kuch naye se shuru karte hain...yeh shaadi maine nibhane ke liye ki thi,mujhe apna wada nibhane ka mouka dou Ayesha, tumhe khush rakne ka mouka dou...agar tum mera saath de sakti ho, tou isse pehena, main samja loonga...' Neev finished, indicating to the necklace in her hand.



Neev lingered for a few minutes, should he kiss her he wondered? Would she let him? He felt as though he should, he didn't want it to be the last time but he didn't know what to expect, he prayed that she felt the same as him and turned to go back.



"Neev..." Ayesha called and he smiled to himself turning eagerly around to face her, "Kya?" he asked hopefully, "Tereko kuch lena nahin tha?"She said and Neev's face fell slightly but he smiled again and thanked her for reminding him.



Ayesha looked down at the mangalsutra she held in her hands, deep indentations had been imprinted on her hand from how tightly she held it but she was scared as if it would disappear from her grasp otherwise, this would be her first mangalsutra...she couldn't remember why they didn't have one in the mandir, everything had happened so fast. It was small and silver and she knew even for this he would have had to save; they were on a tight budget as it was. He had left everything when he had married her and his mother had made sure that he couldn't get a decent job anywhere. His position at Shah Industries was something he would never get back, if there was still a Shah industries left. Ayesha was thankful that he had given her a way to show him that she wanted to try; she wanted to give this a chance and considered putting on the mangalsutra while he was still here but decided on waiting until the evening.



Neev emerged from their bedroom holding a handful of files and with a small smile and quick look at the necklace in her hands, he left. Ayesha waited for a moment and then without thinking, followed him out. She watched from the balcony of their chawl house as he descended the stairs and extricated his arm from the grip of several of the local women demanding his attention. She felt a stab of anger but was glad that Neev had walked right past. It wasn't easy for her; it never had been, seeing him with other women. Even before they were married, she knew from conversations between Prachi and Neev, that there had been many women before her. Her insecurities were often fuelled by him and she wondered whether they were an attempt to get a rise out of her and make her jealous; they did that but they also scared her. How did she end up with him, she had tried so hard to avoid just that and why did he chose her when he could have had anyone?



Ayesha's eyes wondered back to Neev's form and continued to follow him as he strode quickly across the chawl square and towards an awaiting Rickshaw. She saw a young woman lean against the rickshaw and then stand correctly as Neev approached her; Ayesha felt her stomach churn and her heartbeat quicken at the sight. Who was she? Why was Neev holding her elbows and saying something that made her laugh? Ayesha found herself rooted to the spot, looking down at the Mangalsutra in her hands as Neev sat in the rickshaw with the young woman and made his way out of the chawl gates.



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Neev had been preparing for weeks; he was sick of his menial job and he was itching to do something better, for Ayesha, for both of them. It was by chance that he had met Priya at work; she was loud and vivacious and had been Neev's first friend at work. She was a welcome break from the quiet at home, Neev couldn't remember a time where she had paused for more than a second or so but he didn't find it tiresome, it was rather entertaining and he found that she was extremely intelligent and soon they were on their way to making plans to start their own company. It would require planning and effort but both were determined; Neev chose not to say anything to Ayesha because he didn't know how to start, today had been the day they had even spoken more than a word to each other and he wanted to make sure his plans came to fruition.



Today Neev felt as though he was walking on air, his relationship with Ayesha seemed to finally be happening, working and his project was getting its funding too. He felt incredibly happy and like his life was finally piecing together as he had wanted it to. He sat on a chair in the bank with Priya next to him, his minding wandering back home, imagining Ayesha waiting for him. Tonight he would tell her about his plans, where he wanted them to go, everything.



When he did come back home that night, he felt an odd sensation overtake him, it was not the joy he expected to feel but rather there was an eeriness that seeped from within the house. He entered nonetheless, banishing any thoughts that ran rampant in his mind. The house was oddly quiet and dark, so very dark like the lights had never even been turned on. He tentatively called to Ayesha but nobody answered and he went straight to the bedroom. He didn't know why but his heart sank just walking in, he didn't know what part of him expected her to be asleep but that small part was right, she was in that bed. He considered waking her up, shaking her and asking her what had happened in the course of a few hours; did yesterday not affect her at all?



Neev gripped the end of the bed and suppressed a frustrated groan; running an angry hand through his hair, he left the room, as though it was suffocating him and he couldn't stay in there any longer. Ayesha stirred slightly and realised she had fallen asleep waiting. Had Neev just rushed out of the bedroom?

She had thought long and hard the entire day, she wanted to be happy and when she thought about what Neev had said to in the morning, it had made her happy, and she wanted to believe that he had meant it. She forced the thought of that woman out of her mind, it was difficult but yesterday had shown her what it was like to actually be with Neev, to be completely with him and not be worried or scared or miserable

She liked that feeling; she wanted to experience it to the fullest, she deserved happiness and finally she was allowing herself to admit it. Perhaps even a few moments of happiness were worth it, even if there was to be heartbreak after, surely? There wouldn't be for her though, she was going to try, try harder than she had to make it work, to love Neev back. But where had he gone and why had he stormed out so?

Cautiously, she climbed out of the bed and walked towards the next room. Pushing aside the curtain, she saw that Neev was sprawled across the bare floor, lying on a thin mat. He was angrily pulling on a blanket towards him, Ayesha could see but he had not seen her. What was he doing, why was he sleeping there? For an instant, Ayesha almost wanted to turn back and go into her room to sleep but she stayed a small smile spreading across her lips as she watched him. Slowly, she walked towards Neev turned back and silently crouched besides him. Neev stopped moving; sensing that someone was behind him but he didn't look for he knew it was Ayesha, instead he closed his eyes and ignored her.

Ayesha lowered herself next to Neev on the ground and lay down, covering herself with his blanket. Neev wondered what she was doing but suddenly he felt the warmth of her hand on his shoulder. She touched him nervously, her hand shaking as she did so and she placed her cheek, very timidly against his back. Neev tried to resist but soon, with a deep, audible sigh her turned to lie on his back slowly and with deftness pulled her towards him. It was rather strange sleeping as they were on the floor; Ayesha's head on his chest and his arm gently stroking her arm, it seemed almost as though it was even more intimate than the night before. They dared not look at each other and stared uncertainly up at the ceiling, fearing that the moment might break.

Edited by PourQuoi - 16 years ago
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ullu ki dum!!!!!! Will explain that later. Rite now i gotta go.

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