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Ok ok I can breath again and I think I should be able to comment atleast what is in my head now

First though now I am getting the answers to how and why it still doesn't make me happy. I understand Arnav's reason of unhappiness but the way he went about it is so wrong. His self pity and self berating is well and good but it doesn't change anything for Khushi. Does it? He behaved horrondously with her leading to his fall from grace. Now even if she is able to understand his drugged escapade(I am sure she won't be, but let's suppose she does) his whole behaviour before and after it should be enough to run far away from him

But on another hand I do understand his reluctance to talk about it till he was absolutely sure about the divorce. He just messed up the whole thing by pulling away and not talking about it with therapist.

I still don't understand what is his problem with having babies. I feel it's related to Anjali and her baby but I don't know why is that. And if it's the case why he didn't tell Khushi. From their conversation it just that he doesn't want them period.

What next now. The next part will deal with the real or imagined or planned pregnancy but what is Arnav going to do now. Will he come completely clean with khushi?

Others pointed out that he didn't have remorse about divorce, he was prepared to use his adultery to make sure Khushi divorces him but at the bottom of it it was his guilt and his absolute conviction that Khushi was better off without him. He knew Khushi will choose the marriage over her happiness and his deluded sense of righteousness he wanted to make sure she choose herself over him. I am not saying his ways are correct but atleast I can't blame him for not thinking about Khushi at all here. It is all about Khushi at the end of it

God I wanted to write so much but let me take a pause here

Originally posted by: Learrntowrite

Wait…one this is hilarious.

And two she said she’ll run away after the second last chapter? WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? Did I miss something? Appy di I swear if you end up putting in a last minute suspense and running away…… there goes the peace of my mind. Now I will keep thinking about why would she say such a thing. Appy di you really just won’t give me a breather hann?

Now possible scenarios in my head where she will leave the story are running wild. It HAS to be a suspense. 😭

1. Khushi is getting married to someone else. Arnav has repented and we are still seeing an episode like Umanagar. He is contemplating whether to go stop it or not

2. Khushi is going away forever or Arnav is going away forever and it’s some airport cliffhanger

APPY DI!!!!!! Whut!!!!!!!! 😭

Originally posted by: Mamree82

I was desperately waiting for the update..I. Between, from your comment, I got to know about " Darmiyaan".. just read it in one go..

Can you please mention about name of the other stories written by same author ???

these are the only two published stories I have. rest were 7 years old and are gone now :)

if you scroll on the forum though here's an OS I wrote.

"Khushi, lilies and epiphanies'

Originally posted by: VeiledWords

No No, I will let you guys know once you're through with the chapter why I laughed :)

Tashi let us know when u are done with your read so Arpita can share the joke.

I am desperate for a laugh now. What can I do in meantime to lift my mood?

Originally posted by: lechuarshi

Holy moly. I read the chapters and took a break in between. Damn it Arpita u r just blessed with creativity lol😂. Khushi and Arnav need therapy. ASAP. Our family concept (the whole Indian subcontinent in general) is such that talking to a phycologist or therapist r frowned upon. I don't know how many of u guys knew about this “Good girl syndrome “. I had this problem of pleasing people, family, society and in their scale of good girl means sacrificing many things untill it became too much and affected me mentally. Secretly went to a therapist and she said this thing. Took me around 2 years to be free again and all the toxicity (family, relations, friends and society). I see a part of myself in Khushi and I cried, If she was real person I would surely contact her and pull her out of this toxicity and people pleasing mentality. Because that is how our surroundings mould our personality. I used to climb trees, step inside well to retrieve ball, used to be the monkey of gang the most extroverted on in my childhood but guess what as years passed by with big scrutiny from all around, don't know how I turned into silent, shy and introvert. Khushi's transformation from mischievous teenager to shy adult (conditioning). Now coming to Arnav-I hate infedlity for whatever reason or situation. AS an adult human being if u r in a committed relationship falling in love or falling out of love is all personal preference but end it before pursing ur chemical reaction. Yep I am science geek so I view everything in rational way lol. Arnav got attracted to La because of his rational brain shut down when he is high on dopamine. Why dopamine may be because he enjoyed many trips and trecking which brings a sense of Nirvana and if La is also in his company then Lust is involved there. Blame his hypothalamus. While our Khushi on other hand was all oxytocin (attachment) and high becuase if we need to be in monogamous relationship bonding need to be high. 😭😭 Sorry for boring u wid this subject. But f#ck my rational self. I am no way in hell going to support his coward ways at the end of the day. And I will surely puke while reading abt La and Ar. Who send pictures to Khushi? PAYAL 👀 oops sorry it must be La, her dirty dishwasher Ma, or some secret admirer. I love how Khushi's character development post her separation. Some people have strong maternal sense some don't. And what hurt her the most was women like Khushi dreams to have baby with the man they love. It is more of emotional reasons, to create and carry the child of the man u love or respect.

Thanks to Spark for story suggestion. She spammed me with mail to read this lol🤣 it's been years I read some gripping arshi stories (parinay, the filigreed sun by serial junkie must read and political drama by averio where Khushi sleep with SMJ to gain information and gave it to arnav and the worst part was he was OK with that, hopes and ambitions by Shweta).

I hope Khushi move on (with a partner or without a partner is completely on her) u r just 29 girl, life is just amazing to experience new things and finding love again is not an issue. 4 billion male species r in our globe. Go watch shefali shah's "Once again". It's all about finding love in 40s. Must watch

oh wow lechuarshi. thanks for educating me over this :)

i have been saying this a lot. there is a reason Khushi and Arnav come from extreme backgrounds in this story. it has molded them indeed. and we will keep seeing that throughout the story :) i will def read up more on this for research. Especially on the good girl syndrome because i may be subconsciously writing about something from experience and it may just have a name :) ❤️❤️

thanks for suggesting the stories. i am always on the lookout for good ones!!

@spark, thank you for sharing my story . means a lott!:)

Originally posted by: Pagarg

Hi Arpita,

I got referred to this FF from another forum and it is so beautiful. It is such a poignant story. I couldn't stop reading once I started.

Loved the characterization. amazing.

Thanks for writing it.

Parul

can you please share which forum did you get recommended this from. I haven't posted it anywhere else so just a tad concerned :)

Originally posted by: ranogill

Hi Arpita, please can you give me link to your another stories. After long time it is pleasure to read your present story which have some rock solid substance

hi rano, if you to my FFs, you can read darmiyaan :)

Wonderful Chapter. In his mind Arnav was detaching himself from Khushi from last few months. Instead of taking to Khushi honestly and clearly he made up his mind that Khushi is not happy with him. On top of that Lavanya episode happened.

. But I am still thinking about morning after. How come Lavanya was naked and Arnav had boxer on. Was he conscious enough to put boxer on or they were drunk enough not to complete actual sexual intercourse. One more question is how come Lavanya has not protected herself as she was having so many flings.
Other question how come all those photo where Arnav was kissing Lavanya. Was he feeling Lavanya if she was telling truth. Because we know that he had established with Lavanya that he is not marrying her and now he already brought Khushi back in his life ..

For all these answers we will have to wait for next chapters but one thing is sure that if Lavanya is really pregnant the Arnav will be more gutted. Awesome writing Arpita. Love it .

Shit shit.. U know what Arpita, I have a discussion about that pregnancy angle with one of my friend in this forum(real life) after I read the whole story. Apparently after suggesting this story, she went for her trecking trip in Heidschnukenweg and told me "u have to have to read this story then u will understand lol but it was too muck for her happy soul “. As if I am an old soul🤢. I am not very active in discussion because, like many of the readers I don't understood How and Why? But as a late reader I missed many updates and discussions here r top level 😆and felt this emotionally gripping sensation over my body and I can't give u lots of Gaalis for this masterpiece writerji so I gave my bashing to the one who suggest me this story. Spark aka my Pri. She told me that La might me preggo and abort it(Mana would make it happen anyway😏) or not in worst case scenario and I laughed it off. She was right damn it.

I don't know may be she discussed it here, but affair and pregnancy accompanied with it was sour topic in our group of friends. It trigger the worst in our mind because we saw the devastation that caused to our friends group. The guy was my chuddy buddy and his wife was Pri's (4 friends from guy side and 2 frm girls side and we form a solid gang for a decade). The devastation it caused ripped our 2 decade old friendship and everything relate to his family drama. two ladies(wife and girlfriend) pregnant with his. Worst part is he married that girlfriend. (MF Had the audacity to invite us friends to his 2nd wedding drama with his ready to pop girl friend WTF) .The ex-wife in question is simply a super woman, she abort it, although it did take 2 years for her to come out the depression but moving to Hyderabad did wonders. May the trauma leads many of us to develop trust in relationships too. I moved to Europe, Pri too moved abroad and many of us in the group did the same as some sort of escape because even our parents stopped pestering us for marriage.

So they r grieving parents and Arnav obviously ask for abortion and La too although in her mind of mind want that baby but she too opt for that. That grief gripped her emotionally because it is the baby of the man she obsessed with. ( sorry to say but she might have had many abortion in past too) and Arnav supported her in that time, because two to make a tango. About the ONS, La surely took advantage of the situation, even he repeatedly told her to call for the car. Drink mixed with roofie aka date rape drug caused the hallaboo (whom to blame obviously Arnav and his habit). I don't care about La, she is a manipulative and opportunist and she remind me of that vamp. I heard interview of Akshay and John lately, they stopped all this partying and drinking in bollywood after their marriage. Many married one follows the same Shahid too lately. They did drugs, drink and tons of sex in their prime but they knew the aftereffects once u have family, it is not that good to be anywhere near this circus.

But the underlined question here. Does Khushi deserve this? Nope, absolutely not. Why not in hell he opt for therapy. I understood when arnav said he is not into this baby thing even I am not and I made my mind around it. Society and it's norm of the main purpose of woman is giving birth just gave me headache, then purpose of men would be sowing his seeds in every hole in that logic 😈. Why didn't arnav go for vasectomy? Question to Arpita. If he was very sure of not having a baby in future too he should have gone for vasectomy. Irony, many men don't do it in our society. Even if he got 4 kids in first wife, the wife would be the one who follows the sterilisation process (it is worst thing to do to ur partner especially female operation is life threatening and complicated. On the other hand 15 min local Anästhesie and boom male surgery done. why not the male specimen do that?) if they part away in future, he will get chance to breed again but not the woman. Fu#k the system.

Originally posted by: ranogill

Wonderful Chapter. In his mind Arnav was detaching himself from Khushi from last few months. Instead of taking to Khushi honestly and clearly he made up his mind that Khushi is not happy with him. On top of that Lavanya episode happened.

. But I am still thinking about morning after. How come Lavanya was naked and Arnav had boxer on. Was he conscious enough to put boxer on or they were drunk enough not to complete actual sexual intercourse. One more question is how come Lavanya has not protected herself as she was having so many flings.
Other question how come all those photo where Arnav was kissing Lavanya. Was he feeling Lavanya if she was telling truth. Because we know that he had established with Lavanya that he is not marrying her and now he already brought Khushi back in his life ..

For all these answers we will have to wait for next chapters but one thing is sure that if Lavanya is really pregnant the Arnav will be more gutted. Awesome writing Arpita. Love it .

Ohh I fast read the morning after part and missed he was in his boxers.

I was telling to puja the other day that he might not have done complete act but being there or even kissing and making out might mean for him, he has done the deal.

Is the part of him partially clothed another one we need to guess about Arpita 🤣 . To make theories

I still feel it was a perfect plan of Manali and/or lavanya. The pregnancy too I feel is fake. In this chapter Arnav doesn't seem to hate Manali,just doesn't like her much. But in the previous chapters he seems to have developed a particular hatred for her. He asks her whether lavanya is in the plan to public his divorce news, does that mean he knew or suspected about their earlier plans too?