
Rating: 3 stars🌟🌟🌟
Writing: 🌟🌟🌟
Hero: 🌟
Heroine: 🌟🌟🌟🌟
Cliffhanger
Genre: Dark obsession romance
Possible Triggers: SA, Stockholm syndrome, stalking, human trafficking, torture, mentions of suicide, attempted suicide and PTSD
POV: Third person
In my mind, this was already 5 stars initially because the previous books were so freaking good! And I had been so excited to read this one. However, I was just so upset and disappointed at how I didn’t enjoy this book as much as the others.
The books and couples tend to get better in a series as it progresses, but I feel this was a miss in this series.
I’ll start off with the positives, Lyla, Luna. I loved her, she was strong and her story in this world was one that I had been looking forward to. I think I’d fallen in love with her since the first book because of how much Tristan loved her. The love he held for his sister was just so powerful and that transferred over here.
Lyla had been through so much; she has been broken yet she was so strong. I really did enjoy reading the scenes of her healing when she was alone, trying to learn what she likes doing, and discovering parts of herself that she never got to explore. Despite everything, you’d think one would become bitter. That was not Lyla. She was gentle and kind. She still loved. I wish we had read more of her healing with a gentler side to the Shadowman than the one that had been portrayed here. The intimate scenes between them and trying to re-create scenes and replacing them with HIM does not make it better. He should’ve shown her another side to intimacy.
Lyla should’ve had the choice. She has never had that since she’d been kidnapped. So she should have had the choice of choosing Shadowman. This decision was made for her by the Shadowman instead. He cocooned her in a palace with him being the one to save and being the only safety net and only when she’d become dependent and fallen in love did he let her know about the fact that she’d had a brother who was searching for her. He didn’t give her information because he used that as leverage to keep her hanging on, but Lyla did ask a really good question. What if she’d held on to life because she had something to look forward to?
Another positive are some of the dialogues and narrative that were really great and I wish I had read a better love story between the two than the one we got. Because these dialogues and narratives were swoon-worthy. I love heroes that are obsessive and will burn down anyone who hurts the heroine.
“If there was any love in this world of mine, Lyla, it would be you.”
“You’re the oxygen that feeds my flames—without you, my existence is questionable.”
“I think I’m in love with you.” He brushed his nose against hers, his eyes soft on her.
“I know that you are.”
Not only did he know she liked the cute bottles, but he was giving her options to try. Again. He was giving her the chance to experiment and see what she liked.
Now coming to Shadowman.
I was sorely disappointed in his character. It did not make sense. He was supposed to be the obsessed, possessive hero who will burn the world down for her. I presumed, he'd be similarly like Dante. You know crazily in love with his obsession and burn everyone who touches her etc. The Shadowman was not even close to any of the other heroes.
When it came to being there when she really needed it, he was not there. Instead, he watched what was uploaded to bait him. He was just unlikeable. The way he dealt with a victim of SA was so not IT. There only thing I liked was the roses and notes he had left for her. I did want to read more of that side and with Lyla we should’ve seen more of that side to him. She comes with a background of trauma, she had been kidnapped when she’d been young and has been through so much so he should’ve handled her with more care. He should’ve helped her heal. The sexual healing was irresponsible and it just didn’t work for me.
Her heart, desperate for affection from him, wanted nothing more than to believe them, to believe the narrative he was spinning for her. But she had dealt with him for too long, she knew he was a master of manipulation and he knew which strings to pull for her, since she was an easy puppet.
He was also too selfish. He knew how crazily Tristan was searching for his sister and how she had a family who could’ve been there for her, but he didn’t take that into account. Instead, like a selfish prick, he dropped morsels of hints to Morana to figure out and coming a step closer to Lyla. He had known about her for 6 years and not once in those 6 years had he tried to save her. He’s the Shadowman, the untouchable, he’d known dark secrets about the syndicate, and knew how they operated. He was the one who’d come close to them and even killed some of them, yet somehow he couldn’t take her away until she’d been violated and broken beyond repair. It does not make sense.
“Touch her and you die,” he remarked quietly. “Touch her worse, die worse. It’s a simple thing, isn’t it? I don’t know why you didn’t understand it.”
These dialogues were what I wanted. I wanted him to come for her before she was tormented and broken. He just should have been there. And the fact that there's no actual reasoning as to why he couldn't be there didn't make sense. The few dialogues that were sprinkled across the book was fantastic. I just wish this couple had worked for me and the Shadowman was created better.
The story had so much potential, I was so excited for this because all the books, the relationships that developed through the series were all because of Luna Caine. This one had so much third person pov narrative rather than scenes and dialogues, so I felt it had dragged and it took me 5 days to complete rather than the 1-2 days that it takes.
I wanted to read the union between Luna, Tristan and Xander. I hope the final book comes out soon. I do want to see Tristan beat the living shit out of Shadowman because that is the least he deserved. He knew the power Tristan, Dante and even Alessandro/Alpha held and instead of taking their help to storm the castle and bring down the empire, he watched and bided his time. The 3 stars rating is just for Lyla.
Where she loved him with all her light, he possessed her with all his shadows.
“I had this house built for you. You'll always have a place to go that is only yours.”
“If you ever choose another, make sure you kill me first. Because I—” he bent to whisper against her lips “—will annihilate the fcking world before I let you go.”