Originally posted by: RSBS
It's not because of Arylie it is triggering, rather it's for Imlie's mistrust to ASR during the ritualš. More than anything in life, I can't trust any relation of my life, because I know they just want me dead, by hook or by crook.........I know my whole family don't love me or trust mešš, instead they make me feel shit in front of whole world, disrespects me out of every matter, calls me lier, thief, even don't stop calling me playgirl (even though I don't have a single lover till date), don't even understand my condition, that I am illš....at the end of day, I act like fool, smile in front of everyone and accept every disrespectful words with a thank you.......but, when I am alone, it kills me mentally....... Physical pains can be erased by medicines, but mental pain remains, I can't sleep properly, not a single day in my 20 years, so, I know, if Aryan was in reality he would break, he would have sleepless nights, he will feel pain in brain and heart, and I can't see other people going through same torture like meš. So I am just going out of my mindšš.