Originally posted by: RSBS
It's not because of Arylie it is triggering, rather it's for Imlie's mistrust to ASR during the ritual🙁. More than anything in life, I can't trust any relation of my life, because I know they just want me dead, by hook or by crook.........I know my whole family don't love me or trust me😓😓, instead they make me feel shit in front of whole world, disrespects me out of every matter, calls me lier, thief, even don't stop calling me playgirl (even though I don't have a single lover till date), don't even understand my condition, that I am ill🙁....at the end of day, I act like fool, smile in front of everyone and accept every disrespectful words with a thank you.......but, when I am alone, it kills me mentally....... Physical pains can be erased by medicines, but mental pain remains, I can't sleep properly, not a single day in my 20 years, so, I know, if Aryan was in reality he would break, he would have sleepless nights, he will feel pain in brain and heart, and I can't see other people going through same torture like me🙁. So I am just going out of my mind😓😓.