When was on 11th standard my aunty told me gayu if have weight you can't get married, myself nor my parents always wanted me to study well, be in job, take care of myself, stand on my legs first then only marriage. Always seen a couples who lived for society and for kids so these two incidents affected was deep inside me always. After engagement we had three months to marriage, I still remember the evening on the beach five days before marriage when my husband asked you don't believe anything much I said all these fears to him, he holded my shoulder and said gayatherry u are the best gift to me after my mom and sister , you are special person to me and always will be. I asked him how you know so much about me on this three months, because he said everything right and i could not hold myself , didn't give a damn it's beach, That's the first time I hugged him and cried on his shoulders because I was so frightened of marriage and have these fears inside me. He holded me like a kid and He is still a same person but every anniversary when I see him I still couldn't able to believe the destiny.
When I watched pallavi all these emotions was flooding on me .she felt mocked about her character and looks. Always running for a family. Amma said right she never shows her pain outside instead smile. When I see this pallavi I was so happy for her because this is what every women on the world deserved. Respect, love and freedom. I know always so much negativity surface of her but I always cherish her and thought to share it with you guys today. Thank you for bearing my rant.