So deviyo aur sajjano(if any) ladies and gentlemen(if any) as you all know me i'm crazy anna fan and alwasy jumping here in anna's favour but today i'm here for work which I never thought i would do any time ever but after today episode as i can't avoid my temptation for var savitri puja i want in upcomig episode so i finally penned down something very long, mixed as hindi english so as my greeting also had mix languages to get actual feel. I know i'm worst at writing and this will turn like havoc for some of you, so all your virtual tamatoes, eggs, chappal, shoes, even rolloing pin, broom whatever you want to throw at me, welcome to you. 🤣 I'm too self-attested beshram like anna so welcome your gaalis (mai hawa filter kr degi you don't worry, throw with full dil kholke😆)
AB baketi band kam shuru so here we with part 1:
It's been a month they are Mr.and Mrs Rao now and things started settling between them with each passing day.One random morning in their room yes it's officially their room as now they are sharing same room without pest control, Pahlavi is in hurry as always and and trying hard to find something in her wardrobe, she opened drawer and drag some file while one little black diary took her attention, and she took in hurry and comes down to hand over file to Ms, Krishna and say her bye. As she is Mrs. Raghav Rao now so no worries for any housework her curious mind blink for something as she remembered raghav snatching same dairy from her hands once stating it's my personal one. And here comes hisab barabar most famous term of Mrs. Rao to settle with husband for reading her diary without her concern.As she opened a very first page of dairy she got mesmerised on seeing a handmade embroider cloth was sticked on page with bright pink colour stating "raghav loves amma" with broad yellow sunflower smilie.
And her smiles goes on and on while she was keep turning pages after after pages as all his happy memories trail is moving in front of her happily teary eyes. hushhhh....who are you Mr. raghav (kaun ho tum raghav?)Did I really know you?she closed her eye with tears flowing through her eyes continuously but her face had wide smile like she got to know about some biggest happy secret of her life. She wiped her teares and kept the dairy in drawer and just left the room with that same broad smile and reached the most overwhelming place of RR mansion the flower garden in backyard.
First time in her life she is feeling like butterfly in the those lovely colourful flowers in the garden and yes she went to a pond near and set her feet inside water with her dreamy face..ishhh the word slipped from her rosy lips with touch of cold water and she sat there for while while remembering every happy memory of her husband and said " koi etna khush kaise ho skta hai o bhi etni chhoti choti khushiyon se" a lonely tear again dropped from her eye end with slight caressing smile.
Pallavi monologue -
ye pani kuch der pehle kitna thanda tha lga tha brdasht hi nhi hoga but ab dekho vakt ke sath sabkuch thik ho gya, ab yha se chalne ka hi man nhi ho rha.Shayad thik kehte hai sb kuch vakt do toh zindagi bhi normal ho hi jati hai bilkul is paani ki tarah,she was all smiling.Tum sach kehte ho raghav tum aur mai ek jaise hi toh hai bs fark etna hai tum apna gussa duniya pe jatake khatm kr dete ho aur apni khushiya samet ke apne pas rkhlete ho aur mai gusse ko apne pas dabake rkhti hu aur khushiya unhe toh mai kbhi smet ke rakh hi nhi payi. Tumse pehle kabhi kaha nhi maine par ye sach hai jb se tumse mili hu har bar kuch naya sikha hai maine aur aaj bhi tumse jindagi ek sabse khubsurat chij sikhi hai apni khushiya khud ke pas smet ke rkhna, duniya se churake. Thank you pyaar se Mr ghamandi cute raghav rao. She laughed with extreme happiness and hits her head with her right hand all giggling.
She was heading back inside home with her thoughts going on shayad amma sach kehti hai jo gujar gaya hai hume use badal nhi skte lekin hum apna aaj jarur vaisa bna skte hai jaisa hum chahte hai, bs kmi hai toh ek koshish ki. past ke sath hum aage nhi badh skte per present ke sath hum o yade bna skte hai jo hum chahte hai. Shayad sach kehte hai log agar niyat sachhi ho toh zindagi hume dobara chance jarur deti hai aur shayad meri zindagi ne bhi mujhe ek chance fir diya hai raghav k roop me ki mai bhi apne liye khushiya jod saku jo maine aajtak kbhi jutae hi nhi. But ab aur nhi bss bhot hua ab mai apne liye jina chahti hu, khush hona chahti hu, dekhna chahti hu zindagi apne liye khush hoke kaise lgti hai.She stopped with all smiling and strong determined looked on her face with shatrapati shivaji maharaj bgm and said, shivaji maharaj kehte hai "When you start loving your goals by all your heart and mind, then from the grace of Goddess Bhawani, you will surely get the victory. haan mai bhi apni khushiyon ke liye ab khud se koshish karungi aur un khushiyon ko apne liye samet ke rahungi.(yes i can 😊) She was all happy like on cloud 9 smiling with all her heart out and run towards the kitchen with some thoughts in mind.
She was remembering her departure to kolhapur and raghav's promises saying i want to give you all happiness bus ek mauka de do mujhe. Mai tumhari zindahi me etne rang bhar dega ki tum dukh ko kbhi yad nhi kr payega and suddenly she stopped looking out from window. She saw bargad(baniyan tree) at their garden and remember her husbands words about vat savitri vrat for him and little smile made her way again across her lips, but suddenly she gets sad she remember the day of vat savitri in deshmukh nivas after were aae nand kaku got all ready with heavy shringar and suhagan thalis while she was in her room sadly wiping her tears bcz kaku asked her not to comes near puja vidhi goods as she sulochna called her apshaguni who eaten up her husband just after wedding.Those harsh words she was holding in her heart and wiping her tears while looking at all ladies outside home who dressed up well and going for vat savitri pujaan, she murmured looking at them "maine aise bhi kya galati ki thi bappa ki apne mujhe en khushiyon se humesha ke liye dur kr diya, shayad kaku thik kehti hai mai hu hi apshaguni, esiliye mare pas koi khushi nhi tik pati."..and her flashback end with one heavy tear passed a face, she came in her sense and with determined look she wiped her tear with smile and said bs pallavi ab bhot hua, bhot ro liya naseeb ke sath, pr ab aur nhi ab mujhe meri khushiya bnane se koi nhi rok skta aur mai apni khushiya samet ke rhungi es bar, koi chance nhi dungi kismat ko ki mere sath khel khel ske...and she happily turns towards wall and saw calendar and happily look at 2 days post date stating it's vat savitri puja.
(.....continue)
ab likho galiya agar galtise kisine padhne ki koshish ki ho toh....
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