Rudhita OS you understand me and SS what was my fault? Updated 10 marc

Her heart skipped a beat as he approached near her closing the door.. she tried to force a smile but her nervousness grew more and more. he stood near her and bent a bit reaching her ear.. shadi mubarak ho my love he said.. 'apko bhi' she managed to reply in a very low tone.. 'hmmmmm' he hummed with a satisfied smile.. "aur ab?" he questioned understanding her nervousness... bondita couldnt lift her gaze from the ground so she continued to do so... anirudh came more near decreasing the gap between to an inch.. "nervous?" he asked with a mischief smile.. bondita closed her eyes..first nodded her head as no then immediately as yes.. anirudh smiled and lifted her in his arms in less than a second.." itna kyu darr rahi ho.. humara kmra ek hua hai bas aur zyada kuch nhi bdla hai" said anirudh.. reminding bonditha of whole 5 years they spent feeling for each other but not letting it know cz they both understood that their marriage was not mutual consent but a forced one by the situations .. it took a lot of courage for both to understand that eventually they both have developed love for each other equally.

bondita lifted her gaze and looked a him.. "i know how much we both waited for this"

said bondita nearly as a whisper... anirudh smiled and took bondita towards the bed.. he put her down and kissed her cheek, settling down near her.. "relax,I wont do anything without your consent" exclaimed anirudh sliding him self to a comfortable position and securing his hand around her taking her into his embrace and relaxing his head on her shoulder.. "i feel complete now..." he left out a sigh.. bondita looked at him with a genuine smile.. "ek baat poochu?" she asked innocently.. "haan" said him.. " humari to already shadi hogyi thi.. aap ne phr se rasmo mi zidd kyu ki?" asked her... ani smiled and snuggled into her neck making her giggle and blush.. " every man has a dream to see his love as a bride.. when we got married you were a little baby and i had no feelings for you but today you are the only one i care about, my love for you wanted to see you all dressed up as a bride for me.. bride of anirudh Roy choudhary" he said with pride.. "hmmm" hummed her... " will you be upset if i say i am nervous to proceed about today night?" she asked with concern.. " no for me being this close to you is making me feel so happy, and nothing is more important than your comfort abd happiness... we will proceed only when you want" said him with lifting his face.. bondita sighed in relief.. "am i not the luckiest to have a wonderfull partner like you" she said as if all her nervousness has gone.. " we both are lucky to find each other" he cleared... bondita smiled and tapped his head with her hand gently making him sleep peacefully..

Hi guys, well I am not new here but have been a silent reader.. used to follow Rosid have a written a few on them long back but then drifted off slowly as it ended and again started reading rudhita ffs and it has again pushed me to write something hope you all will like it and let me know as well

Will give further update on OS if you guys like it.. thankyou

Originally posted by: Spykie

Hi guys, well I am not new here but have been a silent reader.. used to follow Rosid have a written a few on them long back but then drifted off slowly as it ended and again started reading rudhita ffs and it has again pushed me to write something hope you all will like it and let me know as well

Heyy buddy!! Thanks for deciding to not remain a silent member and come up with such a sweet OS. 😳🤗

I really liked the concept and the premise. Seems like Aniruddh and Bondita came to terms with their feelings 5 years ago, but waited for the right time.

Aniruddh in your OS was very sweet. ❤️

I loved the concept.

Do write more please. 🤗👍🏼

Originally posted by: Doc.love

Heyy buddy!! Thanks for deciding to not remain a silent member and come up with such a sweet OS. 😳🤗

I really liked the concept and the premise. Seems like Aniruddh and Bondita came to terms with their feelings 5 years ago, but waited for the right time.

Aniruddh in your OS was very sweet. ❤️

I loved the concept.

Do write more please. 🤗👍🏼

Thankyou so much for the appreciation

Thankyou so much doc.love for the lovely words.. but seeing less support i didnt feel like writing more but todays episode pushed me to write something today on this special women day, want girls to be an inspiration.. so hope you like this one too

Os

Anirudh walked away in anger after blurting out everything hidden inside him all this days... why did he do this?

ANIRUDH'S POV

What did I do.. what impact will it have on Bondita, but what else could i do.. i wanted her not to have false hopes from me.. i couldnt let her spoil her life behind this idiotic things like other village womens do.. i want her to be independent, brave and a big example for each girl out there.. i want her to be the inspiration every girl will look upon.. but if she gets involved in all this stupid things of husband and wife love crush infatuation she will deviate herself from her main path and I cant let this happen... let her hate me for this.. but I cant let her destroy her future because of me.. I know one day she will understand me and she will forgive me too"

While anirudh walked away a disheartened Bondita slowly walked her way to her room her study table.. caressed all the book kept over there recalling every moment she spent with her Pati Babu.

BONDITA'S POV

what did he just say? What did it mean? I mean nothing to him? What we shared was what? Why is it paining so much in my chest? Why do i feel so heavy? I just started learning what actually love is and he broke my heart.. may be i am the one to be blamed.. he just tried to save my life and i never knew how i landed up here.. from the day everyone told me that now i am married to him my only responsibility is taking care of him and his family and suddenly he says we dont have any valid relation? Then it means how can i live in this house? I cant call anybody here my relative.. they are strangers showing mercy on me.. i dont want to stay here everything is so painfull... why Barister Babu why is it paining so much? Cried Bondita..

Next update tomorrow... waiting for feedbacks

Originally posted by: Spykie

Thankyou so much doc.love for the lovely words.. but seeing less support i didnt feel like writing more but todays episode pushed me to write something today on this special women day, want girls to be an inspiration.. so hope you like this one too

Os

Anirudh walked away in anger after blurting out everything hidden inside him all this days... why did he do this?

ANIRUDH'S POV

What did I do.. what impact will it have on Bondita, but what else could i do.. i wanted her not to have false hopes from me.. i couldnt let her spoil her life behind this idiotic things like other village womens do.. i want her to be independent, brave and a big example for each girl out there.. i want her to be the inspiration every girl will look upon.. but if she gets involved in all this stupid things of husband and wife love crush infatuation she will deviate herself from her main path and I cant let this happen... let her hate me for this.. but I cant let her destroy her future because of me.. I know one day she will understand me and she will forgive me too"

While anirudh walked away a disheartened Bondita slowly walked her way to her room her study table.. caressed all the book kept over there recalling every moment she spent with her Pati Babu.

BONDITA'S POV

what did he just say? What did it mean? I mean nothing to him? What we shared was what? Why is it paining so much in my chest? Why do i feel so heavy? I just started learning what actually love is and he broke my heart.. may be i am the one to be blamed.. he just tried to save my life and i never knew how i landed up here.. from the day everyone told me that now i am married to him my only responsibility is taking care of him and his family and suddenly he says we dont have any valid relation? Then it means how can i live in this house? I cant call anybody here my relative.. they are strangers showing mercy on me.. i dont want to stay here everything is so painfull... why Barister Babu why is it paining so much? Cried Bondita..

Next update tomorrow... waiting for feedbacks

Loved it, buddy!!!🤗 You have explained both their dilemma in such a beautiful and articulate manner. ❤️👏 Very interesting and heart breaking too.

Accha, you know, Aaj miene accidentally check kia apki post tou dekha ke aap ne mujhe mention kia hai. 😳 Thank you buddy. 🤗

Abh next time na 'tag users' wali option se tag ker dena takay mujhe notification mil jaye. 👍🏼❤️

Originally posted by: Spykie

Thankyou so much doc.love for the lovely words.. but seeing less support i didnt feel like writing more but todays episode pushed me to write something today on this special women day, want girls to be an inspiration.. so hope you like this one too

Os

Anirudh walked away in anger after blurting out everything hidden inside him all this days... why did he do this?

ANIRUDH'S POV

What did I do.. what impact will it have on Bondita, but what else could i do.. i wanted her not to have false hopes from me.. i couldnt let her spoil her life behind this idiotic things like other village womens do.. i want her to be independent, brave and a big example for each girl out there.. i want her to be the inspiration every girl will look upon.. but if she gets involved in all this stupid things of husband and wife love crush infatuation she will deviate herself from her main path and I cant let this happen... let her hate me for this.. but I cant let her destroy her future because of me.. I know one day she will understand me and she will forgive me too"

While anirudh walked away a disheartened Bondita slowly walked her way to her room her study table.. caressed all the book kept over there recalling every moment she spent with her Pati Babu.

BONDITA'S POV

what did he just say? What did it mean? I mean nothing to him? What we shared was what? Why is it paining so much in my chest? Why do i feel so heavy? I just started learning what actually love is and he broke my heart.. may be i am the one to be blamed.. he just tried to save my life and i never knew how i landed up here.. from the day everyone told me that now i am married to him my only responsibility is taking care of him and his family and suddenly he says we dont have any valid relation? Then it means how can i live in this house? I cant call anybody here my relative.. they are strangers showing mercy on me.. i dont want to stay here everything is so painfull... why Barister Babu why is it paining so much? Cried Bondita..

Next update tomorrow... waiting for feedbacks

Beautifully written!! A great exploration of both POVs.

No no you are really a good writer. Loved your os.❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thankyou so much everyone

Continuation...

Bondita finally drifted off to sleep near 5 am in the morning after getting tired of crying... whats she felt was only felt by her... who could understand what she was made to feel after spending a whole year dedicated in love for this family who turned out to be no way related to her in real means...

A shadow approached her.. none other then Anirudh... he sat beside her bed watching her.. he had equal tears as hers... he cant fully feel but he knew.. things are not easy for Bondita.. he bowed his head and pressed his palms against each other as if asking for forgiveness... and in a whisper he cried sorry while he tried to suppress his voice to avoid disturbing her and to let her know that he was with her.. but it was unbearable for him to see her so broken that she was mumbling in her sleep.. "maa I am left alone..please take me away" anirudh couldnt take it anymore and he rushed outside her room with continuous tears he settled down near the entrancd and cried keeping his head on his knees... he felt a hand on his shoulder.. he turned around to see who is it.. he gasped as he saw bondita standing there expressionless with deep dark circles and red swollen eyes.. "are you ok?" She asked without any emotions.. Anirudh was scared seeing her...