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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: Ashi3


Sorry Ruhi! I went missing again. Had some work to do.

That sounds great! I would love to read something lighthearted and happy. Please go ahead.

it will take time dear... i just want lighthearted and happy too but for that i want to see PS for some info on her tastes and the bond with everyone...


dont say sorry yar..its ok...

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: ruhi19

it will take time dear... i just want lighthearted and happy too but for that i want to see PS for some info on her tastes and the bond with everyone...


dont say sorry yar..its ok...

Take your time. I'll wait. 😊

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: Ashi3

Take your time. I'll wait. 😊

ok🤗
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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: yrhpk_aus

Very very nicely said Mini

@Bold: you worded it perfectly! Mishti honestly has the barest minimum expectations, she just wants to be loved, cared and accepted heartily by those that she loves in return. Yes, indeed due to her childhood scars and past experiences, she doesn't let people in her inner circle very easily, so if you are that chosen one, you better safeguard it properly. Like Abir said "bharosa gift nahi milta, par mujhe mila Mishti se..aur maine gawaa diya" Abir knows and understands that value of trust hence, felt that immense guilt when he broke that trust that Mishti placed on him. She really did believe in him with her whole self.

absoultely yaar. They're flaws are now confronting one another face on, like Uru said, it's test of their honesty and ability to accept each other completely.#Norunningaway

Originally posted by: LetThereBeLight


Wow actually i too was eager to see your reply to mini post both of you are just amazing yaar.,..

Mishti loves n can go to any extend for him bcoz he became the unexpected expectation of mishti.. remember i said to you how she remember kunal n abirs action before she broke mishkun GD... its like she got what she wanted n she is ready to do anything to keep it with her her airport dialogue "jo mujhe sabse pyaara hai voh mujhe mil payega" when she gave the toy the boys mother was searching..

let me add something which i felt seeing these re run mainly... we can understand this love more by looking at mishti pov actually she doesnt except what she expects from abir after certain time... let me tell some of mishti's words

"bp ne mujhe kudh decision lena seekha hai i cant insult him by depending on you before taking any decision" - mishkun gd breakup

"Family should trust her blindly n understand her without even any explanation" - mishkun gd n email khaand time

her expectation from family or to be precise her life partner she expected this from kunal but then Abir was the one who fulfilled it without even she expecting it... these are the 2 things which made her love abir.... if you notice she tried explaining herself after haldi khaand for each incident when they misunderstand her be it kuhu or varsha or anyone but with abir she never even tried explaining herself n she knew he trusts her blindly that is why even during their break up when he asked why she didnt say the truth about baba to him she rather than explaining first she expected him to understand her... and she decides for both of them without even asking him like be it the not wanting to live alone before breakup, now giving the mandap to kuku, letting kuku get married first, giving them the room, even her confrontation... first she used to have doubts that abir might misunderstand her like the boutique one, haldi as that is what happens with everyone be it kuhu or family they tend to misunderstand her intentions but once she got assurance her expectation from abir was high maybe this is the reason we saw her talking to nannu first before the market incident she expected n believed abir will listen to her but bcoz of his own problems that time it went wrong..

i agree with mini that we should be our first priority n mish is putting others before her but with abir she does have expectation n believes n she has seen too he will protect her when needed like the jungle she arranged all those only for this, he will trust her understand her which she doesnt expect from others... And depending on someone to do things for us is unhealthy but mish depends on abir who she knew will stand by her in everything she does is different this is what everyone expects for someone who can understand us without question...

pata nahi what all i said just seeing the re run i said what came to my mind

Originally posted by: Onyourface


That's a brilliant analysis to mishti's character , I think you decoded most of it

Bold 1 and 2 - don't you feel these two statements are contradictory? I don't agree with the first statement, on the contrary I feel she expects a lot from people around , a constant validation that they won't leave her , that they will accept her the way she is , that's why sometimes she goes out of the way because she wants people to stay back , she has lived that life for some years where she was all lonely, technically no but emotionally yes , so dosent wish to go in those dark years again neither she wants people around her to go there ans spend a lonely life , the helping is her way of giving an assurance to others that don't be afraid , I won't let you suffer alone , I'm there with you....

I know a lot of the extreme reactions she assumes herself on her own like BP getting an heart attack if he gets to know about am rishta, abir getting totally mad at her spying on baba, but she is not wrong is assuming them, if you see from her side, people just left her one by one without giving her proper closures , the ones who adopted her never really tried to explain the big picture even when she became an adult, plus the constant taunts that she comes from a broken family, she doesn't deserve to stay here , she is responsible for 1000% of the miseries , all this leads a low self esteem and confidence beyond a point and that leads to a point where you seek out for the constant assurance and validation and that you deserve to be loved , you deserve to be respected and you deserve to be at this place ....her constant struggle to get a validation becomes a reason for her unhealthiness in relationships , plus mishti is generally a person who has a helping nature she tries to cross oceans for those who have shown no signs of crossing puddles for her , but what she fails to understand is that not all who ask for help are actually seeking out for her help , some are just manipulating her to create a blunder , meenu tops the list smiley36 and some just wish to solve the matters in their own way like kuhu.

She feels so secured with abir , the main reason is her relationship with abir is something she formed out of her own will , she own desire to spend a life with him, to love him beyond infinity , all the other relationships were circumstantial for her , those relationships were formed because some people decided to leave her and that's why some accepted her ...she sees it that way , that's why the constant repayment of ehsaan goes there but with abir , he didnt adopt her , he didn't accept her because someone left her, he loved her because he accepted the kind of girl she is , just the way she is , and he acknowledged that aspects of her personality that somewhere she deeply loved about herself smiley9 and now she is sure he won't leave her, so in truest form vo zidd karna seekh gayi hai smiley4

Bold and italics - and this brilliant part just sums my post smiley27 - she is on the path of a beautiful realisation now, it's her path to be free from all the burden that she was unnecessarily carring on herself for all the years smiley9 and I am so happy and proud of mishti , that this time, meenu constantly asked her to find about the coffee kaand person and inform her first but this time she broke the chain and decided to inform abir first and did that too smiley16

Okay......phewww

Lemme try to explain since I tend to swallow my words a lot because I dnt want to write much............😃

@Pink - I will rephrase my sentence where I said she doesn't have any expectations. She does have expectations but her expectations are more along the lines of how to safeguard herself.

What I meant is mentioned in my previous post which Nandu has also mentioned in her post. She has bare minimum expectations.

Okay I will relate with an example. When Kunal's proposal came for her and during the whole courtship period, what she expected from her life partner was simple practical requirements. She wanted that her life partner would never leave her, is dependable, who will support her wish for independance and would have basic trust in her. She never asked for love nor did she want Kunal to run behind her or pamper her. She tried to get to know Kunal the way he was, or tried to like him the way he was. Even with all her requirements she didn't get offended when Kunal didn't support her when her father's identity came out or when Kunal told her not work. Instead she tried to work on the relationship. Honestly, if you look at it, the kushti courtship had red flags from the beginning. We as viewers could see that their views don't match. Even Mishti could feel it. But she persisted in this relationship. Haan, its true that Abir's intereference also made her confused, with the whole flowers, date and all. But if you look at it as a whole the guy who was in courtship with her was not interested in calling her, or spenting time with her, or didn't try to know her interests, nor was he interested in what kind of person she was. But still she persisted in that relationship because she thought she deserved only that. In fact her thought is skewed because Kunal's treatment of her was her normal. A girl who was abandoned by everyone in her life gets some consideration from her date, like she sends her flowers,arranges a date and saves her from fire, he doesn't abandon her. So, it was okay for her to put up with Kunal ignorance of her. But looking at the bigger picture, don't you think she was settling or compromising because she never experienced anything better.Shouldn't she have the expectation of being treasured by her life partner?? If at all Meenu hadn't planned the chandelier fiasco then she would have got married to Kunal. 🤓

Like Diya said Abir was her unexpected expectation. He gave her what she craved from Kunal. Infact a lot more. He gave her unconditional trust and unconditional love. Infact Nishant was correct in saying(LOL.....I am agreeing with him now😆) that Abir was her addiction. And why wouldn't she be addicted?? If a person came into her life without any obligation, loved her, supported her views, never questioned her , infact even motivated her to fight for her rights, understood her fears, constantly provided validation that he loved her, her family loved her, made her realise that her family was hers. Infact, this was something she never got from anyone in her life.

During lakeside breakup do u remember her saying "tumne mujhe itna pyaar diya ki saari duniya mein bhi naa ho "😒. It was true for her, because in her world nobody gave her that unconditional love. I mean its amazing that a girl who wasn't even sure about love became so sure about someone. From "jab apne hi haat chode de tho haat thaamne ki aadat nahi rahti" to this, the journey was indeed amazing.

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: piyasingh

Same here mini.. I feel like not even talking to anyone since yesterday.😕

True...😆...me tooo.......

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: SheThought



Chal, at least tera mind toh chal raha hai... yahan toh uske bhi waandhe hai 😒


But looks like we all are tired.
Sirf our non-intelligent Koslu is an energizer bunny and is batting on everyone's behalf 😆😆

Hmm.....😆

Arey non intelligent Koslu doesn't have any brains....isliye doesn't get tired ......has energy all the time......🤣

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: Onyourface


Hey parul maasi 🤗🤗 Fikar not , carom ramvanu, juice pivanu majja ni life 😎😎🤗


Jaldi aana non intelligent koslu is waiting 😆

Okay I got half.....😆Ur drinking juice and enjoying life. What is carom ramvanu??😲

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Parul maasi is here btw🤗Aaja faltu koslu aaja maasi ke paas aaja🤗

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Posted: 5 years ago

I have a confession to make - I love you ❤️




Their journey had never been a rosy ride, it has always been a roller coaster ride , the journey from the realisation of love to getting the courage to accept it to finally getting the strength to confess it and then accepting each other as lovers , it has been a complicated but a beautiful journey indeed. Why is it so difficult to realise our own feelings? Why is it so difficult to come on terms with it? Why is it so difficult to accept our own emotions? Why is it so difficult to make others understand our feelings? Why an emotion like fear comes naturally bundled with the emotion of love ? Wish it was as easy as saying - I have a confession to make - I Love You smiley27


It was a happy day for mishbir after a long time, finally it seemed like their efforts paid off, Meenakshi apologised to everyone on how she let her ego come between her sons' emotions, how she is finally accepting kuku rishta, how last night the fear of losing abir changed her , last night changed something for mishbir too .....

"Excited toh hun, lekin vo maa kal tak itni naraaz thi aur overnight maan gayi , strange kal aur aaj mein aisa kya farak tha"

"Tumhari mom badal gayi abir , kal toofan aaya tha na " when it comes to meenu , mishti loves to be a little passive and who wouldn't, when meenu is in her sweetest avatar , we can't help but just admire

" arey vo meri maa hai, koi mobile ka signal nahi hai ki toofan aaya toh kamzor padh gaya " he knows his mom too well, if only he could explain things openly

"Oh God, I mean kal tum nahi mil rahe the na, toh unhe laga ki unhone tumhe kho diya hai , aise extreme situations mein log badal jaate hai abir " mishti was trying to connect her situation with meenu

"Kal tum bhi toh usi toofan mein thi , tumme kya change aaya ? Kya tumne koi bada decision liya hai ?" Today I will make her speak no matter what

"Aaaa aa main kyun lungi koi decision? " not again not again , he can't initiate this conversation

"Decision mat lo , jawab toh de do , tum mujhe kal toofan mein bachane kyun aayi thi" and she knew today she will have to answer this question , bhaag ke kahan jaogi angry Chorni

Aur surkh ho gaya hai sharam ka gulaal bhi ,

Siddha sa jawab do , siddha tha jawab bhi ,

Jo leech layi tumhe toofan mein mere liye,

Us dosti mein mila tha kya ishq ka khayal bhi?

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Those memories were still fresh in her mind , when time played another game with them, when abir was stuck in a huge cyclone, that's when mishti real feelings surfaced again yes again, just the thought of him being in danger, tbe thought of losing him made her so restless , what if she lost him forever , that night the sight that she saw just pierced her heart, it almost felt like a part of her soul is going away, abir struggling to get out of the car , her struggle to hold his hand , thar broken peice of glass right inside his chest , blood all over his body, it was the scariest night of her life, only she knew how they survived

"Abir please tumhe nahi pata tum kab se so rahe ho , uth jao , mujhe tumhari nazron se painting vali ko dekhna hai " says a restless mishti to abir who was lying on the stretcher in an unconscious state ..those feelings that she kept inside were all out , time doesn't wait for anyone , when he wanted to say , she wasn't ready to hear , when she wants to hear , he couldn't say ....

Isiliye jo kehna hai aaj kaho ,

jo karna hai aaj karo

Kya pata kal vo log na ho ,

Kya pata kal vo mahool na ho ,

Kya pata kal vo kal hi na ho.

FIghting against all odds, she saved him but she was still scared , thinking that he was unconscious , she poured out her feelings holding his hand "Mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki mujhe itna dar lag sakta hai jitna kal laga tha , vo kaanch , tumhari car , agar hum time se nahi nikalte toh, tumhari car blast ho gayi thi , tumhe kuchh ho jaata toh "

"Toh , mishti batao toh , itne kharab mausam mein cyclone se ladh kar , tum mere peeche kyun aayi , is sawal ka jawab dedo aur main tumhe bata dunga meri painting mein kaun hai " ..... his eyes were more intimidating that his words, why this question made her speechless, what is stopping her to accept her feelings.

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"Bade papa ne shaadi ke liye haa kar di "

"Haa ab jaldi se yahan aa jao taaki mein tumhe apni painting vali se milva saku "

Only he knew how long he waited for this moment, the emotional struggle that he went through, from being in denial mode then in confusion then letting the friendship and time take over and then finally finding the right time to espress his real feelings, he still remembers those days when he realized his feelings

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"Bapuji hamesha kehte hai mann se nikli aawaz sidha mann tak pahuchti hai , abir agar maksat sachha ho toh bhagwan bhi madad kar dete hai , ankhein bandh kar ke soch lo , apne aap samajh aa jayega ki kya banana hai" says parul maasi to a confused abir who just didn't knew what could be a perfect masterpiece, shutting away all his thoughts he closed his eyes to make the best painting of his life, he just decided to follow his heart , unknowingly his heart gave him an answer, an answer he wasn't really looking for , or was he ?

Reality struck him hard , surprisingly or shockingly mishti was his muze, and more than that , was she the one he always loved ? He never knew when he started feeling for her , the realisation of love brings different feelings for different people , it's not always a necessarily happy feeling for everyone , for abir it was a mixture of happiness, sadness, confusion, fear, guilt , shock , surprise, all together at once, it was tough to say which emotion overpowered him , he just couldn't say anything, but those tears expressed tons of undefined emotions ..... the only words he remembered then were a warming by bade papa "mishti se dur rahiye" ....and he started rubbing off the colours , he wasn't even sure if his feelings were even morally correct ? Is he really going to follow this path ? Is he ready ? Is he courageous enough to speak? Is she courageous enough to hear ? Is the world ready to bear the consequences? Is this the destiny or is this something against the destiny? If only his life was simpler, if only he could find his answers all at once.

" agar voh dekh leti toh, vo kya karti , pata nahi main kya karta , I just hope jab tak main ghar jaun, vo vapas jaa chuki ho , main usse is waqt face nahi kar sakta " love knocks at our doorstep when we least expect it ....Why ? how much ever he tried to wash his face and clear his thoughts , the vibes aren't really going away , he knows he has to face it one day, he just can't run away, emotions are put to rest , only when they are expressed either through words or otherwise.

"Vo teri dost hai na abir " says naanu

"Ek tum hi toh mere dost ho" says mishti

"Vo aapki dost hai na bhai " says kunal

"Mishti se dur rahiye" says bade papa

"Dost , vo teri dost hai , vo tere bhai ki hone vali wife hai , yeh painting kuch nahi badal sakti kuchh nahi " saying so he makes an attempt to burn the painting, more so an attempt to burn his new found feelings for her but again before he could do so the candles blew off , he knew his boundaries were just confined to friendship , but what he thought as something to be against destiny , who knew that was his only destiny !!

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"Main jaanta hun yeh painting meri zaroorat hai , par vo zaroorat kyun hai , mujhe nahi pata, main jaanta hun is painting ke saath mera gehra rishta hai , lekin yeh rishta kyun hai , mein nahi jaanta, jab tak is sawal ka jawab mein khud nahi dhundh leta mein ise kisi ke saath share nahi kar sakta " this was the phase when he was still coping up with his inner struggles , he wanted to explore the feelings, find his answers, but how , wish he knew the answers beforehand.

"Abir main samajh nahi paa rahi , yeh rishta tumhare liye strength hai ya weakness , tum khush ho ya dukhi ? " she knew there is something that is really bothering her and it has a connection with that painting, she didn't even realise when his troubles became her struggles.

" honestly speaking mein bhi nahi samajh paa raha "

"Agar tumhe yeh sab figure out karne ke liye help chahie toh kya tum mere pass aaoge? "

" main sabse pehle help ke liye tumhare pass aaunga mishti "

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She always knew there is something about the painting that mesmerised her "ghar jaisa, simple sa sidha sadha lekin bohot khoobsurat " the lines just touched her heart, she also knew how important that painting was for him , that's why she didn't mind jumping into the fire to save it , for the world it was just a painting, but only she knew that the painting meant the world to him , sadly she didn't knew she was that world, and he didn't knew how important that world was for him ... a pool of emotions they faced.

Dard tha mere hisse ka , dard se lekin wo guzri, Mere khatir ek ladki aag ke dariye mein utari,

Dil ne kab ka paigaam bheja tha , ab jaa ke vo mila , Benaam thi uljhan seene mein ab jaa ke use naam mila

"Main mishti ke liye aise kab feel karne laga , siddhi siddhi baat thi ulaj kab gayi? Tu is rishtey ka naam dhundh raha tha , ab naam mil gaya toh le nahi paa raha, kya karega abir , yeh rishta tere samajh nahi aa raha , tu dusro ko kaise samjayega ?" that's when his inner voice replied, he imagined mishti his inner voice , he imagines his own advice to take that 1% chance , will he take ? What abir wanted to do was going against a wave , it takes a lot of courage to do so , will he take that big step ? Yes he did , taking his balloons, his signs of destiny , he finally decides to speak up

Mujhe pata hai waqt galat hai , mujhe pata hai haalat galat hai,

Mujhe pata hai ishq ke tohfon jaise yeh jazbaat galat hai

Phir bhi chandni raaton mein hai ek sawal jo jagta hai

Hai yeh sab itna galat toh pyaar sahi toh pyaar kyun lagta

But everytime he tried to face his reality, the other reality strucked him hard , was he still ready to face the consequences, he thought letting out our feelings can be the easiest thing in the world , when did that become a difficult task for him ?

"Hume is rishtey ko naam de dena chahie mishti , main gordhana ke liye taiyaar hun "

"Kya tum gordhana ke liye taiyaaar ho ?"

"Meri taraf se haa hai "

That's when he realized he is going against the destiny , the two most important people in his life had already taken the decisions themselves , he and his feelings will ruin it all for the three of them....may be his feelings were always meant to stay within , that painting was always meant to be hidden , until one day he saw her diary, he got a glimpse of her feelings , he realised she has unknowingly started feeling for the "person" that actually he was , that wasn't really love but definitely the fondness that she has for the "person"

the kunal that she had imagined was actually abir , once again he tried to share his feelings , and that's why he came back only to realise that mishti and kunal have their own battles to fight , somewhere he was also responsible for the complication,

can he really complicate the already complicated ? Just like he took his own time to realise his feelings, doesn't she deserve the time to realise her own feelings , can he again unknowingly push her in another relationship just because he feels something for her , would he like to repeat the same mistake again ? What if it actually destroys the friendship that they shared , they say time heals everything then let's give some time. Again is this the time to confess his feelings? She wasn't ready and so was he.

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"Abir jab mujhe painting dikhayega toh main kya kahungi " she is going to face a beautiful reality today , she already knew she is the painting vali , she still remembers how accidentally she saw herself as his inspiration , as his love , overwhelming was an understatement to define her emotions...

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As their friendship progressed, mishti's admiration for abir increased , she didn't even knew when she started thinking about him , when he became so important to her that she started following his words., ehe she started liking the time she spent with him , unknowingly he became her go to person ..Day by day her curiosity to solve the "who is painting vali" mystery increased , what was so intriguing about the painting she didn't knew, but every word about the painting vali made her feel connected because of admiration that abir had for her , was she getting jealous? No ways why , why should she get jealous, did she desired to be the painting vali , no no not at all , who said that, when did that happen , but still she wanted to know, was there someone in abir's life who was as important as her , or more than her , oh wait what is she thinking?

One day kuhu decided to run away from the house, mishti knew the situation would worsen and so she decided to meet abir, since abir wasn't picking her calls , she just decided to meet him , staying true to her name and stealing jugnu's uniform , she enters his room only to accidentally see his painting , and that moment her world just froze , she couldn't take her eyes away from that painting .... parul massi's words came true abir ke mann se nikli awaz siddha misbri ke mann tak pahuch gayi.

"Yeh painting , exhibition ka centre peice jisse abir sabse chupa ke rakhna chahta tha " her heart started collecting those memories "Main itna jaanta hun ki uske saath mera bohot gehra rishta hai "

"Vo meri baat kar raha tha .......... abir"

"Abir mujhe pasand karta hai usne meri painting banayi ?? " ..... she said while tears flowing from her eyes , there was so much going within her that moment.

Normally when you know a guy has fallen for you you feel happy ..you jump in joy you dance ...do all crazy things...but mishti .. .. she was just calm , couldn't really find words to express herself , she gets shocked and surprised that actually there is someone who likes her, who is somewhere inviting a future with her , who is accepting her with all her flaws, who isn't trying to change her or expecting anything from her but wants to embrace her just the way she is, is that even possible? can someone really love her like that ? Did he always love her ? Was he talking about her? Was she the one who is sharing the gehra rishta with him , is that true ? She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't realise she left one nishaani, her cinderella shoe at his doorstep! She feels she is not worth it .she is still underconfident about herself...If we go back in the time and analyse her ..we know why she gave such reaction ...imagine a 12 year old girl...who is suppose to enjoy studies make new friends explore hobbies..is suddenly left by her mother, her father who now uses her name to get money from others , a grandmother who has abandoned her without explaining her anything, suddenly the rainbows and butterflies around her just vanished , she was not small to not know what is going on but not big enough either to understand it , imagine the confusion and pain she must have gone through. We can say she could move on but childhood scars aren't easy to forget , when we see back we have wonderful memories of being a child, when mish sees back, she sees only darkness filled with betrayal and pain. Sometimes I believe that the courtship she demanded was not because she is modern n all , but because she knows when a couple breaks off, more than that those two individuals ...those who are dependent on them suffer...

Whar she said to Abir in the car " ki chahne se kya hota hai... vahi hota hai jo kismat mein hai "this shows she somewhere has lost the hope for herself, may be she feels guilty and why wouldn't she.....tell me who openly except for bade Papa and Abir told her that what she did was right...people made her feel she was wrong.. directly or indirectly..just blamed her. May be that's why that moment she felt ..uska kuchh ho nahi skta. ..kuhu ka to ho jaye..ek Insan blame krna bandh krega kam se kam.

That time the feeling of unnecessary guilt had filled the space inside her heart to an extent that she wasn't letting the feeling of love take over , because the heart was already overloaded with other emotions, sadly for her , love had to struggle to make a place for itself. Strange na, both of them realised their feelings of love at the time where there was a huge volcano of emotions that was going inside them !! Oh why is love so complicated ?

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Mishti was nervous at his best , so much that just the thought of going to rv house gave her gud gud sensations in the tummy, kuhu had to literally drag her to get up and get ready , on top of that, Abir and his reactions weren't really helping her , she purposely tried not to look at him , but she could feel his deep brown orbs only and only fixated on her , uffff that wink , isn't he aware about their surrounding, slowly as he started approaching her , she literally felt those goosebumps, and she again runs away, but she knows she can't avoid it for long , the time has arrived when they are finally to accept what they feel for each other ...

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"Nahiiii mishti mere saath chalo" says abir in his deep husky voice with eyes fixed at her , the deadly combination of his deep bright eyes and deep husky voice just froze her , she forgot what she was trying to say , that's the effect he has on her , the world around her just goes blank

"Chalo varna uthana padega !! " he said while trying to pick her up , was that an ultimatum? Was he trying to intimidate her ? Huh.. Where is her magenta I mean brown belt ? She knew where this conversation will go , she knew she is the painting vali, the volcano of nervousness and excitement going on in her heart , It almost felt like her heart is gonna jump out anytime , a part of her was always ready to hear , a part of her was still in denial mode , but as they say don't run away from love , run towards love because there lies your heart , this was the time for the muze to hear from the artist himself

Always being the source of strength, today she was going all weak on her knees , she just couldn't manage to look at that canvas, there was so much that she wanted to say , but just couldn't , but she definitely wanted to hear him out

He came closer , and his next set of words just gave her goosebumps, it was almost like her mind went blank , all she could hear was " jab mein aankhein bandh karta hun toh mujhe sirf uska chehra dikhayi deta hai , meri dil ki har dhadkan sirf usi ka naam leti hai , mere kaano ko sirf uski aawaz sunayi deti hai , uska naam hai ......" with his every word her real feelings started pouring out so much that she still couldn't manage to see him , her emotional volcano of nervousness and excitement was at peak...but before she could address her feelings, her nervous self decided to back out " mat batao mujhse nahi hoga " she said looking at him, those were the only set of words she could manage to speak, saying so she ran away , actually she wasn't running away from him , she was running away from her own self , leaving behind a confused abir, did he cross his line ? Did he say something that he wasn't supposed to ? Did he hurt her ?

Jitna tu jaegi usse durr...Waqt laega tujhe uske utna hi kareeb

Nai Mita paegi chahe koshish karle....kyunki khud rab ne likha hai teri kismat mein ek Rajvansh Ajeeb

As they , when its right, its right, everytime when mishti goes through emotional struggles , she ends up following his words , when she came down, she gave a thought to herself, does she really feel the way he does , that was her moment , distancing herself from all the distractions around her , she just decided to feel his words , she wanted to know who accompanies her thoughts when she is all alone , was she walking or was she letting her heart take the steps ? and then she closed her eyes and hear what he had to say "jab mein aankhein bandh karta hun toh mujhe sirf uska chehra dikhayi deta hai , meri dil ki har dhadkan sirf usi ka naam leti hai , mere kaano ko sirf uski aawaz sunayi deti hai " ... and while his heart echoed his words , all she could see was him and only him and only him , that was her moment , her moment of joy , happiness, overwhelming experience to find someone who she loves and he loves her back " mujhe abir se pyaar ho gaya hai , I love abir " her moment of acceptance , her moment to live, and all this being witnessed by abir himself from the balcony , who was keenly observing her and with her every step of acceptance , came his happiness , his joy, his overwhelming experience to feel the love.

For the first time after a set of struggles , finally the acceptance of love brought them sheer joy and happiness. Finally the artist and his muze came across each other in the real sense.

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Pyaar vo jo uthna sikhaye, girna nahi

Pyaar vo jo taakat bane ,kamzori nahi

Pyaar vo jo asha laaye, nirasha nahi

Pyaar vo jo ibadat bane, nasha nahi

Pyaar vo jo kabhi hasaye kabhi rulaye par zindagi se kabhi thakaye nahi


Edited by Onyourface - 5 years ago
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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: yrhpk_aus

ohh that's a very good point yaar. I guess you could see that the gussa and frustration Abir released out on Mish was more at himself rather than his jealousy or feeling of betrayal by Mishti.

Yes exactly, Abir was ready to listen to Mish when going to meet her, he knew that she would never blurt out the truth so frivolously without a proper reason. Unfortunately, the half-heard conversation and build up emotions got the better of him..and we can't blame him completely - I mean he had literally ruined/sacrificed his entire happiness and future for the sake of Kunal and his reputation, he broke the very thing that gave him the whole word worth of love and happiness, just for the sake of "this birth truth" that had to be hidden. Now that same exact reason, that same truth has abruptly come out (without any warning to him) and shook his world to the core again. Remember, Abir had also just convinced Parul that they should reveal the truth, it's about time...so he obviously had a plan and knew how to let Kunal easy down to the truth but here everything flipped upside down!

Originally posted by: LetThereBeLight

Ohh mini i think this is one common factor we both agree with that it was more of mish choosing nannu over him was his anger in market smiley36 its like he was angry on self that he lost mishti to someone else it was clear from the way he was so angry during the every market meet of them... he himself agreed naa that he was affected by nannu n her closeness... he trusts mishti n knew she wont say such a thing to kunal without a reason but the reason he refused to hear her out was bcoz she chose nannu over him first n then came to him literally he mentioned her as nannu girlfriend n didnt let her speak the anger was there bcoz of not able to tell rectify what went wrong in the way he wanted as he was ready to say truth to kunal himself n he was ready to mend their relationship(mishbir) too but seeing this he lost that hope too thats the main reason...


Originally posted by: Onyourface

True she needs to believe in herself firdt....and not give in to negative assumptions 😆


Hahaha 🤣 Tu kitna sahi likhti hai , I really love that, you know mujhe jealousy attack bilkul pasand nahi hai 😆 But kuchh b ho , nishmish had hit a bulls eye 🤣 Abir ke andar ko milke 🔥 lagayi thi , that just gave abir a new boost to fight again against all odds 😆 benba nahi hoti in the middle toh inka hospital mein hi patch up ho jaata but alas

Yes I agree he was more upset with himself, his own stupidity had let her go , he also saw how slowly mishti's priority is nannu and not him , that pinched him a lot , and his girlfriend dialogue also came because of that 😆 but I don't think so in the market scene that was the main matter , it became one at a later point of arguement for sure

When abir was chasing kunal on roads , he was talking to himself that how mish knew everything already then why didn't she inform him first at that time ,he could have handled things better then , he could have found a better solution if given some time , remember he had planned to reveal the secret to kunal, he was on his way, the way the truth came out , it just ruined everything plus his whole sacrifice went into a waste if mishti already knew before ...so this thought was always there , he wanted to meet her because he had few questions from his side too which he wanted mishti to answer, yes he knew her and he knew mishti wouldn't do it purposely but now she has done , she is supposed to answer some questions... nannu's presence in the whole scenario just diverted his mind in the ongoing arguement, the main reason was still kunal, that's what I think 😆


I agree with nandu and diya on this


Arey.....yaar🤣.....diya ne meri same likha hain.......and I agree with her.

You guys think Abir is some self less soul.....par utna bhi nahi hain.....he was thinking about himself more than Kunal. I mean I agree that he was confused about how Mishti knew the truth,why didn't she tell him and why she told Kunal now?? Yeh sab uske dimaag mein thaaa.....but he was willing to talk it out with Mishti and maybe try to get back with her. But when he saw Mish and Nannu he lost his hope as diya said. And the whole convo was misleading. He thought mishti revealed the truth to Kunal because he tried to come between her and Nannu or tried to verbally abuse them. In his mind if Mishti still loved him she would have tried to handle the situation without revealing Kunal's birth truth, beacause it would indirectly hurt Abir also. But she revealed it for some petty issue about Nannu. His mind decoded it as her priority has shifted from him to Nannu. He felt betrayed. He lost it and lashed out at her. I mean look at the dialogues he said, do you think Abir would ever think such thoughts about Mishti....he said she was selfish, you got a boyfriend who would never hear anything against you, I hate the fact that I love you......🤣


I know its irrational, but emotions toh aise hi haina. Lol.....believe it or not he wasn't focused on Kunal even if the argument was about that. He was sulking that Mishti didn't prioritise him🤣......I know it sounds kiddish but he is a kid when it comes to her.


@bold - 🤣🤣Lol......I was prepared to beat Abir with a danda when I saw the segment, but episode dekhke I was laughing, Mishti ko bura laga it was there, but Abir ko usse zyada jali.......🤣I was thinking about his dialogue during breakup where he wished for someone else in her life....🤣he got his reality check.....he couldn't bear it when he actually saw his wish coming true infront of him 🤣

I have done my fair share of sulking and lashing out with something else instead of revealing the real reason......toh I can relate to Abir in that. 🤣



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Edited by Mimzy - 5 years ago

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Posted: 5 years ago

Originally posted by: Onyourface

I have a confession to make - I love you ❤️




Their journey had never been a rosy ride, it has always been a roller coaster ride , the journey from the realisation of love to getting the courage to accept it to finally getting the strength to confess it and then accepting each other as lovers , it has been a complicated but a beautiful journey indeed. Why is it so difficult to realise our own feelings? Why is it so difficult to come on terms with it? Why is it so difficult to accept our own emotions? Why is it so difficult to make others understand our feelings? Why an emotion like fear comes naturally bundled with the emotion of love ? Wish it was as easy as saying - I have a confession to make - I Love You smiley27


It was a happy day for mishbir after a long time, finally it seemed like their efforts paid off, Meenakshi apologised to everyone on how she let her ego come between her sons' emotions, how she is finally accepting kuku rishta, how last night the fear of losing abir changed her , last night changed something for mishbir too .....

"Excited toh hun, lekin vo maa kal tak itni naraaz thi aur overnight maan gayi , strange kal aur aaj mein aisa kya farak tha"

"Tumhari mom badal gayi abir , kal toofan aaya tha na " when it comes to meenu , mishti loves to be a little passive and who wouldn't, when meenu is in her sweetest avatar , we can't help but just admire

" arey vo meri maa hai, koi mobile ka signal nahi hai ki toofan aaya toh kamzor padh gaya " he knows his mom too well, if only he could explain things openly

"Oh God, I mean kal tum nahi mil rahe the na, toh unhe laga ki unhone tumhe kho diya hai , aise extreme situations mein log badal jaate hai abir " mishti was trying to connect her situation with meenu

"Kal tum bhi toh usi toofan mein thi , tumme kya change aaya ? Kya tumne koi bada decision liya hai ?" Today I will make her speak no matter what

"Aaaa aa main kyun lungi koi decision? " not again not again , he can't initiate this conversation

"Decision mat lo , jawab toh de do , tum mujhe kal toofan mein bachane kyun aayi thi" and she knew today she will have to answer this question , bhaag ke kahan jaogi angry Chorni

Aur surkh ho gaya hai sharam ka gulaal bhi ,

Siddha sa jawab do , siddha tha jawab bhi ,

Jo leech layi tumhe toofan mein mere liye,

Us dosti mein mila tha kya ishq ka khayal bhi?

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Those memories were still fresh in her mind , when time played another game with them, when abir was stuck in a huge cyclone, that's when mishti real feelings surfaced again yes again, just the thought of him being in danger, tbe thought of losing him made her so restless , what if she lost him forever , that night the sight that she saw just pierced her heart, it almost felt like a part of her soul is going away, abir struggling to get out of the car , her struggle to hold his hand , thar broken peice of glass right inside his chest , blood all over his body, it was the scariest night of her life, only she knew how they survived

"Abir please tumhe nahi pata tum kab se so rahe ho , uth jao , mujhe tumhari nazron se painting vali ko dekhna hai " says a restless mishti to abir who was lying on the stretcher in an unconscious state ..those feelings that she kept inside were all out , time doesn't wait for anyone , when he wanted to say , she wasn't ready to hear , when she wants to hear , he couldn't say ....

Isiliye jo kehna hai aaj kaho ,

jo karna hai aaj karo

Kya pata kal vo log na ho ,

Kya pata kal vo mahool na ho ,

Kya pata kal vo kal hi na ho.

FIghting against all odds, she saved him but she was still scared , thinking that he was unconscious , she poured out her feelings holding his hand "Mujhe pata hi nahi tha ki mujhe itna dar lag sakta hai jitna kal laga tha , vo kaanch , tumhari car , agar hum time se nahi nikalte toh, tumhari car blast ho gayi thi , tumhe kuchh ho jaata toh "

"Toh , mishti batao toh , itne kharab mausam mein cyclone se ladh kar , tum mere peeche kyun aayi , is sawal ka jawab dedo aur main tumhe bata dunga meri painting mein kaun hai " ..... his eyes were more intimidating that his words, why this question made her speechless, what is stopping her to accept her feelings.

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"Bade papa ne shaadi ke liye haa kar di "

"Haa ab jaldi se yahan aa jao taaki mein tumhe apni painting vali se milva saku "

Only he knew how long he waited for this moment, the emotional struggle that he went through, from being in denial mode then in confusion then letting the friendship and time take over and then finally finding the right time to espress his real feelings, he still remembers those days when he realized his feelings

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"Bapuji hamesha kehte hai mann se nikli aawaz sidha mann tak pahuchti hai , abir agar maksat sachha ho toh bhagwan bhi madad kar dete hai , ankhein bandh kar ke soch lo , apne aap samajh aa jayega ki kya banana hai" says parul maasi to a confused abir who just didn't knew what could be a perfect masterpiece, shutting away all his thoughts he closed his eyes to make the best painting of his life, he just decided to follow his heart , unknowingly his heart gave him an answer, an answer he wasn't really looking for , or was he ?

Reality struck him hard , surprisingly or shockingly mishti was his muze, and more than that , was she the one he always loved ? He never knew when he started feeling for her , the realisation of love brings different feelings for different people , it's not always a necessarily happy feeling for everyone , for abir it was a mixture of happiness, sadness, confusion, fear, guilt , shock , surprise, all together at once, it was tough to say which emotion overpowered him , he just couldn't say anything, but those tears expressed tons of undefined emotions ..... the only words he remembered then were a warming by bade papa "mishti se dur rahiye" ....and he started rubbing off the colours , he wasn't even sure if his feelings were even morally correct ? Is he really going to follow this path ? Is he ready ? Is he courageous enough to speak? Is she courageous enough to hear ? Is the world ready to bear the consequences? Is this the destiny or is this something against the destiny? If only his life was simpler, if only he could find his answers all at once.

" agar voh dekh leti toh, vo kya karti , pata nahi main kya karta , I just hope jab tak main ghar jaun, vo vapas jaa chuki ho , main usse is waqt face nahi kar sakta " love knocks at our doorstep when we least expect it ....Why ? how much ever he tried to wash his face and clear his thoughts , the vibes aren't really going away , he knows he has to face it one day, he just can't run away, emotions are put to rest , only when they are expressed either through words or otherwise.

"Vo teri dost hai na abir " says naanu

"Ek tum hi toh mere dost ho" says mishti

"Vo aapki dost hai na bhai " says kunal

"Mishti se dur rahiye" says bade papa

"Dost , vo teri dost hai , vo tere bhai ki hone vali wife hai , yeh painting kuch nahi badal sakti kuchh nahi " saying so he makes an attempt to burn the painting, more so an attempt to burn his new found feelings for her but again before he could do so the candles blew off , he knew his boundaries were just confined to friendship , but what he thought as something to be against destiny , who knew that was his only destiny !!

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"Main jaanta hun yeh painting meri zaroorat hai , par vo zaroorat kyun hai , mujhe nahi pata, main jaanta hun is painting ke saath mera gehra rishta hai , lekin yeh rishta kyun hai , mein nahi jaanta, jab tak is sawal ka jawab mein khud nahi dhundh leta mein ise kisi ke saath share nahi kar sakta " this was the phase when he was still coping up with his inner struggles , he wanted to explore the feelings, find his answers, but how , wish he knew the answers beforehand.

"Abir main samajh nahi paa rahi , yeh rishta tumhare liye strength hai ya weakness , tum khush ho ya dukhi ? " she knew there is something that is really bothering her and it has a connection with that painting, she didn't even realise when his troubles became her struggles.

" honestly speaking mein bhi nahi samajh paa raha "

"Agar tumhe yeh sab figure out karne ke liye help chahie toh kya tum mere pass aaoge? "

" main sabse pehle help ke liye tumhare pass aaunga mishti "

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She always knew there is something about the painting that mesmerised her "ghar jaisa, simple sa sidha sadha lekin bohot khoobsurat " the lines just touched her heart, she also knew how important that painting was for him , that's why she didn't mind jumping into the fire to save it , for the world it was just a painting, but only she knew that the painting meant the world to him , sadly she didn't knew she was that world, and he didn't knew how important that world was for him ... a pool of emotions they faced.

Dard tha mere hisse ka , dard se lekin wo guzri, Mere khatir ek ladki aag ke dariye mein utari,

Dil ne kab ka paigaam bheja tha , ab jaa ke vo mila , Benaam thi uljhan seene mein ab jaa ke use naam mila

"Main mishti ke liye aise kab feel karne laga , siddhi siddhi baat thi ulaj kab gayi? Tu is rishtey ka naam dhundh raha tha , ab naam mil gaya toh le nahi paa raha, kya karega abir , yeh rishta tere samajh nahi aa raha , tu dusro ko kaise samjayega ?" that's when his inner voice replied, he imagined mishti his inner voice , he imagines his own advice to take that 1% chance , will he take ? What abir wanted to do was going against a wave , it takes a lot of courage to do so , will he take that big step ? Yes he did , taking his balloons, his signs of destiny , he finally decides to speak up

Mujhe pata hai waqt galat hai , mujhe pata hai haalat galat hai,

Mujhe pata hai ishq ke tohfon jaise yeh jazbaat galat hai

Phir bhi chandni raaton mein hai ek sawal jo jagta hai

Hai yeh sab itna galat toh pyaar sahi toh pyaar kyun lagta

But everytime he tried to face his reality, the other reality strucked him hard , was he still ready to face the consequences, he thought letting out our feelings can be the easiest thing in the world , when did that become a difficult task for him ?

"Hume is rishtey ko naam de dena chahie mishti , main gordhana ke liye taiyaar hun "

"Kya tum gordhana ke liye taiyaaar ho ?"

"Meri taraf se haa hai "

That's when he realized he is going against the destiny , the two most important people in his life had already taken the decisions themselves , he and his feelings will ruin it all for the three of them....may be his feelings were always meant to stay within , that painting was always meant to be hidden , until one day he saw her diary, he got a glimpse of her feelings , he realised she has unknowingly started feeling for the "person" that actually he was , that wasn't really love but definitely the fondness that she has for the "person"

the kunal that she had imagined was actually abir , once again he tried to share his feelings , and that's why he came back only to realise that mishti and kunal have their own battles to fight , somewhere he was also responsible for the complication,

can he really complicate the already complicated ? Just like he took his own time to realise his feelings, doesn't she deserve the time to realise her own feelings , can he again unknowingly push her in another relationship just because he feels something for her , would he like to repeat the same mistake again ? What if it actually destroys the friendship that they shared , they say time heals everything then let's give some time. Again is this the time to confess his feelings? She wasn't ready and so was he.

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"Abir jab mujhe painting dikhayega toh main kya kahungi " she is going to face a beautiful reality today , she already knew she is the painting vali , she still remembers how accidentally she saw herself as his inspiration , as his love , overwhelming was an understatement to define her emotions...

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As their friendship progressed, mishti's admiration for abir increased , she didn't even knew when she started thinking about him , when he became so important to her that she started following his words., ehe she started liking the time she spent with him , unknowingly he became her go to person ..Day by day her curiosity to solve the "who is painting vali" mystery increased , what was so intriguing about the painting she didn't knew, but every word about the painting vali made her feel connected because of admiration that abir had for her , was she getting jealous? No ways why , why should she get jealous, did she desired to be the painting vali , no no not at all , who said that, when did that happen , but still she wanted to know, was there someone in abir's life who was as important as her , or more than her , oh wait what is she thinking?

One day kuhu decided to run away from the house, mishti knew the situation would worsen and so she decided to meet abir, since abir wasn't picking her calls , she just decided to meet him , staying true to her name and stealing jugnu's uniform , she enters his room only to accidentally see his painting , and that moment her world just froze , she couldn't take her eyes away from that painting .... parul massi's words came true abir ke mann se nikli awaz siddha misbri ke mann tak pahuch gayi.

"Yeh painting , exhibition ka centre peice jisse abir sabse chupa ke rakhna chahta tha " her heart started collecting those memories "Main itna jaanta hun ki uske saath mera bohot gehra rishta hai "

"Vo meri baat kar raha tha .......... abir"

"Abir mujhe pasand karta hai usne meri painting banayi ?? " ..... she said while tears flowing from her eyes , there was so much going within her that moment.

Normally when you know a guy has fallen for you you feel happy ..you jump in joy you dance ...do all crazy things...but mishti .. .. she was just calm , couldn't really find words to express herself , she gets shocked and surprised that actually there is someone who likes her, who is somewhere inviting a future with her , who is accepting her with all her flaws, who isn't trying to change her or expecting anything from her but wants to embrace her just the way she is, is that even possible? can someone really love her like that ? Did he always love her ? Was he talking about her? Was she the one who is sharing the gehra rishta with him , is that true ? She was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't realise she left one nishaani, her cinderella shoe at his doorstep! She feels she is not worth it .she is still underconfident about herself...If we go back in the time and analyse her ..we know why she gave such reaction ...imagine a 12 year old girl...who is suppose to enjoy studies make new friends explore hobbies..is suddenly left by her mother, her father who now uses her name to get money from others , a grandmother who has abandoned her without explaining her anything, suddenly the rainbows and butterflies around her just vanished , she was not small to not know what is going on but not big enough either to understand it , imagine the confusion and pain she must have gone through. We can say she could move on but childhood scars aren't easy to forget , when we see back we have wonderful memories of being a child, when mish sees back, she sees only darkness filled with betrayal and pain. Sometimes I believe that the courtship she demanded was not because she is modern n all , but because she knows when a couple breaks off, more than that those two individuals ...those who are dependent on them suffer...

Whar she said to Abir in the car " ki chahne se kya hota hai... vahi hota hai jo kismat mein hai "this shows she somewhere has lost the hope for herself, may be she feels guilty and why wouldn't she.....tell me who openly except for bade Papa and Abir told her that what she did was right...people made her feel she was wrong.. directly or indirectly..just blamed her. May be that's why that moment she felt ..uska kuchh ho nahi skta. ..kuhu ka to ho jaye..ek Insan blame krna bandh krega kam se kam.

That time the feeling of unnecessary guilt had filled the space inside her heart to an extent that she wasn't letting the feeling of love take over , because the heart was already overloaded with other emotions, sadly for her , love had to struggle to make a place for itself. Strange na, both of them realised their feelings of love at the time where there was a huge volcano of emotions that was going inside them !! Oh why is love so complicated ?

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Mishti was nervous at his best , so much that just the thought of going to rv house gave her gud gud sensations in the tummy, kuhu had to literally drag her to get up and get ready , on top of that, Abir and his reactions weren't really helping her , she purposely tried not to look at him , but she could feel his deep brown orbs only and only fixated on her , uffff that wink , isn't he aware about their surrounding, slowly as he started approaching her , she literally felt those goosebumps, and she again runs away, but she knows she can't avoid it for long , the time has arrived when they are finally to accept what they feel for each other ...

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"Nahiiii mishti mere saath chalo" says abir in his deep husky voice with eyes fixed at her , the deadly combination of his deep bright eyes and deep husky voice just froze her , she forgot what she was trying to say , that's the effect he has on her , the world around her just goes blank

"Chalo varna uthana padega !! " he said while trying to pick her up , was that an ultimatum? Was he trying to intimidate her ? Huh.. Where is her magenta I mean brown belt ? She knew where this conversation will go , she knew she is the painting vali, the volcano of nervousness and excitement going on in her heart , It almost felt like her heart is gonna jump out anytime , a part of her was always ready to hear , a part of her was still in denial mode , but as they say don't run away from love , run towards love because there lies your heart , this was the time for the muze to hear from the artist himself

Always being the source of strength, today she was going all weak on her knees , she just couldn't manage to look at that canvas, there was so much that she wanted to say , but just couldn't , but she definitely wanted to hear him out

He came closer , and his next set of words just gave her goosebumps, it was almost like her mind went blank , all she could hear was " jab mein aankhein bandh karta hun toh mujhe sirf uska chehra dikhayi deta hai , meri dil ki har dhadkan sirf usi ka naam leti hai , mere kaano ko sirf uski aawaz sunayi deti hai , uska naam hai ......" with his every word her real feelings started pouring out so much that she still couldn't manage to see him , her emotional volcano of nervousness and excitement was at peak...but before she could address her feelings, her nervous self decided to back out " mat batao mujhse nahi hoga " she said looking at him, those were the only set of words she could manage to speak, saying so she ran away , actually she wasn't running away from him , she was running away from her own self , leaving behind a confused abir, did he cross his line ? Did he say something that he wasn't supposed to ? Did he hurt her ?

Jitna tu jaegi usse durr...Waqt laega tujhe uske utna hi kareeb

Nai Mita paegi chahe koshish karle....kyunki khud rab ne likha hai teri kismat mein ek Rajvansh Ajeeb

As they , when its right, its right, everytime when mishti goes through emotional struggles , she ends up following his words , when she came down, she gave a thought to herself, does she really feel the way he does , that was her moment , distancing herself from all the distractions around her , she just decided to feel his words , she wanted to know who accompanies her thoughts when she is all alone , was she walking or was she letting her heart take the steps ? and then she closed her eyes and hear what he had to say "jab mein aankhein bandh karta hun toh mujhe sirf uska chehra dikhayi deta hai , meri dil ki har dhadkan sirf usi ka naam leti hai , mere kaano ko sirf uski aawaz sunayi deti hai " ... and while his heart echoed his words , all she could see was him and only him and only him , that was her moment , her moment of joy , happiness, overwhelming experience to find someone who she loves and he loves her back " mujhe abir se pyaar ho gaya hai , I love abir " her moment of acceptance , her moment to live, and all this being witnessed by abir himself from the balcony , who was keenly observing her and with her every step of acceptance , came his happiness , his joy, his overwhelming experience to feel the love.

For the first time after a set of struggles , finally the acceptance of love brought them sheer joy and happiness. Finally the artist and his muze came across each other in the real sense.

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Pyaar vo jo uthna sikhaye, girna nahi

Pyaar vo jo taakat bane ,kamzori nahi

Pyaar vo jo asha laaye, nirasha nahi

Pyaar vo jo ibadat bane, nasha nahi

Pyaar vo jo kabhi hasaye kabhi rulaye par zindagi se kabhi thakaye nahi


beautiful..... just beautiful how you’ve explored this scene guruji 👏👏🤗🤗🤗🤗the way you’ve explained it is just beautiful🤗🤗👏


OK...


let me say that this was one of the best few episodes of the show😳...


1. mishti isn’t sure about her feelings😊....

2. Abhir wants to know and see what mishti actually feels for him

3. Abhir meets with an accident.... mishti is restless n searching for abhir

4. She has no clue what’s making her so restless

5. She sees Abhir in a bad state... hurt n injured

6. She does everything she can to take him out of the situation

* special mention for her dress there *😳

7. All she knows is she cannot lose him, she needs him, his friendship n his support

8. So much so she sits beside him till he wakes up the next morning and sees her

He is happy

Starts doing nautanki ...😆 sees a beautiful mishtu all asleep holding his hand and sleeping beside him...

he takes her hand as a pillow and sleeps with a smile and tease

She tries to free her hand but stops

She is all tensed and shouts at him indirectly for putting his life in risk

He is all smiles


they are close n he questions her why was she worried why is he so important to her


His family comes and she decides to go... not before he declares in front of all that she is the reason for his survival

N that’s the beginning of her realisation 😳


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