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Hello Aazeen! Sorry to know that your maternal grandmother passed away. May her soul rest in peace.

How is your health now?

Originally posted by: Aazeen02

No di... I will join school from the next session in June probqbly.

I was on a break from work.

I had lots in the last one month... Two weddings of two of my cousins... And also my maternal grandmother passed away last month. It was sheer torture and pain for all of us to let her go, especially for me... Since I was so extremely close to her...

Things are just not easy to handle in such situations...

You tell how are you?

Ayyo....am so sorry to hear this...pray her soul rest in peace....must be a difficult period for you....

Originally posted by: jayasree.rao

Hello Aazeen! Sorry to know that your maternal grandmother passed away. May her soul rest in peace.

How is your health now?

Thank you for your prayers... They mean a lot...

I am trying my best to shut out any thoughts that would make me cry... I initial few days were disastrous, because the way I was crying and kept on crying, I was getting sick.

The day of her death had shattered me like anything... To the point that as soon as the body was taken for burial and my sister and cousins could hold me into sanity, they just took me to my room, gave me the medicines because I had nauseating headache because of crying for hours and hours at stretch, to make me sleep before I detoriate my health...

Anyway, I could hardly sleep for 15 minutes... I don't know why everyone, relatives or acquaintances, found it obligatory to meet me especially, for the condolences...

And the more people talked to me about it, the more I cried... A week or something, I used to randomly burst into tears out of nowhere... And it kept on happening to me...

Probably because my grandmother had forgotten everything else, but remembered me incessantly... Anyone who came to take care of her, she would address them as Aazeen... If wouldn't find me around, she would start panicking that Aazeen got lost...

She loved me like nobody else did... And I so gravely miss her love and blessings that worked wonders for me... I miss her so terribly...😭

Originally posted by: Anjani9

Ayyo....am so sorry to hear this...pray her soul rest in peace....must be a difficult period for you....

I just have started blocking all thoughts from my head and have actually started getting numb from crying anymore... Probably that's the only defence mechanism I can pull... Otherwise, I still can't get over it...

Originally posted by: Aazeen02

If difficult could be measured di... I have been devastated... I still can't accept that she's gone... My sister keeps on telling me that the sooner I accept the truth, faster will be my healing... But I don't know how to get over it...

I just have started blocking all thoughts from my head and have actually started getting numb from crying anymore... Probably that's the only defence mechanism I can pull... Otherwise, I still can't get over it...

I know it is very very difficult to forget loved ones exit.....but remember one thing, if you keep crying, the soul cannot leave for next journey....you have to help her soul to be peaceful......

She lived her life fully....let her go now in peace....get involved in some activity which will keep you occupied....

Originally posted by: Anjani9

I know it is very very difficult to forget loved ones exit.....but remember one thing, if you keep crying, the soul cannot leave for next journey....you have to help her soul to be peaceful......

She lived her life fully....let her go now in peace....get involved in some activity which will keep you occupied....

Aazeen, Do you have plans to join school after summer holidays?

It is nice to have summer holidays...that is possible only in school both to the Teachers and Students :)

How's the situation guys? Are you all safe?

How's the situation guys? Are you all safe?

Originally posted by: Anjani9

Aazeen, Do you have plans to join school after summer holidays?

It is nice to have summer holidays...that is possible only in school both to the Teachers and Students :)