||Junooniyat hai yehi ||MehRya FF Final Chapter Pg 109 06/May/19 - Page 52

CHAPTER 10

3 YEARS LATER

"How's my Shaurie today? Did you miss me?", Mehek cooed to Shaurya. "Fine. Yes", he replied in monosyllables and turned back to his sketch book. It's been 3 years since the accident and Shaurya was still not fully recovered. Although he miraculously escaped death, Doctors gave verdict that he will be paralyzed for life. Mehek worked day & night to nurture him back to life.Her hardwork paid off and in an year he was able to walk. Although his physical health improved, mentally he was not the same person anymore. His brain was severely damaged in accident. Hence his mind was a clean slate from which all memories were wiped away. Initial days, he acted fully retarded. He behaved like a child who was unable to manage on its own. With help of regular therapy, he managed to learn and adjust to normal life but often he behaved like a lost puppy. Mehek stood by his side through thick and thin. She became his lifeline and support system. He was heavily dependent on her, both mentally and physically. She too gave her best to take are of him. Karuna & Harish were amazed by her perseverance and dedication towards Shaurya.

Mehek looked into the sketch he was drawing. As usual it was yet another portrait of her. His entire art work was full of her sketches. He skillfully absorbed her into paper. "Do you like it?", he asked eagerly. "Ofcourse, I do Baby", she pecked his cheek and hugged him. She was in love with her Shaurie. Infact she was crazy for him. She may still hate Shaurya but Shaurie was nothing like him. He is sweet, sensitive and loving. His love was unadulterated and selfless. While others prayed for a miracle to bring back Shaurya, Mehek enjoyed her togetherness with Shaurie. "Mehek, I am not comfortable", he spoke before breaking their hug. She sighed and watched him going back to his drawing. Their love was precious but not devoid of flaws. Although Shaurie is a healthy youngman, he was more or less a kid trapped in a man's body. He failed to understand physical proximity or its implications. He usually gets irritated and displeased by display of affection through physical contact. Nevertheless he filled her heart with love. Still the woman in Mehek craved for his touch. Over the time she realised that physical intimacy is a need among couple, especially when they are romantically involved. S*x may not be everything but still an integral factor amidst spouse. At times she felt so lonely even when she was so close to him. She consoled herself that may be one day they will be able to overcome it.

"How was your day, Mehek?", Karuna asked her after offering her coffee. "It went fine, Ma", she replied and sat to enjoy their coffee. A year after the accident, Karuna & Harish realized that Mehek may lose herself in nursing Shaurya. She had shut herself from outer world and confined herself to Shaurya. She may have had fallen prey to psychological issues if they have not forced her seek therapy. It was proposed that Mehek should also go ahead with her life and not chain herself to her ill husband. So they made her continue her studies and urged her to join business. Mehek was reluctant to leave her Shaurie behind but Karuna volunteered to move back to Khanna mansion. She took care of Shaurya when Mehek was away. Mayhap it was Karuna's second chance to relive his childhood days that she had missed. Owing support from her in-laws, today Mehek is a successful entrepreneur. "Did your visa arrive?", Karuna asked. Mehek nodded and took a breath looking at Shaurie, "I am still not sure whether to leave or not. 3 weeks I will be away from Shauri. I will be extremely busy and will have little time to spare for him. I am not sure whether it will work out", she was skeptical. "Your career is also important, Beta. Besides, you need a break. Its been years since you traveled anywhere", Karuna pacified. When Mehek stayed unconvinced, Karuna asked her,"Don't you have any trust in me?". "Ofcourse, Ma. How could ask such a thing?", Mehek was taken aback. "Then go ahead", Karuna patted her cheek.

Finally day for her travel came. "I will miss you", Shaurie hugged her. She enjoyed his warmth. He never sought to physical gestures until he was desperate. It showed his vulnerability and insecurity. She kissed his cheek, "I will be back soon. I shall send so many pics which you can draw in your sketch book". He was still not happy. "Don't make it hard, Shaurie. You know how much I love you", she cupped his face. He nodded and looked into her eyes softly. On spur of moment, she tip toed and kissed his lips. Usually he shows his discomfort and withdrew immediately but today he remained still. Seconds later, he reciprocated and kissed her. Mehek was enjoying the moment until he broke apart for breath. They remained awkward until Mehek heard Karuna's voice. "Bye, Shaurie",she pulled her suitcase and walked out of their bedroom. "Come back soon. I will be waiting", he told timidly. She smiled at him and waved. May be a short break is what we need to ignite the spark, she mused.

Three weeks later.

Mehek arrived at Khanna mansion early morning. Past weeks were really hectic for Mehek. She was unbale to spare time even for herself. Her hectic schedule and time zone differences were a killer combination. She regretted she could hardly find any time to talk to Shaurie properly. So she worked hard to wrap it up early. She was happy that she was able to reach a day before than her actual plan. She didn't want to disturb anyone so punched in the access code and entered Khanna mansion. She wanted to surprise Shaurie. She tiptoed to their bedroom, being careful not to disturb his sleep. She was disappointed to find the bed empty. As she turned, she yelped finding a tall figure before her. "Shaurie, you scared me", she kept hand on chest and tried to be calm. He too was taken aback. He looked at her as if drinking her with his eyes. His yearn was too evident to ignore. Yet he tore his gaze from her, "I wasn't expecting you. You were supposed to come tomorrow". Mehek noticed that he was dressed up in track suit and wore a hoodie. "Why are you up so early? Going somewhere?", she asked glancing at her watch. "Jogging", he replied, still not meeting her eyes. Mehek was pleasantly surprised. Shaurie preferred to sleep till late and never liked to exercise. "That's great, Shaurie. I am so proud of you", she appreciated him but he turned away. Mehek hugged him from behind and leaned onto him, "I am so sorry, Baby. I had a packed schedule and couldn't talk to you. But I promise I will make it up to you. We will spend the whole day together. Happy?". He cleared his throat uncomfortably, "You must be tired. Take rest. I will leave you alone". His desperate attempt to avoid her disturbed Mehek. "Shaurie, please don't be angry", she whined and came before him. She cupped his face and forced him to face her. She realised that a myriad of emotions flashed through his eyes and finally tears brimmed in them. "Baby, what happened? Tell me, what's bothering you?", she became anxious. "Nothing", he tried to avoid. "Oh my God. What is this?", Mehek noticed a band aid on left side of his forehead.

She was agitated and pulled him to the bed. She made him sit and checked his forehead. "Does it hurt? How did it happen? When did it happened? Why was I not informed about it? ", she shot at him, still checking damage. "It's nothing. Just a scratch", he told mildly. "It isn't Shaurya", she scolded him. He laughed softly when she addressed him as Shaurya. "This is not funny, Shaurie. I would kill myself if anything happens to ...", she hiccuped unable to finish. "Does it matter to you?", he asked earnestly. "Are you trying to mess with me? Don't you know how much you are to me?", she got agitated. "I don't", he looked at her innocently, "You never made me aware". Alhough perplexed, she decided to comfort him. She kissed his forehead, "You are my life", then she kissed his eyes, "I love you more than anything". He kept his eyes closed as if absorbing her feelings. He appeared to be sad when he looked at her beautiful face. "I love you so much, Mehek", he too reciprocated his feelings,"But I am scared to lose you". Mehek felt guilty for his insecurity. Mehek slowly moved to reach his lips. When she covered his lips with her, he took a deep breath and let her caress him. They kissed each other, pouring their love and trying to make one another aware about their feelings.

The sweet gesture of affection soon gave way to hunger. He pushed her to their bed gently and hovered over her. Mehek didn't get scared but seemed to enjoy his strength. She pushed away his hoodie and pulled out his T shirt to bare his torso. When her fingers blazed his skin, he groaned to keep his control. Passion started to rule their senses. He tore away her formal shirt and removed her pencil skirt. They were eager to get rid of barriers between them. Soon they were skin to skin. Mehek moaned in pleasure when his lips adorned every inch of her skin with wet kisses. He groaned in frustration as he got painfully hard. "Mehek, I need you", he said hoarsely as if seeking her consent. "I am yours. Always", she whispered and pulled him down for a searing kiss. She cried out when he thrust his hardness into her. She bit down her scream as he finally put an end to her loneliness and appeased her desire. He satisfied the woman in her. He milked every ounce of her climax before spilling himself into her womb.

As they lay sated, drenched in their sweat and heaving for breath, he pulled her to his chest. "I love you, Mehek", he told her. "I love you too, Shaurie", she said cutely. He became rigid for a moment, "It's Shaurya". Mehek giggled and hugged him tightly, "Okay. Okay. I love you, Shaurya". Although her eyes were shut, she could make out his sweet smile. "Sleep now, Mehek", he pecked her forehead. She obediently fell asleep.