I'm so sorry. I moved on from Ishqbaaz months ago, knowing that the chances of getting a decent story was diminishing with the redux. I've lurked but also all but quit the forum, the negativity was really depressing. But I feel your pain, my friend. We went through this before. If we choose Gul's show again, we'll go through it again. I hope you can pull back, and small piece of advice... don't watch Anika die. Stop watching at a pleasant point, to keep the memories and the hard work Surbhi and Nakuul gave to us, alive. Do not let sadistic Gul get into your head and depress you, hurt you. My love is with you, and with everyone here. I feel so bad... But we'll endure. And meet again.