Pathi...turned Parameshwar... my pen broke!
Tujhse juri hai meri wafaye tujhse hi Ishq bepnah
Kyu hai alag si dono ki raahe dil me ajab sa kyu hua
Lamhe chhod kar haatho se hum juda hai jajbaato se.
Hai yakeen kabhi na kabhi hum milenge fir raho me.
Indeed her Pati... turned into Parameshwar not only for her but for the whole village!!! The Human turned into Lord and saved all! But... the Lord rose abode!
Tears incessant! Will it ever stop! No... More than tears my heart is bleeding for I have never seen such a divinity, love which has gone beyond any limits...
Too many emotions, too many words crossing my mind...
Am not sure if I will be able to pen it properly. If not please apologise me!!
With the stop of him, my dude my writings also stops
Suraj...Tujhse juri hai meri likhayee tujhse hi Ishq bepnah
Hai yakeen kabhi na kabhi phir likoonga me.
I maybe only one but I had a smile with full of tears in my eyes with bleeding heart .When he said, rather vouched my saying...those words... I felt proud of my analysis of this Dark man who turned Dark Knight...
She said go away...Ja kar kya karengi... (true what will he do leaving her, as he cannot live himself as there is no Suraj it is only Chakor2.).
He breathes for her, he lives only looking at her for he knows nothing other than to love her for he has been created by the Lord God for he has no choice...and he doesnot wish to have a choice too...
He will breathe for sure if he goes away, but life will he live...
He never lived whenever she was away from him for he cannot, he is just a piece of flesh(shareer) while she is his soul(aathma). Aathma is andharyamiyee will traverse anywhere but shareer is fixed cannot move on its own and he is indeed and he never shy to say it and he said it now also...
MeeJay brought out the navras during the count down of that deadly minutes. I got reminded of that 10 minutes in the jail when Chakor was sentenced to jail where they had just those precious 10 minutes and now he is going to sentence himself (rather distance himself away from her never to return) but wanting to drink her image completely, imbibe her into him...
He scolded her, she would not listen,
He told her that he is just because of her,she would not listen
He pleaded her, she would not listen
He lovingly told her that Anjor needs her, she would not listen
He proudly told her that the whole universe need her as she is their enlightment, she would not listen
He spoke the truth that he needed her, they both needed each other, she chocked!
Kitne bolti hai yaar, he grew tired, for he can never win her as he always allow her to win, and he does not want to win over her either...
He said you will live in my dream, you are my heartbeat...he listened to her and absorbed everything... for SR started his plan of actions!!! He seldom speak but his actions speak... For the Pathi was preparing himself to become the Parameshwar!!!
She isn't easy... she does not want to loose her suhaag... she cannot...
She said once she dies she will not leave and go abode but will wander and be near him, taunt him if he does any wrong, anger over him if he scolds Anjor, to allow Anjor to lead her life...
But he absorbed those lines within him not go abode, to wander around...
He knew she was getting emotional, she got into her private world where only her Suraj resides, and he took her into him (I have told this n number of times but I will tell again SHE FITS PERFECTLY INTO HIM and in some point of camera angle I never see her at all...) she was infusing inhim and he was taking her as she had lost in him but he was moving his stride, very very slowly moving his legs and very cautiously hugging and subtly lifting and moving her... it was soso intricate... The way he did it...
Loved all those moments of their togetherness, in all this there was no Anjor (thanks to the makers) which came through his minds...as she was infusing within him...
He said its time to part... But my heart cringed when the birdie said please be with me for some more time then go... But birdie your Pathi has set his foot to become your Parameshwar and so subtly said yes will go but not me ! it will be you!!!
She said it is wrong, cried her heart out, but he know how to control her for he took the vow on Anjor...
She realized that she has been fooled... And what happened next... was a...
But in all this, when her Suraj is in trouble she never bothers to go down to accept her defeat but her Suraj never likes her to go down her self esteem in front of the evil be it before Vikram or the wretched KN, as for him She is a born Winner and should not fall at anyone's feet. VJ's expression of disgust was so excellent...
Hilna math was her last word and the warrior stood there in the middle of the landmines, with his chest protruding, chin held high, looking at her to draw all the image of hers within him, with tears rolling not that he was fearing death for he was fearing her tear, the uncontrollable way she was crying her heart out, for he can tolerate anything but not her pain, not her cry, but he was there helpless, his hands tied not able to run to her, take her in his safe arms and carry her away far...
Alas...after writing my pen too broke... as I don't think I can write anymore as I write only about my dude, my Suraj Rajvanshi... My adories, My Sukor.
The dark man who turned into the Dark Knight...
I rest with inconsolable tears, agony and pain but with a streak of smile as my dude stood by his words, Hamarey Hotheyhuay thume kuch nai honedungey!!!
The Pathi indeed fulfilled his vow... to protect her always so inturn She protects their child... For he turned into the Parameshwar...
(Suraj Rajvanshi was the only character I fell for, analysed completely, fought for him, fought with him for my birdie, reasoned his actions, turned myself into his guardian angel and with the time I too rest myself)
I dont know what is in store about the episodes but let my sun rise again for without Suraj there is no Sukor and without Sukor there is no SumSukor.
Anupamaa
