Ishita was just looking raman going in the room while his words were echoing in her ear-i will never marry anyone else, will always love u only.
Ishita -raman mujhse pyaar karte hai, sirf mujhse. He don't want to get married after divorcing me. Woh mujhse kitna pyaar karte hai, ki itna sab kuch hone ke baad bhi woh meri jagah kisi ko nahi dena chahte. And I hurt him so much, mujhse kitni badi galti ho gayi. I hurt him so much, I gave him tears. She said remembering him wiping cores of his eyes.
Ishita burst into tears realising how much she hurt him. She got up and ran towards the room. She went inside and saw him sitting on the bed hiding his face in his palm.
Ishita sat near his knees and said -i am sorry raman, I am really sorry. Mujhe aapse aisa nahi kehna chahiye tha. I didn't intended to hurt u raman, please listen to me once, please raman please. She was crying and pleading to him but he wasn't listening.
Seeing him not reacting, she got up and said -aap sunn rahen hai Raman, I am sorry. Really sorry. Main aapko hurt nahi karna chahti thi. She was saying when he pushed her and said -but u always hurt me ishita. Aaj nahi kal nahi, u always hurt me. Kyun deti ho mujhe Itni takleef, main bhi insaan hoon. I can't handle everything. I just can't handle everything. Tumhe pata hai how it feels when ur wife says that she hates ur touch. Tumhe nahi pata, aur kabhi pata chal bhi nahi sakta that how much pain it endure when someone u madly loves says that she hates ur touch. When she begs u to leave her. When she force u to file a divorce. Tum nahi samajh sakti that what hell I went through just to be with u. Aur tab bhi aaj tum mere saath nahi ho. U need a baby with me, ishita but u don't need me. Kya main itna bura hoon. He said and cried bitterly.
Ishita was shocked hearing all this from him. She always thought that she is in pain because of all this but never expected that Raman is also bearing the same pain because of her.
After sometime Ishita said-i am really sorry raman ,mujhe nahi pata tha ki main aapko itni takleef de rahi hoon. Agar pata hota,
Raman -toh kya kar leti, haan bolo kya kar leti. Mujhse dur bhaag jaati yaa khatam kar deti khud ko. U know ishita, tumhe pata hi nahi hai ki mujhe chahiye kya, tumhe bas itna pata hai that what u want. But sorry I can't give u what u want. Aur mujhe iske baare mein koi baat nahi karni, infact mujhe tumse baat hi nahi karni, just get out.
Ishita -ek baar meri baat toh suniye,she was saying when he roared -just get out, chali jao yahan se, I don't want to talk with u.
Ishita -raman please, she said and he punched his hand on the rim of the bed in anger making it bleed.
Ishita -raman, yeh kya kiya, she said taking his hand in her but he pulled his hand back and said -told u naa just get out. He said and went to washroom.
He stood under the shower to cool himself down while ishita was crying being the reason of all this mess.
An hour passed, Raman came out and saw ishita still sitting on the floor. He didn't said anything just went to the bed. Ishita was looking at him thinking he will say something but he didn't said anything.
Both were sitting in the same room all silent, ishita was looking at him every now and then.there was pin drop silence in the room and then his phone rang breaking the silence. He picked the phone and heard his friend ,Rajeev saying -where r u Raman, we r waiting for u and bhabhi.
As the room was in complete silence, ishita too heard it and look at Raman with questioning eyes.
Raman -sorry yaar, aaj nahi aa paaunga. Thoda busy hoon.
Rajeev -not done yaar, meri anniversary aur tu nahi aayega. As jaa naa.
Raman -kaha naa I can't make it.
Rajeev-tu kisi ka nahi, bhabhi ko phone de.
Raman -woh abhi hai nahi,he was saying when ishita took phone from him and said -haan Rajeev, bolo.
Rajeev-bhabhi, it's my first anniversary aur aap dono ko aana hai, warna main cake nahi kaatne wala.
Ishita -we r coming. She said and hung the call.
Raman -i am not going anywhere.
Ishita -please raman, he is ur best friend, don't spoil ur relationship with him because of me. Please chaliye. She said to which he didn't answered just went to change.
After an hour, Ishra were on the way to his friend's house. Ishita was trying again and again to talk to him but he was just avoiding her.
Soon they reached the venue and wished Rajeev and his wife. They cut the cake and was enjoying their anniversary while Ishra were just looking at them thinking they could also be so happy with each other.
After cake cutting ceremony, all got indulge in themselves. Raman too went with his friends and start drinking. Ishita went to stop him but he didn't listen to her. He was just too angry to listen or understand anything.
Soon all went to have food, Rajeev's wife ask ishita too for dinner but she denied. Raman and his friends start eating while ishra eyes were on each other only getting locked every now and then. But Raman was ignoring her intentionally while it was being difficult for ishita to bear his ignorance.
She was just looking at him with moist eyes when Rajeev's wife came and said -hi ishita.
Ishita -hi shefali.
Shefali-aise akeli baithi ho, come to Raman. He is eating alone.
Ishita -nahi woh friends ke saath hai. I am good here only. She said smiling meekly.
Shefali -ok, so tell me something about urself.
Ishita -kya bolun, I am just a normal girl.
Shefali -really, but Rajeev told me something about u which is not normal. She said and ishita got scared thinking she is asking about her reason for divorcing raman. Seeing her so scared shefali said -he told me that u sing beautifully. Can u please sing a song for us. She said making ishita sigh in relief.
Ishita -thanks, but main itna achcha nahi gaati.
Shefali -please for us.
Ishita -sorry I can't sing.
Shefali -then for raman, unke liye toh gaa sakti ho naa. She said to which ishita nodded after thinking for a while.
Shefali took ishita to the stage and said -hi everyone, today on our anniversary, ishita bhabhi will sing something for Raman bhai. A big clap for her. She said and Raman turned to her.
Ishita look at him and start singing.
Qismat badaldi vekhi main
Ehhe jag badalda vekheya
Main badalde vekhe apne
Main Rabb badalda vekheya (x2)
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Chal jar hi javangi
Raman look at her and her eyes got filled and she sang the song.
Ve je hun tu vi badal gaya
Main te...
Ve je hun tu vi badal gaya
Main te mar hi javangi (x3)
Ho qismat badaldi vekhi main
Ehhe jag badalda vekheya
Main badalde vekhe apne
Main Rabb badalda vekheya
Both looked at each other with moist eyes while she continued singing.
Tu aakhri umeed meri
Tutt kite jaavin na
Lutti hoyi nu ve Jaani
Lutt kite jaavin na (x2)
Main jhooth badalda vekheya
Main sach badalda vekheya
Main badalde pathar vekhe ne
Main kach badalda vekheya
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Chal jar hi javangi
Ve je hun tu vi badal gaya
Main te mar hi javangi (x2)
Ishita wiped the core of her eyes and sang.
Ho qismat badaldi vekhi main
Ehhe jag badalda vekheya
Main badalde vekhe apne
Main Rabb badalda vekheya
Je lod nahi ae hun meri
Mooh te mere bol ve
Maang na salhaan jaake
Par lokaan kol ve
Je dena ae te dil naal
Saath devin mera tu
Je rolna vi ae te fer
Changi tarah rol ve
Main chann badalda vekheya
Taare badalde vekhe main
Haaye lod pehn te duniya ch
Saare badalde vekhe main
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Sab kujh badal gaya mera
Chal jar hi javangi
Ve je hun tu vi badal gaya
Main te mar hi javangi
Till the song ended, all eyes got moist hearing her soulful voice while she crushed on the floor crying bitterly. She hide her face in her palm and start crying loudly not able to bear the pain.
Raman ran to her and took her in his hug. He hugged her tight and kissed her hair.
Ishita -i am sorry raman, I never wanted to hurt u. Please mujhse itna naraaz mat hua kijiye. I can't take ur ignorance. Pleaze don't do this to me. She said crying while he hide her in himself.
Shefali look at Rajeev and said -i told u naa, they love each other way too much. Bas thodi si problem hai, if we help them a little everything will be sorted. She said to which Rajeev just nodded.
Ishra was hugging each other tight, Raman was busy in consoling ishita when suddenly he start scratching himself badly.
Ishita saw this and asked -raman kya hua??
He didn't answered but start scratching himself more vigorously.
Ishita hold him and said -raman, Raman kya hua??
Raman -its scratching badly ishita, bahut khujli ho rahi hai.
Ishita was just looking at him not knowing what to do while he start scratching himself more badly.
Raman -kuch karo, bahut khujli ho rahi hai. He was saying and suddenly felt blackout. He got disbalanced and fell on ishita.
Ishita look at him and saw froth coming out of his mouth scaring the wit out of her. She hold him tight and shouted her heart out -help, somebody call the doctor. she cried hugging Raman tight while all ran towards ishra seeing raman falling.
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