Neil in Today's episode - Page 2

10 years Neil spent in pain and loneliness.. didnt ever move on.. lost in Avni's memories. And then finding out she is alive and was away from him as he thinks she enjoyed her new life. His anger and pain is justified. All he is aware of is that his wife faked her death to somehow protect his family from vidyut. He is not aware of the fact that unintentionally Prakash killed Neela Maa due to Vidyu drugging him. So it is very much justified for him to be so angry. He isnt aware of how Avni completely killed her identity as Avni and became Neilanjana - he hasnt seen the scared..shy..quiet Neilanjana. He says he hates her but he knows inside his heart only belongs to her..but doesnt want to admit it because of his anger. He wants her but it hurts him too much that she was away from him and how he suffered and blamed himself for her death..

Whereas Avni took a decision of leaving him..because of Prakash/Neela death mystery. Even she lived in pain.. she never smiled wholeheartedly. Her fear and insecurities have grown.. Dayawanti's taunts .. her words - she began to think that she was right in what she said to her. She knew that if she would have told Neil about it, he would break down as she couldnt see the person she loved as her dad be behind bars and she wouldnt be able to see Neil arresting his own dad. Additionally, shweta who had accepted her.. she couldnt see her in pain as she knew the pain of her Ayesha Ma ..so she prefered to put herself in pain rather than her perfect family that Neil gave her.

Avni has never lived a normal girls life.. she never got her fathers love ..her own grandma snatched the most precious people in her life. Ayesha Ma.Aladdin..Ashish..and then Aman. She never got her fathers name.. she was always taunted as illegitimate.. and her mom was always taunted when she was alive for having a child without marriage as her father backed out last minute.

Neil was the one who taught her love and to forget revenge .. he gave her the love that her dad never gave her mom.. she trusted him the most and the only man in her life who she loved selflessly. But was there only happiness even when her and neil confessed their love? No.

Her husbands Ex girlfriend appeared.. and then finding out about the child Mishti. Avni was ready to sacrifice her marriage.. her love for Neil and his Ex because she understood the pain of a child not getting both parents love.. But that time Neil convinced her that past is past and she is his present.. but still Avni had her fears because of her past. Her past has always been too painful..and hard which is unforgettable for her.

So current track.. Neil and Mitali wont get married for sure. Yes he has proposed her but do u really think the writers and CVS are that dumb? No.

Neil is super angry and especially when Avni is showing no signs .. she has accepted defeat and she is still helpless as she doesnt want to reveal prakash truth as it will break Neil and Prakash with their guilt. She knows that if she shows Neil any signs then he will find out and will make her weak and she will end up revealing it which she doesnt want. Also she is feeling guilty as she knows how hurt he is and his anger is killing her inside and she knows that she has hurt him alot so she has accepted his anger and is not giving any explanations.

In anger and heat of moment he will propose to Mitali but even we know that Mitali knows that Neils heart is only Avni's as we saw how worried Neil was when Avni was drugged and he plainly ignored Mitali. Neil and Avni are for each other only. This third angle will bring them closer to understand that they cant be anyone elses.

If Mowgli is their son.. just imagine how hard Avni has lived her 10 years.. pregnancy without father..giving birth without her love being beside her.. bringing the kid up and every day wishing things didnt happen the way they did.. and wishing Neil was with her.. She could have had alot of complications in her pregnancy.. She went through everything alone without famly whereas Neil still had his mom,dad,bebe though he kinda distanced himself.

Dont judge by segments without episodes being aired.

We will either get track of Avni and Neil getting married again instead of Mitali

or Neil finding out truth before and then understanding why Avni did what she did

Both Neil and Avni are justified in their reasoning. Though i want Prakash Neela truth to be out ASAP now. Avni should drop some clues for Neil or Sunheri should tell Neil.

I think ali should come back and take care of Avni to make Neil jealousy and understands his true feelings for his love his life Avni that he just cannot part away from her and she is the only one for him!

I totally understand Neil's anger is valid but he just cannot stay away from Avni like this. He knows hia Avni from the begining that if she does something bad or fishy than there muat be something seriously wrong. So neil should ask avni even by tricking her afterall he is the Super cop Acp Neil Khanna .. Chalo ex acp hi sahi but he knows how to catch a lie.