Hi all..
proud DKD posting first drabble. thought its a little longer to be called one, i have written one on the current seperation track. Hopeyou guys like it..
His anxiety increased multiple folds so did his insecurities and fears. The dreaded consequences of his misunderstanding were once again on a victorious lap dance as much he tried to suppress them. It had been 5 days since he'd been staying near to this house, on pretext of cracking a business deal. He had least interest on any of the happenings of the household, except that it lodged his precious possession on the world. He'd been haplessly trying to apologize, trying to mend the extensive trough, by bits and pieces, but he knew his Wife!
Yeah, Wife!
He had professed her as his wife as many times as he could remember, in these five days, in words she had been yearning to hear for so long. Alas, she was too broken to even recognize or acknowledge his words. His confidence in wooing her back, grew shakier as length of days increased, especially at the last instance where she expressed restraint in him touching her, even by slightest degree. He lay restless in the middle of the night, his heart tossing and wobbling in insecurity over her resentment to come back to him.
No!! He can't afford to lose her. It would be the end chance of his survival!
Gauri heard a creek at the door, in her tiny room. She was cozying up to this family, who owned her in distress times, treated her as their own daughter, after she saved the tiny member of the house from a fatality. Her heart laid in realms of a certain long haired person, infused in her heart and soul, whose influence on her was beyond she thought it to be, trying to profess his love when it was too late for any of this.
"Gauri the husky restless voice made her squeak in shock and surprise.
How the hell did he land up in here at the middle of the night?
"Aaap? Yahan iss waqt..? She spoke in hushed rapid voice, fearing the explanations she'd have to give to the members of the household.
He'd locked the door and was marching near her, with his signature deep intense gaze. Gauri felt a trap.
"I can't stay at peace. Main yahan tumhaare liye aaya hoon. Alag rehne ke liye nahi" His voice was yearning already.
"aap ke aur humhaare beech mein saare rishtha toot chukka hain. Toh aap kyun baar baar koshish kar rahe hain" Bitterness overwhelmed, since the wounds were fresh and unhealed.
"Mujhe pata hain tum mujhse bahut naaraz ho, fair enough. Maine bahut badi galti ki hain, jisko maaf karna itni aasan nahi hain. Par gauri, ab main ek request ke liye aaya hoon"
"Kya chahiye aapko"
"Tell me you love me"
Her doe eyes popped out in disbelief and sheer irony. Hasn't she just broke up everything with him?
He went on, inching closer and leaning a little towards her, "Jab main tumpe inzaam laga raha tha, tab tu apni love profess kar rahi thi, ab main desperately sunna chahtha hoon Gauri. Please mere liye, ek baar keh do. Tum mujhe pyaar Karthi ho na.. Do you love me still? Fear, anxiety, desperation were evident as he held her by arms.
"Omkaara ji humhaare beech sab kuch kh.." Her lips were sealed with his fingers.
"Please.. main tumhaara omkaara hoon Gauri. Haan maine bahut dard diya hai tumhe, bahut insult kiya hain par hoon to main tumhaara Omkaara. Maine abhi tak tumhe sirf bure cheezein diye hain, ab toh pyaar dene do" Tears flowing in his eyes, his words on her cheeks, Omkaara held her still by holding her neck.
"Aap.. please.. "As much as Gauri stuck to her resolve, she couldn't help her heart weighing twice as much as her.
"Nahi.. chodunga main.. nahi chodunga.. Tell me you love me. English seekh rahi thi na.. mere liye. Toh English mein bolo.. Bolo.. Please Gauri"
"Main.. nahi..bol.." Her words were stuck in her throat, her resolve getting washed in the tears which drained out of his eyes.
"Mujhe tumhaari pyaar chahiye. Poori tarah se. I can't lose it or share it with anyone, anything. Yahi baat meri iss galti ki base hain. Tum meri gauri ho. Sirf aur sirf meri. And I am damn serious about this. Tumhe mujhe sazaa deni hai, do. Par ghar aake do. Mere saath rehke do. Jo kuch tum kehti ho, mujhe manzoor hain. Par humhaari rishtha aise toot jaane nahi doonga main his fingers dug onto her skin at the back, as if he possessed her by all means, as he spoke with closed eyes, his face stuck to hers, his lips on hers.
"Nahi.." Her mind was on a head-on collision with her heart..
"I love you" he wasn't going to budge as he kissed her shoulder blades. She wasn't resisting him, or she couldn't, willfully or forcefully.
"Na..hi" her voice was airy as her heart was banging against her frame choking her as much as possible
"I love you..." he moved up to the croon of his neck, this time stronger and more sharper in tone.
"aap.." her meager attempts to push him away, physically were going futile.
"I love you" He pecked her cheeks as she started to shiver by the sheer intensity of his emotions at display
"Omkaaraji chod.." Her one last attempt to redeem went in drains
"I love you.. I love you.." he claimed her lips with an intensity more than enough for all days lost.
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Dr Aarambhi
