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My heart was breaking so bad for Avni today. The first time she's ever fell in love and she's feeling like the man she loves doesn't love her and loves someone else. What she said about how she called Neil but that someone else's voice was more important and stronger was heartbreaking.
I get Neil's perspective but for Avni it must hurt so much. She saw the man she loves running after another girl and pushing her away when she tried to comfort him and ignoring her like she's no one and then the only time he was interested to listen to her was when he wanted answers about Juhi. It must make her feel like she's meaningless in his life.
I like that Neil apologised though and tried to explain himself and didn't just ignore it and move on like other male leads would have. Whenever he hurts Avni, he is sorry and let's her know that and I love that.
But the praise all goes to Avni today imo for putting aside her feelings and hurt and being understanding and saying that she'll help him in finding Juhi. I know that we all say that Avni is lucky to have Neil but I'm saying it now that Neil is just as lucky if not more to have someone like Avni. Not many people are this understanding and supportive and willing to put aside their feelings and wants for someone else.
Many other girls might have emphasised that Juhi ran away and clearly didn't want to see him and to just forget about her and not look for her and maybe given an ultimiatum that they'll leave if he runs after his ex but here Avni is willingly offering him help and making sure that Neil knows that he isn't alone and has support. Despite knowing if they find Juhi that it might threaten her position in his life she is still doing that because his feelings matter more to him than her own and it's obvious that if Avni thinks that Neil wants Juhi that she'll do everything to unite them even if it kills her inside.
Avni might be a tubelight when it comes to romance but when the going gets tough she sticks by you and puts you before herself. She supports you even when it puts her at a loose end and people are so lucky to have her in their life. I don't even think they realise how much. Honestly Avni deserves so much happiness and sometimes it feels like all she gets is hurt. Avni isn't mahaan. She makes tons mistakes but all she wants is her loved ones to be happy.
And btw I'm not blaming Neil here. Neil's actions are understandable and he's hurting too but my heart just aches for Avni. I just hope that Neil shows her how important she is to him by choosing her and fighting for her because this girl deserves to be put first and to know it.
Bade Achhe Lagte Hain
CID
