Ishra were hugging each other tight, ishita was crying while Raman was just consoling her, both were lost in each other when they heard, mumma.
Ishra look at the direction and saw Ruhi standing on the door rubbing her eyes. Ishra broke the hug seeing her and called her in opening their arms for her. Ruhi came inside and went to ishita, she went to ishita and asked cupping her face -ka hua mumma. Mumma loyi loyi kyun.
Ishita wiped her tears in a jiffy and said -kuch nahi bachcha, mumma royi royi nahi, mumma toh hasi hasi.
Ruhi looked at her red puffy eyes keenly and said cutely -mumma loyi loyi, ka hua mele bachche ko. Ka hua. She said in sheer concern making Ishra smile.
Raman looked at ishita and asked -yeh Kahan se seekha.
Ishita -kaki maa puchti hai aise Ruhi se, unhi se seekha hai.
They were talking when ruhi sat on the bed and said holding ishita's head -mumma choyi choyi kal ko, loyi loyi mat kalo. She said and make ishita's head settle in her little lap and then start patting ishita softly.
Raman smiled seeing this and said -jab tumhe koi itna pyaar karne wala hi, toh kaise tum dukhi ho sakti ho. No ishita u r not allowed to be sad coz u have the best daughter in the world.
Ishita nodded and was getting up but Ruhi didn't let her get up and was lovingly patting her and saying-mumma choyi choyi, luhi chulayi chulayi.
Raman made a sad face and said -sab pyaar mumma ko, papa ko koi pyaar nahi karta, papa loyi loyi kalenge. He said taking tears. Ruhi saw her papa crying and said making a little place in her little lap-papa bhi choyi choyi, loyi loyi nahi. She said and smiled cutely making Ishra smile wholeheartedly. Both settled their heads in her small lap while Ruhi bend and kissed foreheads of her parent making Ishra happy to no end. They were looking at each other and smiling continuously while Ruhi was patting them continuously.
After sometime ishra close their eyes waiting to see what Ruhi do. She slowly get up keeping their heads on the bed and went out of the room. Ishra got up to see where she went and saw her coming taking the sheet, both again close their eyes pretending to sleep. Ruhi sat on the bed and start covering them properly with the sheet. She was trying hard to cover Ishra with the sheet but the sheet was small making something or other left uncovered. She was trying continuously and finally she succeeded in covering ishra and then look around and again went out .ishra looked at each other and Raman asked -kahan gayi yeh.
Ishita -donr know, she was saying when they saw Ruhi coming taking two pillows. She kept the pillows on the sides so that the sheet didn't get removed just the way Ishra do to her when she sleeps.
After getting satisfied with her job ruhi smiled happily clapping and said -mumma papa choyi choyi, luhi chulayi. She said proudly and went out of the room.
Ishra opened their eyes and raman said -hamari bachchi, kitni pyari hai. Mera sona bachcha.
Ishita too smiled and said -sabse pyari, but gayi Kahan.
Raman -dont know, let's go and see Isse pehle ki Isse chot lag jaaye, he said and both went to check on ruhi.
Ruhi was sitting on the dining table and was eating banana making Ishra made an aww face.
Raman -aww my bachcha was so hungry still was making mumma papa sleep. U know what, she is actually my jaan ka totta. He said and both walked to ruhi, Ishra hugged Ruhi from back and picked her in their arms. Ruhi was surprised seeing ishra up and they said -surprise,mumma papa ne Ruhi ko buddhu banaya.
Ruhi looked at them and her lips curled in a frown and before Ishra could understand anything Ruhi start crying as they have wasted her hard work.
Ishra look at each other and ishita said -yeh toh rone lagi, Humne iski mehnat bekar kar di iss kaaran se. Sorry bachcha, mumma Papa phir se jaa kar so jaate hai.
Raman -haan jarur roti bachchi ko chod kar so jaate hai, jaise yeh samjhegi nahi, chup karao Isse. He said making ishita say-oh achcha. Rooh bachcha, mumma is going to make ur favourite paneer pakodey for u, u like it naa.
Ruhi looked at ishita with moist eyes and nodded in yes.
Raman -arey paneer pakoda toh papa ka bhi favourite hai, aaj papa Ruhi apna favourite breakfast khayenge, naa.
Ruhi nodded in no and said -luhi nahi khayegi, luhi guccha. She said and went inside her room getting down from Raman's arms.
Ishra look at each other, Raman -ab kya karenge.
Ishita -i think she is hungry tabhi usse jyada gussa chadhi hai. Main doodh bana kar laati hoon till the time, u try to manofy her.
Raman nodded and went to the room and said Ruhi sitting in the corner making a sad face. Raman went to Ruhi and said holding his ear-sorry bachcha, papa really sorry.
Ruhi looked at him with tear filled eyes and said -baat nahi, luhi guccha.
Raman -sorry bachcha maan jaa, ab papa kabhi aisa nahi karenge. Tu mera Raja beta hai naa, maan jaa.
Ruhi nodded in no signalling that she will not talk. Raman went close to her and picked her in his arms and said rubbing his nose on her tummy -ka hua mele bachche ko, ka hua.
Ruhi giggled hearing this and feeling ticklish. Raman kissed her tummy and said -mere gudda bachcha, hasa toh. He said while ishita came bringing milk for Ruhi. She took Ruhi in her arms and start feeding her. Ruhi hold her bottle and start drinking milk rapidly making them realise how hungry she was. Both lovingly caressed ruhi's hair and kissed her temple while Ruhi was holding bottle with one hand and ishra fingers with other.
Soon her tummy got filled and she was all happy and chirpy. Ishita put her on shoulder and patted her toll she burped and then ruhi was all ready to play with her papa.
Raman picked ruhi in his arms and said -we r going to play outside.
Ishita -but Ruhi nahai bhi nahi hai.
Raman -naha legi, abhi toh jagi hai. U don't worry I will make her bath. Tum hum dono ke liye paneer pakoda banao, papa Ruhi khayenge, maa rooh. He said only to get a nod from Ruhi.
Ishita too nodded and went to kitchen while ruman went out to play. Ishita made paneer pakoda for ruman and went out to call them only to see Raman busy in making Ruhi bath with the pipe in the garden while she was enjoying and dancing under the running water.
Ishita smiled seeing them enjoying, Ruhi was dancing wearing her small underwear while Raman was also sitting shirtless showing his well toned body.
Ishita stand at the door admiring the father daughter duo. Seeing ishita admiring them Raman called her too. She denied at first but later join them. Raman turned the pipe in her direction making ishita drench in water. She pink saree got stuck with her skin like a second skin showing her every curve visible, she was looking way too sexy and alluring to raman in this attire, he was trying hard to look away but everytime his eyes were going on her only, on her sexy curve, on her soft petite waist. He couldn't control and walked to her. He hugged her from back making her conscious.
Ishita -what r u doing raman.
He settled his face on her shoulder and said -loving my sexy jaan.
Ishita turned to him and said -ruhi hai.
Raman -i know but what to do. I am not able to resist u, u r looking way too tempting. See I am turned on badly. He said rubbing his lips on her shoulder making her moan. She too want to get lost in him, so she leaned on him but their trance was broken hearing ruhi's laugh.
They turned and saw Ruhi jumping happily. Ishra got embarrassed and ishita went inside pushing raman a little.
Ishita went inside blushing while Raman got busy in Ruhi ruffling his hair smiling.
Ishita went to her room and stand infrojt of the mirror. She started admiring herself remembering his sensual touches and talks. She was blushing heavily and then went to change. She was finding something to wear when her eyes fell on a top which has cold shoulders, that will show her burn marks. She thought to wear it as raman don't have any problem with her scars. Thinking so she picked the dress and went to changed.
After some time she came wearing the top with denim. Though her scars were looking but she don't feel like hiding it anymore.
She was combing her hair smiling when she heard a voice, yeh kya hai bhabhi.
Ishita turned and saw the main standing there looking at her scars making a dirty face. Ishita felt bad and tried to hide her scars when the maid came closer and said -yeh kitna ganda hai, itna kaise jal gaya. Kitna bura lag raha hai. She said making all the smile wipe off from ishita's face.
Ishita-ganda lag raha hai.
Maid nodded in yes and said -bhaiya ko mat dikhana, warna unko bhi ganda lagega, aapko chod bhi sakte hai. Aadmiyon ko yeh sab nahi pasand. Unko biwi hamesha sundar chahite hoti hai, agar raman bhaiya ne aapko aise dekha toh zarur chod denge.
Ishita's eyes got filled hearing this and she asked -yeh itna ganda hai kya.
Maid -bahut kharab.
Ishita -par raman ne toh dekha hai, aur kaha ki achcha hai.
Maid -achcha aisa kaha, choda nahi aapko, zaruri koi matlab hoga. She said making ishita think that what could be Raman's motive.
She was thinking when the maid said -aap bahut ameer ho kya.
Ishita nodded in no.
Maid -tab pata nahi, par maine kitne bhi aadmiyon ko dekha hai sab apni kali hui biwi ko chod dete hai,jab ki khud jalate hai. Aap bhi jali ho, Raman bhaiya aapko bhi, she was saying only to hear, bandh karo apni bakwaas aur apne kaam se kaam rakho. Tumhara muft ka gyaan kisi ko nahi chahiye. He scolded the maid making her go.
Ishita looked at Raman and said -main change karke aati hoon.
Raman -no need, u r looking beautiful.
Ishita -no u r lying, I am looking ugly. I told u naa, it's ugly. Aap mat dekhiye warna aapko bhi ganda lagega.
Raman -nahi mujhe ganda nahi lagta, aise hi chalo. He said and took her out but she was getting uncomfortable.
Ishita -please raman jaane dijiye, badsurati ko chupe rehne dijiye, she said and went to change making Raman feel bad for ishita. He fired the maid then and there only.
After some time, ishita came back wearing a full sleeves kurti and served food to ruman.all had their food in silence. Raman was feeling ishru but ishita was lost and silent.
The day passed in jiffy that day Theh didn't go anywhere as ishita don't want to go. They had their dinner and soon all were on bed to sleep. Raman tried to talk to ishita but she just close her eyes pretending to sleep. Raman was feeling restless, he tried to wake up ishita but she didn't budge. At last he too slept.
After sometime, he felt thays Ishita's side of bed is empty. He got up at once and start finding ishita and saw her standing infront of the mirror and crying removing her kurti. He cried seeing her condition and went to her, seeing him she turned to wear her clothes only to be caged in between his shoulders.
Raman hugged her from back and said -why u r crying jaan.
Ishita -I Am ugly, u will also leave me naa one day ,I will be alone again. Aapka naa agar mujhe chodne ka mann kare naa toh mujhe chod dijiyega but Ruhi ko rakh lijiyega apne paas, kam se kam meri bachchi ko toh pyaar milega.
Raman hugged her tight hearing her words and kissed her temple for long and said -main tujhe kabhi nahi chodunga, bachche. Why I will leave u, u r my baby just like Ruhi.
Ishita look at him and asked -sachchi nahi chodenge.
Raman nodded in no, she hugged him tightly and said crying -please don't leave me ever, these scars r not my fault.meri galti nahi hai yeh.
Raman just pecked her temple softly and said -i know. Then he picked her to the bed and patted her to sleep. Ishita was just trying to hide herself more into Raman like wanting him to consume her, Raman was continuously patting her and soon she slept.
Mid night, ishru were sleeping hugging each other tight while Raman was wide awake. He was really worried for ishita and wasn't able to sleep. He looked at the clock for the nth time which was showing the time 1.15 am. He badly wanted to talk to someone, so he took his phone and went out. He was thinking whom to call when he thought for someone. And he called his mother.
At first toshiji didn't picked the phone but later picked the phone seeing his number.
Toshiji -raman puttar, tu itni raat ko, sab thik hai naa.
Raman -sorry maa, but I badly wanted it advice.
Toshiji -haan puttar bol naa.
Raman -ek minute, he said and called kaki ji and took her in conference call.
Kaki ji -kya hua beta, why u called me so late.
Raman -sorry kaki ji, sorry maa to call u so late but I wasn't understanding whom to talk. Aur phir I don't want to talk about this infront of ishita.
It's OK, u tell what's the problem, both ladies said in unison.
Raman -ishita, maa, ishita ki insecurity. Woh Itni insecure hai ki main kya bataun. I am trying hard to make her believe in my love, but she is so much insecure and I am just not getting what to do, mujhse ishita ki takleef nahi dekhi jaati hai. She get unsecured at the drop of the hat, pata nahi kyun main usse apne pyaar ka yakeen nahi dila paa raha. I don't know how but I have to make her believe on my love. Usse hamesha lagta hai ki main usse chod dunga and she will be alone again.
Kaki ji -its because her wound is just too deep beta. Jisse sunkar hamari rooh kaanp jaaye, she went through that. She need time to adjust.
Toshiji -yes puttar, I think she is right, ishita want time. But hua kya exactly yeh toh batao.
Raman narrated them the incident and then said -ishita is very disturbed and I can't see her like this. I know she want time and I am giving that also. But the problem is her wound is really too deep and everytime some one or other came to hurt her. . Main soch raha tha won't it be better if I take her to some counsellor.may be counseller can help her. Infact I shortlisted few but thought to ask u guys before taking ishita to her, tell me what's ur opinion, kya mujhe ishita ko le jaana chahiye. He asked making both the ladies think.
After thinking for sometime kaki ji said-ruhi -i think u should take her, may be it will help.
Raman -aur maa Aap, aapka kya kehna hai.
Toshiji -i don't think its a nice idea.
Raman -kyun maa.
Toshiji -kyunki puttar pyaar ka ehsaas dilane ke liye sirf pyaar ko zarurat hoti hai, counselling ki nahi. If u really want her to feel secure then love her to an extent that she start believing in ur love.
Raman -I Am trying maa, but it's not happening.
Toshiji -then try harder puttar, counseller illaaj nahi hai. Tera pyaar illaaj hai, talk to her, make her understand. No sakta hai time lage par woh samjhegi jarur.
Raman -ok maa, but she thinks she is ugly coz of those scars.
Toshiji -then make her feel beautiful, in place of taking her to counseller, take her to plastic surgeon. Uski cosmetic surgery karwao aur uski yeh insecurity ji khatam kar do, she said making Raman think.
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