Author's note-though I wasn't about to update this so early as I didn't got the desired like yet but many pester me to update this, so finally I am here with next updt. This one is specially for nisha, hope u all enjoy it.
PART 18
It was three at night, ishita was sleeping peacefully wrapped in the sheet whike raman was sitting next to her, admiring her. He was softly caressing her face blowing air on her beautiful face trying to remove the hair covering her face.
Raman held her hand and said-i don't know what is going to happen next ishita, but one thing I know for sure that I can't leave u ever, coz I can't live without u. Bahut pyaar karta hoon tumse, itna ki tumhara bina saansein bhi adhuri lagti hai. Please matarani, keep my jaan alright. Chahe tujhe joh bhi saza de do par meri ishita ko thik rakhna, she is very fragile, she can't do much pain and I can't see her in pain. He was thinking when she start moaning in pain.
Raman got worried seeing this and asked-kya hua jaan.
Ishita opened her eyes hearing his voice and asked looking at Raman-aap soye nahi.
Raman -no, I just wake up. U tell me what happened to u.
Ishita nodded in no and said -nothing.
Raman -nahi, kuch toh hai. Tell me.
Ishita -its paining. She said taking his hands to her front.
Raman -kya hua aise achanak. Shall we go to hospital.
Ishita-no no, I usually felt pain here. Just knead it a bit, it will be fine.
Raman start kneading her bosoms softly, she closed her eyes feeling good .
Raman -u often felt pain here.
Ishita nodded in yes.
Raman -then why don't u told me this ever.
Ishita-i was shy. Thought it will be good soon. But see what happened due to my negligence.
Raman kissed her forehead and said-kuch nahi hua hai. Everything is just fine and u relax. He said caressing her softly. Very soon she slept again while Raman couldn't sleep a wink. He wore his clothes and took his laptop. And start searching more and more about breast cancer.
Next morning, ishita got up only to find herself in bed alone, she got up to see Raman and saw him sleeping in the chair on the laptop only.
Ishita went to him and caressed his hair gently.
Ishita-i know, u love me alot and can't live without me. Yahin kaaran hai ki mujhe aur bura lag raha hai. Aap mujhse itna pyaar karte ho raman, ki main aapko chod kar bhi nahi jaa sakti but main Itni bebas hoon ki aapke saath bhi nahi reh sakti. I don't know what is going to happen raman but I don't want to leave u alone ever. Murugan please keep me safe, if not for me then for my Raman. Main unhe takleef mein nahi dekh sakti. She said pecking raman's forehead.
Next two days spent like years for ishra. Both tried to be strong for each other but was broken from inside. They didn't go anywhere for whole two days, all the time they spent on their room, Raman was fully into ishita, taking care of her with all possible way, loving her, comforting her. In these days,they made love for many times but just because ishita wanted it, Raman couldn't love her happily due to the fear of loosing her.
Soon the day came when they have to go to get the reports. Both were tense and silent from the morning only. Raman got ready wearing blue shirt with grey formals while ishita wear a purple tee with denims. Raman hugged her tight before going and said-waise toh I know the reports r going to be negative but even if the reports r positive, u r not going to loose hope. We will fight against everything together, hum milkar ladenge. Haar nahi manna hai, r u getting my point. Ishita nodded in yes and hugged him back.
Soon they were in hospital sitting in front of the doctor waiting for the reports. After a long wait of fifteen minutes, the reports finally came.
Doctor opened the envelope and Ishra hold each other's hand in tension.
Doctor-the reports r, ishra closed their eyes fearing the worst, when she said -here, and it's negative Mr and Mrs bhalla.
Ishra opened their eyes happily and hugged each other tight crying out of happiness. Both were crying hugging each other tight when doctor said-the reports r negative but,
Ishra broke the hug and said-what.
Doc -but their is a clot. On which we have to work. It had to be treated. Or else some day it will become cancer.
Raman -no doc, I will not let it happen. We r ready for the treatment.
Doc-ok, then I am prescribing the medicine and ointments, apply these days and slowly the clot will be melted. But Mr bhalla u have to take too much care of Mrs bhalla, coz these medicines r very hard, or say powerful. She may feel dizzy after having it. She may have some side effects also, but they will be momentary. And yes there will be lots of hormonal changes, so please keep her happy and stress-free as much as u can.
Raman -ok doc, I will do everything as per ur instructions. I just want to see my ishita all right. She is fine naa.
Doctor nodded in yes smiling and Ishra hugged each other again happily. They thanked the doctor, she told them to come after one month and keep in touch on phone.
Ishra came out of the hospital happily and reached the hotel. They were too happy .ishita closed the door and said-order champagne, we will celebrate.
Raman -no champagne for u, remember u r under medication.
Ishita-ok baba, fruit champagne, order our food and champagne while I go and freshen up.
Raman -want me to help.
Ishita looked at him and said-r u serious.
Raman -yes, today I want to love u passionately, u know jaan this incident taught me something. That live in the moment, kal Pata nahi kya ho.so today I want to live in today and today ur man want u to dress beautifully for me. He said caressing her tummy softly.
Ishita smiled and said-as u wish raman, saying so she went to change while Raman ordered their food along with some white lilies.
Soon ishita was out wearing a beautiful gown of knee length, grey in colour, she has given a smoky look to her eyes with a tinge of light make up, she has curled her hair making raman lost in her.
She walked to her and raman grabbed her waist smiling naughtily. He went near her ear and said huskily biting her earlobe-u r looking sexy.
Ishita smiled and pushed him on the bed. Raman pulled her on himself and captured her lips for a passionate kiss. He start chewing her lips sensuously while ishita was also returning his favours with equal passion. Raman unzipped her gown and start dropping open mouth kisses on her bare skin making her moan. She was just caressing his hair while he was pleasuring her to no extent. This was the first time ishita can actually feel his passion for her. They were drown in each other, after a long round of love making, he entered into her, they rocked together in sync and he finally fell on her.
They stay in each other's arms for long and finally raman was getting up to have dinner when ishita pulled him again and said-let it be, yahin rahiye, feeling so good.
Raman -I Am also feeling good jaan, but u must be hungry.
Ishita-no I am not, please yahin rahiye, don't go. Yunhi pahalon mein baithe raho, aaj jaane ki zid naa karo. She said caressing his cheek and played the music while they again got lost in each other.
Baat bas se nikal chali hai
Dil ki haalat sambhal chali hai
Ab junoon had se badh chala hai
Ab tabiyat behaal chali hai
Yunhi pehlu mein baithe raho
Yunhi pehlu mein baithe raho
Aaj jaane ki...
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Aaj jaane ki zid na karo
Laakh paigaam ho gaye hain
Jab saba ek pal chali hai
Jaao ab so raho sitaaron
Dard ki raat ab dhal chali hai
Yunhi pehlu mein baithe raho
Yunhi pehlu mein baithe raho
Aaj jaane ki...
Aaj jane ki zid na karo
Aaj jane ki zid na karo
Zid na karo...
Zid na, zid na karo
Zid na, zid na karo
Zid na karo...
Zid na, zid na karo
Haaye mar jaayenge
Hum toh lutt jaayenge
Aisi baatein kiya na karo
Aaj jaane ki zidd na karo
Aaj jaane ki zidd na karo
After many rounds of love making they finally slept in each other's arms feeling contented.
It was evening, ishra were sleeping when raman's phone rang, at first they ignored but later had to pick as it was ringing again and again.
Raman picked the phone seeing mihir's name.
Raman -haan mihir bolo.
Mihir-sorry to disturb u bhai, but ek bahut important client hai, who want to need u, I told him that u r out of town but still he want to meet u in personal. He dont even talk to talk on video call. Work pressure bhi bahut ho gaya hai mujh par. If u could cut short ur holidays, come u two come back.
Ishita got up and asked what's the matter.
Raman -mihir is calling us back, bahut work pressure hai. Aur Ek client mujhse in person milna chahta hai. Kya karun.
Ishita -lets go back, waise bhi yeh chuttiyan kuch achchi nahi thi. It's better if it ends.
Raman nodded and tell mihir that they r coming back.
After few hours, ishra were going back to India. Ishita was happy that everything is fine now. She was sitting keeping her head on Raman's chest playing with his button.
Raman caressed her hair and said-stop it jaan, I am feeling ticklish.
Ishita-i am very happy raman, finally we r one in all senses. Ab hum jaldi se shaadi kar lenge. Naa raman.
Raman nodded and said-bahut jaldi.
Ishita-kitna achcha hoga naa raman, we will be so happy together, Aap mujhe bahut pyaar karenge, hum kitne khush rahenge naa raman.
Raman smiled hearing her and said-bahut khush rahenge.
Ishita hugged him tight and said-aur phir hamare chote chote bachche honge, I want a boy and a girl. Ladka bilkul aao jaisa, aur ladki bhi Aap jaisi. Aapko kya chahiye raman. She said looking at Raman only to see him turning pale.
Ishita -kya hua raman, why all of a sudden u became so sad.
Raman -kuch nahi, tum so jao. He said patting her to sleep.
Ishita -but raman, I want to talk.
Raman -not now ishita, I am sleepy. He said and closed his eyes while ishita was confused at his sudden change in behavior.
Raman closed his eyes and thought -main kaise bhool gaya that I can't be a father ever. I should tell this truth to ishita warna woh jhoothi umeedein lagaa kar rakhegi. Thinking so he was about to say the truth to ishita but stopped thinking that he has to keep ishita happy and stress-free, may be this news will not go right with her health. I think I should wait till she became a bit normal. Thinking so he closed his eyes deciding to tell her the truth later.
Soon they reached Delhi and raman went to office leaving ishita at home to rest. He was trying to be normal but he can't do as his disability was making him restless .
He called the doctor and consulted her. She said not to give any stress to her.
Raman hung the call and thought -i will tell her about this after this month as I have to keep her happy. But I can't marry her without telling this truth. May be she don't want to marry me after knowing this. He thought this and got sad. But later thought-ishita ka joh bhi faisla ho but I will marry her only after telling her the truth. So I will postpone our marriage for a month at least.but I can't tell this thing to ishita, warna woh sochegi I am doing this because of her illness. He thought and closes his eyes thinking ways to postpone the wedding.
He reached home only to see ishita making food for them happily. Raman went to her and said-jaan, u r not suppose to work. U should rest,u r not OK naa.
Ishita-i am good Raman, feeling great after cooking. Chaliye khate hai.
Raman -u go, I am just coming. He said and went to his room.
After few minutes, he came and both start having food.
Ishita-raman, hum kal shaadi karenge.
Raman -ishita, I am going to be very busy in the coming week, bahut saari meetings pending hai. Tum bhi office nahi jaogi toh saari jimmedari mujh par hogi. Hope u understand. He said slowly thinking she will be sad but to his surprise she said-its OK raman, waise bhi I want just u, aur kuch nahi chahiye mujhe. Aap agar mere saath hai toh I don't have any problem. But u have to love me alot like u always do, OK. She said happily to which Raman nodded.
Slowly the time start passing, Raman was taking good care of ishita, he wasn't giving her any chance to complain. He was lovely her like no end. Ishita was also very happy with him showering love on her.
Raman was in continuous consult with the doctor, he was happy to know that ishita is improving.
One day ishita was serving breakfast while Raman was pestering her to eat, even he was feeding her in between but suddenly she lost balance and very soon she fainted in his arms.
Raman got worried seeing her faint,he tried to wake her up but when she didn't responded, he picked her in his arms and take to the nearest hospital.
Raman was pacing to and fro worrying about ishita, when doctor came out and said-congratulations, ur wife is pregnant.
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