Rikaara FF: Lost & Found (completed) index pg 1 - Page 27

<Chapter 17>

She went and lifted her up in the arms. Gauri was looking at him with a shocked expression. He knew what was going on in her mind and he was having a naughty smirk. There was a recliner made of marble for therapeutic purposes. He sat in a reclined position with her beside.

"Omkaaraji.. chodiye humhe..

"Pata hai mujhe tum yehi kehne waali ho.. Mujhe pata hai. Main kuch nahi karne waala hoon jo tum soch rahi ho.. Bas 1 ghante ki to baat hai.. Mere paas bhi nahi reh sakthe ho? Isme bhi kuch problem hai tumhe? His voice was mixture of longing, desperation, disappointment and love.

Gauri looked at him. Something in this voice affected her. They were lying side by side on the recliner with his hand wrapped around her waist.

He rested his jaw bone on her shoulder. "Pata hai mujhe tum abhi tak mujhe poore dil se apne pati nahi maante ho. Pyaar bhi nahi hai tumhaari dil mein, mere liye..Par ek baat bataogi mujhe.?

"Kya hai? She was looking into his brown orb eyes filled with love

"Agar humhaari shaadi aisi situation main nahi hoti and if we had met like strangers and got to know each other, tab tumhe pyaar hoti kya mere liye?

"aisa hua hota, to aapko bhi humhe pyaar nahi karte. Aap kahaan hai aur kahaan hai hum

"Aisa kyun keh rahi ho.. Mujhe ye paise, naam, khaandaan, status in sab se koi farak nahi padta.. In sab cheeson se zyaada mujhe tumhaari saath hi pasand hain Gauri. Main sirf tumhaari saath jeena chahtha hoon.. yeh status, money in sab ki wajah se maine bhi bahut kuch problems dekha hain.. Now I just want a peaceful life jo sirf tum de sakthi ho, mujhe. Mujhe pata hai main baar baar tumhe issi baat kehke tang kar raha hoon.. Par tumhaare alava main kiske saath yeh sab baatein karoon?

Gauri was moved a little.. "Aap ki zindagi mein kami kya hain Omkaara ji? Aap itne ache kalakaar ho, ameer ho, ache dikhte ho, padi likhe ho, achi khandaan hain, parvarish hain, ek naukar ko bhi barabar ki samman dete ho, aap ke dil bahut naram hai.. Koi bhi ladki pyaar karegi aapse

"Mujhe kisi aur ka pyaar nahi chahiye.. tumhaari pyaar chahiye.. wo bhi dil khol kar.. Aur jaise tum keh rahi ho.. agar mera itna positives hai, tum mujhe pyaar kyun nahi karti"

"Wo humhaare beech shuru se hi haalat teek nahi thaa na..

"Haan Teek hain, par jab tum chulbul thi, tab bhi mujhse pyaar nahi hua naa.. tumhe. Humhaari shaadi hogayi issliye tum mujhe husband maan ne lagi.. koi chahat se nahi na..

"Yeh kisne keh diya aapse?

"Mujhe pata hai.. agar sach mein tumhaari dil mein pyaar hoti, todi bahut to ab bhi bachi hoti.. par aisa nahi hai.. His voice was sounding remorseful.

"Shaayad aapko pata nahi hai. Main kabhi aap ke upar iss shaadi ki bhoj nahi dalna chahthi. Phir bhi, humhaari dosti hui chulbul ki vesh mein. Pata hai, jab bhi aap humhe cute kehte, main pagalon ki tharah ghoomti rehthi thi has haske.. Meri poori duniya aapki Charon aur ghoom rahi thi. Aap ki pareshaani mein, mujhe pareshaani hoti, aur mujhe seh nahi jaati. Usse door karne mein maine kya kya pagalpan nahi kiya.. Meri khud ki zindagi bhi kam lagne lagi aapki muskurahat ki saamne.. Gauri was immersed in the thoughts of those beautiful moments which she spent as Chulbul. She was speaking in her own flow and she didn't notice his face.

His face was showing rainbow of emotions. No one can ever express their love more powerfully than this. Eventhough she is speaking of past, but Omkaara felt that he was indeed the luckiest man to have this kind of selfless love, even though he didn't deserved it and broke it by all his cruelness. He forgot all what he said her and all what she said him about the promises. He pulled her closer will all his might and before even she could realize he got into a deep kiss..

"I love you.. I really love you.. He was blown away but the power of the words that came from her mouth a little while. All that was in his mind was, he is hers and they belong to each other forever. He would do anything in this world, to keep her happy. Omkaara was in a deep passionate state and he couldn't break the kiss nor could he strain to remember all those promises he made.

Gauri on the other hand was in a different state. Her intial shock on not knowing what is happening, the feeling of his lips and tongue in her mouth, the iron grip clasp of his hands were all tell tale stories on what passion is all about. Till this time, he heard him only speaking that he is passionate about her. But now he is making her realize what he felt for her, more loudly, than the words he actually spoke. Gauri wasn't even in her senses to defend. She held him back with all the hurriedness. Her hands felt the sensation of his own warm body getting hotter by increasing second, whilst she was clutching him tight for her own grip. She could feel his passion increasing by enormous levels but little did she realize that she was causing it. Her hands were trailing along to get more of his muscular well built stature and her lips were totally controlled by his. After a little while.. Gauri was gasping for breath.

"Omkaa.. ra.. She was struggling to form words.

He wasn't the one in a controllable state. He was warming up her neck with his intense kisses and his hands were trying to feel her draped beauty. Gauri's senses finally awoke but she was struggling to stop him. There was a knock at the door, which saved her.

Omkaara disappointment grew by leaps and bounds. He wasn't able to pull himself out of her silky smooth self, but Gauri was shaking him.

"Omkaara ji.. koi aaya hai.. Main.. nahaane ke liye chali jaathi hoon.. She didn't even wait for his reply and vanished into the washroom within seconds. Omkaara's was totally blank. She has left him high and dry. He took a little while to gather himself and opened the door. He asked for a quick 15 minutes to shower and after few minutes Gauri came out of the shower. He tried to come closer to her.. She reminded him they had to get out within few minutes, hesitantly pushed him into shower.

While he was showering, Gauri was trying to gather the sense of situation regarding what had happened. He pulled her into a passionate kiss, it's not the first time he is doing it. He has done it even before. But what happened to her. She is all big talks and she lost herself in him. She didn't even put up a weak resistance on top of that, she was feeling him up. She turned pink. Hey sankar jee. Ye maine kya kar diya.. What the hell he would have thought about her. She ran to the room.

Gauri was dressing up infront of the mirror deeply lost in thoughts. All those which happened a few minutes back came barraging into her mind. His intensity, passion, his lips, his warmth. She closed her eyes to stop thinking more. She was wondering how the hell she is going to face him. What will he think about her and how is she going to explain herself.

The door flung open and as expected his eyes were searching for her. He noticed her standing near the mirror and came upto her with a smiling face. He held her from back as if he is still not donI e with whatever he started and kissed on her cheek.

"Gauri.. mujhe kuch kahe bina room chali aayi.. Main doond raha tha tumhe

Hey sankar jee, why is he smiling like this to make matters more worst..? She thought.

"Wo omkaaraji..

"Omkaara ji nahi.. Omkaara..

"Wo..nahi hoti mujhse..

"Practise karo.. ho jayega. He smelled her wet hair.. "Wow, I really like this smell

He is definitely not ready to leave her. Gauri was not knowing how to start the conversation

"Pata hai Gauri, tum bahut soft and tender ho.. you are driving me crazy He is definitely not done with.

Gauri could not wait any more. She released his hands and stood a little apart.

"Omkaara ji..maaf kijiye.. humse galti hui.. wo main puraani baat yaad kar rahi thi naa. Usme aakar todi akal kho gayi thi.. Galti meri hi thi.. Please mujhe maaf kijiye..

Omkaara's face turned red with anger in an instant.

"To tum keh rahi ho.. Jo bhi jazbaat tha humhaare beech mein, WO sab sirf ek impulsive mistake tha? A damn mistake?? He was standing there like a ready to erupt volcano

<to be cont>

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