meri koi maa nahi?

OK guys until now I thought kamini misled mahi on being her nazayaz child. So I also thought that she fed him with the lie that shivaay and mahi are twins of kamini and shakti. But what he said today left me some what confused. I mean he said "meri koi maa nahi?" Why would he say that? He thinks kamini is his mother right? And we all know he has a very deep affection for her despite all her taunts and misbehavior. So this made me think if there's some hidden truth. Could it be that the twins' mother is someone else and probably dead that's why he said he doesn't have a mother? Or is it some new lie fed to him? Why do I feel that he knows something more, he discovered something more? He cannot be so dumb to not understand that no mother, no matter how angry she is, can kill her own child right?I think he knows kamini is not his real mother.