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saranya

@angelsaranya

Voyager

Posted: 8 years ago

#41

wow awesome updates di...story is really interesting...i loved it...eagerly waiting for next...😊

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Raj

@RajRosid

Inactive

Posted: 8 years ago

#42

Poor rosid ab kya karege. Waiting for more

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#43

Part 9

Siddhant POV:

We reached my house...

I parked he car and we got down from the car...

We took steps towards our entrance while my mother was waiting with the aarthi plate to welcome us...

She took aarthi & told my wife to kick the kalash & enter the house procedurally...

My wife kicked the kalash & made foot & hand prints...

Then lit diya and we took blessings of God & elders...

My grandmother told my mother to bring bowl of milk...

She put the ring inside the bowl & told us to search the ring inside the milk bowl...

Myself & my wife put our hands inside the bowl and started searching the ring inside...

When we were searching my hand touched hers...

I dont know why i felt like touching that girl...

I closed my eyes...

Roli POV:

We reached my in laws house and i entered into the house procedure...

We were told to search the ring inside the milk bowl...

When we were searching his hand touched mine...

I dont know why i felt like that guy is touching me...

I closed my eyes...

OMG... what is happening with me...

Am i so lost in that guy that i am feeling like him touching me when my husband is touching me...

How i am going to handle this...

I slowly opened my eyes...

Siddhant POV;

I really wonder how much that girl affected me that even when i am touching my wife i am getting the same feeling...

What the hell is happening...

I slowly opened my eyes...

My eyes locked in her eyes...

Our hands were still touching...

That was creating mixed feelings inside me...

'You both finding the ring or not...' my grandmother asked...

That is when we both got senses & i left her hand...

I got the ring and took out the ring...

I went to my room to take rest while my wife was taken by my mother to her room...

As soon as i entered into my room i felt like slapping myself for the mistake i did...

How beautiful & happy moments all these should be with my wife...

While i am unable to enjoy anything out of guilty feelings...

I did mistake.. but what my wife did...

Didn't she deserve happiness on the life time occasion of marriage...

If this is what i am facing till now then what happens tonight...

How i am going to handle the wedding night???

Can i stay away from my wife in all these guilty conscious???

If yes then is it not like doing injustice to my wife...

I sat in the sofa holding my head...

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sheetal

@sheetal1979

Rocker

Posted: 8 years ago

#44

Nice update dear waiting for nxt

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#45

Part 10

Roli POV

I am in his decorated room with a veil covering my face...

In few minutes he may come into the room...

Then what i am going to do...

I am going to accept his love forgetting whatever i did with another guy...

Or i am going to deny...

Can i even deny when my husband touch me with all his rights???

I am completely confused...

My guilty conscious was in its peak...

I heard the sound of opening the door...

He entered into the room and locked the door...

My heart beat increased & my body was shivering with all tensions...

OMG.. please help me to handle the situation.. i prayed sincerely...

I wonder some sort of hesitation even with him... i dont know why...

But in the tension i got in handling this i was unable to think what he is hesitating about...

In few minutes.. he came near the bed and sat facing me...

I hold my knee tightly...

Siddhant POV;

After so much of hesitation i entered into the room...

It took sometime for me to even proceed to walk till the bed and i sat facing her...

what i am going to decide now??? whether to betray her by making love with her or to upset her being away on wedding night...

I was sitting for a while with all these confusions...

Then i slowly forward my hand to lift the veil which was covering her face...

She was looking so beautiful...

But i am not even in a position to admire her beauty...

I forward my hand towards her face while my hand was shivering slightly in guilty conscious & tension...

I just talked to Vinay before coming to the room where he advised me multiple times to proceed with the married life... May be i may come over the guilty conscious once i move close with my wife...

Is it true??? can i come over this guilty conscious???

If so i will be the happiest person in this world...

I tried to touch her chin to lift her face... while...

Roli POV;

No... i cant do this to him...

I cant betray my husband...

I cant answer my own conscious if i do that to him...

He forward his hand towards my chin to lift my face...

I closed my eyes while tears filled on my eyes...

'Please dont touch me...' i requested...

He didn't touched me...

I slowly opened my eyes & looked at him...

I cant understand his expression whether he is in anger that i denied him to touch me or not...

In fact i didn't read any anger expression on his face...

I really dont know what he feels... but i cant do that...

'Sorry.. i am really sorry.. i am not suitable to be your wife...' i said...

Siddhant POV:

She suddenly told me not to touch when i tried to hold her chin...

I got breathe of relief as if i am saved from the guilty feelings...

I took my hand back...

She told apology and said she is not suitable for me...

I really dont know what she mean by telling that...

In fact i was suppose to tell that to her...

Yes.. i am not suitable for her love after whatever mistake i did...

Still i wonder why she is telling that...

'Are you not interested in this marriage???' i asked...

She was silent for a while...

Roli POV;

He asked me whether i am not interested in this marriage...

What to tell him...

Can i tell that i was interested by i lost my purity to become his wife...

Hiding my mistake with heavy heart... i gave a different reply...

'Yes.. i got no interest to marry now.. but my parents wanted to get me married... thats why i just told ok for their sake...' i said...

'Oh ok... i can understand...' he said...

I wonder whether he is not getting angry on all these...

'Thanks for your understanding... i know its not right to tell this after our marriage... ' i said...

'Its ok... Love is something which we cant get it by compulsion and something like this is possible when it is arranged marriage.. they are seeing the boy or girl considering their wishes & not ours right...' he expressed..

I felt somewhat relaxed that he is taking it in a different & light way...

'You are right.. But i cant compel you to be bind in this relationship after i denied to accept this... So its your decision to proceed in the way you want & i am ok with your any decision...' i said...

Yes.. how can i tell him to sacrifice his life for my foolishness...

He just smiled...

'Lets see all those later.. now you seems to be tired.. lets sleep... you sleep in this cot.. i will sleep in the sofa...' he said and went to sofa taking a pillow and blanket...

I got breathe of relief and lay down on the bed...

I closed my eyes without knowing whether it is right about whatever i did...

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Raj

@RajRosid

Inactive

Posted: 8 years ago

#46

Awesome up date waiting for Next

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arisharosid20

@arisharosid20

Rocker

+ 3

Posted: 8 years ago

#47

Awesome didi but what will happen..really cant wait..

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Banumathy Prasanna

@banuprasa

Sparkler

Posted: 8 years ago

#48

Part 11

Siddhant POV:

My wife said she is not interested in this marriage and i can take any decision as i like...

i dont know what i might have reacted if i didn't commit that mistake...

But now... i was already wondering how to avoid touching her...

She gave nice change to me and i just came to sofa as if escaped...

I was wondering how to touch her and live my life after whatever i did but she is telling me to take decision...

What decision i can take???

Does she mean i can marry some other girl leaving her...

Very funny... i need to feel embarrassed with another girl...

Which i really dont want...

May be she is not yet ready to start her married life as she just finished her studies...

I can use this time to come out of my guilty conscious too...

Thanks God.. you helped me in right way in the right time...

i never thought one night can change my life...

Instead of staying away from my wife on wedding night.. i might have stayed away from that girl that night.. Atleast i might have got escaped from all these guilty conscious...

I closed my eyes and slept in a while...

In the morning... i wake up and saw her beautiful face in the morning rays which was entering into our room...

How beautiful she looks...

i was lost on her face while she wake up & looked at me...

We were looking at each other for sometime...

Then i got up from sofa & kept the pillow back to the bed...

'What you have decided???' she asked me...

'For what???' i asked with a puzzle...

' I mean.. about our relationship...' she clarified...

'Oh... i think its better we dont decide anything now.. may be you are not yet ready for a married life as you just finished your studies... let us stay as friends and proceed with the life... later we can think and decide how to go about with our relationship...' i explained...

'Ok.. thanks for being so understanding...' she expressed...

I smiled...

As we came to some sort of conclusion about our relationship.. i felt i was feeling much relieved...

Even i was not getting that guilty feeling which i was getting earlier...

Of course... when we are not proceeding with our married life right now.. why to feel anything about that...

Right now we are only friends...

When we think and decide about it later days may be i might have got ready to handle the guilty... as well as she may be ready to handle the married life...

I went to fresh up...

Roli POV:

I asked him about his decision...

He informed that we can stay as friends right now & can decide about the relationship later...

I felt breathe of relief...

Now atleast i can move with him as a friend instead of moving with all guilty...

he really reduced my burden...

Later when we discuss with our relationship further we can come to some conclusion...

May be i might have come out of these guilty conscious at that time..

He came out getting fresh up and i went to fresh up taking my changing dress...

After a while.. we both went down sharing a smile...

I think i am sharing a smile without any bad feeling only now...