RoSid FF: Binding of Love Completed FF - Page 3

In sometime we will reach destination...

I wake up and looked at her who is still sleeping on my shoulders...

I wonder how to wake her up...

Moreover i really cant understand how she will react when she comes to know that she was sleeping on my shoulder...

I was in various confusions while the announcement was made about reaching destination...

She wake up hearing the announcement...

I was under confusion how to react while...

She just took her head from my shoulder and went back to her seat...

I tried to read her expressions on her face while she just smiled...

'Finally reaching Delhi...' she said casually on excitement of reaching Delhi...

I wonder why she didn't react anything about sleeping on my shoulder...

May be she too liked for it... or she didn't took it as big deal...

Whatever... I was happy that i was able to be close with her for already few hours...

'Yes hours of travel is coming to an end...' i expressed... 

The hours which i wanted to push very fast to meet my grandmother was somewhere now giving feeling that it might have moved slow.. so that she might have been with me for some more time..

Now we finally reached Delhi...

I helped her again in taking the bag...

She thanked with a smile and we came out of the flight...

We started moving towards the outside of the airport...

When we reached almost entrance...

'Take care of your grandmother...' she said...

'Sure.. thanks...' i replied...

'Bye...' she waved bye and went from there...

'Bye...' i was waving looking at the way she was going...

When she went out of my sight... i got back to my senses...

I rushed to catch a taxi and rush towards home...

When i entered into my house... My father was waiting in the hall...

'How is Mataji now???'  i rushed towards him...

'Come...' he said & took me to Mataji room...

She was on the bed while my mother was beside her...

I rushed towards her...

'Mataji.. what happened to you??? i cant see you like this... please get up...' i told her with all tension...

She slowly opened her eyes & looked at me...

'Siddhant.. you have come.. ' she said...

'Yes Mataji.. i have come.. dont worry.. nothing will happen to you...' i told her...

She tried to get up from bed...

I swiftly kept the pillow for support and made her to sit leaning on the pillow...

She hold my hand...

'Siddhant...  i wont be there for so many days Siddhant...' she said..

'Mataji.. what are you talking??? please stop all these nonsense talk.. i wont let anything happen...' i swiftly replied her...

She gave a smile...

'What you can do Siddhant... when my final days has come...' she expressed...

'Mataji.. Please stop it.. you know i cant bear all these talks...' i warned her...

'Siddhant.. i am getting old.. Birth & death are natural.. there is nothing to run away from that...' she explained...

'But still.. no need for talking all these.. you take rest..' i told her...

'Siddhant... Before i take permanent rest... i wish to see your marriage.. will you do that for me???' she asked...

When she talk about my marriage.. if i was Siddhant of those days.. i might have told 'No...' but now i got someone who stole my heart... 

But the problem is i dont know anything about her & how can i locate her...

I need time to do that.. but i dont think Mataji will wait for that...

'What is the urgency for that Mataji??? I know nothing will happen to you and you will see my marriage for sure.. but not so soon...' i tried to manage...

'Siddhant.. i think you are not realising the actual.. i am counting my days and you are talking about no urgency...' She insisted...

'Mataji.. ' I tried to reply...

'Siddhant.. understand its my last wish.. i wish you honor it.. Promise me...' she pushed me hard...

Before i could even think anything.. she kept my hand over her hand as if taking promise...

I was left with nothing else...  

Atleast if i know the details of that girl.. i can tell them that i am in love with someone.. 

But what can be done now??? 

I am cornered by my grandmother without any other option left...

'I am taking your silence as acceptance... we are proceeding with your marriage...' she said giving shock to me...

'Mataji.. you are talking as if someone is ready to marry tomorrow...' i expressed...

'Why not Sdidhant.. you know how many alliance we get asking for you.. but we were just delaying as you didn't agree yet.. now we got a good alliance who are ready to arrange your marriage this week itself.. we were just waiting for your confirmation.. Now when we got it.. there is nothing to wait...' she continued while i was in shock to the core...

I am left with no time too to think or do anything...

'Rajender call them and tell that we are ok and can proceed with the marriage... let this happen without further delay.. and tell them we are coming to see that girl tomorrow...' she told...

'No need.. this marriage itself i do.. then its for you.. i am not interested in looking at any girl.. ' i replied and rushed out from there towards my room...

I came out and can see the marriage arrangements were happening very fast...

OMG.. what is happening...

All these days i was not at all interested in any marriage...

I might have just accepted whoever selected by family in this like situation...

But now i lost my heart on her... Then how can i marry someone else...

Is it easy for me to just throw her away from my heart and live with the girl decided by my family...

I am really worried to handle this now...

I wonder how they kept the marriage date in just 3 days...

Everything is happening in roller coaster speed...

I closed my eyes while she came in front of my eyes...

With that same smile which stole my heart...

I smiled as if i am sharing the smile with her...

I opened my eyes and touch my shoulder where she was for hours...

i caresses my shoulder gently as if caressing her...

What madness is this my mind warning me.. that too when i am going to marry someone...

But where my heart is hearing... Its all going around her...

I really hate myself for not even trying to know anything about her in all these travel from US to India...

Atleast might have asked her name or address or anything related to her...

But not.. i am really a fool...

No use of thinking any of these now...

Finally the day has come...

Yes today is my wedding with that girl who my family arranged my marriage...

Its really strange.. i am filled with the girl who i love from head to toe...  while she become nothing in my life...

While the girl who i dont know anything about is going to become my wife...

How i am going to accept this girl as my wife now???

With all these thoughts i got ready...

My mother came inside my room...

She put the string of flower covering my face as per the procedure...

I felt its good... I can hide the feeling from showing it outside...

All went to marriage mandap...

We were given warm welcome...

I went to marriage stage...

When a girl was coming towards the stage covered her face with veil...

Few girls were surrounded around her bringing her to stage...

She sat beside me...

Somewhere it was paining to marry this unknown girl having my sweet heart inside my heart...

Priest started chanting mantras...

Her father came forward to do Kanyadhan...

We were told to exchange garlands...

We stood up and took the garlands in our hand...

In this place.. if it was she...i might have done some naughtiness to put this garland...

But i got no such wishes now with this girl...

We exchanged garlands...

We were told to take pheres... With all promises...

Am i doing right??? I am giving false promises to this girl while i have someone else inside my heart...

We completed 7 pheres...

I was told to fill Vermilion on her hairline...

I got no interest to store someone face in the place she took place...

I just filled the vermilion on her hairline without any interest to lift my face to look at her...

Finally i have put mangal sutra on her neck too...

Procedural she become my wife... 

We took blessings of elders...

Yes.. i went to Mataji for whom i did this marriage itself...

I touch her feet and took her blessings...

'Live happily forever Siddhant & Roli...' she said as blessings...

I was thinking... i am not sure how happy i can be & how happy i can keep her happy...

We return home and my mother took aarthi to us being newly married couple...

She kicked the kalash and entered into the house with all procedure...

We all sat on the sofa while my Mataji too sat on the sofa...

'Mataji.. why are you taking strain.. go and take rest...' i told her...

'I am all fine Siddhant... there is no need for me to stay in the bed anymore...' she replied...

I was shocked...

What does she mean by this...

'Mataj.. you are not well.. go and take rest...' i insisted...

'Siddhat.. i am sorry... we got no other way...' she said...

'I dont get you...' i wanted to clarify what she mean...

'Siddhant.. i got no other way to get you married.. thats why i said i am not well.. i am really sorry...' she said while i was in ultimate shock...

"What:??? Mataji you mean you are well only & only to get me married you did these drama...' i wanted to double confirm...

'Yes Siddhant... we were trying to make you accept for getting married since long.. but you didn't hear.. thats why.. i am sorry... '  She justified...

'What nonsense is this Mataji??? you will tell such lie for getting me married as you wish... do you even know what you have done to me.. not only to me.. but also to this innocent girl...' i shouted...

'Siddhant.. we all did with good intention only...' she tried to clarify...

'Nothing is of good intention..  i really cant bear this... i never expect my own family will play with me like this and make me fool... ' i sat with all shock...

My parents as well as grand mother were trying to console me justifying about what they did...

But they fail to know i did this marriage just thinking about my grandmother health while i got someone else inside my heart...

If she might have told that they only want me to get married.. then at least i might have tried to locate my love... 

Now everything is spoiled...

I am shattered...

I just rushed towards my room...

I changed my dress and took my bag...

I came down to the halll when all were shocked to see me with the bag...

'I am going back to US... '  i just informed them and rushed out of the house without waiting for any of their replies...