Part 4I came out and can see the marriage arrangements were happening very fast...
OMG.. what is happening...
All these days i was not at all interested in any marriage...
I might have just accepted whoever selected by family in this like situation...
But now i lost my heart on her... Then how can i marry someone else...
Is it easy for me to just throw her away from my heart and live with the girl decided by my family...
I am really worried to handle this now...
I wonder how they kept the marriage date in just 3 days...
Everything is happening in roller coaster speed...
I closed my eyes while she came in front of my eyes...
With that same smile which stole my heart...
I smiled as if i am sharing the smile with her...
I opened my eyes and touch my shoulder where she was for hours...
i caresses my shoulder gently as if caressing her...
What madness is this my mind warning me.. that too when i am going to marry someone...
But where my heart is hearing... Its all going around her...
I really hate myself for not even trying to know anything about her in all these travel from US to India...
Atleast might have asked her name or address or anything related to her...
But not.. i am really a fool...
No use of thinking any of these now...
Finally the day has come...
Yes today is my wedding with that girl who my family arranged my marriage...
Its really strange.. i am filled with the girl who i love from head to toe... while she become nothing in my life...
While the girl who i dont know anything about is going to become my wife...
How i am going to accept this girl as my wife now???
With all these thoughts i got ready...
My mother came inside my room...
She put the string of flower covering my face as per the procedure...
I felt its good... I can hide the feeling from showing it outside...
All went to marriage mandap...
We were given warm welcome...
I went to marriage stage...
When a girl was coming towards the stage covered her face with veil...
Few girls were surrounded around her bringing her to stage...
She sat beside me...
Somewhere it was paining to marry this unknown girl having my sweet heart inside my heart...
Priest started chanting mantras...
Her father came forward to do Kanyadhan...
We were told to exchange garlands...
We stood up and took the garlands in our hand...
In this place.. if it was she...i might have done some naughtiness to put this garland...
But i got no such wishes now with this girl...
We exchanged garlands...
We were told to take pheres... With all promises...
Am i doing right??? I am giving false promises to this girl while i have someone else inside my heart...
We completed 7 pheres...
I was told to fill Vermilion on her hairline...
I got no interest to store someone face in the place she took place...
I just filled the vermilion on her hairline without any interest to lift my face to look at her...
Finally i have put mangal sutra on her neck too...
Procedural she become my wife...
We took blessings of elders...
Yes.. i went to Mataji for whom i did this marriage itself...
I touch her feet and took her blessings...
'Live happily forever Siddhant & Roli...' she said as blessings...
I was thinking... i am not sure how happy i can be & how happy i can keep her happy...
We return home and my mother took aarthi to us being newly married couple...
She kicked the kalash and entered into the house with all procedure...
We all sat on the sofa while my Mataji too sat on the sofa...
'Mataji.. why are you taking strain.. go and take rest...' i told her...
'I am all fine Siddhant... there is no need for me to stay in the bed anymore...' she replied...
I was shocked...
What does she mean by this...
'Mataj.. you are not well.. go and take rest...' i insisted...
'Siddhat.. i am sorry... we got no other way...' she said...
'I dont get you...' i wanted to clarify what she mean...
'Siddhant.. i got no other way to get you married.. thats why i said i am not well.. i am really sorry...' she said while i was in ultimate shock...
"What:??? Mataji you mean you are well only & only to get me married you did these drama...' i wanted to double confirm...
'Yes Siddhant... we were trying to make you accept for getting married since long.. but you didn't hear.. thats why.. i am sorry... ' She justified...
'What nonsense is this Mataji??? you will tell such lie for getting me married as you wish... do you even know what you have done to me.. not only to me.. but also to this innocent girl...' i shouted...
'Siddhant.. we all did with good intention only...' she tried to clarify...
'Nothing is of good intention.. i really cant bear this... i never expect my own family will play with me like this and make me fool... ' i sat with all shock...
My parents as well as grand mother were trying to console me justifying about what they did...
But they fail to know i did this marriage just thinking about my grandmother health while i got someone else inside my heart...
If she might have told that they only want me to get married.. then at least i might have tried to locate my love...
Now everything is spoiled...
I am shattered...
I just rushed towards my room...
I changed my dress and took my bag...
I came down to the halll when all were shocked to see me with the bag...
'I am going back to US... ' i just informed them and rushed out of the house without waiting for any of their replies...
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