Green sour grapes ... 20.2

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Posted: 9 years ago
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Shivaay is mad at her. He is so angry that he wants to hurt her like how he hurts. Annika is denying her feelings for him, and it is killing him.
They seem to be playing a match now.

She asks him, "tell me what I am to you? Why can't you let me go?"

And he asks back, "You don't care if I leave you, and marry someone else? Koi faraq nahin padta?"

Both don't want to answer.

Green is the color that bathes Shivaay today, external and inside. He burns when he sees her, does hurtful things just to catch a reaction on her face. He just wants to see it on her face, "faraq padta hai !"

"Yes, Shivaay! Faraq padta hai, mujhe bohot dard ho raha hai! " and his madness will crumble like a house of cards. Everytime she snubs him, he goes further down his pit of green madness.

Each of the sensual things he did to her in private yesterday, he does it openly in front of everyone to Tia. Linking hands that way, blowing in Tia's face (ok he didn't whisper in her ear like so too ) and taunting her via msg if she found it better than the zero she felt before.

Cruelty.You can see it in Annika's face, she's hurting. She threw a pillow in frustration first, because she got played by him, into revealing her feelings. He came back to gloat, and she showed him anger to match.

It became a contest. Shivaay vs Annika. Who cared less about each other. But only Shivaay is playing, she is only watching him play.

Because she has decided to leave. She revealed to Dadi, all of it. "It matters to me, that Shivaay gets what he wants. It matters to me,- that this family is happy, Pinky aunty is happy, that Tia and her baby gets their rights"

But Dadi is the first to think of her. "Will you be able to live without Shivaay? " that question silenced her, she had no answer for that yet. It's a necessary pain for her to bear. The older woman has always been her well wisher, hopefully she knocks some sense into Billu's head.

Tell him he's losing her even faster with his petty games. He thinks he's making her jealous but what he is really doing is, making it obvious that she will never be good enough. She is strong, she hasn't shed a tear yet. She's saving it for later.

A side perspective. Shivaay has been openly showing how much Annika means to him, in front of his family. Just the words and his name he had yet to give. How expressive do you guys think Annika had been in contrast?

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Posted: 9 years ago
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What a touching post Anisa and even though I know the separation will never happen these few episodes are going to be so difficult to watch.

Because she has decided to leave. She revealed to Dadi, all of it. "It matters to me, that Shivaay gets what he wants. It matters to me,- that this family is happy, Pinky aunty is happy, that Tia and her baby gets their rights"
True. She has made it clear why she is leaving not just to him but to the whole Family and nothing from the list you have mentioned above HAS changed yet. If Shivvay is a smart man who really loves his wife he will work at breakneck speed to work to resolve those issues that she has mentioned she is leaving him for and from the looks of it he is.
As much as it hurts to watch this game of "MFNP" between them it was very necessary that Annika took the decision to do it and I fully support her in this. I completely get her position and her pain.
Pinky's rants (I ff her scenes now as they have become unbearable to watch), Tia's unborn child and Shivvay not refuting paternity, Shivvay signing the divorce papers (as far as Annika knows), her 'state of limbo' where her relationship with him is concerned and her hidden marriage behind OM walls.

But Dadi is the first to think of her. "Will you be able to live without Shivaay? " that question silenced her, she had no answer for that yet. It's a necessary pain for her to bear. The older woman has always been her well wisher, hopefully she knocks some sense into Billu's head.
No !! of course she cannot but she will. She has lost loved ones before. But the love is one sided as far as she sees so what is the point of hanging on to a man who does not love her enough to accept their relationship?


Tell him he's losing her even faster with his petty games. He thinks he's making her jealous but what he is really doing is, making it obvious that she will never be good enough. She is strong, she hasn't shed a tear yet. She's saving it for later.
"Fark Padata Hai" Billuji but she is not craving for what you are giving right now which is physical attraction blended with intimate loving gestures - she wants something solid like words and acceptance of her as a wife with pride for all the world to know.😃
I understand that he is in a catch 22 situation till the 2 obstacles are overcome and these are his subtle attempts to keep her tied to him, keep the interaction going and even to a certain extent distract her from her sadness by challenging her and making her angry. I am seeing a very naughty Billu enjoying the fact that she does get jealous and basking in that knowledge because he may never get another chance to enjoy this 'jealous Annika' in the future.
Every time that he hurts her he looks more in pain than she is but then he kinda remembers that it is only for a little while more before all will be back to how he wants it to be and puts his 'game face' on. 😆
But once Om's video and Tia's pregnancy are taken care of he needs to make the grandest gesture possible to fill in all these wounds that are raw and bleeding with the balm of what she is craving for.


A side perspective. Shivaay has been openly showing how much Annika means to him, in front of his family. Just the words and his name he had yet to give. How expressive do you guys think Annika had been in contrast?
Annika has actually been very reserved since her realization of love not because she does not want to show it but because she feels it will not be reciprocated with the honour she wants that comes attached with it. She is still battling the NKK demon that Shivvay has thrown in her face unknowingly from time to time.

I have full faith that whether ShivIka happens at the end of this marriage or not ShiTia will definitely not happen. I have always admired Shivvay's unwavering loyalty to his life-partner whether it was Tia- his fiance earlier while he battled with his attraction for Annika or now whether it is Annika - his wife while he battles with Om's situation while he holds firmly on to her.
His belief, propriety and faith in his relationship and determination to see them through with unwavering confidence is what makes me so sure that ShivIka will happen for sure- if not now then maybe in a little bit.
For this one reason I like his stubborn pride and pigheadedness right now 😉
Edited by asya34 - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Ann love...
Loved your take on today's epi as ususal...while it may look like they are petty kids on the outside, trying to win on a who-confesses-first contest, both are deeply hurting each other and while Shivaay masks it in his taunts and flirts, Ani is shown crumbling little by little...
Till now I admit that the ML was annoying me but now, I realise another possibility after talk to Daadi...whether she will use this facade of a fake memory loss and being Bhaanj to permanently walk away from him even after Tia's truth is exposed...because Shivaay will never be able to let Ani go, but he can let Kalawathi walk away perhaps??
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Haven't watched the episode yet,but after seeing the BTS , after the chemical in the mehendi attack directed at Annika, he may stop the game of 'farak padta hain ? '
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Posted: 9 years ago
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I could understand Anika's frustration at the beginning of the episode. I mean, that was really insulting... TIPS??!! REALLY??! how dare he treat her like that? Tbh if it was me, I would have thrown something on his head.
All through this marriage, he has treated his wife like a dirty little secret. Then he romances with her behind closed doors and has the gall to repeat them with cheapdi Tia in front of the whole damn world... Does the man have no shame? It's like he doesn't have an iota of guilt or understanding how he has been playing with Anika's life and feelings till now...she is genuinely living in limbo right now..neither here nor there. now that she finally has decided to let go, he feels offended??!! She said " fadak nahi parta " a few times and it's burning you like acid. What about you who has been repeating the line like a mantra for 100+ damn episodes??? Did she treat you like this then?

The only good thing he is doing right now is finally dealing with the video issue. All this time, he has just been sitting around burying his head in sand and taking Anika for granted. But now that the deadline has approached, he has jumped from 15mph to 70mph at a breakneck speed.

In real life, I would seriously just walk away because the man is just not worth it. He will forever be confused... until some strong steps are taken.
Edited by mishti4maan - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Hi ! I always love reading your posts . It makes so much sense in this insanity , and clearly matches my thoughts . I haven't seen the episode yet . And i kinda binged watched the last 3 episodes . Gonna do the same . But have been reading the updates . I am loving the transformation , the change of dynamics. But somehow i feel shivaay is too full of himself and thinks that he is too irresistable . He can charm his way in any given situation . And it boils my blood . Lol i want him to realize that anika is different . She is a free bird who cannot be caged . He has to understand that . I still cant digest the fact that he is making anika plan the wedding and making her sleep in his room beside him . He can come stir those emotions in anika and just leave her randomly like nothing happened . like he did today . Oh god he is such a control freak !!!😆
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: chottekikhushi

Ann love...

Loved your take on today's epi as ususal...while it may look like they are petty kids on the outside, trying to win on a who-confesses-first contest, both are deeply hurting each other and while Shivaay masks it in his taunts and flirts, Ani is shown crumbling little by little...
Till now I admit that the ML was annoying me but now, I realise another possibility after talk to Daadi...whether she will use this facade of a fake memory loss and being Bhaanj to permanently walk away from him even after Tia's truth is exposed...because Shivaay will never be able to let Ani go, but he can let Kalawathi walk away perhaps??


That's what I thought too initially. But his taunts are getting very personal with lots of background references to their journey together till now.

How can he get angry with someone who can't remember? How can he taunt someone who doesn't recall how he makes her feel? To me it only makes sense if he knows she is faking it.

She keeps saying over and over, "every time I think I have you figured out, you do something that brings us back to the first base: where your family is everything, lineage is paramount"

She needs and deserves his spoken commitment. But he seems to insist that she express hers first.

Gosh, I dunno where this is all going in terms of Shivika...

Btw, doesn't Tia realize Shivaay's whole attention is on. Annika all the time? Only Pinky has this constipated face looking at them "not noticing each other" 😆
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: chottekikhushi

Ann love...

Loved your take on today's epi as ususal...while it may look like they are petty kids on the outside, trying to win on a who-confesses-first contest, both are deeply hurting each other and while Shivaay masks it in his taunts and flirts, Ani is shown crumbling little by little...
Till now I admit that the ML was annoying me but now, I realise another possibility after talk to Daadi...whether she will use this facade of a fake memory loss and being Bhaanj to permanently walk away from him even after Tia's truth is exposed...because Shivaay will never be able to let Ani go, but he can let Kalawathi walk away perhaps??


Exactly ! I dont want anika's fake/real memory to come back . Not unless shivaay pays for it ! He cant get things as easy ! What does he expect ? Ki memory aa jayegi , he will make her feel things , she will confess and they will go back to their la la land and stay together like nothing happened . NO !! He has to fight for her love , and not force his love down her throat!
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Anisa! Caught your lovely post after a long time today🤗

Today's episode was really upsetting to watch. Sso is being a plain meanie, when all he needs to do is just acknowledge his feelings for her, just tell her what she means to him and she'd happily stay with him. I wish SSO understood how easy it actually is but that man, he likes to complicate his life😆 Anyway this is his journey and he's gonna learn the lesson the hard way it seems.

I wonder how long Ani will be able to put up with this. She's strong but she's bound to break at one point. Like you said, at one point she's gonna admit that usko farq padhta hai, and it's not gonna be as enjoyable for Shivaay as he thinks it will be. And along with them my heart is gonna break too coz I hate to see that girl cry!

As for your question in the end, what I feel is Ani did her part when she stood by for him during Tia's baby drama. Infact she did go on to say mera pati, mera bed, mera kamra etc etc😆 She did almost fall to Pinky's feet to let her see Shivaay once when he got shot. That proves her feelings I guess.

The thing is she can shout to the world how much she loves him but it all means nothing until he acknowledges it too, and unfortunately for that to happen she has to pretend the opposite. All this is so complicated. Sigh!
Edited by _SilverLining_ - 9 years ago
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Posted: 9 years ago
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Originally posted by: Michmichi

Haven't watched the episode yet,but after seeing the BTS , after the chemical in the mehendi attack directed at Annika, he may stop the game of 'farak padta hain ? '


Yeah, he seemed to have gone from taunting to romancing a quiet Annika in the pink outfits. I sincerely hope he wasn't having a day dream sequence.
Edited by AnnzSageflower7 - 9 years ago

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