Originally posted by: asya34
What a touching post Anisa and even though I know the separation will never happen these few episodes are going to be so difficult to watch.
Because she has decided to leave. She revealed to Dadi, all of it. "It matters to me, that Shivaay gets what he wants. It matters to me,- that this family is happy, Pinky aunty is happy, that Tia and her baby gets their rights"
True. She has made it clear why she is leaving not just to him but to the whole Family and nothing from the list you have mentioned above HAS changed yet. If Shivvay is a smart man who really loves his wife he will work at breakneck speed to work to resolve those issues that she has mentioned she is leaving him for and from the looks of it he is.
As much as it hurts to watch this game of "MFNP" between them it was very necessary that Annika took the decision to do it and I fully support her in this. I completely get her position and her pain.
Pinky's rants (I ff her scenes now as they have become unbearable to watch), Tia's unborn child and Shivvay not refuting paternity, Shivvay signing the divorce papers (as far as Annika knows), her 'state of limbo' where her relationship with him is concerned and her hidden marriage behind OM walls.
You know Pearl, I'm really looking forward to a big tashan wala expose of Tia where Shivaay loses his fabulous temper. A lot like Asad did when Tanveer got exposed by Zoya.
Do you think Shivaay won't say he loves her because he feels guilty for forcing Annika into marriage, and she might not want to stay married to him, if given a choice?
But Dadi is the first to think of her. "Will you be able to live without Shivaay? " that question silenced her, she had no answer for that yet. It's a necessary pain for her to bear. The older woman has always been her well wisher, hopefully she knocks some sense into Billu's head.
No !! of course she cannot but she will. She has lost loved ones before. But the love is one sided as far as she sees so what is the point of hanging on to a man who does not love her enough to accept their relationship?
Yes, especially when everyone seems to have a personal hatred for her. I mean, they were openly telling him to get "rid' of Annika ! 100 reasons to GO, no reasons to stay.
Tell him he's losing her even faster with his petty games. He thinks he's making her jealous but what he is really doing is, making it obvious that she will never be good enough. She is strong, she hasn't shed a tear yet. She's saving it for later.
"Fark Padata Hai" Billuji but she is not craving for what you are giving right now which is physical attraction blended with intimate loving gestures - she wants something solid like words and acceptance of her as a wife with pride for all the world to know.😃
I understand that he is in a catch 22 situation till the 2 obstacles are overcome and these are his subtle attempts to keep her tied to him, keep the interaction going and even to a certain extent distract her from her sadness by challenging her and making her angry. I am seeing a very naughty Billu enjoying the fact that she does get jealous and basking in that knowledge because he may never get another chance to enjoy this 'jealous Annika' in the future.
Every time that he hurts her he looks more in pain than she is but then he kinda remembers that it is only for a little while more before all will be back to how he wants it to be and puts his 'game face' on. 😆
But once Om's video and Tia's pregnancy are taken care of he needs to make the grandest gesture possible to fill in all these wounds that are raw and bleeding with the balm of what she is craving for.
I fervently hope he gets the chance to do this grand gesture, but along with him, the WHOLE house needs redemption after what they did to her. Pinky especially.
A sadistic part of me wants the media to expose Tia and Dushyant as "Cheating" on the great SSO, and Annika is the reason their Izzat is restored, because he was never married to Tia.😉
A side perspective. Shivaay has been openly showing how much Annika means to him, in front of his family. Just the words and his name he had yet to give. How expressive do you guys think Annika had been in contrast?
Annika has actually been very reserved since her realization of love not because she does not want to show it but because she feels it will not be reciprocated with the honour she wants that comes attached with it. She is still battling the NKK demon that Shivvay has thrown in her face unknowingly from time to time.
I have full faith that whether ShivIka happens at the end of this marriage or not ShiTia will definitely not happen. I have always admired Shivvay's unwavering loyalty to his life-partner whether it was Tia- his fiance earlier while he battled with his attraction for Annika or now whether it is Annika - his wife while he battles with Om's situation while he holds firmly on to her.
True this. Shivika or not, he is not intending on marrying Tia at all. His participation in all the rasms is only to distract Mrs. K and irritate Annika into remembering him.
He is determined that she may have forgotten what they had, but she should remember the feelings they had. He probably suspects she remembers but is floored by the fact that she is letting go of him. How dare she, right?
These two are hurting each other so much , its so unnecessary..
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His belief, propriety and faith in his relationship and determination to see them through with unwavering confidence is what makes me so sure that ShivIka will happen for sure- if not now then maybe in a little bit.
For this one reason I like his stubborn pride and pigheadedness right now 😉
Yeap! He is very confident , and that inspires some trust in me.😆 But I really hope he gets that video clip from Mrs. K. If not all this will be in vain.
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