A tear Drop

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel(edited to Gray) eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
Slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek.
-Martini.

I dunno why I kept saying "NOT FAIR" "NOT FAIR".

Just 48 hrs before he said...."Rulata Tha"..I was sooo happpy then...but he kept to his..."Lets C".....
Aakhir Rula diya.
Haan...(A very heavy sigh)...He cld have been a bit more soft with her.I just cldn't take it when he said.."Tumhara haath".I really felt something suddenly going hollow...a big Lump in my throat.
That was very rude...and did u see her face...so innocent just wanting a Hug.poor soul, she just was introduced to LOVE .
He can be very harsh at times.

But the Glass Kiss did it all eh?? Kinda.But yet again my dear stubborn child is being a bit obsessive isn't he???Hmmm, good before a bite is taken ,but when taken it doesn't seem sooo rt???😉😉.Now don't kill me for that.I adore the guy.😆😆😆
Ash.

Thats wat I wondering yesterday..he made her cry even though he told her that he "used" to make her cry! And ridz looked soo cute during that entire sequence..trying to make Armi happy and all. It was very cute! 😳 😳 😳

@Nimrah...True....And yes, the little kitten looked very cute.I Loved to c her again n again.The plead in her eyes...I dunno how he cld have just let her go. 😕 😕
And CHO Chweet of her to come back & kiss the sexy Ghoonchoo. 😉 😉 😉

BTW did u notice in the precap, finally Armaan has a trim and he looks sooo HAWT like B4.

Ash.

Yes, he has a trim and luks chocolicious...but guyz pls remember, when she said that to him, he remembered the earlier lonavala ugly words...it has really cut him v.v. deeply...he needed to lay that at rest, for the sake of hteir relations...riddz wud have gone on for days about this, but he made up didnt he??? i luv riddz for she did today, but cudnt she have given him one on hte cheek atleast...the guy also says remember that it really hurts and he feels v. bad...perhaps he asks her to remove her hand bcoz he is just not sure if she will say it again...and btw, dont u think its a new experience for him too to be able to rootho from her...otherwise till now he was only manaoing and he was getting no importance from riddz...what guys, i remember we only used to write that a time shud come when armie shud get upset and riddz shud have to run after him... 😆

Originally posted by: dmg2c

Yes, he has a trim and luks chocolicious...but guyz pls remember, when she said that to him, he remembered the earlier lonavala ugly words...it has really cut him v.v. deeply...he needed to lay that at rest, for the sake of hteir relations...riddz wud have gone on for days about this, but he made up didnt he??? i luv riddz for she did today, but cudnt she have given him one on hte cheek atleast...the guy also says remember that it really hurts and he feels v. bad...perhaps he asks her to remove her hand bcoz he is just not sure if she will say it again...and btw, dont u think its a new experience for him too to be able to rootho from her...otherwise till now he was only manaoing and he was getting no importance from riddz...what guys, i remember we only used to write that a time shud come when armie shud get upset and riddz shud have to run after him... 😆

Bilkul theek kaha tumne.....those were very harsh words spoken by Ridz wen they were goin to Lonavala....so this is a very sensitive issue for him.....and she ought to know that words spoken in jest also strike just as deep as those spoken in anger so that in future she doesnt make such comments

Originally posted by: dmg2c

Yes, he has a trim and luks chocolicious...but guyz pls remember, when she said that to him, he remembered the earlier lonavala ugly words...it has really cut him v.v. deeply...he needed to lay that at rest, for the sake of hteir relations...riddz wud have gone on for days about this, but he made up didnt he??? i luv riddz for she did today, but cudnt she have given him one on hte cheek atleast...the guy also says remember that it really hurts and he feels v. bad...perhaps he asks her to remove her hand bcoz he is just not sure if she will say it again...and btw, dont u think its a new experience for him too to be able to rootho from her...otherwise till now he was only manaoing and he was getting no importance from riddz...what guys, i remember we only used to write that a time shud come when armie shud get upset and riddz shud have to run after him... 😆

spot on...i like it..it was perfect...she prob understands better now...n he didnt take his anger too far....im sooo glad ridz cme bk.....if she had made him put the window dwn n givn him a kiss on the cheek...he wud have been beyond happy!!

@dmg,@maya,@XO..Yea rt she was harsh...No doubt abt it.Oh yea, she has been terrible in the past
But now they have admitted their love for each other.At that point of time it was only HIm..and I guess he did not openly say that he Loved her ...but always used to ask abt her feelings.
And once u have confessed, u have to bury the past.I know it must have hit him deep, ...I feel they should start with a clean slate.

And thanKgod they made-up quick...it wld be a treat to enjoy 2morrow's episode.I wish Armaan utilises 2morrow's nite, coz anjie wld be bck soon from lonavala.Why doesn't he go to Ridz now.
😆 😆 😆

Ash.

ash wow amazing yaarr 👏 👏 👏

lovely poem.
👏
but i think everything he did was justified. kuch to badla banta hai yaar, itna sataaney ke baad.

Kat thanks .Glad u liked it.

@krystall,Thank u for enjoying the poem.It just struck to me ,that it was most apt for the situation when seeing her Big fat tear drop flowing down in the car.
Yea I know , many of us wld say the behaviour was well-justified.

Ash.