FF: Hum Tumhare Hain Sanam *Completed* EPILOGUE pg:103 13/02/2017 - Page 64

Originally posted by: Aazeen02

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Originally posted by: sona_naksh

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CHAPTER-10

Inn lamhon ke daaman mein,

Paakeeza se rishte hain...

Koi kalma mohabbat ka,

Dohraate farishte hain...

Khaamosh si hai zameen,

Hairaan sa falak hai...

Ek noor hi noor sa ab,

Aasmaan talak hai...

Nagmein hi nagmein hain jaagti-soti fizaaon mein,

Husn hai saari adaaon mein,

Ishq hai jaise hawaaon mein...

Sonakshi looked down at her finger that adored another ring... Amongst the various rasms that happened in the Dixit Mansion, post her Grah Pravesh here; there was one- Fishing the ring ceremony... A ring that was put into a container filled with milk and rose petals, and Dev and Sonakshi had to find the ring in the three turns they get... She had w0n two times in the row, and to save the grace as Dev's best friend- Bunty Bhaiyya said, Dev won the third time; not that she let him win the last time, it's just that he searched harder. That's one of the best thing about Dev, even when he knew that he lost the verdict of the ceremony, he did not sit losing all the chances, he gave his best in the hopeless of the case, where he knew he would never win... Isn't it the case in his life too? He didn't give up on her and his love for her, even when he knew she had married someone else. He obviously never disturbed into her married life and didn't interfere until he knew she was out of the bonds of her first marriage... Was it his heartfelt wish that she could ultimately be his, just the way that they had thought in the first place? Sonakshi wondered...

She had walked to their room with Dev, with his sisters escorting them... She had already entered, and Dev was yet on the door of the room, negotiating with his sisters dramatically about the neg, or gift prize that one can say; that his sisters were asking him to give... Every penny in this house was his hard-earned money, and every mill of those penny belonged to all his loved ones, his mother, his siblings, his wife... They don't need to ask money for their needs, their needs were fulfilled even before they were voiced. But traditions and customs have the fun of their own kind, the sisters demanded, and the brother bargained- that's how it happened for years and they enjoyed doing it...

"Chal, main tum teeno ko Paytm transfers kar deta hoon..." Dev pursed his lips trying to evade his sisters by giving them an option of online transfer...

"Nahi! Ye Nikki ki bachhi knows all the hacks of Paytm transfers, isko toh mazaa aata hai meri cheezein churaane mein... I want cash!" Riya corrected her spectacles...

"Haww! Di, maine kab churaaya! Jhoot toh mat bolo..." Nikki defended herself...

"Achha, tum dono ladna band karo, bhai jo de rahe hain, rakh lo na, Bhabhi andar wait kar rahi hain... Jaldi karo..." Neha advised both her younger sisters...

"Neha di, aapko agar interest nahi hai inn sab mein toh aap Ranveer jeeju ke paas chali jaaiye... Hum toh apni marzi ka neg leke rahenge..." Nikki twitched her nose haughtily... Riya joined her and both laughed...

Dev dug his hand in his sherwani pocket, and finally brought out a crumbled 100 rupees note and handed it to Riya... "Bas, yahi cash hai mere paas..." he couldn't help the stretch of his smile, his teeth peeking from his curved lips... He couldn't help the grin that came unabashed seeing the shocked expression on his sisters' faces.

Nikki narrowed her eyes at her eldest sibling- "Bhaiyya, ye mat bhooliye that aapki patni pehle meri friend thi, aur abhi bhi hain... Main 5 tak count karoongi, and agar aapne humein humara neg nahi diya, toh aap jaake apne room mein so sakte hain, Main, Riya di aur Sona di- I mean Bhabhi, humare room mein sone chale jaayenge... Phir kal maa se humari shikaayat mat karna..." Nikki warned her brother...

This time he laughed his head off... This sibling of his dreaded him the most, and Sona's entry in the house, and this little bundle of his adorable sister has found her wings...

"Oneee... Twooo... Thr..." Nikki showed her fluffy fingers counting at a relaxed rate...

"Achha meri maa, ruk jaa, de raha hoon... Mujhe pata tha tum log nahi maanne wali ho... Laata hoon..." Dev had raised his hands in peace, and went into collect their gift boxes and envelopes that held their demanded Neg...

"Eee... Thank you bhaiyya... Nikki was jumping up and down seeing their bhaiyya handing them their neg... Riya was ecstatic as well, while Neha smiled fondly seeing her younger siblings so happy... She hugged her elder brother when the younger two were done- "Bhai, I am very happy for you... Bas ab aap khush raho, that's all I want..."

He cradled his sister's head- "Thank you Neha... And you too, stay happy however you want... Now go, enjoy..." Dev told Neha!

"Same to you bhaiyya..." Nikki giggled and ran away...

Dev laughed off at his sisters who walked away, and he turned towards their room, where Sonakshi patiently waited for him...

Kaisa ye ishq hai,

Kaisa ye khwaab hai...

Kaise jazbaat ka umda sailaab hai...

Din badle, raatein badli, baatein badli, jeene ke andaaz hi badle...

Inn lamhon ke daaman mein,

Paakeeza se rishte hain...

Koi kalma mohabbat ka,

Dohraate farishte hain...

Dev locked the door, walked and sat next to Sonakshi who was fiddling with the kangans that Ishwari made her wear when she had entered this house as her daughter in law... Deep into her thoughts...

"Sonakshi..." Dev had begun to strike a conversation...

"Dev, mujhe aapse kuch kehna hai..." Sonakshi had looked at him...

"Haan kaho... Lekin, usse pehle mujhe tumse kuch bohot zaroori baat kehni hai..." Dev said eagerly...

"Haan, boliye..." Sonakshi was attentive...

"Tum itni khoobsurat kaise lag sakti ho? Pata hai, I couldn't breathe seeing you so ethereal..." Dev said as his index finger corrected her maang teeka, making sure there's nothing that disturbs her beauty... He looked at her with such loving eyes that it could have made her fall in love with him all over again...

Sonakshi looked speechless at him... A small smile played on her lips, her eyes held the affection for him, and gratitude all over her face...

"Tum kuch kehne wali thi na mujhse?" Dev reminded her, bringing her out of her trance...

Sonakshi turned towards Dev a bit, to be face to face with him- "Dev, I wanted to thank you... Itne waqt logon se deal karke I know very well that I can't stop wagging tongues... Someone will ask the reason of divorce, the other might ask me what infertility problems I have, the others simply want to know what did you see in me to marry a divorced woman, unable to conceive? To be true, I was prepared to answer all this once I come to this house as well... Par maine dekha, mujhse koi kuch keh hi nahi raha... It was a respite, but I was curious too... Such liberality from my fate was astonishing... Phir aapko dekha... Pata hai aap kaise lag rahe they jab saare ghar mein sabko ghoor ghoor ke gusse mein dekh rahe they? You were looking like the King Lion of the jungle, who was daring and ready to pounce on whoever shows the audacity to hurt your wife. I really appreciate your efforts Dev... Thank you..." Sonakshi spoke earnestly.

"And that is because, you are one lioness yourself Sonakshi, who can pick a fight with her king lion too if it comes to being protective... You've so bravely put this house into order, brought me out of my drunken state, gave me my love back, restored my faith in love, married me despite my past short comings... And I am really thankful too..." Dev had cupped Sona's chin between his index finger and thumb...

Sonakshi just quietly hugged him without a word... her head on his broad chest, lay quietly... She could hear his thudding heart, and he could feel her uneven breathing... Something that struck Dev's mind, and he straighten up. Taking her hands in his, Dev considered her eyes and spoke- "Sonakshi, you know it that I won't force you into anything that you don't want to... Since we are married and we won't do anything that is not mutual. Are you comfortable taking this marriage to another level? Do you want to consummate this marriage? Trust me Sonakshi, I don't want to scar you anymore... I want to heal you... Heal your wounds, emotional or physical, bad, or worse... I want you to move on... What do you think? Nothing that I feel shall make you feel unwanted or superimposed with my desired. Your comfort, your happiness, your dignity lies to the highest order of my actions Sonakshi..." Dev's large hands tightly held her little hands in a fist to be warm enough, and not hurtful.

Sonakshi's eyes held the shiny gleam of tears in her eyes that she kept looking at him unblinkingly- "Dev, stop being so nice to me... I may start crying the next time... You are giving me more than I am even expecting at each step into this new life... You thought that my comfort, discomfort, dignity, choices are my rights and you will abide by them has made my heart bloat with such happiness and contend, that I won't be able to thank you for this..." Sonakshi was looking into his eyes, but realizing her eyes getting heavy with fat tears ready to pour, she had looked down, and in a microsecond the thick drop fell from her eyelid and pat on their joint hands that he was holding...

Dev stopped her hand that came to wipe the tear that fell on his hand... She was silently crying- "Sonakshi, tum ro kyu rahi ho, please mujhe bataao toh... You know na Miss. Bose, I can't see tears in your eyes..." Dev wiped her cheeks that were flooded with tears...

"Dev, I am floored by the respect you gave to me for the choice of having suhaag raat or not... Otherwise, there was a time when my choice was put aside by the trials of infertility treatment..." Sonakshi spoke, while her eyelashes hugged her cheekbone.

The next moment, Dev was on his knees and their finger entwined- "Feel like talking about it? I promise I won't intrude into the privacy if you don't want to..."

Sonakshi nodded- "Ritwick was a nice guy, a really good friend, earlier he took things very friendly and slow... But within few months when he realized that I am infertile, things began changing Dev... Lovemaking wasn't anymore there... It was totally replaced by the mission of Babymaking... The priority of my choice wasn't there, the priority was to anyhow defy nature and my hostile uterus to become accommodating for the baby... Dev I felt really bruised the day I had asked him to use a protection, and his angry reply was- "Don't worry, you would anyway not get pregnant... How does it matter?" Dev, nobody had hurt me till then what his words did... And this is precisely why I cannot stop my tears..." Sonakshi sobbed...

Dev was back on the bed, and hugged her tight to his chest... As if to hide her from the entire world... Her face was hidden in his chest and her sobs were muffled in the sherwani that he wore... He didn't make any attempt to console her... Just like he had promised her words before marriage- "Tum bohot strong ho Sonakshi, mujhse bhi zyada... Tumhe sahaare ki zaroorat nahi hai, main bas tumhara saath nibhaana chaahta hoon..." but he never imagined his strong Sonakshi to be so broken, to the level of breaking her dignity... This is inhumane... His jaw was ticking.

Minutes past by until Sonakshi's heart felt light... Her eyes were red from all the crying, and she pulled away from his chest... She wasn't ashamed of her breakdown, Dev was someone in front of whom she could be anybody, and break and make to any levels...

He picked up a glass of water for her and walked back to her, giving her solace to her parched throat... He sat next to her and held her hand in his- "Sonakshi, can I do something that can help you? Right now?

"Dev, give me the memories of the love that I could have never experienced before... Love me like nobody did... Make me yours, give me your emotional support... I feel emotionally drained... Build my lost emotions... Can you?" Sonakshi's head was against his chest and her palm brought forward, for him to take...

Samay ne ye kya kiya,

Badal di hai kaaya...

Tumhe maine paa liya,

Mujhe tumne paaya...

Mile dekho aise hain hum,

Ke do sur ho jaise maddham,

Koi zyada na koi kam,

Kisi raag mein...

Ki prem aag mein jalte,

Dono hi ke tann bhi hain mann bhi,

Mann bhi hain tann bhi...

Tann bhi hai mann bhi,

Mann bhi hai tann bhi...

Dev one by one took away all the ornaments from her, relieving her not just the weight that they caused on her body, but like each weight in her heart that had been burdening her from how long he did not know... "Aapke dard door karna meri responsibility hai..." he had vowed... They were getting into a pile on the corner of the bed, where they sat...

He had picked her up in his arms, and brought up to the bed, with her lying down to him... Her eyes searched for love from him, that his eyes dripped... She kept on looking into his eyes, and his fingers relieved them from anything that separated them... His eyes were the most captivating feature he had, she knew... His eyes were very expressive, and there could be love visible through them, she knew this as well... But tonight, his eyes held such passion, love, and care, that he could practically make love to her with the intensity of his eyes... There was a shy smile lingering her lips... She wasn't nervous, but he gave her the first time feels, the tingling feeling in stomach, the curling of her toes, the lightening of the head... What all was it giving her? She was a bundle of sensitive nerves under him and his ministrations... She never knew her dreams could fulfill in the most cherishing manner, with her dream man... Her prince charming...

"Dev..." she was whispering for him... He was such a sweet torture, she never knew... Building her up to the crescendo that she was withering with... She wanted him, right now... "Dev..." she whispered again...

He had joined her with him in such a smooth swift that her eyes rolled and closed... "Was she dying?" she thought to herself... "No... Or probably yes? And if death is such sweet... She wants to die in his arms in this very moment" a relative thought crossed her mind...

She opened her eyes on his loving touch on her cheek- "You okay?" he had asked...

"Did she have a tongue in her mouth? If it did, how to work with it?" she did not know now, as she thought, and instead nodded a very warm nod at him... Her eyes were closing yet again... What kind of a feeling is this? She isn't dying, but life wasn't this blissful either... She never felt this bliss even when this very man had confessed that he loves her like a man does to his woman... Probably because he was now in the process of making her his woman... In the literal sense... A sigh broke from her mouth...

She did not know which language of love this was, where he spoke nothing, she didn't speak a word either... Yet both were communicating such love that both spoke and both understood... they were rising to their crest of the wave... She was washing down her high, sensing his time to break through his build-up, and sensing his little question in the eyes, she kept holding on to him, not letting him move... He was bubbling his love in her... And she like the most contended woman on earth kept on holding on to him in spite the crushing force his body had... It couldn't be as beautiful and as pious as this was... This day, this night, this lovemaking, and this moment; she will keep them etched up in her memory forever... She couldn't have been loved any better... This man mended her like the fragile pieces of the glass, making her new... She sighed, when he rolled her along with him in his arms...

Mere khwaabon ke iss gulistaan mein,

Tumse hi toh bahaar chaayi hai...

Phoolon mein rang mere they lekin,

Inn mein khushboo tumhi se aayi hai...

Kyu hai ye aarzoo,

Kyu hai ye justjoo,

Kyu dil bechain hain,

Kyu dil betaab hain...

Din badle, raatein badli, baatein badli, jeene ke andaaz hi badle...

Inn lamhon ke daaman mein,

Paakeeza se rishte hain...

Koi kalma mohabbat ka,

Dohraate farishte hain...

Khaamosh si hai zameen,

Hairaan sa falak hai...

Ek noor hi noor sa ab,

Aasmaan talak hai...

Nagmein hi nagmein hain jaagti-soti fizaaon mein,

Husn hai saari adaaon mein,

Ishq hai jaise hawaaon mein...

Her head lay quietly on his hairy chest... Wrapped under the blanket that they both shared, they lay close to each other... Spent up... She could sense his quiet... He was happy, she knew it... the way his fingers were subconsciously roaming on her bare shoulder told her his rights and his love... Yet he was thinking something very deep...

"Dev? Kya soch rahe hain aap?" Sonakshi asked him...

"Kuch nahi... Bas..." Dev was still in his thoughts.

"Bas kya Dev? Kya hua?" She asked him, while her palm caressed his cheek...

"Sonakshi ek question poochoon?"

"Haan poochiye na Dev... Itna kyu sochna..." She promised.

"Sonakshi, sochke phir bataana, why were you trying for a baby with your ex-husband... I mean whose happiness was in the birth of the baby? Who wanted it?" Dev tried in multiple questions, trying to put that right statement in his questions...

"He wanted, his father wanted, his family wanted..." Sonakshi told.

"And you? What you wanted?" Dev asked.

"Dev I wanted a life... I felt deprived of, by being forced myself into bringing a child..." Sonakshi told... She wasn't angry on Dev for again starting this topic, he needed to know whatever he wants to...

"So, Sonakshi, is it right that you don't want a baby?" he asked...

"Dev, every woman wants to complete her identity by finally being a mother... But expectations, the tension from expectations, the forceful obligement makes me so exhausted that I am unable to conceive. I feel tired..." Sonakshi spoke while lying her head back on his chest.

"Sonakshi, this is where you are wrong..." Dev held her shoulder...

"Matlab? Maine kya galat kiya?" She looked up from his chest...

"Sonakshi, bachha sirf family badhaane ka tareeqa anhi hota... It means the fruit of the love of two people... Culmination of the soul of two people who are one... Kisi ko please karne ke liye baby ke liye mat try karo... Apne aur mere liye try karo... For our love..." Dev was caressing her hair and tucking them behind her hair...

"You want to have a baby with me?" She asked... Happy she was, but a tension lingered in her eyes...

He nodded his head- "For us... For you... For me... For our love... Do you think you want to give treatment a shot for your own self, for your dignity, for the answer of all the hurt you felt when you were forced...? This time only for yourself, on your own will?"

"And if I still won't be able to conceive?" she was worried...

"Sonakshi, being a mother does not always mean being pregnant... We can go for adoption if that doesn't work..." he calmly replied to each worry of hers.

"And what if that adopted baby is not accepted by your family?" she asked again.

"It is me that binds you and our child with this family... And they know it, to accept me, they must accept everyone associated to me... And you know that Sonakshi..." he assured her yet again...

"Dev, you've made everything sound so simple..." she told, a little smile lingering her face...

"It's a solution where everyone benefits Sonakshi... There's no force, no obligation... Just a heartfelt wish of yours, and you will be a mother anyway... Will you try with the treatment?" he asked...

And she was nodding vehemently... She would give her 200% happily for her sake, for Dev's sake... For their love's sake... Yes, she will...

~~THANKS FOR READING~~

Aazeen 🤗
Right now i have to go ...baby calling ...will read later

Originally posted by: sona_naksh

Aazeen 🤗
Right now i have to go ...baby calling ...will read later

Koi baat nahi di...

After a long time update!😛

Read. Loved tge chapter and the writer

oh, I am sorry...
I forgot to add...
This chapter dedication goes to Soumya (Soumya21ag)

Sorry dear, I have switched off my laptop and surfing through phone...

If I update it now, all fonts and colours would spoil...
sowwie...

Originally posted by: Aazeen02

oh, I am sorry...
I forgot to add...
This chapter dedication goes to Soumya (Soumya21ag)

Sorry dear, I have switched off my laptop and surfing through phone...

If I update it now, all fonts and colours would spoil...
sowwie...

Amazing
This is even better than i thot it wud be ...
loved every bit of it ...
you have written everything just sooo beautifully ...
loved d way dev made sona feel loved cherished and secure and confident of his love
plz update soon
thanks for pm