Counsellor Session:
FG:
First I talked to that journalist on the phone.
Her name is Sinem.
A cute girl.
And she's so eager to tell my story.
She is sensitive... and very careful.
Other than the prosecutor, the judge and you...
... for the first time...
... and to a complete stranger...
... I told my biggest pain in life.
Well, I tried.
It very relieving and encouraging too.
Am I wrong?
K:
You were always very brave, Fatmagl.
Braver than anyone I know.
With no fear, without any worry for what comes next
you told her everything.
FG:
Just expressed with words, what I've been through.
K:
Your voice was like a scream.
There... you made all the cowards hear it.
FG:
Actually Mustafa, saved me from a bigger punishment.
I mean, if he didn't turn his back on me,
if I was still with him...
... then I would be living a life,
as if I committed a sin and forgiven by him. But I am not guilty...
Why would I remain silent about it?
The day Mustafa turned his back on me...
... my fate turned around once again.
Now I am glad he did that.
I am much stronger now.
I'm strong enough...
... to stand against...
... those who gave me all those pain.
K:
You know what...
... you're strong enough to make a man out of me.
I'm so ashamed towards Fatmagl that...
... especially at times like these,
when people talk about that incident...
... I feel so ashamed,
it makes me live that night once again. I can't even look her in the eye.
FG: We sorted that out.
K: No. I couldn't forgive myself.
How can you?
I just try to forget.
You know what?
As you start to love me,
I feel all the more ashamed.
My hatred towards myself grows bigger.
I want those jerks to get their punishments right away.
That's what I want the most.
I won't feel any better about myself
even if get the worst punishment.
I won't be able to forget what I did.
That'll be my punishment for that night. That night.
That night... for me...
For us...
Our fight will not end until they accept
their crimes and get their punishment.
First, they will get their punishments...
and then, the other monsters like them.
Fatmagl's screams and rage will show
the other women the right path.
FG:
Nothing is going to be the same for them either.
They are exposed, now.
Before they get what they deserve in the hands of justice...
... they will get it in the hands of the public.
They will see their sins
in the every pair of eyes they look at.
K: Their games and traps
won't be enough to change the truth.
FG:
They can't change the truth anymore.
We won't let them.
It all started with a whisper...
... the other voices came to join...
(NEWS Reporter oN TV)
FG:
The trial is this Thursday.
I'm so excited.
But I think we will do it this time.
Every odds are in our favor this time.
K:
They will appellate the decision, no doubt.
But they might be put in jail pending trial.
I have a feeling, that this'll happen.
FG: Inshallah.
Dr:
And you...
Do you think, did you move
forward in your relationship?
K:
We have a long path to go.
We knew that before we started.
FG: We didn't even know
if there was a path for us.
At least I didn't.
At first, I thought Kerim was with me, out of pity
and because of the pain of his conscience.
And it made me even more angry.
K:
Yes, pain of the conscience is very hard to bear.
And I told you so.
I'll feel it till the end of my life, I know that well.
But... . I saw Fatmagl before that night as well.
And it made me think
"Wish I married this girl".
In those few seconds,
I saw her at the stairs.
DR:
And what do you feel, Fatmagl?
Something happened with you,
after Kerim's word.
FG:
There are two Kerims for me.
One is the one who is sitting here.
And there is the one, I met in Ildr.
Dr:
But they're the same person.
FG: I know.
But my hatred about that night
doesn't accept this Kerim to be there that night.
Or it reminds me everything
that I've been trying to forget, back again.
I don't know how to explain...
I touch him.
I want to touch...
... but then I think about what will be next.
And I get nervous.
The marriage... the wedding... the gown
They're like...
They lost their real meanings for me.
Dr:
Kerim told you as well.
You have a long path to go together.
FG:
But what I told you is true, Kerim.
I don't want to break up with you.
I want to be cured, for you.
I want us to have kids.
Just patience...
K:
I can wait...
You gave me a miracle.
I don't want to force Fatmagl into anything.
But sometimes I think I do.
I even wanted to leave her, for her.
Dr: But Fatmagl didn't want you to go.
K:
She said "I love you".
But believe me...
... when she said "I trust you".
That meant more than anything to me.
More than anything.
Edited by shalu79 - 8 years ago
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