Hello everyone ..
I am back with a new OS .. since I have a lot of free time I have this excitement for writing ..
I hope you like it ..
So here is The OS .. Enjoy
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YOU OWN MY HEART
She opened her eyes slowly , blinked multiple of times to adjust to the light ..
A white room .. the steady beeping sound .. the oxygen mask on her face
A HOSPITAL ROOM
She will never fail to recognize it ..
" so you are awake " she heard the familiar voice , she tried to move her body but her limbs felt heavy so she just moved her head now she can see her Doctor ..
" Welcome back Swara .. the operation was successful " said the Doctor with warm smile
Swara tried to talk but couldn't .. when the Doctor felt her restlessness came towards her touching her hand ..
" Relax .. you just came out from a major surgery .. you are in the ICU
You are under sedative .. everything is fine just relax "
Swara felt her eyelids heavy and couldn't open her eyes " Swara relax ... "
And fell into the Darkness again ..
*****
She start to wake up feeling someone was caressing her hair and holding her hand in a soft grip ..
She opened her eyes to see her mother smiling with tearful eyes
" oh Shona .. thank God you are back to me " smiling and tears streaming down her face
" Ma .. please don't cry " said Swara in her weak voice
" Sweetheart .. I am not crying .. I am just happy that you are back to me "
" No Ma .. I hate to see tears in your eyes .. please promise me you wouldn't cry any more .. please " she always hated to see her mother's crying , she can't stand her mother tears
" OK Shona .. I promise " and kissed her forehead
At that moment the Doctor came in
" Good evening .. Swara how are you feeling now ?? "
Swara smiled " I am fine .. I am feeling better now.. way better thank you "
The Doctor was checking the machine's readings and writting something in the file
" is everything OK .. Doctor ?? " her mother asked in a worry
" yes .. everything is just perfect .. her health is improving very well .. at this rate may be we will shift you from ICU to a normal room .. I am surprised you are recovering fast "
" Thank God "
Swara was happy .. she did lost hope in living a normal life ..
It is like a dream come true .. no more fear .. she and her family will live like any other normal family ..
A thought disturbed her mind " where is he ??! he always the first one I see when I open my eyes "
*****
Today they shift her to a private room .. the room was full of flowers and balloons .. with a big Sign [ GET WELL SOON ] it must be from friends, colleagues and relatives .
The atmosphere was light and full of happiness since the Doctor announcement this morning
" she is in a good health and stable .. there is no sings for body rejecting the new Heart .. it accepted the Heart and coping very well with it "
Then got hold of her hands " Swara I am glad to tell you this .. you are out of danger .. no more prediction of how many days ,months, years you are going to live .. congratulations Swara you are going to live the rest of your life "
She cried and so her family they were happy .. so much happy .. they were on cloud nine ..
She was relieved that the look of the fear of losing her is going to disappear of her family eyes ..
Everything Was Perfect .. Almost ??!
*****
Swara finished her meal so her mother moved the tray and handed her a glass of water after adjusting pillows behind her back ..
Many people had have visited her .. but not him
" where is he for God sake ?? he can't be this busy .. he always says I am his special person/patient and no one is more important than me ..
it have been ages since the last time I saw him .. did something happened to him ? .. No No it can't be ...
But where is he ??!! " Swara was thinking
When her mother came to get the glass back from her .. Swara asked the question that had been in her mind since she opened her eyes for the first time after the operation ..
" Ma .. where is Sanskar ??! "
Her mother stiffen immediately and she notice it ..
" Ma .. almost everyone I know had visited me , except him
Where is Sanskar .. Ma ??! "
Her mother turned her back towards her " Sanskar is NOT HERE .. Swara "
" what do you mean by Sanskar is NOT HERE , is he out of country ??! " she was very confused
Her mother didn't answer and move out the room leaving a puzzled Swara ..
After minutes she came back with a box in her hands .. and handed it to Swara
" Sanskar left this for you .."
" For Me ?!! what is this .. Ma ??!!!! "
" I don't know .. but Sanskar said that I should give it to you when you ask about him " and went and sat on the couch that is in front of the bed
Swara felt something is not right .. she looked at the box in fear
Gulping she hold the box .. it was a normal box 20x28 cm ..
Slowly she opened it .. there was an envelope with [ To Swara ] with a neat handwriting and a notebook with a blue cover and words written on it with a pink glitters [ 101 THINGS THAT MUST BE DONE ] it was full and stuffed with papers and pictures between it pages ..
She can recognize it .. the notebook is hers and the handwriting is Sanskar's ..
She opened the envelope and took out the papers .. it is Sanskar's words ..
" Dear Shona ..
You don't know how much I wished to be the first person you saw when you opened your eyes , as always ..
But this time I couldn't , it is just out of my control ..
As you saw in the box there is your notebook - THE BOOK OF WISHES - as I like to name it ..
You gave it to me in the hospital after the doctors announcement that you need a Heart Transplant or you are going to die .. you were sure that you are going to die .. you even said your Goodbyes to me and asked me to fulfill your wishes and finished it ..
But now there is no need for that .. so I return it back to you because you are going to finished it by yourself alone without even my help ..
Swara I always want to tell you this - Face to Face - I always waiting for the proper time but that never came .. so I am telling you now on this papers ..
Shona meeting you is the best thing that happened to me ever in my whole life ...
You Swara the most innocent and sweet person ever accept Me Sanskar the ORPHAN .. it was like a dream .. we became friends in school and then best friends for the rest of our life ..
I was in shock when I come to know that you have a weak heart and there is a chance for you to die at young age .. that almost break me ..
May be I am your Best friend , but you are my everything Shona .. I have no one except You ..
and from that moment everything I have done was for you .. just for you
I studied Medicine just for maybe someday I will find the cure for your illness ..
You made me your partner that helped you in fulfilling your wishes .. your wishes and dreams became mine too .. I was with you in every step you took ..
Your parents started calling me THE GUARDIAN ANGEL .. How funny , I was doing this for myself for my life .. you are my life ..
Shona I want to tell you something I hided from you for long time .. I wish I could tell you in person , but alas I can't
Swara I LOVE YOU .. I LOVE YOU so much
I don't know since when , maybe from the first time we met ..
We both got so many memorable moments while fulfilling your wishes .. you know what is my favorite ?!!
It is the wish no .10 .. [ My first Kiss ] ..
When you asked me to be the one kissing you for the first time , my heart almost stopped beating ..
That kiss , that moment , that memory .. I will treasure it forever ..
The last time you fell ill and we took you to hospital .. the Doctors said your condition is very critical and you need a Heart Transplantation as soon as possible or you are going to die .. we couldn't found a heart available as your tissues type is very rare ..
At that moment our world stopped , mine and your family ..
On top of that YOU STARTED TO LOSE HOPE ..
And everyone around me started to break down ,, including you
I couldn't stand that .. we can't lose you .. I can't lose you .. you are my everything
You needed a Heart ... so I got you one "
Tears fell from her eyes wetting the papers that she holds in her trembling hands as she start to understand ..
" so I made a comparison between you and me ..
If I die .. it wouldn't made any difference .. no one will miss me except you but eventually you will move on .. you know I am just your friend ..
BUT
If you die .. everyone will break down .. me , your family .. our worlds , our life are just about you ..
I will die if you die Swara .. I can't stand to lose you .. I just can't .. just thinking about it make me feel chocked ..
So .. I made my mind ..
Long back I made some tests .. Me and You have the same blood group and same tissues type ..
And I decided to give you my heart .. and I did ..
I know you are crying right now .. please don't .. don't waste your precious tears on me .. and you know I can't stand your tears .. please Swara don't cry as I can't be beside you to wipe the tears from your face ..
I just gave my heart to you Swara .. that is weird it is already yours ..
Now ..You own my heart literally Swara ..
I will be living through you .. I am living in your every beats , every breath ..
Live your life to the maximum .. do everything that was supposed to done by both of us .. like two lifes in one ..
Please take care of yourself and my heart is yours now ..
LOVE YOU TILL THE ETERNITY
Sanskar "
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" NO ONE'S EVER LOVED ANYONE AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU "
Stephenie Meyer / Twilight breaking Dawn
THE END
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So that is it .. how was it ??
I have a feeling that I should change my name from << Khushi >> after this OS ..😆😆
Please .. I Spent 18 hours writing it .. so share your thought .. anything will be appreciated ..
P.S
Please do it in English .. I am not good with Hindi
Khushi
