OS: Femir

This is based on the scene after Emir learns of the truth from feriha and is restless at home.

For the first time emir heard feriha's side of story. From the time he had seen feriha at cansu's door as a doorkeeper's daughter till today, his journey of knowing feriha has been from others. Everytime he knew the puzzle is solved, a new would lay in front of him. He had grown tired of running behind her, running behind the truth. But today for the first time he heard it all from her. Those happenings that had been like a puzzle lay solved. Every fact lay in front of him. Today, he saw the truth of the girl he loved. He believed her. Till now he didn't believe her and it had finished something inside him. Today, after hearing her, he lived again.

When he sat in the evening alone in his apartment, the images of past came reeling back to him; "feriha, how could you do that with koray he is like a brother to me"

"emir, you should've asked me once"

He drank a sip of whiskey from his glass, may be a portion of alcohol can help him. But it couldn't do much, so he picked up his coat and went to "Hills"

At Hills, he was not allowed to enter. He had been unceremoniously removed from partnership by his father and mrs. Sanem. His father came out to tell him that and he laid his conditions if he wanted his job back.

All this conversation between father and son was heard by hande. She was pained to hear that and to profess her unsolicited support to him, she ran to talk to him. "Emir" she called out, emir showed her her real face. He told her how her games can turn someone's life upside down. He left Hande teary eyed.

To relieve his restlessness he went to sea front. There he stood unabashed. He did not want to stop his thoughts. He saw through what he had lived and what she had lived. It did not look like they lived the same.

Why he couldn't read those eyes?

Why the spark from her eyes were missing?

Why even if she was there, she wasn't with him?

Why she mumbled so many apologies to him?

Why she was scared to live with him?

Why she looked for assurances whether he will love her anyways from him?

Why she didn't say yes' to him that day?

He had failed to see those fears in her eyes. Today, he could read those eyes, they were scared of losing him, scared of giving him pain.

All the time, she was running away. She wasn't running away from him, she was running away from herself.

But she stood ground. After he knew the truth, she never ran away. She stood there to pay the price, to receive her punishment. Forgiving him all the while of all the hurtful words that he said to her. Every time he said leave, every time he handed trash to her, every time he closed door on her, every time he insulted her, she fought them all.

He wanted her to repay. Here he stood much more burdened by her love's debt. How would he pay back this debt?

In this entire quagmire, her love was true. She never had anyone in her heart but him. Her care was true. Her love was beyond the lies. She truly belonged to him. He will from now on not fight with her but fight for her.