she felt a squeeze on her hand...god it so freaking pained, why oh why does it happen to someone she loves everytime, things had just got better , and now...she was crying helplessly by now, nothing helped , not bebe not ma , and definetly not seeing her life in tears...
"twinkle" ...a silent murmer, he softly got off the couch and engulfed her in a hug, not some random hug, but a needed hug, a helplessly supportive hug, a crying hug, something that both required , not only twinkle."why ?" she screamed muffled in crook of his neck, her tears flew down his chest through his open buttons, "whyy kunj ?? why you ?? why not me ??why"she cried harder, harder thanshe cried ever before...but she counldnt see kunj pinching the bridge of his nose, stopping the tears there, she did not see his eyes filling up again, she did not see his heart aching because she was crying, because they had little time together now...he had little time now.
but she felt it all
NO...she pulled back abrubtly from their hug. they had faught life and death , they had faught a bas***d and he was burming in hell, they had together won over a gunda, made him feel instead of think, they had won over their hearts, conqueing the one''s which they'd never thought they will, they'd won over death for each other, fighting fearlessly and dauntlessly, NO, she wasnt loosing hope, not right now, if thay had won before, then they will win again, they weerent alone, their babaji was with them, their love was with them, it was another test , another try , another obstacle, from which they would emerge stringer, it was just another battle, love vs disease, and the winners were them, already decided
"twinkle?" kunj's voice broke her thoughts, she beamed at him, for he didnt seem as helpless as he was a moment ago, he seemed to be liking the idea of fighting disease this time, the two constants being twinkle by his side, and their victory , drawn out in a beautiful manner.
twinkle saw him smile, she took in his strong eyes, she took in his confident posture, he was just as ready as she was, if not more. she prides herself on knowing kunj the best, she knew his eyes dont lie, and they were screaming with joy to be fighting again, no lies no hidden truths, it was twinj all over again, it was them against someone else, and they were ever ready
she'd always known that there was a connectuon , a cosmic one with her mom, it was beautiful, the connection, they knew each other's trouble]'s ad pians when the other was away but she'd found out that she was teh lucky one, she had another cosmic connection, a slightly stronger one , with kunj too. but boy oh boy, she'd know if something bad would happen, and she wont let it. she was kunj's sheild as much as he was hers, she was one of those two warriers who never lost hope, for they fought for someone else, the other warrior , standing happily in a half embrace, right in fornt of her. she would do anything for him, and if it meant fighting another war? then, boy, she was ready...
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