Memories - TWINJ FF new part Page 52! - Page 3

WOW Di!!! This was SUPERB...loved it!!!👏😳😃

Originally posted by: griffy.fz

as always u r soo sweet😳😳😳thanks soo much😳

aww thank you. you are sweet too 😳

nice start dear 

very nice
really different concept update soon
😃 😆 👍🏼

Originally posted by: hailly

Intresting start. Loved it.
Eagerly waiting to know what happned in the past.
Conyinue soon plz.

thanks for reading 😳

smile😃

Originally posted by: priyanvs

nice start dear 

it is interesting 

continue soon 

yes yes continuing !😃

Thanks soo much for the amazing response!! means so much!! 😳😃

Part 2

 

I froze for a moment...It was as if I stood in the class...something dropped from my hands...and he turned...

and that moment ...everything stopped and not in a romantic way...

The promise of not crossing each others path lay broken in front of us...

Our eyes were locked with minds running with questions...flashbacks...arguments...thinking of the next step...

 

"Twinkle..." the same voice that had intrigued me so many years ago...the same voice I had sworn to forget... the same voice that still could make me weak...yes...weak...but no! I can't be weak...not after building myself all these years...

 

My boss entered the room...and what carried out was a blur...

Thankfully I had nothing to speak...I kept my head down...as every minute felt like an hour...

I knew he was catching glimpses of me... which ached my heart...ached my soul... it was all coming back... as memories started pouring out...

I rushed out of the room with excuse of attending to urgent business...an action i regretted immediately... it showed weak side of me... and the also the one hour rantings of my boss which had followed...further added to my regret...

This was not the solution...

 

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It has been two days since my meeting...with that known stranger...with that friend who was no more one...and it's like time has frozen for me.

I have been unable to understand the situation. I took a day off yesterday but today I had to go to office. I was questioned by my boss whether I wanted to stay on the case. I knew that he was just being sarcastic. After all a corporate firm like mine had no place for emotions just like I wanted ...just like I was ...???

maybe yes ...maybe no...

My boss thought I was getting offered a place somewhere else and that is why I was behaving detached.

I need to be strong I need to let the memories fade into nothingness

 

I picked my diary and felt this was the only way...I had to finally come in terms with my past and that is how I can move on...

 

Dear diary

 

Mistakes are those actions which you regret...but then some mistakes make you happy for a while...and maybe that is how humans evolve...we evolve from our own doings...from our experiences...maybe 10 years before ... i would not have imagined...myself evolving into the person I was today.

It is better that the past remains in past...nothing good has ever come off from looking backwards. But I also need to face the realities of my past...speak up the things I have kept in my heart for so long as forbidden secrets.

There are some memories that remain vivid in your mind even if years pass...but what is weird for me ...is all his memories are vivid for me even today. I had shut them away... in hope that if this forbidden secret remained locked.. then the reality will remain hidden.

The college I had entered with hope to change my life norms...did bring change but in unexpected ways.

I still remember how my story or should I dare say our story?...Kunj and Twinkle's story ?...began?

Few  months had passed of college and our friendship had not yet started,,, we talked in indirect ways as surprisingly or co incidentally we had common friends... One of the art that I had mastered all my school life was to hide my emotions which I felt embarrassed about. There were no second thoughts that I did like Kunj but to accept it to even myself even today is difficult. I remember convincing my friends that I had no feelings for him...I did a good job in convincing which will become clearer as I write my story...oh our story...these convincing sessions were more for me and less for others. But somewhere I knew ...or I had a gut feeling that he knew...but then what ensued made me feel that even he denied the feelings...

From awkward smiles...to quick hi's...to short conversations...to hours of chit chat...how I progressed even I don't know...But I do remember our first conversation.

I was leaving class when the same husky voice called out to me..."Twinkle"...I turned...somewhere butterflies attempted to flutter and I held my book more tightly

" yeah Kunj"...

"I need notes of yesterday's class...I wasn't present and neither were my other friends"

He stressed a bit on others...so did that mean I was his friend?...a tiny hope rose which I shot down immediately...

"yeah sure but they are in my locker"

"Oh...so...can I walk with you to it?"

His small smile...his eager eyes...his cute dimples...well yeah I was falling...

"yeah sure..." ..and I smiled...one of those effortless smiles...which even my controlling heart could not stop...

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She is the same...just her smile is missing...her beautiful smile...oh how much I missed you Twinkle Taneja...

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 Do let me know how you all found this part

Thanks for all the love

Part 3

Cheers

Griffy

Edited by griffy.fz - 8 years ago

aww tht was superb update Griffy. loved the diary part so much. it makes me so connected to the story and a very good idea to know the past. really loving it coz i love emotional updates. excited to know what happened and what will happen. Thank you so much for this brilliant update

Originally posted by: Sherni_Jerry

aww tht was superb update Griffy. loved the diary part so much. it makes me so connected to the story and a very good idea to know the past. really loving it coz i love emotional updates. excited to know what happened and what will happen. Thank you so much for this brilliant update

nice story u got going