Dear fellow Swasans,
Hi!
Though I do not post much on this forum, I visit here daily and read many posts and FFs. That, I would like to say, has increased my madness for Swasan 100 times ... And hence I would like to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for creating this beautiful Swasan Land and enjoying these feelings for our best Jodi - Swasan.
There is something I Have to share with you guys.
Nobody loves like Swasan - fearlessly. I have read somewhere that if you love someone love fearlessly. Did not understand this till I started watching Swasan. I say this because if you remember Sanskaars awesome declaration of love he new that Swara will never reciprocate it. He also new that there was no hope for him, but still loved her and openly declared it in front of everyone. How many of us can do this? Or how many of us know of people who can do this. Either we will be scared or our ego will come in between or we will be just plain selfish and never love someone who doesnot reciprocate.
Similarly, Swara had a huge task falling in love once again. After being betrayed once, it is very difficult for her to trust someone. You really have to have a lot of guts to risk that pain again. Guys, I know this from experience ... it takes years to overcome this fear. But here again, Swara fell for Sanskaar, inspite of her past experiences, loves him fearlessly and ready to fight for him including himself ... I so love Swara with myriad of emotions playing in her eyes. She is so innocent, selfless (though some of you name this as mahan) and passionate. Whatever she does she does with a passion and never gives up on people whom she loves.
And on the current situation ... fate is testing this love. I completely agree with their decision. Though many of you do not agree. But imagine ... with a clear conscience like Swara's will she ever be happy or live herself for hurting someone innocent. Will she be able to take it if Sanskaar felt guilty for letting down Kavita. Believe me guys its very difficult to live a life of guilt. Sanskaar has already gone thru it once ... Will she let him go thru it again.
Imagine if something happens to Kavita and Sanskaar has to live that guilt. Swasan will be ruined. They will be torn apart because of this guilt. They would never be able to build a happy life together at the cost of sacrificing an innocent person's happiness whom Sanskaar had loved so much.
So lets hope and pray this doesnot happen ... else we along with our Swasan are doomed.